DAY EIGHTY-ONE
Charles blogs: A Year of Blogging!

Whew!

From Taking Chances to “charleslemark.wordpress”, I am now celebrating a year with the blogging world…

I cant believe that I’ve just started to blog exactly a year ago, and now my blog hits to 10,000. Anyway, thanks for reading my blog and thanks for sharing a year with me!

I’ve also listed every blog post I’ve made in another page, so you can browse them any time you want!

Two days to go, Christmas na naman!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

"Mas magaling pa ang kapatid kong magbalot! " -Mica

I am here ngayon sa Christmas Reunion ng mga Rodriguez sa Makati. Kakatapos ko lang to eat dinner and honestly, bitin ang aking kinain hahaü

Anyway, we arrived here in Manila yesterday at 8am. Umidlip lang ako sandali then Carlo and I wrapped some gifts. Mas magaling pa ang kapatid kong magbalot! Pumunta naman ako ng SM MEGAMALL para sa premiere night ng Super Noypi.

Sobrang aga ko ata pumunta 5:30pm andun na kami ni MC tapos mga 10pm nagumpisa! 1000x ko ata narinig ng paulit-ulit ung themesong na nilikha ng guitarista ng taon na si Mong Alcaraz! Sayang kala ko nandun din cya.. Idol ko un eh Hay graBe ang tagal! As expected, ang daming pumunta mga Parkers, Kramies, topaks, jen and john fans at cyempre mga ever ingay na Katrinians! maganda ung movie kaso tagal nilang dumating! May twist sa movie na super katuwa.

Sumaglit kami ni carlo sa pool kanina. I super duper love my SUPER CARLO!

Maristel confesses: I know wala pong di naaayos ang pag uusap

Ayun po BBK.. am just sneaking just to update you po.. Ano ba yan BBK?!?! 6th NOMINATION na agad!!! nakakagulat.. but it's normal na po here.. i guess po.. maybe because konti na lang po kaming naiwan here sa virtual house.. i won't say pahirap na po ng pahirap yung nangyayari dito.. rather, i'd cherish every moment here.. coz di po namin alam lahat who's gonna leave next..

Natutuwa po ako, dahil last night i got to talk to Gee.. nakakatuwa nga po coz nag AROUND THE WORLD kami.. katuwa naman po yung Earth Google na yan.. nahilo na nga po kami pareho, kakahanap ng house namin.. busy po sya sa paghanap ng Pasig, ako naman po, windang na sa paghanap sa Sta. Mesa..

Si mica po, nakatext ko na po.. she's actually asking what's new here sa virtual house.. so since i just logged in,, di ko po nasagot ang tanong nya.. and the next thing i'll do is tell her na Nomination na ulit.. *sigh* till new year po pala si Mica here sa Manila.. nakakatuwa lang po!

Si charles po, sayang po talaga coz we didn't catch up the other night.. all the while po, BBK,, alam ko i was online.. un po pala pagCheck ko ng YM ko, na DC na daw po pala ako.. shucks! kalungkot!

Si neil po, wala naman po akong balita ngayon.. cguro po dahil for almost a week din po silang di nagkita ng angel niya.. eh bumawi po siya ng husto.. namiss ko lang po yung late night chats namin.. i juz so do hope na makachat ko na sya ulit..

Yung kay pao naman po.. about dun sa kinaiinisan niya na virtual housemate.. i really have no idea who it was he was saying.. naFeel ko in a way na baka ako po iyon.. "ka-close" nya daw po kasi.. kaya lang po, his words are kindda hard to tell who he was saying or hard to measure.. parang wala lang pong balance.. i would rather read or hear it po straight from the horse's mouth.. kahit po kapag nasugatan ka, nilagyan mo ng band-aid,, alin ang mas okay kapag tatanggalin na yung band-aid.. yung tanggalin po ng biglaan or dahan-dahanin.. i'd say yung biglain na lang po, at least isang malakas na "ARAY" lang po..

Although, i think whatever it is na kinainis niya.. sana naman po, kung between po sa aming dalawa yun, maayos naman po sana.. kung sa kanila po ni Gee, maayos din sana.. kung sa kanila po ni Charles, i know wala pong di naaayos ang pag uusap..

Basta po, whatever happens.. mahal ko po lahat ng natitirang Virtual Housemates.. BBK, miss ko na po chats natin..

Advance MERRY CHRISTMAS po BBK!!!

6th Nomination starts

Nomination Process

1. A VH MUST assign 4 evicting points to one VH and 2 evicting points to another VH he/she wants to leave the game.
2. He/she MUST also assign 2 saving points to the VH he/she wants to stay.
3. A codename (maximum of 20 characters) and justification of the votes (at least 3 sentences each) are required.
4. VH with the lowest net points becomes VH of the Week.
5. VH with highest net point becomes the evictee and a member of the jury that will choose the winner.
6. All nominations must be sent via Private Message in PBBFG Board.
7. VH who violates a nomination rule (ballot is invalidated), refuses to nominate or fails to nominate on time gets 4 evicting points.

Last Day of Nomination is on MONDAY.

DAY EIGHTY
Gee confesses: Mahirap po kasi yung feeling na, you're worrying kung may masama ka bang nagawa or what

I'm so happy the moment I've read na may groupings for the battle... Malamang, it means that may upcoming battle... Also, doon din sa Forbidden questions... I thought wala na talaga kaming gagawin... Good thing!

