DAY THIRTY-NINE
Gee blogs: My higschool Best Friend, My Pet....

*** Look at this vewi touching scene:

Aw! Another mushy dog scene... This is my pet, "ROXIE".. She's pregnant... I think nakunan siya... Awness, she's licking her FIRST BABY and is still hoping that it'll breathe... That her first baby is still alive... Yup it's dead... Aw.. I can see the sadness on my pet's eyes... Anyway, siguro naman she'll be giving birth parin right? I'll name that puppy Mickey... Mukha kasing mouse... hehe...

R.I.P. Mickey!!! Mwaaahnesss... Just say hi na lang pag nagkita kayo ni PhoepHoy, Polio and Chu-Chu and lahat ng naging pet ko...

Haha... Dorkness... I'm actually getting emotional... I'm soooooo maudlin talaga... I sometimes hate that attitude of mine... hehe...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*** We accidentally met my highschool besfriend last Thursday... She was supposed to buy stockings daw, good ting open ang Mcdonalds sa Rob Metro east... Haha! Nakakamiss! Wala paring pinagbago.. Like me, addict parin sa pic... Sadness, ang loshang na namin... hehe... STUDIESSSSSS... Well, well, well...

Ayun na lang muna for now... We'll bury Mickey pa... hehe...

Byeness!!! Mwaaah!

Maristel blogs: Begginning to be Obnoxious.... *lolz* (sometimes)

Oh my! Well... Just finished saying my comments from a friend's blog...

A bit obnoxious right now... I don't know if it has something to do by what I just whiffed... Most likely, I am starting to be a bi-atch once again! I hate this feeling... But just to get things straight. Someone must have provoked me and it pissed me off! I abhor her! I don't know but this girl is starting to act as if "SHE OWNS EVERYTHING". You know that type. I don't know... But she's this coc*y lady and the "I KNOW IT ALL" type.

Even from the start, I know that what she's saying isn't true. More like "story telling a lie" and I hate it! If she wants to be heard... Why don't tell me "STRAIGHT UP". Also, she's so judgmental in a way. She wants to get even with everyone. She envies a lot of people for reasons I don't know. She say mean things to all the people I love the most. She hates everyone and I guess she hates everyone. More like, she's against the world. She don't want to get along with other people.

What she may opt - will definitely affects all the people around her. I just can't handle an individual like her. All my life, I've been this very accomodating type of person... I do adjust with the people around me. I don't people want to see people making the adjustments because of me. As much as possible, I want things in way that it'll be worthy of anyone's time. But a person like her, I don't know... I guess, she's just teaching me how to hate someone so bad that will make and drive you nuts.

What I hate the most pa is, yung konting bagay... TAMPO na agad... Like, I don't want to talk to her na daw... This and that!!! How can she utter those phrases when I myself haven't heard from her. OH MY! My, oh my! You have a life of your own. If you don't want other people to dislike you - act in a way na medyo maintindihan ka naman namin.

You're too young... Too fragile, yet you want negative outcomes and feeback na agad. That's what you're wishing naman. Alam mo yun? You want to cause trouble and problem (as always). Nakakaasar na... I don't want to stoop down at makipag-level up sa'yo...

But one thing lang... One more word from you, ewan ko na lang talaga. Call me insane, pero isa na lang talaga... UGALI mo, ASAL. You're a real FAKER and you know what... I'M NOT INTO A PEOPLE LIKE YOU...

You hate me, I don't care... I'm not the type of person who wants to please everybody... Pero, once I've said what I have to say... That's it! If you want to cause fight - DO IT... That's your BEST naman... That's what and who you are.

I'll just wait for the right time. Guess 10 years from now, tignan ko na lang, kung ano mangyayari sa'yo... You even underestimate MY FAMILY, my clan... I don't care... I just do wish and pray na lahat ng sinabi mo against US, won't come back to you and kami na sinabihan mo ng di maganda, tawanan ka...

Wish you well...Wish you BEST... Ipagpatuloy mo huh..?

"ANGEL s d center of my life" -Neil G

It's been about a week na magkasama kami ni angel pati sa pagtulog everynyt....

At ang dami na rin ng nangyari. nandyan na yung paseselos nya everytime may nababanggit ako o may nababasa cya.

Minsan binuksan ni ANGEL phone ko at nabasa niya msgs ni BABE. sa sobrang selos nya eh binura niya msgs ni BABE including the phone num. ok din un 4 me para makalimutan ko na ng tuluyan c BABE...... IM OVER BABE na pala. at di ko inexpect na ganun lng kadali. masarap kasi magmahal c ANGEL. malambing and really sweet.

May isang instance pa na binuksan ko frendster ko 4 ANGEL at nabasa nya yung palitan ng I LOVE namin ng isang person na matagal ko na ring kilala. nagselos tlaga cya dun. frst time kong makita cyang super sad at tahimik na tahimik. nag apologize naman ako at sinabi kong past na un kaya wla cyang dapat ipagselos.

At kung pinagseselosan ni ANGEL mga nakakatxt ko o frenster frends ko, pinagseselosan naman cya ng frends ko. c ash hu im glad s very understanding ay di ko na nkakatxt ng madalas gaya ng dati. c ruby na lunchmate ko ay di ko na nakakasabay for almost a week na. c jose na coffeemate ko ay di ko na rin nakakausap kasi busy din cya. masaya pa rin naman kami kahit di na cla masyadong nakakausap.

ANGEL s d center of my life tlaga ryt nw at mahal na mahal ko tlaga cya. iv never loved some1 like ds before and seryoso tlaga ako sa relationship namin. im glad ganun din cya.

Im so thankful na dumating c ANGEL sa buhay ko.

Neil G confesses: Kahit ilang msgs nga lng yun eh masaya na akong nkapagpalitan kami ng thoughts

I hav been affected sa pagkatanggal ni trish sa vhouse. in fact, ds s one of the reasons why wla tlaga ako masydong gana mag online again. im sure anybody wud understand d feeling if u see this happen to a bestfrnd. hndi naman ibig sabhin n2 na di na ako magpaparticipate sa mga activities anymore. tuloy pa rin ang buhay of course.

May iba pang reasons why di na me masyadong nakakapag online.... hndi ko nga lng pwedeng sabihin d2.

Somehow, natutuwa naman ako na may mga housemates tlaga hu really take time to communicate. like c mats hu floods my inbox everyday wid jokes and love quotes. ahahahaha. mica hu also txts me frm time to time. and na shock ako kay rommel na minsan ay nakapagtxt kami. he confessed something na i guess i already had an idea na ganun tlaga. kahit ilang msgs nga lng yun eh masaya na akong nkapagpalitan kami ng thoughts about something we both share. kung ano yun? sa amin nlng yun.... nagpromise akong hndi ko sasabihin kahit kanino. gusto ko lng parating kay rommel na kng kailangan nya ng advice, nandi2 lng ako......

"Gasgas na ang phrase ko na ito, but still... "BEEN THERE, DONE THAT"" -Maristel

Anyway, just FOR A CLOSE OF FRIEND of mine... Wala lang... I dunno why I'm writing it here now and have the Virtual World read about this...

Super, I know what & how you feel... Gasgas na ang phrase ko na ito, but still... "BEEN THERE, DONE THAT" - Kasi, with regard to how you feel girl, I know that's kindda hard. Mahirap yung ganyang situation you like this person or "guy" so much tapos ganun lang pala... Parang it's so rude of him naman. HE MADE YOU EXPECT na he likes you or feels the same way about you. Ang panget.... It's so mean of him naman... Actually, there are two things that lies there or for you to do... Rather, you continue being close with him and ignore the things you've discovered that he discovered about your feelings for him (kindda like you're insisting yourself too much and I know that will lead you to a broken heart and see yourself torn into piece) and that is not the way you want it to be... Or the thing I may say that can be the hardest way... DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM HIM... Kasi, being close with a paranoid guy is useless and worthless... He'll just do that over and over again... I know, you may be expecting something from him or something that will make you both an "ITEM" kaya lang... (I'm not saying na hopeless case na kayo or 50/50 chances)...

I guess, much better, if you'll just wait for him to do the initiations himself... Ang hirap! Parang ganun na lang lagi... Ganyan naman eh... I would be more glad to see you as a happy girl na walang hassles about that... I hope you understand what I am trying to say here...

And, In addition... don't think na laging ganyan ang nangyayari syo... Actually, it's US who's responsible for all our actions. Kahit na di natin iparamdam sa kanila or what... But, just put it this way... Mas okay na din siguro na nalaman niya na - mailang man siya or hindi... Consider na lang na nailang siya in a good way... At least hindi siya nag take advantage sa weakness mo... There are some guys kasi, na kapag nalaman nila na - you do fancy them they'll take advantage agad. Binibigay mo lang yung kamay mo, pati braso mo kukunin na nila. As in you're whole package! Don't see it as your loss... IT'S HIS! He's not worthy of your time.

Kung naiisip mo naman na lagi na lang ganyan ang kalagayan mo with the guys na talagang gusto mo or what... I guess and speaking from my own experience... We don't always end up with the guy that we really like - more often than not, we do end with they guy we totally dislike and despise the most... Ironic but true...

I just hope, the next time I hear from you, no more heartaches ka na... I don't want to see a friend who's in pain.. Yun lang...

ANYWAYS... about work naman!

I am so happy! Just closed a deal with Ma'am Teophanie from Pilipinas Kao!
Also closed a deal with Ma'am Prossy who I found myself so hard to deal with... But it was a great challenge...

I'll deal with Christine Dolendo first.... I know it'll be hard... She already told I.S.'s budget for their event and I'm willing to compete with other providers just to close this deal...

CURRENT MOOD: Obnoxious *lolz* (just a bit lang naman)
CURRENT MUSIC: The Hardest Day by Alejandro Sanz feat. Adrea Corr

DAY THIRTY-EIGHT
Maristel confesses: I am badly missing the other guys...

Wow! I love Deal or No Deal! And now, activity naman natin here sa All Star is "Deal or No Deal"... Cuteness talaga!

Ang ganda pa po ng Group! One from each Season kami. And honestly speaking... Natuwa naman po ako, at last, di lang kami bond and chikahan ni Mica, harhar! O di ba?! Groupmates pa kami ngayon... Anyway, from our Confe kanina... Medyo mabagal ata ang responses ng ibang VHs... Kaya ayun, madedelay daw ang 3rd Battle ngayon... Okay lang... I just hope to see and get to chat with the others next time... Puro Gee and Mica na lang ata ang napapakiramdaman ko here...

I am badly missing the other guys...

I'm just kindda wondrin, where Kenneth is na... I heard 2 weeks lang sya magstay dito sa Philippines, his Home Country... Bakit ganun? Well, I guess... HE'S AS MUCH ENJOYING HIS VACATION HERE or the other way around... Duh!?! Argh! I hope so, hindi naman... I know kahit papaano he'll love the Tropical Country of the Philippines!

Well, Hello Philippines! Hello World! Mga Ka-AllStar, Handa na ba kayo? Deal or No Deal? *lolz*

Oh well, I hope we could all catch up sometimes... I'm missing a lot here na... And for me this is hell... It's like all you guys including BBK are now part of my daily routine and my life... Whenever I log in, I do check the boards agad for confessionals and diary updates, kaya lang - sad as can be... Talagang, wala masyado eh... Sana IBALIK na natin ang sigla...

Oh, well, got to go... Have to continue my Pinagbiyak na Bunga thingy... Harhar!
3 more faces of the 3 more left ASVHs ang aking nireresearch and pinaghahanapan ng kabiyak na bunga or how you wanna say it... Pinagbiyak na pakwan! Na arinola *harhar* or whatever! Trying to be funny lang po...

Okay, gotta go, sago! harhar! much too funny, corny na! Peace out

Deal or No Deal! Love yah all and Missing some...

"He interrupted by asking me if I am claiming that he is my boyfriend or if we have a mutual understanding" -Mica

After the conference last night with my PBBFG mates, I became more depressed and cried in our terrace.

I also had a bad dream. The setting was in high school inside the IV-Kepler Room. I had a conversation with a male friend (who ironically never studied in that school at all!). I consider him as one of my closest friends right now. He excused me from my Physics class and we went infront of the Computer Laboratory. I asked him about our joint project then he interrupted by asking me if I am claiming that he is my boyfriend or if we have a mutual understanding. I told him no. He asked for a little space between the two of us since the teachers and students in the school are gossiping about us. I had to concentrate on a dance contest that time and he on the other hand had to concentrate in a quiz bee for the regionals.

I woke up crying then Carlo woke me up with... HERSHEY's. Loko-loko talaga ang aking kapatid!

Mica confesses: Sana yung iba maging active na ulit

Natawa ako when i found out na Deal or No Deal pala ang new task namin. Ang Saya naman hehe puro kami mga kikay girls sa group namin.. Dapat Kikay's offer is.. hahahaha

I am honestly having a hard time sa Pinagbiyak na Bunga task. Akala ko tapos na ako pero yun pala hindi pa dahil kelangan din maghanap ng ka-lookalike na hindi that kagandahan. Tapos ko na sana siya huhu pero kaya yan.. kaya! haha

Nasaan na kaya si Mc Kenneth Licon? haha sana yung iba maging active na ulit. I'm happy dahil nakakasama ako sa mga confe. Nakatext ko na rin finally si Kashen na obviously happy sa kanyang bagong school. Miss na rin niya si Paolo hehe

"D ko iniexpect ganon sila" -Kashen

+_^ darN! i missed writing in my diarY!! lolx..

+_^ actually now is my PE 3:00-500pm, check emails agen and kinda rushing now coz bka ma-late na kho sa skul..bka nga wala na naman ung prof namin coz tentative pa lng namn mga scheds namin..

+_^ This week is so good and so bad..i swer..so good bcoz super warm ng welcome sa kin ng mga new classmates kho in CSB..d ko iniexpect ganon sila..harhar..they're so friendly..and msarp din cla kasama like nung mga classmates ko in st.scho but in CSB medyo naninibago coz i get along wit boys na wala sa st.scho..goodboy naman cla so far..lolx..hmf..bka magselos na ung isa dyan..=p.. so bad bcoz hindi na kho maxdo nkakapg ol di tulad ng dati..=( na mimis ko na ung super happy na confe.! well mamyang gabi try ko mag ol...hmff!

+_^ till here..im kinda rushing now coz 1:30 na now! hmf! traffic kc olweys sa taft lalo na mga ganitong time..dUh!! tc olweys to ol! godspeed..!!

Maristel blogs: I hate you... Is it possible to to love me?

Duh! What's the matter with that one... "I hate you... Is it possible for you to love me..."

OMG! I don't know - but I'm kindda confused with that phrase... Was it because I was too drunk the other night and until now I have this head spin? *grins*

"I hate you..." Alright... Someone, somebody hates someone or somebody... And "Is it possible for a person to love him or her"

ALRIGHTY! Got it! Oh well, nothing's impossible, we all know that... Everybody's given a chance to feel and share emotions... I for one... Okay? I've hated someone so much before - but it doesn't matter... *lolz* My! What's wrong with me?

For me... We all have certain reasons why we hate a person... A person we might have loved before or a friend who may have done wrong... Well, it's all but a part and track that we walked and soon will walk on... We all don't know coz, who knows? The person that we hated most, might be this "SOMEONE"?

Tryin' to be mushy, here... Sorry, bear with me... Guess this is how you'll act and become if you mix brandy and vodka... *giggles*

I can't give such a lovely thought here... Hating someone doesn't necessarily mean that anger will be overflowing forever... It's a much different way... There's this "the more you hate, the more you love" Coz, in times like now, some people find it more easy to become so obnoxious and do mean stuffs to other but the truth is, you just want to get the attention of that person... Sometimes, may be irritating and you might want to curse that someone, still, if that person, don't tease you anymore, you'll suddenly miss that feeling...

Kindda weird... But, I'd rather take the risk of being hated for some reasons and finally or in the end that person will realize something... Guess my worth... My importance... Coz, loving a person is not just something that you'll walk on... It's something that we all develop and soon long... Just my own perception...

Anyways, I think it's better if I'll just change the title of this entry.... Perception of the WASTED ONE... *lolx*

Bahala na nga! I have to sleep na! :) Kaka! Belated Happy Birthday! :) Ayaw ko na uminom and magpakalasing, promise! :) *lolz*

"Really don't have a clue... I was like, "What have I done?" " -Maristel

Okay! So, HOW WAS MY DAY?
A lot has been askin' me...
Well, to let you all know... My head spins, till now... Felt like I was through and through *lolz*
As if I know how that feels!?! Who cares by the way? *lolz*
Well... Really don't have a single idea what I wrote here last night...
Really don't have a clue... I was like, "What have I done?"
If there's a thought that first popped in my head, that was it!
I was like won'drin', was I able to update my threads here... If not, I should have done it earlier... If so, what did I put? *lolz*

with Balot, Harhar, Doinx, Mark(feeling cia may bday), Karen, Me & mah brother who was all RED!!!

Oh well, for woman who was left standing during the shots, guess I just gave myself a dose of my own medicine... I've been thinking a lot of things lately... Confusion, emptiness, love... And so - I decided to jam with the guys and 2 lads, just for a heck of a night...

Just so happen that November 8 was my sister-in-law's birthday... They prepared Nilagang Kenchi & Bulalo... And Crispy Pata... My other sister-in-law, have Pizza Hut & Goldilocks delivered some foods too... Pizzas, Sago't Gulaman, Puto, Cake and a lot more... Well it's not my BURPDAY and I don't have a single right to contain all those... And even if I want to, my stomach and my whole system just don't want to... Naxx! Diet na ba itetch?!?!

here with Doinx, Mark, Karen, Me and RJ... Sayang! Si Bane ang nagkuha ng pic... Anyways, next time...

HOW I WISH, it is... Oh well...

Didn't get much sleep... Went home from my Mom's place around 4am... We consumed a bottle of Antonov Vodka. 2 Gran Matador (which was so... YUCKKKK!) I pretty much prefer Genroso... A few bottles of San Mig Light, and a few shots of Baileys... *hik*

Well, up to know I still have this HANGOVER... HEADSPINNING and real HEADACHE for me the whole day... I don't want to have coffee... I'd rather keep myself asleep but the phone won't stop ringing...