For the FORBIDDEN QUESTIONS, I think this can spice up our week. Para kasing council din yan eh, the difference I think is, we can ask some questions that is not game-related... I hope walang mangyaring banggaan here ( sana lang talaga...hehe.). Sa nabasa ko kasing questions a while ago, parang hindi lahat ay maganda sagutan... haha! Well, it actually depends naman kung paano i-take ng isang vh yun eh... I hope, walang gaanong maaapektuhan sa ibang questions... Forbidden kasi, it should be straight and frank so I shouldn't expect a light question... Iyon ang rule eh... Haha... I'm actually ready to receive more quessies, and ready na din akong MAGULAT muli dahil sa mga FORBIDDEN QUESTIONS ( like ng ibang questions ni Ate Mats... Haha!)... hehe

Hmmm, yesterday, I've read Pao's confession and he said na, meron daw siyang kinaiinisan... Honestly, I was like " I think it's me!". I don't know why, maybe kasi parang matamlay yung mga chat sessions namin... And then, I've also heard the same reaction from Ate Mats and Charles... They were also bothered by his confession...

Uhm, not to dizz Pao, but I think the effect of that act to some is not good. He even managed to give a clue kung sino man iyon... Maybe, sinabi lang niya yung opinion or feeling niya, ok lang naman iyon. Hehe... For our part lang kasi, mahirap po kasi yung feeling na, you're worrying kung may masama ka bang nagawa or what, even though alam mo na wala ka talagang ginagawang masama, iba parin ang perception ng iba. Maraming na-apektuhan hindi dahil guilty sila ( kami) kundi dahil CLOSE namin si Pao. Like me, they've also reviewed their recent confessions and reflected kung ano man ang mga bagay na hindi ka-naisnais... Knowing na close namin siya, siyempre, gusto naming maging open kami sa isa't-isa... Iyon lang po about doon, and sana, walang hindi magandang maidulot ang confession kong ito sa inyo bagkus, maging maayos na ang mga bagay-bagay na ukol dito ( naks! tagalog! haha!)... I'm just stating my outlook... Hehe...

So there, nakakalungkot parin pong isipin na 20 days na lang ang natitira... Pero xempre, we should enjoy our remaining days here... So ayun lang... Again, excited na ako sa mga questions ko... hahaha!

Messages for Kashen

GEE: Aw! I'm all alone na sa room natin sis... Nagulat talaga ako na ikaw yung evictee sis... Super unexpected talaga siya... Hay,,, how sad naman...

Anyway, I want you to know na I'm so happy kasi nagkasama ulit tayo this season... You've been voted off early sa season natin and we only had few bondings then... And somehow, gusto ko talagang makabawi sayo sa ginawa ko noon ( hehe...). And I hope it hapenned... Hehe..

You know what, you're one of the unforgettable VHs this season. Why? Sino bang makakalimot sa prettiest VH ever? Xempre, you're one of the KIKAYS noh... hehe... Doon sa girl na nagpakilig sa lahat kasi super sweet niyang ka-loveteam? Doon sa super tapang na girl na hindi nagpapatalo and nakikipaglaban talaga?And doon sa girl na may itinatago ding " sense of humor"? Hay, I'll miss all of that sis...

Thanx for everything sis... Sa pag-share natin ng room, sa pag-open up mo sa kin ng lovelife mo minsan, sa hindi pag-amin kung sino c LIPGLOSS, sa pagbigay mo sa akin ng 4 na lipgloss as your gift sa activity natin and sa lahat ng chat sessions natin... Every session is worth remembering...

Ayun, take care ah! And I wish hindi dito nagtatapos ang lahat... Sana magkita and mag-bonding tayo in real life... I believe it's fun spending time with you sis... Hehe...

There... Basta, if ever you'll be needing my help, I'm always here... Ingats!

"Goodbye my friend! It's not the end".... - Spice Girls


PAOLO: Byebye Kashen I know its not the end of our conversation and friendship. Meron naman cellphone at YM dba? I really enjoyed our loveteam and of course your company. Meron lang ako pinanghihinayangan alam mo na kung ano un at alam na siguro ng lahat. Ingat ka lng lagi ha? Goodluck sainyo ni Paolo


MICA: Hey there Kashen! I hope patuloy pa rin ang texting at chatting natin.. don't worry im not mad or what haha nweiz, concentrate on your studies ha gudluck din sa lovelife keep in touch! hanapan moko boylet sa benilde hahaha joke take care!

MARISTEL: Oh well.. One of the SADDEST and UNEXPECTED evictee here sa house.. I say, you have a life of feline or cat.. 9 lives ba? Paano ba naman.. Ilang beses ng muntik-muntikanang maEvict, but still left STANDING STILL.. I've admired that sis.. SUPER.. Plus how can i forget a girl na super fighter and will fight for her friends.. You're such a doll.. Kahit na, a lot hate you before, di nagbago tingin ko syo.. We might have some issues about the IP thing before sa site.. But still, our friendship and sisterhood didn't end there.. We all proved the VIRTUAL WORLD how we value and treasure what we had.. I'm happy na someone signed me up here at ALLSTAR coz i got the chance to know a sweet and loving girl like you..

You've always been transparent.. alam ng tao kapag galit ka or bad trip ka.. alam ng tao kapag inlove ka, or not.. i will surely, certainly and def miss yah sis.. if there were a few who understands me here, my issues, my life.. IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU.. you're like a baby sis to me.. natutuwa ako na, after you being evicted and you still texted me sa smart sim ko the other morning, na ako nalulungkot - ikaw naman fine lang.. i'm pretty glad na din, coz u never forget a thing.. natutuwa ako, how u checked on me.. na u know na di pa ko natutulog and the likes.. i am SUPER TOUCHED by that.. checking up on me without the "game" itself but because u just want to..

that's how friendship is.. in or out, still.. we connect.. i'll surely miss you sis kash here sa Virtual House.. you may not be here anymore, but just like BBK, i know you're out there somewhere, watching and still, will continue being a part of our lives and someone ele's..

About you and paolo.. i once said, i'm wishing you and him a luck.. but seems like, it turned the other way around.. okay lang yun sis.. at least nalaman mo na.. the earlier the better.. don't worry, as long as you have friends around you, you'll never be lost.. marami pa pwede magmahal sayo.. yung TAPAT, TOTOO.. ganun lang yun..

hope you and PAO (siopao) will continue being friends.. i'll miss you sis! basta, you know naman na I'M GONNA BE AROUND for YOU.. i love yah sis.. goodLuck sa lahat.. u have a lot to give and experience.. u have a lot to face and experience.. the best that you can do is LEARN FROM ALL THOSE and BE YOURSELF coz being YOURSELF will make others like, love and adore you.. never ever pretend.. *winks* i know, what you are before and right now eh yung THE REAL YOU.. basta keep moving on, be yourself & FLY AWAY! SOAR HIGH sis..

i'll miss yOu.. MwahHugZz..

Maristel blogs: A Not So Merry Christmas

Awww... *sighs* Just when you thought everything will be alright.. Then "SNAP" all of those were gone & worst, you don't feel like it's Christmas at all... It's December 21, 4 more days to go and it's Christmas, but I don't feel like it...

First, it's not that breezy and you can't even feel the touch of cold breeze on your skin... Second, some thoughts, things are now into running inside my mind and makes me a bit uncomfortable...

Things that, I'd rather keep to myself... A lot of trials are now coming my way "again".. Not that I'm saying, I'm tired of it.. blah-blah-blah.. But, for the love of the Lord naman, Christmas na, ngayon pa ba lahat dapat magparamdam ang mga problems na yan?!?! Honestly, I feel these weird.. Why everytime na darating ang Chrsitmas tsaka naman may mga ganyang stuffs.. Parang, why every Christmas?

I guess, I deserve to be happy in some ways naman.. And for some reasons, I know I have every rights to be happy.. BUT WHY CAN'T I?

It's just that.. *sighs* There's no peace of mind for everyone out here.. Even me.. Hmmm?!? Well.. I guess, that's how it is.. Tata! Cheerio!

"But why is it, every happiness, may return na di maganda?" -Maristel

Life getting a bit complicated lately.. What's piercing pa eh, kung kailan magki Christmas na ngayon pa nangyayari.. As much as possible I want to let it all out.. WHY? Coz I wanna release all the things that are inside me... The stuffs that are bothering me.. It's not easy having a life, kindda mine.. It NEVER WAS and NEVER WILL..

I remember, we got a call from Las Vegas.. Nakakaasar lang lang.. Coz since Bryan (my cousin) left last July 25, it was like 3 times lang kami nakareceive ng call from him.. After that kanina na lang ulit.. Nakausap ko din mom niya, and it was a bit offending.. I know she asked for a lot of favors.. Those favors weren't easy, so to speak.. It needs a lot of money.. Coz, we have to do something for her school scholastic records, she wants me to set up a meeting with someone I knew from her University (late 70's) and dod something about it.. Di ko naman magagawa, coz a lot of money are involved, and i don't have that much money..

Nung nagkausap kami kanina, puro sila excuses bakit kanina lang sila tumawag.. Tapos, di ka pa nagsasalita, feeling nila, pineperahan mo na sila.. Parang, "HELLOWwwww?!?!?! Ok lang kayo?"

Anyways, because of that naDisappoint ako ng sobra.. Kasi, ang labo nila eh... Kapos na nga ang budget that they're sending for their 2 children who were left here.. Ganoon pa sila.. Weird!

I'll drop that case for the mean time.. 7 ang gig ko tomorrow.. Lahat ako ang nakaClose! Yeah, I'm happy about it.. But why is it, every happiness, may return na di maganda? Life's a bit unfair lang talaga.. I'll sort it out here, once I've made up my mind na.. *sighs* nakakalungkot lang talaga..

Maristel confesses: I don't want to make things a BIG ISSUE here..

*Sigh* Wow! BBk, do we really have to make stuffs & issues here like a blast? do we have to make it sensational? i just wanna know po.. kasi, i don't actually see issues here as "ordinary" or the "usual" stuffs.. for me po, parang each virtual housemate should broadcast everything "out in the public".. for me po kasi, there are things & issues that i would rather discuss with someone in private.. once it's over and done, then, THERE! we'll both speak up.. there are a few din po na medyo nakakasama na ng loob, most likely..

Let's just say, some people were born sensitives.. some aren't.. some born to be straight forward and some aren't.. like in this game BBK.. i know we all have to be VOCAL, straight-forward, and be more of having a heart that can absorb everything.. i can be vocal in a way.. i can be straight-forward in some way.. i can also absorb things may it be positive or not.. but sometimes, you'll caught yourself standing in the middle of a crowd and just can't breathe and looking for some fellas that you know will be there for you.. honestly po, minsan, parang nakakadismaya na yung mga nababasa ko sa confession threads..

I myself don't want to make things and see things as a biggie.. i've never seen it that way.. NEVER!!! and will never be.. now, i guess i have to be more careful and take a few minutes to scan it over and over para lang malaman ko if i'm saying OFF things against my fellow VHs.. i know for a fact na, may masabi man po ako or mabitawang salita dito, i know those were all based on how i see the others play the game and how i observed stuffs here.. as much as possible i don't want to hurt someone or somebody.. THAT AIN'T ME..