Got a call and made a few quotations:
Rommel Baligod from Asia Pacific Medical
Direk Bobbit Patag and Mr. Nhor Envangelista of Solar Publications for an event at Market! Market! on November 15
Ma'am Prossy, followed up their status from SDV Maritime
Charmagne Cruz and Sam Huang from Ateneo De Manila University for their Sportsfest
Mr. Jake Navea for an event at Cuneta Astrodome on December 08

Well, and a lot, lot more...

Right now, I'm making a Classified Packages & Optional Rentals Quotation... I'm also burning NEW R&B, Club and House CDs... Pati na nga JOLOGS, I'm compiling na din... Every December, kahit yan pa pinaka-sosyal na company, for sure, may magrerequest ng Boom Tarat Tarat...

Oh and btw... Got the chance to have this not too brief chat with Bee... Well, still he's a bit disappointed on how things are going between us... And either way... He said sorry, I DID NOT... He doesn't want hearing SORRY from me... I just don't know why... Oh well, who cares?!? Waaah!!! Like from my previous blog... Sometimes, it sure does feels great being IGNORED... I've been and always will be by someone who am gonna meet, (that I dunno when it'll happen over again) but - straight fro the horse's mouth, I'd RATHER BE IGNORED AND HATED FOR WHAT I REALLY AM than BE LOVED OF WHO I'M NOT...

CURRENT MUSIC: Sexy Back (MickBoogie Remix)
CURRENT MOOD: Head spin!

The 3rd Battle - ASPBBFG: Deal or No Deal

Two groups will battle for the 4 saving points bonus and a chance to use his/her immunity in the 3rd Nomination. First group is composed of the kikays: Mica, Gee and Maristel. Second group is composed of Neil G, Paolo and Kashen. It is noteworthy that the each group has at least 1 VH from the 3 seasons of PBBFG.

Mechanics:
1. Each group has to choose 1 member who will play as "banker"
2. Remaining members will choose the set of brief cases (there are three sets: set A, B and C)* that they will use in the game.
3. Remaining members will choose one briefcase
4. The "banker" from the other team will make the deals
6. There will have 2 separate games (simultaneous)
7. The group with higher winnings wins

*Shuffled on November 7 and stored in Facade board which is password protected

How did ASVHs vote?

Majority of ASVHs who participated in the 2nd Nomination assigned their evicting points to Trish and/or Ian while the minority followed "evict-Trish-or-Charles-and-save-Trish" voting scheme.

"ELVIRA", obviously was Trish for she cannot assign any of the points to herself and everybody either assigned his/her evicting or saving points to Trish, chose Rommel as the recepient of her 4 evicting points and Charles for her 2 evicting points.

Codename/ASVH: 4 evicting points, 2 evicting points, 2 saving points

"Oreo": Trish - Ian - Marge
"BATISTA BOMB": Trish - Ian - Marge
"Sharpay Evans": Trish - Ian - Kashen
"HERBENJ FASHION": Trish - Ian - Paolo
"Captain barbie": Trish - Neil G - Gee
"Sinful Tiffany": Trish - Mica - Charles

"MASAHISTA": Marge - Charles - Trish
"Orange Kat": Marge - Charles - Trish
"RICO YAN": Charles - Marge - Trish

"ELVIRA": Rommel - Charles - Ian

*Kenneth and Marge

*Kenneth and Marge did not vote and were penalized with 5 evicitng points each.

ASVHs' final messages for Trish

Mica: TRISH the 2nd evictee! Tama pala yung premonition mo na ikaw ang susunod. Remember This: Mawala man ang Sossy High sa Game na ito, Iisa lang ang Trish Arreza na love na love ko!

Rommel: Bye Trish, I guess your time has come.I would prefer your boot than me. I don't feel sorry. You're kind of expecting it na. Naging immature ka kasi, you could have earned our respect pa. But you acted as if you're a sore loser.Defeatist ang attitude mo, hopefully, mabago na ang kakitidan. Good luck na lang!

Gee: Hi... Well, nagka-usap naman na tayo, ayt? Ayun, goodbye and thanx for the unforgettable event that you've made to spice up this season... please take that as a compliment ... Don't worry, hindi ko sasaktan si Neil-g... haha! jokeness... cheer up and goodluck sa dinedate mong boylet... hihihi...

Maristel: Hi and Goodbyes naman tayo... Anyway, at least sa text hindi...Ano na nga ba? Speechless ako, kasi yung iniisip mo, nangyari na... The time that you're afraid of has come... Well, di man tayo nakapag bond... I know naman na IN SOME OTHER TIME, WE'LL HAVE THAT MOMENT... Not virtually, I guess... Let's just not close our doors coz more IMPOSSIBLE and UNEXPECTED THINGS are yet to come. Take Care Trish! GOD Bless!

Paolo: Ate Trish. Ayan na wala na. Ka2lad ng sabi ni Gee. nag-usap din nmn tau dba? Gusto ko lng mag Thank you dun sa times na kausap mo ako tsaka ngbigay ka ng time para kausapin ako. Sorry na din sa mga nabitawan kong salita noon, dala lng cguro ng galit. Ayoko ng ibalik yun dahil alam ko na wala na sa isip natin un. Mag-uusap p din nmn tau sa YM dba? Ingatz lagi!

Neil G: TRISH, if there's someone really sad right now sa pag-alis mo sa vhouse, ako na un. alam mo namang close na tau dati pa even without pbbfg already. kaya mamimiss tlaga kita d2. hope wed continue communicating wid each other. i know nandyan ka lng palagi and i jst wanna tell u na im jst here for u too. friends forever.u may have not stayed long enough sa bahay ni bbk, for me uv played the game well. masarap magpakatotoo.... although it may mean na di magustuhan ng iba.... ds s nt d end for u. continue to be strong... love u, my frend.

Kashen: harhar..well, sis yan ang msasabi kong deserving looser..and ir ur case i disagree sa sabi ni PARIS sa video niya..coz LOOSER are LOOSER..harhar..ingat sila sayo ms SossY hiGH...?! sossY nga bUh..?! dUh!..keeP a coPy of my fiNaL messaGe huh..lolx

DAY THIRTY-SEVEN
Gee confesses: WALA na akong magagawa

Okay, I got evicting an evicting point...

By saying that word, it means that I've violated this rule:

Quote: Using explicit, obscene or vulgar language or graphics anywhere in PBBFG Board, Yahoo Messenger, shoutbox, e-mail, Friendster and personal blog will not be tolerated

Okay... WALA na akong magagawa! Anjan nah! As always!

By saying THAT word to my FRIENDS na actually I've changed na spelling pa ( like what I often do...)... May evicting point ako...

Nagka-evicting point ako because I've said a word that has a lot of meanings... It can be literal, an expression or the OBSCENE blah-blah... SO, Pag sinabi pa lang, HAY*P SA GALING, may evicting points din? And somehow, you said kasi na the intention doesn't matter...

Do you think na I've cursed them or something? May kasama bang angst yun? Minura ko ba sila? Was the sentence read and analyzed? Well... I know all of us here naman are intelligent enough, but I know I'll be judged...

Well, well, well, I know that you rule... kakasabi mo lang... I just justify the act that I've done... The act of giving me such point well, oo nga, nakagawa ako ng against sa rule mo... Against? Oh well, how I wish that the word CONSIDERATION was given to THAT ACT or violation... whatever!!!

"I'm feeling a bit depressed right now " -Mica

Sorry for not blogging. Marami akong gustong sabihin pero i don't know where to start!

I'm feeling a bit depressed right now dahil sa nangyayari with my relationship sa mga peers ko sa isang org. Wala namang umaaway sa akin pero ewan ko ba,parang may gap kami. I want to talk to them regarding this stuff kasi baka naman naprapraning lang ako. What should I do?

MOCHA keeps me awake and I hate it

Mica confesses: Thanks for the extension of the new task

Hi there BBK!

I am lucky enough na nakasama ako sa chat conference kagabi and tonight Masaya pala hehe

Anywayz, I noticed na konti lang ang active ngayon.. Galaw - galaw naman tayo diyan

I'm excited with the new task and the new groupings. First time ko makakasama sina Mats at Gee sa isang task. Wish ko lang magtagumpay ang girl power rep ng bawat season

Thanks for the extension of the new task

Mica blogs: O Kay Sarap ng mga nakaw na sandali
music: Can't let you go -Cueshe

Fooled around with my GJPIX awhile ago and checked the random pictures at the bottom of the page. Then i thought of putting some random pictures in my blog every week. This is my first attempt!

( Mga nakaw na sandali )

1. Taken last sem during our Computer Graphics class. I'm with Jaypee Tanguilig here and lola Lecel took this pic :)
2. Taken last April 2005 in a dressing room haha :) Still have my upper braces on.
3. Taken last October 2005 at the Rooftop of Platinum 1000
4. Taken last August after the LTPS :) I'm with Arvin and Smith.. We're bringing sexy back! :P
5. Taken last September 2005 in a night-out with my co-encoders. One of the happy moments :)

Maristel confesses: This activity, really, ain't easy...