I just wanna clear some things though.. i was like reading mica's latest confessions.. i guess, di na ako dapat pang magulat.. i never hated anyone here, bbk.. kahit minsan po, medyo off na or sometimes harsh okay lang po sa akin.. i'm not saying i'm hating or despising someone or somebody here.. ang akin lang po, i've said my side.. i've said my piece last night at my confessional.. THAT'S IT.. i just want to elaborate a few things:

* I do bombard a lot of people too via text.. i forward mushy quotes, green jokes, inpirational, trivias and surveys too.. yun pong pinagtataka ni mica na "wondering siya why suddenly wala na siyang narereceive na message from me, has something to do with with my "groups" sa phonebook.. i do admit that i do seldom forward text messages lately.. and i do hope po, na it won't be one of the grounds for each and everyone here to interrogate me and announce to the public na, parang "nakakapanibago"and "nakakapagtaka" for such.. i want to clear po bbk, na having a business like mine is never that easy actually.. di ko sinasabi na pinapabayaan ko na ang game.. i also read from mica's confession before the one i read tonight na "absent daw po ata ako and pao" - yeah! I MAY.. sa YM nga lang po.. but i do update everyone the BEST THAT I CAN.. as much as possible i'm making it a LOTTA SENSE din.. i don't want to talk nonsense stuff here.. i remember, season 2, when you (bbk) asked me about the business I'm doing.. that why not talk about my stuffs and how we do our business.. who are the persons i meet and how i deal with them.. that's exactly what i'm doing both at my Confessional and Diary thread.. di ko naman sinasabi na dapat may matutunan na maganda from me.. rather, the least that i can do is share my stuffs to everyone..

* Second po.. about mica, stating na "she doesn't know how things started.. it might be some sort of misunderstanding from the council".. i can't quite remember a few stuffs from the prior Household Council we had.. ako po kasi, "kung tanungin ako, sasagot ako" that's it.. no "why's" or "what's" or whatever.. frankly, di ko din po alam kung ano yung tinutukoy niya sa Household Council.. if the issue regarding being the VH of the Week if being brought up here.. So be it.. okay lang naman po sa akin.. i know, and lahat po sinasabi na WE'RE ALL NOT AFTER THE TITLE as BIG WINNER here.. rather gaining friends.. that's merely the REASON why i'm here.. i just can't understand po her point why she'd brought up the VH of the Week issue over and over again.. I've become one.. She became one.. and now it's Gee.. SPORT lang po dapat sa game na ito.. ako naman po, as long as i comply with the rules, nagagawa ang activities sa Virtual House, masaya na ako.. i don't want to make things a BIG ISSUE here..

* About me being LIVEJOURNAL, as how she addressed me on her text.. fine lang po BBK.. malakas nga po siguro sya makiramdam.. but, here in this game, i believe every virtual housemate has every rights to do what we ought to do.. ayaw ko naman pong sabihin na, "sorry" coz i know what people would probably think anyways.. di po ako plastik and i don't want to become one.. yes bbk.. i know that mica & i are OK.. but, kung di man po ako nakapag reply sa text nya sa akin, doesn't mean na kailangan ng manibago ang isang tao sa akin.. i have a world of my own.. a world that i've been building for years.. and i don't want to just throw it away, "just like that" - as far as i can recall, the time that i received her text.. sobrang dami ng nangyayari sa event ko.. the fashion show just started and i have to act as the DIRECTOR.. cguro naman po, dapat pagtuunan ko din naman ng kahit ng konting pansin yun.. kung di ko man po sya naReplyan, it doesn't mean na, "dapat manibago na siya sa akin" .. IT'S NOT THAT.. ayaw ko na bigyan ng kulay yun.. especially, NOT IN HERE..

Whatever it is, game related lang po yung gusto ko na iPost ko and iUpdate ko here..

* And one thing.. di ko po, maintindihan, why we have to explain things for voting someone.. kaya naman po siguro may reasons dun.. kung mica confronted gee about it, and the reason why mica texted me and addressed me as LIVEJOURNAL may be her way of confronting me, might as well call me by my name.. MATS, TING or how you wanna call me.. uhmm.. and yeah, i can call or text mica anytime.. here po bbk, i'm gonna lay down my cards now.. kung may ifoforward man po ako ng messages, lahat yun, nasa DRAFTS ko na, together with the names of the person am gonna send it.. laman po ng inbox ko 609 not to mention the sent items na 999 and the folders.. sasabog na po.. sobrang bagal na po ng cellphone ko and as much as possible di ko na po masyado binibitbit or hawak.. kung magforward man po ako, sneaky lang, kapag nabakante ng ilang minuto sa field or work, dukot sa bag, open my drafts and choose the message that i wanna send.. di ko po alam na parang big deal ang text..

Buti na lang din po pala at nabanggit ko kay Gee na busy ako sa work and all, dahil kung hindi baka naMisinterpret na naman po ako why I wasn't replying and all.. *sighs*

Am gonna cut that crap now.. one confession that actually shocked me was paolo's.. were he mentioned na may "kinaiinisan" po siya na VH.. i am actually clueless.. but it clearly stated there, na ka-close niya po yung VH na yun.. so, much better po to spill it out, so di po nakakapuzzle.. ang hirap lang po kasi, who he's pointing out.. is it me? gee? mica? charles? i am certainly & def clueless..

Ayun po bbk.. i'm glad po na naRestore ko na ang pc kho.. ngayon po, medyo mas ok na.. yun nga lang po, i've lost a lot of stuffs.. meron na po ulit ako YM and now, di na MAGIGING ABSENT.. and never was I.. kasi, kahit gaano man ako kaBusy.. I do update my threads pa din.. and never will i get tired of doing it..

Nakatext ko nga po si Neil nung isang umaga.. di pa ko natutulog nun.. wala pa ding tulog.. naMiss ko lang po sya.. si pao po, nandun po ako mostly before masira pc ko sa site nya.. nakakatuwa po sya.. pero, medyo na puzzle ako sa confession nya ngayon..

DAY SEVENTY-NINE
"Truly, past is STILL part of the present" -Gee

Hmmm, TUMATABA NA NAMAN AKO! Bwahahaha... I just gained 2 pounds errr... Eh kasi naman, wala naman maxadong ginagawa sa house so may tendency kang kumain ng kumain... Haha!

So for that, sumama na ako sa badminton session namin ng mga Highschool friends ko sa Katipunan Prime... Haha, buti naman at may mga sumama na matagal na namin hindi nakikita... Ok na sana yung night ko pero may dumating na ISANG TAO na nakakainis... Hay, akala ko tapos na iyon... Iwasan ba naman ako. Hmp! Feeling naman niya... So for that, hindi na ako sumama sa next stop namin. Sa house ni Paula... I don't wanna ruin their nights... HIndi ako okay eh, baka masungitan ko pa sila... And besides, naiilang na din ako... Hay... Truly, past is STILL part of the present... Errr... And naiinis ako sa sarili ko ngayon kasi affected ako! Badtrip!

Anyway, I'm happy that after 48 years ay nakabonding ulit namin si Mylene ( Ka-102901 ) na fresh from Baguio City!!! Haha... And she's inviting us sa house nila sa Saturday. Naks! Reunion ba ulit ito ng 102901? I can't wait! Miss ko na rin ang all-girl bonding... Yung puro kakikayan and boylets ang pinag-uusapan.. Haha! Ang daya ko nga kasi hindi ako nagshashare ng madami... Haha... I don't know but I'm just like that... As I've said nga diba, my life is not an open book...

So there... Tomorrow, I'll do I disagreeignments naman... ( asus!)... haha!

bye!

Mica blogs: Books Before Boys

BBB. Books Before Boys.

I often see this tag in my autograph book back in elementary and high school and I guess I took this acronym seriously :P

Last week, I browsed through my Friends List on Friendster and saw some surprising updates from some of my classmates and playmates way back.

4 of them are official mothers

2 of them got married at 19

2 of them are official daddies

I do admit that there are times wherein I'm asking questions to myself why I never had a serious boyfriend. Last week, I had a little chat with an online buddy (or should I say, sister? u know who you are! haha) and we were talking about boys and I shared something about my super stupidity way back haha :)

I can say that I am a bit shy (up to now), but when I'm onstage, I have this feeling na parang I am the sexiest woman alive :p I just dance like it's my last dance ever, sing as if I am Beyonce Knowles and dress up like a Spice Girl.

The wildest thing I've ever done to a guy way back is dirty dancing lang. Wild na yun haha :)

A lot of people are actually surprised when they found out I never had my "boo" , pero I am proud of it. There are days na napapaisip ka "Ano kaya ang feeling?"

I often ask myself " Bakit wala pa rin akong bf?"

* I never prioritize boys even when I was in High School. I spent most of my time rehearsing, studying (?), writing and internet.
* I lack courage to tell someone what I really feel
* I fell in love only once in high school and that person is not into the "love thing" anyway.
* I have my standards (height, characteristics, attitude etc.)
* My social life is the internet and school only.
* I rarely go out coz I'm lazy
* Carlo is my priority
* Most of my prospects are... Bisexuals haha :D

Went back to our ancestral home yesterday and my sexy cousin is now a mom. God, she used to have that sexy body and a lot of guys admired her. sayang. she's fat right now.. she said i'm lucky so i better use my brain above my heart.. not my heart above my brain or my tralala hahaha :D

Am I ready to get a relationship?? I dunno... But then I hope someday, somehow I'll meet the guy who would love not only me, but also my family :)

Mica confesses: Her reason for voting me off confused me nung nilabas ang results

I wasn't able to go online yesterday and I am actually happy na tambak ang messages ngayon hehe Namiss ko rin yung katulad dati na kapag hindi ka makapag-ol ng isang araw pagcheck mo ang dami na agad posts.. Sana magtuloy-tuloy pa ito

Honestly, I was not expecting that she'll be booted out from the game. Gee and I were actually thinking na one of the boys ang matatanggal but then the Kashen ang natanggal due to violations (na karamihan na nagpatanggal din sa iba). I'm not really mad at her when she chose to vote me out.. hindi naman nakapasok like the first time eh hehe I just hope na she'd continue texting me because i love chatting with her when it comes to love stuff haha

I'm happy for the news relayed by Gee about Paolo. Gosh, I miss Paolo! Too bad hindi ko siya naaabutan online. I am happy with his achievements right now. Matagal ko nang alam na he loves performing and yes, he's a good singer! I wish him the best sa school, life and career!

I am actually sad when I read the latest confession of Ate Mats.

I am the type of person who would text everyone in my phonebook and bombared them with text messages no matter how sweet or annoying it is. I constantly text the remaining vhms and even the evicted once. Ate Mats and I are constant textmates eversince. I am actually wondering why suddenly wala na akong narereceive sa kanya. Hindi ko rin nareceive yung text nya asking what's happening na in the house. Eh di sana nagreply ako.

Ewan ko kung itong misunderstanding namin started with the council or what. Akala ko ok and clear ang lahat kasi nung magkatext kami that week, hindi namin napaguusapan yun and she said din naman sa past confessions niya na wala na yung issue about the vh of the week sa kanya because its not really a big deal and her reason for voting me off confused me nung nilabas ang results. I mean, i thought we were ok.. i thought wala na yun sa kanya kasi wala na yun for me after she stated her side.. If she thinks I'm acting weird lately, why not ask me if what's wrong or what? we used to talk about the issues we had. Yes, Ako yung nagtext ng "Hi LiveJournal" because I was hoping she will reply back. Si Gee yung kinonfront ko that night and ok na lahat sa akin because she explained her side and we moved on and talked about kikay stuff and pda like we used to. I was hoping Ate Mats will reply back but she never did. I constantly bombarded her globe phone with quotes and she used to reply back asap. I asked Gee what's wrong, she told me ate Mats is busy with her work and i do understand that. Nabigla lang talaga ako with what I read today. Ayokong lumaki itong gap na ito because honestly this one makes me feel sad and once again, confused. She can text or call me anytime. Hindi naman siguro kailangan na dito pa sa confession magkaliwanagan. Maybe I'll text her again tonight or maybe I'll call her up.. i dunno.. i just want this thing to be clear na. I am looking forward to meeting the other vhms na based sa Manila at ayoko na if ever magkita-kita kami awkward kami.