Hihihi!
BBK this activity's kindda confusing...
Well, I have a lot of questions in mind right now regarding the activity...
I'm kindda having a hard time here... This activity, really, ain't easy...
Just being honest po...
But still, challenging...
I just do hope, that whatever the outcome is, okay naman po sana maging outcome from the other ASVHs...
And by the btw BBK, just want to greet you for bringing LIFE back sa Virtual House!
Though some VHs are really busy with stuffs and schoolworks, I still hope po na no more ideas of quitting...
A bit disappointed din po, coz - the people who used to be online almost the wholeday, everyday before eh, di na po nakakapag online sa YM...
Nakakamiss lang po yung BONDING sa Boards...
I wish, no matter how busy they are, they'd still find time sa Boards...

Maristel blogs: Sure does feels great when you're ignored...

*LOLZ* ... Is this true? Well, hell yeah! :) It sure feele great being "IGNORED" - just to be honest here... At first, I was badly and terribly missing this person... I don't know how far my thoughts were physically out-shaped me... For weeks, 'been acting like crazy... For weeks, I've been gloomy... But just when time continues to move, days turning to nights, nights into sunshine - FINALLY!!!

Finally, I've realized that being ignored doesn't mean, you have to lock yourself inside a thought that, only that person holds the key to your reality. Such an ARSE! Such a stupid point of view for some. But, BEING IGNORED means ONE THING... " 'won't give a f'cking sh"t! If that's what you think... Then go ahead man! You may mean the world to me, but I can always move forward and totally freeze you wherever you are... I can always MOVE ON... and GO ON..."

Life's a wheel, and 'am just wasting my precious time with as arse like you... I'm just wondrin' "what the heck?!"

Sorry, but really have to say this... KEEP UP, alright... REALITY sucks big time, but know what? "YOU CAN'T BITE IT BACK..." Goodluck...

'am cool. :) And please, when you see me... Please, don't even say "i miss you" such a pretty lie... Bubble words... That's just so pathetic... Your beautiful and sooo mushy-sweet words are nuthin... They're all a lie... Well then, lie with them... :) Cuteness!

Don't worry, i don't hate you... 'am not a hater here... I'M JUST BEIN' REAL... and yeah "alex chris" ayt? Stay safe... You're back to reality no more stuffs like "head in the clouds"... *LMAO* So obnoxious of you... Ta-Ta!

"Just never been this tipsy all my life..." -Maristel

PHILIPPINE HISTORY!!!
WELL...
KAREN'S BDAY... MY SISTER-IN-LAW...
Now tell me...
A drunk and tipsy lady is now burning down the house...
DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY...
Get drunk and wild!
To cut this short...
I'm much, too DRUNK for this!
Had Gran Matador...
And MOUNTAIN DEW & COKE as chasers....
Never been this dizzy before...
Totally forgot everything...
I'm so stupid for this...
JUST A POINT OF VIEW FROM A DRUNKARD lady...
And oh yeah...
Also had ANTONOV, BAILEYS, and SM Lyt...
Much too much dizzy for this...
Danced SEXY BACK and HIPS DON'T LIE with Harry, Balong, Mark, Japs, Lys, RJ and Karen...
WAAAHHH!!!
Time out please!
Just want to make this more sensible...
But, I'm pretty much enjoying this party... *lolz*
Pretty much forgettin' about CHRIS who just recently tried IGNORING me...
*lolz*
Who cares right?
*lolz...*

Much too much drunk...
*hik*
Please bear with me guys... Just never been this tipsy all my life...
Wish me luck for later's chores and work...
Hope no hang-overs and all...

CURRENT MOOD: Happy
CURRENT MUSIC: Sexy Back

DAY THIRTY-SIX
Gee answers: Guilty or Innocent Game

1.) You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

2.) You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks! (So people reading this, if you want an explanation...msg that person)
GAME:

Kissed someone on your Top 8 / 16 / or 24? walang ganyan sa friendster,, if ever... guilty... haha!

Danced in front of your mirror naked? guilty ... lolz!
Ever told a lie? Guilty
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty... teka, what kind of kiss? lolz!
Kissed a picture? Guilty
Slept in until 5 PM? GUILTY
Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty
Held a snake? Guilty
Been suspended from school? Innocent
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
Stolen from a store? Innocent
Been fired from a job? Innocent
Sang karaoke? Guilty
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? GUILTY!!!
Done something you regret? Guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Innocent
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent... ( as if!)
Kissed in the rain? Uhm,,, Guilty???
Sat on a roof top? Guilty
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? GUILTY... hayup sila! haha...
Shaved your head? Innocent
Slept naked? Innocent
Played a prank on someone? Guilty
Had a gym membership? Guilty
Made your boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Guilty
Been in a band? Guilty ( if that's considered a band...)
Shot a gun? Guilty
Donated Blood? Innocent
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
Eaten cheesecake? Guilty
Still love someone you shouldn't? Innocent
Have a tattoo? Innocent
Like someone, but will never tell who? GUILTY!!! haha..
Hung out with people you shouldn't? Guilty
Wanted to do something, didn't do it, and regretted it? Guilty
Been too honest? Guilty
Wanted to kiss someone on your top 8/16/24 but didn't? Innocent
Peed in a bush? GUILTY... *LMAO*! hahaha!
Ruined a surprise? Guilty

1 evicting point for Gee

"I AM VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD for A MORE & HAPPIER CHRISTMAS this year!" -Maristel

Wow! Hell of a day today!
I was wide awake for wee hours till my chat with Pao!
So what's new?!?
Same old, same old!
Phones, Computers, Quotations, Fax, Emails, Calls!!! WTH *lol*
Well, a bit upset though, coz I was really upset coz I was starving to death and really wanting to buy a sandwich at 7/11, kaya lang wala naman mautusan... I can't go out naman, coz someone might call

I cried today... Just don't know... Guess, that's how it really is when your emotions finally bursted out! You just can't help see yourself crying... Well, that was what I'm scared of... Yung mafeel yung disappointments and be sad... I have a lot of reasons to cry... I've had a lot of issues and never have I been out of issues... Family issues... Work stuffs... Guess, that's how when you're overloaded...

ARGH! Waaah!!!

Got this call from Raul Dela Cueva inquiring for Department of Labor & Employment's (DOLE) Anniversary which will be held at Rizal Coliseum, December 08...
So I rushed thru the PC, connect to Internet and send him a formal quotation...
Well I just hope that they'll find our proposal great coz I include some freebies!

Also made a quotation for Teophanie Reutotar fro Pilipinas Kao and inquiring for Basic Sound System & Spotlight Rental... I was like, okay, got to have my lunch... And I asked her, how their budget is... She was like, "Why, aren't you going to send me quotation?" - Well, the normal me... "Of course I am..." After sending her via email her quotation... She called... She called and called, still... Asking...

A few called din... Like:

Aubrey Austria, PLM's Student Council President College of Accountancy & Economics for their College Day...

Raul Frago of COTECNA for their company's Christmas Party which will be held at Crowne Plaza...

Ina dela Cruz, for an 80th Bday which will be held at Bicutan, Paranaque...

Kara Bodegon, of Our Lady Of Pilar Montessori Center for a Battle of the Bands at Pilar Village, Las Pinas...

Sir Ronnie from SDV Maritime - asking for a proposal for a Basic Sounds and Videoke Rental...

OH WELL! Beezie day right? But at least, no matter how difficult and hard for me a day like this is, still - I AM VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD for A MORE & HAPPIER CHRISTMAS this year! Para, everybody busy... Everbody tired... Everybody EXHAUSTED... But still, in the end, we'll find JOY at the end of it all... January, ayaw na naman syempre gumastos ng mga tao... Cos cutting kaya, dapat, sulitin!

Oh well... Another thing... Had this chat with "the married guy" who was courting me... DUH! Harhar! He's a close friend though who happens to have this feelings for me way back his bachelor days... He was one the few guys who said they believe in LOVE @ FIRST SIGHT when they had a glimpse of me... But, oh my! If he should have told me that earlier, I should have given him the CHANCE... Kaya lang, he came too late... Aww...

Maristel confesses: I know that, this is kindda difficult

WOW! New Activity for the GROUP BATTLE!!!

It was like "RING-A-BELL!"

We were just talking about it the other night, while at Conference with BBK, Gee and a co-VH, only he's from Season 3...

I guess, After the Grafitti Wall which I found a bit unpredictable, I think this will be the one of the MOST CHALLENGING ACTIVITY there'll be here inside the VIRTUAL HOUSE!

I was like, "HUH!?! " Just can't believe what I read here! ASVHs LOOK-A-LIKE... Though for me there are some VHs here, who I know who and which they resemble with - the things is what about the others... This much a bit MIND TWISTING - MIND BOGGLING Activity...

I just hope, that whatever it is and whoever it is - hope, everybody's OPEN for stuffs like this, coz this is just an activity...

I have a lot of people in mind right now... I know that, this is kindda difficult... But, still I pray that I'll pass the links right on time... Coz, for some... Honestly... I really don't have something or anyone in mind... *scoffs*
Oh, yeah... By the way... Just cool though about everything that's happening inside the house...

We have lost another fellow virtual housemate - but I have this idea in mind... Hope that everyone, will find it interesting... Trish was evicted yesterday and hope that we all come up with a nice souvenir for her. We haven't done stuffs like this before... Whether a collage, or picture message, where we'll really have our final words for her... At least something like E-Souvenir... E-Card... but still, it'll be posted here at our boards...

Anyways... I have nothin' more to say! Such a great idea BBK!

I'm now beginning to be excited here and really can't get my arse from my chair!
To everyone! GOODLUCK!

Till next... Au revoir!

WEEK 5 - DAY THIRTY-FIVE
Charles blogs: Excuse Me for the Word

I posted last time that I have started my last semester in college. And I’m glad that I will be graduating. So, this morning, we had met our Buhay at Katha ni Rizal at ng iba pang mga Bayani professor, Dr. Dionisio Rivas, and we started on some topics we need to cover.

Philippine Normal University, as you all know, had celebrated its 105th Foundation Day this year, making it the oldest State University in the Philippines. PNU acquired its University Status during Aquino’s Administration, 1991.

Former President Ferdinand Marcos considered to transform the then Philippine Normal College into a university under the name, Doña Josea Edralin Marcos Memorial University. But of course, that cant be done since Doña Josea (FM’s mother) is still alive during those times.

A year after the debunking of DJEMMU, a certain Bureau of Public School official suggested the name Philippine University for Teacher’s Academy. In short, P.U.T.A.!

You can imagine to be answered when one ask where my school was? Sa PUTA ako nag-aaral! Or, isa akong PUTA! And,

It was a very stupid suggestion! But it was a laugh! Anyway, I can’t imagine calling my school a PUTA, who would want that?

Thank God, hindi natuloy yung suggestion!

"Sayang naman, I never had a chance na makadaldalan siya kahit sandali lang" -Gee

Hmmm, I just want to share...

Kanina, around 4:00 pm, while i'm STILL in the middle of my enlistment, nadaanan ko si KUYA REX ( Season 3 ) sa tambayan niya and FOR THE FIRST TIME, nagbatian na din kami ( and with attitude pa talaga ang pag-wave niya ah!)... haha!

Madalas kasi, oneway lang... you know that? hehe...

Sayang naman, I never had a chance na makadaldalan siya kahit sandali lang kasi medyo may hinahabol akong subject... Mag-isa pa naman siya doon... hehe

Hay,,, Ayun, I miss his presence sa game na... One of the greatest player yan sa season namin... Lahat ng sinasabi may sense... Sarap ka-chat and all ( hala, may bayad na to ah! hehe...)...

So, ayun... I hope we'll have that chance na next time... ;p

Gee confesses: Actually, it was also the most difficult one for me

Hi BBK... well, I just wan't you to know that I really like our recent activity... hehe... Hmmm,,, continuation ba ito ng conference natin last night? haha!

Pinagbiyak na Bunga...

This is one of my favorite activities during our season... Actually, it was also the most difficult one for me... As in, matagal kong pinag isipan yun... And based on our conference last night, natawa ako kasi ngayon ko lang nalaman na may reactions pala ang iba about that and, uhhh... i felt sooo mean! hahaha... ganun pala yung naging outcome! And, hmmm... parang may nadulas kagabi at nalaman ko na kung sino ang ex-vh na nakisali sa activty namin before... i hope bbk will invite him to join this activity aganin... haha! well para naman malaman nio yung pinagsasasabi ko, , here's the link, the activity is there... hehe:

http://pbbfg3.blogspot.com/2006_08_01_pbbfg3_archive.html

Anyway, just like ate mats, natuwa din ako sa conference last night... haha! Kikayness! Girl power ulit... plus lipgloss! haha...

Ayun, actually, ang dami ko nang namimiss na co-asvh... Paramdam naman kayo diyan! hehe... Parang multo lang ah?

So, that's it for now... mwaaaahnesss!

Gee blogs: ENLISTMENT = ADVENTURES...

Well, well, well... Lagi na lang akong ngarag during enlistments.... And since hindi ako freshie or graduating plus the fact na hindi din ako kabilang sa "tricoll", super goodluck talaga sa akin kasi nahirapan talaga akong kumuha ng subjects...

Actually, until now, may kulang pa ako... Hay...

Yesterday actually was the enlistment for freshies... Waaah! Super lucky ko nga lang at nakasingit kami ni LC para sa enlistment ng Envi Sci... Haha! Alam niyo ba ang nangyari before that? Super naglakad lang naman kami from PALMA HALL to VILLADOLID... Iala lang, feeling kasi namin malapit at madali lang lakarin... Eto pa, naligaw lang naman kami... Badtrip kasi si KOYA, mali ang directions... errr... Josko! Parang di taga UP... Buti na lang talaga at nakaabot pa kami sa line... The ending was so funny... Ang tangerts kasi ni MISS, hindi tinitignan ang student numbers... Nung turn na ni LC, it was like: " Hala! 04? Graduating ka na ba? Bat nakasingit kayoooo!"... haha! Buti na alng at hinayaan na ni Miss... Well, at least, may MST na ako! Yupeee!

This day naman... hayyyyyyyy.... Maghapon ako sa UP para sa isang subject! Usapan na namin ni Jobel na ilaan ang isang certain period para maging classmates kami sa kahit anong elective... Ewan, instead of taking P.I. 100 or any Anthro electives, napunta kami sa Educ! Hehe... Isa lang tugma sa sched namin: SPECIAL EDUCATION 101... So ayun, pinatos na namin! Haha... Well, matagal na rin namin plan yan ( SPED kasi si Marvin Cruz... bwahahah!) at nagkatotoo ngah!

Hay, that EDUC BUILDING ( i forgot its name... haha!)... Nakita ko yung crush ko at nililink sa akin before sa Anthro10... haha! SPED nga pla major nya... He's so cute parin and tinulungan niya kami maghanap ng magandang prof. Kiilgness! Aw,,, I miss my Anthro friends tuloy... and si Sir Castro...

Well, yung pagkuha nga pala namin sa EDSP 101, pinaghirapan din namin yan... Pinaghintay pa kami ng R.A. until 4:00 ( 10:30 kami unang nagpunta sa room)... So nung break, medyo suicidal na kami (hehe...) pero we really didn't know kung bakit kami dumaan sa siang certain place na wala naman sa route... and Guess what? For the first time, nakita din namin ni Jobel ng sabay si super crush naming basketball player ng UP Maroons... MARTIN REYES. With his cute gf ( mukha silang mag-ama! ang sama!... hehe)... Bagay nga sila... Anyway, we decided na dumaan na lang sa beta way ( kuno) para makadaan sa as parking lot... And yes, may STOLEN SHOT kami na ( super nakakabadtrip...). Hindi talaga ako magaling pagdating doon... haha!

So ayun, goodthing may magandang nangyari this day...

Waaah! I still need 1 subject ( kahit ano nah! ) and isang PE... Grrrrr... Sana last day na ng enlistment ko tom!

Activity - Pinagbiyak na bunga

ASVHs have to submit the URL/link or photo of notable people (local or foreign, living or dead, real or fictional) who resemble their 10 in-house co-ASVHs via a private message in PBBFG Board,

They must submit two photos (extreme look-a-alikes) for each. Deadline for this activity is on Saturday.

Two ASVHs will receive 3 saving points: ASVHs' choice and BBK's choice.

Mica confesses: I was not expecting they’d vote for Trish since she’s more active compared to the other housemates

I think everyone knows that Trish is one of my closest pals here in the game. Now she’s out.

Evicted (running out of words to say haha)

I’m trying my best not to be emotional as possible but I can’t help it.

Trish and I first met back in PBBFG Season 1 where I replaced Esti. I am aware of the fact that she finds me “too kikay” and “too young” pero we hit it off when we had our Halloween EB (Ang daming cute guys!). We both love music, partying and boys. In short, nag-click kami!

I am aware that the original PBBFG1 housemates are planning to vote me and Ken out of the game but I am deeply touch when she chose to save me.

We constantly text each other especially when it comes to girl stuff and boy hunting * wink * I actually have a crush in one of her kabarkada J

When the ASPBBFG came, she asked me to register and luckily, we got in together with NeilG, Jomar and Ken. I had fun back in Season 1 and I was hoping to have more fun in the All-stars since some of them are friendly and one of them is one of the coolest Starstruck Lover I know (kilala mo na siguro sino ka hehe ).

I do admit that I felt bad during the first nomination. I was not expecting they’d vote for Trish since she’s more active compared to the other housemates.

I can’t blame her for reacting that way. I think almost all of the housemates reacted with her post. Some called her names told a lot of negative stuff and all. The hurting went on and on every time I login the board at may sagutan na naman. She wanted to quit but I asked her not to do so. She deserves to stay in this house since she actively participated in the group activities, updated her blog and confessions and all. I was happy when she showed interest in helping me canvass for the T-shirt printing and even suggested for a Grand EB (which unfortunately, didn’t took place). She’s also worried since one of our closest pals in season 1 never replied to her calls and messages after the incident.

Nagkalamat na.

I know everyone wants to fix things up and I thought so. Again, I was not expecting Trish to be out for the same reasons. She told me na I can carry on with the game. I told her I saved her and I know some of her friends in this game did. Unfortunately again, she’s out.