That's all for now .. I hope magkaroon ng closure itong issue na ito.. I still love Ate Mats siguro nagkataon lang na i am sick, she's busy naman kaya we are reacting this way the past few days.

I'm packing my stuff na coz I'll be in Manila again!

"Feeling ko ako lang naligaw because according to them, i look thinner" -Mica

Just arrived from Binalonan, Pangasinan to visit my relatives (Tomeldan- my mom's side) before Christmas. I don't usually do this but then I just missed them

Anyway, went there with Carlo and ate Virgie. Grabe nasa van pa lang kami dami ko na nagastos dahil ang takaw ni Carlo haha Mabait naman siya during the trip maybe because nakatapat sa kanya yung aircon at may nilalaklak na coke

I am a bit surprised when i saw my cousins -they all gained weight! Feeling ko ako lang naligaw because according to them, i look thinner and they advised me to sleep early at night. "Matulog na maaga... hindi matulog ng umaga!"

As expected, masarap ang lunch namin. I really can't blame them if they can't control their diet sarap kasi nila magluto! We ate alot kaya hindi ko maalala kung ano ang mga ulam na yun

I took a short nap nung hapon because I slept at 3AM and woke up at 6AM. I asked permission if i can use the computer but sadly, there's a connection problem.. badtrip haha

We ate a lot again by dinner and my lolo erning was pleased that carlo and i went there. Carlo had fun playing with the sand at inubos ang paninda ni Tito Boy

I had a short chat with each of them: Lannelle About Gabgab and how we were years ago, Ate Eyan about the Nursing Exam and my dad, Ate Anna about relationships and family issues and more. My mom talked to each of them 1 hour kaya drained ang aking battery.

I want to share the pics right now pero hindi ko pa na-transfer. sayang.

Paolo confesses: Naiinis ako sa ginagawa nya

I am back and definitely not quitting YET. I just realize na I can be a normal person, a student (kahit walang pasok), a church choir member, a stage performer, and a virtual housemate at the same time. Pinag-isipan ko ng mabuti bago ako mag-quit and my decision is this. I'll stay until I am evicted or until the time na sobrang busy ko na

Meron ako kinaiinisan na isang VH actually ndi skanya, naiinis ako sa ginagawa nya. Ka-close ko cya pero feeling ko ndi na tama ung nilalagay nya sa confession nya. Ayoko ng ganun. It's sad na wala na si Kashen. Sino na kaya ang susunod?

Last nomination I recieved a lot of evicting points. It's time to turn the red colored points to green ones. Get ready for my comeback OR NOT.

DAY SEVENTY-EIGHT
"Its time to say goodbye for a while" -Kashen

For the last time ill be honest..har..Hindi kho tlaga expected na akho maeevict ..well ano ngyari and and its time to say goodbye for a while..This is really sad indeed but look at the bryt side..just lyk earning a lot of evicting pts..i earned a lot of real friends tru this so called pbbfg..something new d buh.?! i know hindi lahat nng tao na-appreciate thinsg like this.., before akhop kasi mapunta sa ganitong game i used to a cable chatter coz i find it fun, but i find more fun this online game..Hindi man akho natanggap sa real pb..natanggap namn akho ir..harhar,..and very honorted lyk na honored student..lolx..ofcors marami akong mamimis..the game itself mamimis kho..coz naging daily routine kho na xa tuwing mag oonline akho..

to kuya NEIL G..
Gudlak kuya neil especially sa lovelife...and if i have time dont wory ill send u qoutes pa din..^^

to MICA
sis dont take my vote siyusly..opinion kho lng namn yon and somethimes opinions are not reasonable..d buh..?! olweys take care and dont worry magkaka lovelife kha din..^^

to CHARLES
harhar..bliv it..1 pts lng..d buh?! if hindi sna akho nag entry ng diary knina..sna ikaw na ang evicted but..ngyari na..may pagsisis but hindi naman ganon katodo coz may magnda namn effect itho sa kin..^^

to GEE
sis GEE..ill miss you..ikaw na lng mag isa sa rum natin..har..take cre of ur room..lolx..and tc din olweys!!

to MATS
sis MATS..thnx for evrything..a sis lyk u is worth keeping..tama ba un word kho?! niweiz..dats true..i loveyah sis..!! olweys take care aytie..?! wag maxdo mgpapakapgod sa work..

to PAOPAO
oi pao!! hmf..ill miss you!! olweys kang magiingat huh..and sorry for everything..study hard and dont be rush sa mga bagay bagay..slow and easy sabi nila d buh..?! mwahz!!

one thing is for sure..ill miss u guys!! and remember sa game lng akho nwala..im ir pa din sa real world..!! lolx

and to BBK..

Thnx so much bbk!! kundi dhil sayo hindi kho sila mkikilala..hmf khit minsan tampo akho sa yo bbk..grr!! and bbk til now im intrigue sa real na pagkatao mho..harhar...tc olweys guys!mwahz!!

Charles blogs: First Day of Christmas Vacation

Christmas is really fast approaching. Yesterday was the 1st day of our Christmas Vacation, and until the 2nd of January, I will have a merry Christmas.