A part of me is disappointed with the results. I just hope na wala nang magpopost ng negative reactions about her eviction. Na-evict na yung tao. Pakonswelo na lang sana yung wag niyo na siyang barahin or wag na kayong magsabi ng harsh words. Masakit eh. Ako nasasaktan for her alam ko na pati si Neil G , whom she considers as one of her best pals here in the game – and lover? Haha and also Ken na little brother niya.

On the lighter side, I’m also happy that she’s out. I heard that she’s dating someone right now. I know this game has caused you a lot of pain. At least alam mo na you’ve done your part as a housemate. Maybe it’s time to devote your time with HIM J May little brother ba siya? Pa-date din weeee J

Maybe this eviction means that I should also bond with the other housemates. I rarely catch them online since hapon ako nag-oonline. Maybe it’s time to start a new chapter sa ASPBBFG.

I know you’re always there for us. I wish you all the best!

Goodbye Trish!

Receiving the highest net points (+19), the 29-year-old "Miss Sossy High ng Quezon City" became the second ASVH to be evicted from the virtual house through nomination.

Trish, Season 1's 3rd placer, collected 24 evicting points and only got 6 saving points in the 2nd Nomination where she was the highest net pointer. This week, she received 2 penalty points and one reward point for her blog update making her final net point +19.

Marge received the second highest net points (+18). Along with Ian, she only received +6 points during the nomination however she earned 16 evicting points due to her inactivity and failure to vote. Ian who got the third highest net points (+16), 10 of which were penalty points.

Three ASVHs got negative net points: Paolo (-5), Gee (-7) and Maristel (-8).


FINAL TALLY
+ means evicting point/s
- means saving point/s
x none

ASVH [last wk.'s rew./pen.] [this wk.'s rew./pen.] [nomination] = net points
TRISH [x] [+2 -1 = +1] [+24 -6 = +18 ] = +19
MARGE [+4] [+8] [+10 -4 = +6] = +18
IAN [+6 ] [+4] [+8 -2 = +6] = +16
KENNETH [+4 -1 = +3] [+8] [x] = +11
ROMMEL [+4] [+4 -1 = +3] [+4] = +11
CHARLES [+2 -1 = +1] [-2] [+10 -2 = +8] = +7
KASHEN [+6 -2 = +4] [+2] [-2] = +4
NEIL G [x] [x] [+2] = +2
MICA [+2 -1 = +1] [-1] [+2] = +2
PAOLO [+2] [-3] [-2] = -5
GEE [+2 -5 = -3] [-2] [-2] = -7
MARISTEL [-5] [-3] [x] = -8

"This movie is touching, funny, and downright sexy" -Maristel

MY REVIEW: Not much of a "girl next door" type, coz Danielle was a pornstar next door but still - my favorite part in the movie was the speech given by Matthew Kidman played by Emile Hirsch about his MORAL FIBER... It may have been exploitative in manner... But still - for a hopeless romantic like me and like me who has the home-school-home type of girl, I should say that when it comes to love you still yearns for something. For hopeless romantics out there, especially those who are just on their Senior year... For their school or yearbooks "What I will remember most during my highschool" I think it really comes to life, of course excluding dating pornstars... But still, it tackles HOW WE as INDIVIDUALS SEE LOVE.

In my own opinion... There really are type of girls who are not that "good impression" type or person and always ends up hearing words against them from the parents or relatives of the guy. I may not be that type of girl, but I know how a woman feels when a guy sees them as someone they'll look upon to disregarding who and what they really are... But as an individual discovers the truth no matter how traumatic or unpleasant your past is, still... Love will come its way to the point of they'll fight for it till the end...

For those who bear a child out of wedlock, still I was impressed how Matthew and his friends Eli and Klitz conceptualized a movie or a flick about ESX EDUCATION... Philippines has always been a PRO LIFE... But as a critic, I myself do believes that for youngsters out there, it really is a learning experience and difficult to be an UNWANTED MOTHER or FATHER... And to be frank, it's good that we or the teenagers should also have a esx education to prevent unwanted pregnancies... We all know that going or having to deal with that "esx" isn't planned or scheduled like, "we'll do this tomorrow" or "we'll do that later" IT WAS NEVER LIKE THAT and NEVER WILL... We're all but humans, and it comes out naturally... And I think now's the time for the people out there to be more safe and fragile...

In relation to the movie... As I skipped... I loved how Matthew (still) gave his respect to Danielle eventhough she was a pornstar...

Even though the plot was somewhat not realistic, I think the acting was really good. The whole movie was really sweet too, typical, but sweet. This film is supposed to be a light hearted comedy, and that is what it was exactly. Elisha was perfect for her, "untouchable bad girl" role. Beyond some brilliant acting and beautiful women, this movie actually puts together a good story with some suspenseful moments. You get pretty emotionally attached to the movie as you ride the love rollercoaster of two teenagers. Its just an overall well made movie and you will love the comic relief, suspense, and resolution. Made especially for teens.

This movie is touching, funny, and downright sexy. A must see movie for teens and adults.

Maristel confesses: What's done is done... Sabi nga nila, regrets are always at the end

Hala! Never thought some peeps here will see this sooo EMO... naxx di pa naman siguro TEAR-JERKER, aytee?... Well, If I'm gonna be the next evictee, I want my final message much like a sappy movie na merong maiiyak and meron maiinis... Whatever it is that I've felt inside the Virtual House, maybe the first awkward moments till the day that I gained friends... I want it to be memorable... Guess, That's how I'm writing my confessional... I want my words to be affectionate and would be piercing in a way that all VHs will empathize what I really feel inside...

I don't know... But fro my last confession, I know naman na meron tinamaan, meron din namang hindi tinamaan... Maybe because they're not reading my entry... Well... I just suddenly felt this strange feeling from a fellow VH kasi. I know naman na kasama yung TAMPUHAN sa magkakaibigan. And I know, if you do really understand a FRIEND, di dapat palipasin ang mga araw and ignore it... Though, I really don't want to count who those fellow VHs are... But here's what I have to say... I DO UNDERSTAND YOUR REASONS, coz I myself do have my own REASONS in everything that I do... I guess, I'm just praying and wishing so much to make the Virtual House a VIRTUAL HOME for all of us... And I know, kapag nababasa ko sa Bacyard Thread ni BBK, na Nomination na naman ulit, I'M HAVING HIS JITTERS and inside, I'm just thinking, "WHY WE HAVE TO NOMINATE pa..?" Naiisip ko kasi noon, pwede namang wag ka na lang... But still BBK's Virtual House has A RULES and of course - whether, we like it or not... WE REALLY HAVE TO OBEY IT...

I've always been a RULE BREAKER, but here, I guess, part of those rules is to MEASURE OUR DISCIPLINE towards something... Guess, I should thank BBK din for those... I may not be really aware with the verbatim rules, but still I'm trying my very best to adjust... ADJUSTMENT lang naman di ba?

Nakakalungkot, kasi a close VH of mine has been a bit lost somehow... I do understand that person... Kasi may trabaho... Iba ang oras dun... I just want that person that I waited here online, SUNDAY coz that person once told me, na magpapaturo siya ulit sa Assignment niya sa Psy. Oh well, Good luck dear... Wishin you well! Pagalingin na ang ULCER... Maraming Estofadong Ox Tongue pa kakainin mo na ihahain ng Mama mo...

Dun naman sa nagsabi na "SHE's" the one that I was saying sa confession ko... THANKS, kasi you figured it oh so well... Wala lang... And, just what I said before, kanya-kanya lang naman tayo interpretations sa mga mababasa natin eh... It did somehow made me sad, kasi I read something from your entry na kindda "you were like, nanibago sa sarili mo stuffs..." I've experienced having that kind of feeling... And to be brief with it, kung may magbabasa ulit ng entry ko, yung tutukuyin ko ngayon, she just said that she's happy na naging close kami during her very short visit here sa Manila... But, like what I said, what's done is done... Sabi nga nila, regrets are always at the end, di pwedeng mauuna ang panghihinayang... Ako, honestly, when I did my votes, I really had a hart time din who to vote... It was like I've had these second thoughts din... Kasi, right down deep inside me, there's still this part of my mind and heart saying "not to" you know that feeling right... I read a fellow VH's confessional too, and I think that VH knows and understands what I'm saying...

I just hope, yung tampuhan na dapat plan sa council (na joke lang) eh wag naman maging reality... Coz, I REALLY DON'T WANT TO PUT AN END sa FRIENDSHIP that we've all had... Kung meron man mag eend nun, I guess, kapag may na FED UP na and decided to quit na lang...

Well, you may all find this redundant... Pero, up to the end, di ko kayo iiwan... I've thought of quitting din, when a lot of mean impressions were made up to me by a fellow VH before... It was like, this young person was kindda crushing me into pieces and it totally breaks my heart, seeing a young kid, stepping down on me... Felt so small that time and I know there were a few who fully understand my situation and I felt so blessed talkin to those VHs...

I'm just here... Bear that in mind... I guess, will be a bit lost in circulation for days or weeks or I guess during daytime lang wala... I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW, na I would still update you with the WHATTABOUTS and WHEREABOUTS of the happenings here inside the Virtual House...

Part of me is in GLEE din... Kasi, finally! We're all bonding and RE-CONNECTING with BBK through Conferences... We just had our Clubbing, Beach and Street Theme Dance Party, and from the bottom of my heart, IT WAS SO EXCITING OVERWHELMING GREAT, THAT I'LL NEVER FORGET IT HAPPENED here sa ALL-STAR...

BBK, thanks po for bringing back the LIFE and for wakin' up every single soul inside this Virtual House... Thanks po!

This week's reward and penalty points

Paolo got 3 saving points for winning Lapida Activity.

Five ASVHs were rewarded for their blog updates. Maristel received a maximum of 3 saving points, Charles and Gee with 2 saving points each while Mica, Rommel and Trish with 1 saving point each.

Ian, Kenneth, Marge and Rommel got 4 evicting points for not updating their Diary and Confession thread this week.

Kashen and Trish received 2 evicting points each for posting their update in wrong thread.

Two ASVHs did not participate in the 2nd Nomination. Kenneth and Marge were penalized with 4 evicting points each.


Last week's reward and penalty points

REWARD
Maristel and Gee for winning of The 2nd Battle - 3 saving points each
Kashen as VH of the Week - 2 saving points

For blog updates:
Gee and Maristel - 2 saving points each
Charles, Kenneth, and Mica - 1 saving point each

PENALTY
For not updating Diary and Confession thread: Kashen and Marge - 4 evicting points each
For not confessing: Kenneth and Rommel - 2 evicting points each
For not making a diary entry: Ian - 2 evicting points

For not participating in Lapida Activity: Charles, Ian, Kenneth and Rommel - 2 evicting points each

For discussing a guest's post: Mica, Kashen and Paolo - 2 evicting points each
For visiting the game's blog and talking about an article there: Gee and Ian - 2 evicting points each

DAY THIRTY-FOUR
Kashen confesses: Dont expect na ako pag magaaproach sayo

+_^ hayi bbk!

+_^ oh well lumabas na pla results ng nomination..u know bbk im rily dissapointed sa ibang stuff ir in vhouse....i dnt like to elaborate coz i dont want it be a big issue..niweiz wat ever i loved them pa din..^^ ..bout the nomination thingy i guess out na xa now..sorry huh..lolx.dont expect na ako pag magaaproach sayo..coz never ko xang gagwin..ever.

Gee confesses: I'm just wondering kung bakit iba yung interpretations ng mga readers ng confessions ko sa interpretation ko

So the results are up... Hay, I knew it... Uhm, it's somehow predictable eh... Not quite surprised... Nafeel ko na din na someone will vote for Charles... Anyway, he told me na na-feel din naman niya yun... Hehe...

Someone saved me... Hmmm... parang kilala ko yun! Haha! Anway, na-tats ako sa kanya... Thanks to him .

Well well well... I've read some of my co-asvhs latest confession... I must say na Ate Mats confession was so emotional. Yah, it made me sad either. Yes, like her, I miss the happy moments here in the house. Yung mga conferences, chats etc. Hmmmm,,, I wonder why hindi na madalas mag-ol yung ibang active before? Or it's because, busy na and limited na lang yung time nila for this? Or nawalan ba ng gana?

If you'll gonna ask me, There are times na nawawalan na ako ng gana mag internet, ( not only that..., kumain, gumala and everything) because of a CERTAIN reason ( uyyy... hehe)... Sa game naman, just add the fact na mabilis natatapos yung mga activities natin here kaya sa tingin natin eh parang wala tayong ginagawa or pwedeng hindi din natin nagawa yung mga tasks... Kasi ah, honestly nawawalan din ako ng gana kapag feeling ko wala ng gana yung ibang VH... I don't know nga kung paano ako naka-survive sa season namin... haha!

Luckily, I found friends here... I enjoy talking to them and hindi lang limited yung conversations namin sa game... They are one of the reasons why I am still playing here...

I know, sa status ko ngayon, medyo may nagtampo or nanibago... Ako rin naman, naninibago sa sarili ko... Like what I've posted sa aking diary before... Hehe... Pero, hey, ako pa rin to! haha... Walang OLD and NEW Gee... I understand them naman and I know na naiintindihan nila ako...

Hmmm, nga pala... I'm just wondering kung bakit iba yung interpretations ng mga readers ng confessions ko sa interpretation ko... hehe... Ako ba ang may problem?

Anyway, about CONSISTENCIES naman, there are such reasons naman why people changes. Yes, we can call such things as inconsistencies but let us consider the fact na IT might happen because someone realizes something that's outside of his/her recent beliefs... Again, it depends on our perceptions eh... For me kasi, as long as he/she believes that he/she's doing the right thing, he/ she is still consistent... Pag may nagbago naman, it doesn't mean na iba ka na... Like, akala mo ganoon siya sa una pero hindi pala... We should consider such cases...

Why I am saying this? I do feel na ako yung nasa confession ni Ate Mats... Haha! I became a fighter... and if ever, I'll still be... It varries with certain circumstances naman diba? Saka.. Hehe, pag na konsenxa ka or what, it doesn't mean naman na coward ka na diba?

( O baka misinterpretation na naman... hindi ako galit ah! Haha...)

So ayun muna for now... Goodluck na lang sa atin sa next activities...

Mwaahness!

Maristel blogs: Droppin by

Well, am just pissed off in here!!! I was like going to click publish and "tada!" all's gone! Everythings lost... Phbbt!!!

Let's just say, I'm just droppin' by to say how glad I was for things are coming my way na! Had this great and tawdry convo with a common friend and damn! That's it! Re-connect! =) Plus the fact that, everything's well now... What more could I ask...
Guess, drop the love for the mean time, right! It's all but an arse right now! December na and PEAK SEASON... So - to sum it up, BUSINESS MONTH and more earnings to come! *lolz*

Got a message from my dad! 't was like, "musta na ang pinakamamahal kong anak?" Argh! What the?!?! 'that him?!?! I must say, I was shocked! My dad! A dramatic? Well, I presume he is... Plus he's plugging this movie he was watching earlier sa HBO... *lolx* Funny lang... Even told him that I asked my brother a favor to drive for me and bring my Dad's car... *lolz* I thought he'll be mad hearing it from me, after... *lolz* Well, sabi nga ng kapatid ko, ako lang naman daw and sa kin lang di nagagalit ang dad ko... That's a lie! Ako na nga lagi niyang napupuna! *LMAO* So, kumbaga sa Boxing, llamado! Harhar!

Anyways, just wish me luck, a'ryt? I'll be having this Occular and Meeting with my clients which will be holding this huge event at Cuneta Astrodome this December... *crossing my fingers* To all those peeps, I owe... Wala lang... Hope to see you all soon! *lolz*

Mica blogs: Wordpress-er

I made a new account in wordpress where I'll be posting some of my showbiz rantings from now on I originally planned to move completely there but I can't leave my Livejournal talaga

I was a homegirl the whole Saturday and Sunday. All I did was watch TV, Eat and wash the dishes (I'm not a good cook- sorry!).

I browsed through the Classified Ads at The Philippine Star pretending I'm already looking for a job. I have to admit that I want to have my Internship in a programming /software company. I am not confident enough as of now to send my application because I'm not yet that good in some programming languages. I have to take some tutorials first.

Gee blogs: Miss Devious Smile's Lil Angel...

Aw! She's sooo cute! She's my goddaughter... INAANAK! Her name is Rica Irish, AICA na lang for short... She celebrated her 2nd birthday last Sunday...

Ayun, I really love this kid. Actually, although I like babies ( ang cuuute kasi... hehe) I found kids irritating. As in! Lalo na pag maingay and makulit! Ang sarap patulan (bad! haha...) But this precious lil angel changed my mind... Super kulit nya pero super sarap alagaan kasi she's sooo sweet and all that... Bibo pa, marami na siyang alam na english words and it seems like dadaigin pa niya si ninang nya sa debate someday... haha! hayyy... Cuteness! hehe...

A pic with her Ninang and Mimi... ( My mom.. hehe)

Ayun, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Mwaaaahnessss!!!!

Rommel blogs: Digital fortress-inspired

Here I go again. Depressed and happy at the same time. I was learning now, I had to move on. It's the time to give myself one more chance. I really don't know why I am so so craving for her love though I must admit it, I still love her, maybe I just got tired of waiting for someone who won't be mine. I lose all the ounces of hope I have had, ring-a-bell, it's time to give it all up.

As of now, I have crushes on these two girls in Kalai. And they do not even know. ANG MANHID! Kuntodo paramadam na nga ang lolo ninyo. hahaha.. Well, I don't know but they are just very sensible persons to talk to.

The First Girl I would call Nutty What can I say? She's really close to me. And I really don't know how to approach this admiration for her that I am feeling. Ayoko na ulit magkailangan and this would have tremendous impact on our "close" relationship, and that's what I don't want to ruin.

Although she texts me a lot, it's all about the guys she'd want to be with. And I can't help but feel jealous at times, and laugh at times that she's telling me na iba ang gusto nila. Now, does that make me look like what? Ass. This girl trusts me a lot and I can not afford to lose her. What shall I do?