Anyway, yesterday I went to 2 schools, Lycee D Regis Marie and PAREF-Southridge International School, to apply for a position in their faculty. LDRM, my High School Alma Mater, greeted me enthusiastically as they are badly in need for a Social Science faculty member. Of course, I’m still a candidate for this position, but I am sure that I am a strong candidate.

The second school is PAREF-Southridge International School, in Alabang, Muntinlupa. Southridge is an all-boys exclusive school that caters for rich or foreign students. Their faculty is also consisted of an-all male faculty, so I’m very qualified for the position. I went there yesterday expecting for an interview, but they are all busy for their faculty Christmas Party, so they will just call me next year.

So, that’s 2 out of 10 schools. Next year, I’ll give more time for job application, but of course, my studies comes in first.

Charles confesses: We only had 12 dyas to go and 6 VH left

Whew! I am that close to eviction... hay! but I am sad because kashen is evicted... Kashen, I will miss you...

Anyway... di ko nagawa ang 12 days of christmas activity... and that was our last activity... naging pasaway din ako ngayon dahil nabigyan ako ni BBK ng 3 pts sa Household Council... at mga EP dahil no confession at no diary...

Hay! sana mas maging exciting ang bahay sa mga susunod na araw... we only had 12 dyas to go and 6 VH left...

Gee confesses: It also made me sad... Naka-mindset na sa akin na siya ang mawawala...

OMG! It's Kashen! I'm so shocked! Grabe! Grabe talaga...

I thought it'll be Charles... Diba, I've said na I've computed for our netpoints? Eventually, I only computed the points bagged by Kuya Neil and Charles kasi sila lang yung madaming EP that's why akala ko talaga, si Charles ang mawawala... I even told that to Ate Mats and we're so upset... It also made me sad... Naka-mindset na sa akin na siya ang mawawala...

Pero, Kashen's NP is higher by 1 point... I actually don't know if I'll be happy or sad... No! I'm still sad... Ofcourse I want the two of them to remain... They are one of my closest buds here... Pero hindi pwede... Someone must leave...

This must be the second time that an ASVH has sent out because of penalty points ( the first one is Ate Anne). This can be a lesson to the remaining ASVHs.

So, we're only six now... 2 representatives per season... I just don't know what's in store for us BBK, considering that the 12 Gifts of Christmas is our last activity. We don't know your plans ( ofcourse)...

What shall I do? I hope I should enjoy my remaining days here in your house...

Speaking of the previous activity, thanx for picking my RUSH work. Hehe, I was surprised din... Thanx talaga BBK...

There, so we only have 20+ days na lang pala sa house mo. Can we have extentions? Like can you just add the blank 13 days ? Haha! I'm sorry,,, I just can't believe that this game will come to an end din...

Maristel confesses: I do understand her po.. it's just but natural to react..

Heto na naman.. The TURNING POINT OF THE GAME.. In some ways I've been having troubles on who and who not to vote.. Well.. We were asked for CODENAMES - I guess for reason na, hindi malaman "who you voted and voted for you"... I've respected that rule BBK, eversince.. Kaya lang po, minsan nakakagulat lang na isang araw in the middle of tensions and blames sa work mo eh may marereceive kang message from a fellow VH.. Sa akin po okay lang yun.. It's not that biggie naman po.. I know naman na it hurts to be voted off.. I would feel the same din naman.. And I know that! I am not INSENSITIVE.. We're all but HUMANS here..

I just remember, Monday.. December 18.. I was like having these weird thoughts playing inside my head.. I really don't know what it was and where it came from.. Some weird thoughts.. That was I think around 7pm or 8pm... So I decided to text Charles, Gee, Kashen and Mica.. I was like "anu ng balita sa Virtuah House?" So from that message, wala pong reply.. So I was thinking, baka po wala pang results sa nominations or di pa narerelease yung nominations itself.. After several minutes.. I decided to text them again (Charles, Gee, Kashen & Mica) so there it is.. After a few minutes, Gee acknowledged my text.. So ako naman po, laking pasasalamat ko, kasi at least one of them managed to text me back.. We exchanged messages for a couple of times.. Hanggang sa kinailangan na naman ako sa event ko and i texted Gee po, na "I'd give her a call na lang" So ayun po..

I felt like crying.. Thinking na I got this message, saying "HI LIVEJOURNAL" - I never really thought po BBK na it would be such a biggie.. Yes po, I may have said some things from the ballot I made for the nominations.. I can't say that everybody or everyone inside this Virtual House may not or may commit a mistake.. I myself can't say I did not or I did! But I do believe BBK, that we all have minds here and decide for things.. I remember po before, someone would joke around "save mo ko" things like that.. Okay lang po sa akin.. I'd rather take it as an advantage kasi, may nagsasabi sa akin and lumalapit to tell me that.. Kahit pabiro man po, I know right inside my heart what I have to do..

Before po BBK, si Sis Gee.. kung umani lang po siguro sya ng madaming Evicting points sya ang lagi kong iseSave.. Kaya lang po hindi pa eh.. Pero darating din yun.. Si Paolo po, I'd say I saved him several times.. because I wanted him to stay.. Si Charles po, I thought last Monday when I called Gee, akala ko si Charles ang mavoVote out.. I was like.. "WHY CHARLES?!?!?!" Para po tuloy kung anu-ano ang naiisip ko.. Honestly... I would count our ENDLESS VOICE CHAT and LAUGHTERS one of the reason why I wanna break down and cry.. Kahit po kasi taga-ibang season si Charles.. I felt TRUTH.. HONESTY in him.. He's like a BROTHER to ME.. He's MORE THAN A FRIEND and when a person that I've considered a family is leaving.. IBA NA PO ANG NAGIGING IMPACT SA AKIN..