The Second Girl I would call Skinny. This girl, I started texting her last summer and I am really happy when she replies, when we are talking and other else. I don't feel so much affection for her but, I know I admire her. Mataray kasi siya and that's what I like in her. Hehe. She trusts me a lot too, so I can't ruin it if I tell her I like her. She might tell me I took advantage, or maybe, she'll tell me, the wrath for me to like her.


Now what, I seriously need to take a break from all this romance things. It doesn't work for me. Maybe now, it won't. I am so scared it won't for forever. I don't have the looks you know, I don't have the image, the attitude. I must say I have to change a lot before I meet this "TRUE LOVE". I guess, I'll just go in UP Diliman, busy in studies, and go to Gapo, get myself worked up with my Pamangkin, Lebron, my first nephew...


To her, I must say I give in. But I'm not giving up. We don't know what'll happen till we try...

"Well, sana maayos ko na ang sched ko before Friday"-Gee

*Veron ( aspiring [hehe] member ng LUNCH CLUB), Geexie... the VICE, Kelvz... The PRES. hihihi...

Well well well, ang angas ko talaga at dumating ako sa aming Institute ng 11:15,,, 15 minutes before LUNCHBREAK... haha!

So, ayun, enrollment...ENLISTMENT! Aaarrrggghhh... Badtrip na CRS yan, 4 subjects lang ang ibinigay sa akin... And I still need to enlist 2 subjects MANUALLY... ( P.I. 100, Socio 101 / Polsci 14 )... P.E. pa pala! Wow! Goodluck naman sa akin tomorrow!

Dang! That's why I hate enlistments... Pero may adventure kami kanina ng orgmate ko ( to be posted on my Blog... haha! )...

Hayyy, I'm so glad at nakatungtong na naman ako sa aming Tambayan... I miss those peepz a heepz, lalo na ang SPICE GIRLS a.k.a. LUNCH CLUB... haha... And mukhang madadagdagan kami ng members... haha! Sama lang kasi sila sa amin pag lunch at may free Socsci3 and Panpil19 tutorials... Bad!

Well, sana maayos ko na ang sched ko before Friday.. Pero, one thing is for sure... THAT SCHED. WILL BE HECTIC. Aw!!!

"This week have been a busy busy day" -Paolo

This week have been a busy busy day. Ang daming ginagawa sa school sobrang dami and Halloween was here and then school works, sa work I have a lot of papers to sort, scan, and shred pero ok naman ung work kc nag-sweldo na ako hehe. That's the best thing about work

Sa church naman cyempre practice ng mga kanta then meron pang Christmas choir tuwing Saturday tpos practice ng sayaw para sa debut ni Via. Malapit ko na makuha lahat ng steps and sbi nila mabilis daw ako matuto na nagpapangiti skin khit nakakapagod. hehe Ayun Sana ngaun week may mngyari maganda. haha

Paolo confesses: Wala taung ginagawa

Hello BBK ang tagal ko ng walang confession no? sobrang busy eh. Sorry. Well ung game ngaun parang nakaka-antok sana may activity tayo. Kung meron man sana nndto ako. hahaha. Parang nakaka-panghinayang ung boto ko kc pgktpos ko bumoto may nakausap ako and yeah nakakapag-hinayang kc ayun ayaw ko n pala cya iboto after our talk.

Ayun hope I'll have more confessions soon. Ngaun tlga wala lng ako masabi sa game eh kc nmn wala taung ginagawa. I miss the activities. Ingatz BBK!

Mica confesses: Buti na lang isa lang ang nagvoteout sa akin this time

I'm sorry for not logging in the past few days! Ate Virgie had her Day-off kaya hindi ako nakalabas ng bahay. I don't have any internet connection sa bahay

I have to answer BBK's Question sa Council pero closed na yung thread so I'll answer back here na lang

About the Maristel and Gee Issue, We got the chance to talk about it after ng 1st nomination. We had a little misunderstanding na naayos naman agad. Siguro mababasa niyo sa transcript na may konting tension dun pero at least na-clear na lahat Mats and I became good friends after since siya at si Trish ang katelebabad ko when I was in Manila. Siguro 20% lang ang tungkol sa game sa mga pinagusapan namin kasi more on real-life ang topic namin. Kami naman ni Gee hindi na kami nakakapagusap masyado sa YM unlike before. siguro dahil hindi rin tugma yung times namin online.

About the EB sa Binondo, well hindi naman talaga ako kasama nung una but since Jomar invited me, ayun I gave him my go signal na sasama ako since my friend Kenjo was willing to accompany me papuntang Binondo (na malayo from Greenhills). We were planning to take the MRT tapos Jeep na. Aminado naman ako na hindi ko talaga alam ang way to Binondo. It's my first time to go there. Nung hindi na nagrereply sa amin si ate Mats and Marge told me na may iba na siyang lakad, i decided not to go na rin. Nag-backout na rin yung friend ko dahil tumawag ang "Hunny" nya. It was raining na rin so my Lolo advised not to go na. Kung sa MRT stops lang pwede pero ayaw na ni Jomar and ayoko nang sabihin what happened next.

I am scared na baka isa sa mga closest vhms ko ang matanggal. Buti na lang isa lang ang nagvoteout sa akin this time hehe basta ang alam ko nasabi ko sa kasama ko noon na nasa Manila ako and I hardly had time na magbabad sa internet. I know naintindihan ako ni Paolo nun.

I am looking forward to chatting sa iba pang virtual housemates. Pauna na nga pala ito hehe hectic ang schedule ko ngayon since Overload ng Overload drama ko ngayon Target ko maka-graduate ng October 2007 so I had to take the Majors agad para qualified na ako to take my Thesis by next semester

"SA WAKAS, NAGKITA NA KAMI ULIT NI ANGEL...." -Neil G

Akala ko tlaga hndi na makakabalik pa ng cebu c angel. grounded kasi ng mom nya d day na dapat cyang bumalik ng cebu after not going home d night before that kasi nalasing sa inuman wid bestfrend. iyak pa cya ng iyak at ako naman bothered tlaga. gustuhin ko mang umiyak dat time eh hndi pwede. nasa office kasi ako.

Buti naman at nkalipad pa rin cya pabalik cebu last friday....

But we met each other sunday na coz i spent d weekend away frm the city. nag teambldg (convergys) kasi kami sa isang private resort sa moalboal, which s 3hrs away south of cebu.

It was d best sunday iv had. usually kasi pag sunday, mag isa lng ako sa mall coz kanya kanyang lakad mga pipol eh either wid family or special someone.

Sunday. after arriving in the city around 10am eh dumiretso na ako sa place nya around 11am. pagkakita na pagkakita ko tlaga sa kanya eh sinunggaban ko na tlaga. i kissed angel like never before. kiss na may halong pananabik or pagkakamiss plus "horniness". ahahaha. alam nyo na kung ano ang sumunod.... den kwentuhan ng kwentuhan.

Hanggang sa napunta ang usapan kay babe kasi binasa nya inbox ng fone ko. tinanong nya ako bat may mga msgs ni babe sa phone ko. ayun. nagselos. at sa sobrang selos eh binura ang msgs ni babe at ang number nya. hinayaan ko nlng. buti naman at naconvince ko namang wag nang pagselosan c babe kasi past na cya.

2pm na kami nakaalis frm angel's place at naglunch kami sa ayala. kwentuhan lng ng kwentuhan again.

At pumunta kami ng sm kasi plan niya manood kami ng world trace center. before we bought d tickets eh nag internet muna kami. nabigla ako kasi pinabuksan nya frendster ko. lagot. nabasa nga nya msgs ko dun. randomly, inisa isa tlaga nyang basahin ang msgs. at sa lahat ba naman ng nabuksan nya eh ung sa isang frenster ko pang may mga echanges of I LOVE U kami....... back to selos mode na naman cya. hndi nya ako kinausap for about an hour.

Nung nasa loob na kami ng movie house, eh na brought up ang topic tungkol dun sa frendster ko. inexplain ko naman na magkakilala na kami even before babe. at ung mga I LOVE U dun eh days ago pa before naging kami..... sabi ko part of my past na un. sorry nlng ako ng sorry sa nagyari. malaman mo ba namang nag a i love ka sa iba. na hurt tlaga cya sa nabasa nya. i understood naman. di namin naumpisahan ang movie kaya lumabas muna kami at nagcoffee sa bo's. dun nag usap kami..... at salamat namang naayos din. kwento cya about life nya at ung pag give up nya sa dream nyang maging sikat na tennis player. magaling cya sa tennis actually at fanatic tlaga cya d2.

Pag balik sa movie house eh inantok tlaga kami. kaya inaliw nlng namin sarili namin wid kisses. ahahahaha. after about an hour eh lumabas na kami kasi sobrang boring tlaga ng movie.

Dumiretso na kami sa place nya. at nangyari na naman ang dapat mangyari. hehehehe. around 10pm na namin kinain ang take out namin frm mcdo na favorite naming dalawa. hehehehe.

I spent d whole nyt wid angel.....

And woke up with angel beside me ds morning.... ung instant na un na cguro ang pinakamagandang nagyari sa buhay ko.

Niyakap ko lng cya ng niyakap at pinaliguan ng halik.......