Just the same po as I checked the boards today.. Alam ko po na sira yung isang computer ko.. Nagmakaawa na ako sa kapatid ko maipahiram lang sa akin tong, antigong laptop para lang makita ko revery *friendly* persona ng Nominations natin.. Actually, I felt bad seeing that it was another close pal of mine ang natanggal.. Si Kashen po BBK.. We've shared a lot of things BBK.. I could say all in one time.. Nagkaroon na po kami ng misunderstandings before, pero naayos po namin lahat in just a period of time and not days.. If there's one I feel closest the first few weeks inside this Virtual House, it was Kashen po.. Sa akin naman po kasi BBK, nabuwag man po yung loveteam nila ni Pao, wala na po sa akin yun.. Maari pong, "it may be some issue" but the thing is.. everything that's happening here are just between the computer and the players playing behind every characters.. and it's US.. Virtual Housemates.. I've got no reason to vote Kashen out just because of lame LOVE ISSUE between her and Pao... I would never ever do that.. Akala ko po.. As time goes by.. From what I read sa mga Confessions ng fellow VHs ko, alam ko po, na at ease na po ang lahat sa isa't isa.. Hindi pa po pala.. Madami pa din po palang hang ups.. So many questions left unanswered.. Things better left unsaid..

I'm happy po, na last night, I texted or forwarded a message to Neil G... He replied po.. Natutuwa po ako, na for such a person like him.. nakita ko po sa kanya, na he does treat this game something... He gave this game a respect.. But then he never questioned the other VHs why they voted for him.. Si Neil po.. he's such a doll.. Sobrang naMiss ko po sya.. I swear.. Lalo na po ngayon na wala po akong YM sa computer na gamit ko.. Mamimiss ko ang lahat...

I hear din po from Gee that PAOLO will be doing some Broadway stuffs.. I'm happy for him po BBK.. Although, despite my busy and hectic time, I still managed to find time to text him.. Di na nga po sa Smart Roaming nya ako nagtetext.. Sa International # na nya.. No reply po, okay lang po,, busy po sya sa school plus nag Xmas Concert pa po sila.. I just wish him well.. I know naman po na from the start.. He has this potential for something na he really loves doing!

I got this message din po from Mica.. Just like what happened before.. I can't remember if that was the 2nd Nomination or what po, BBK.. Pero, I do understand her po.. it's just but natural to react.. Hindi ko lang po alam, na mag aassume pala kami dapat on who voted for us or not.. Or i guess, wrong timing din po when I received her message.. Dahil po, nagkaproblema po ako sa event ko.. Para lang naman po akong natigilan when I got her message.. So am a bit expecting na medyo ballistic na naman po ang magiging usapan.. Like before..

Basta po, I never changed a bit.. Yun lang po ang alam ko.. Miss ko na kayo, BBK..

Gee blogs: Reasons why I Love and Hate having a Cell Phone...

Hurray! I'm celebrating the first WEEKSARY of my Fone... haha!

My mom really loves me... I begged her one to time to buy me one because I can't really take the life w/o a cp anymore...

" Kahit Motorola L6 lang... 6k lang ang brand new... or kahit second hand lang basta may fone, waaaah!!!"...

Those are the exact words I've said to her... haha! And eventualy, she bought my desired fone and I was like "Errr, sana L7 na! Yung may memory card..."

"Come on Geexie! Where's the contentment in you? Pasalamat ka nga't brand new pa eh..."... Sabi ng aking konsensya!

Well, well, well, so I have a fone na and I'm back sa SMS World... Unli ako yesterway, hahaha... And I must say that I really missed forwarding and receiving endless quotes. Kaya lang, eventhough I miss it al lot, I still have the same rants having it...

So there, I'll be giving you my Reasons why I Love and Hate having a CP...



**::LOVE::**


~ Because I get connected to my different friends's Texting Community. There were times when there are certain topics that my friends love to talk about . Aw I can't relate to some... JOHNNY, my highschool friend was a FORWARDER (haha) of some silly news about my highschool friends ( e.g. JM [ our fat friend] , nagtangkang magpakalunod, LUMUTANG! .... PHILIPP [ our dark friend], balak patayuan ng rebulto ngunit walang makitang ITIM na semento... source: black market... ASTRID, nanalo sa Ms. Gay Calumpang... and so on! )... Wala lang, nakaka-awa naman ako kasi nakikibasa lang ako... Haha!

~ Because I love receiving even the corniest jokes in town. Haha! I don't know but jokes like " Bakekang, tantanan mo ako... Hindi kita anak - Mike Enriquez" can make my day... Just send me all of your jokes, and walang corny sa akin... Lahat yun tatawanan ko... hehe...

~ Because I love communicating with my long lost friends through this. I have such friends kasi na hindi mahilig mag-online and I'm thankful that having a celphone bridges my communication with them...

~Because I love taking pictures of my self though this. Haha.. I don't know. We have a digicam naman but I think I look better sa mga cellphones...

~ Because I love keeping in touch with some hot boys in town... Lolz! Don't get me wrong! I'm not flirting... Haha... I just wanna keep their numbers ( Oh really? hehe).. Yes, I don't even have the guys to text them like " musta na? " or what are you doing... I'm just glad sending and receiving quotes from them... ( Fact: my number ako ni Martin Reyes... Bwahahaha!)...

~ Because it's like a "props". It's effective when you're waiting for someone and you're alone. Hahaha... Or if you just don't like the company you're into.. Or simply if you're bored with some stuffs. I just don't wanna look silly... It's better to have a stuff that you're holding.



**::HATE::**

~ Because I don't like receiving messages when I'm on school or other place. Wala lang, it disturbs me kasi... Lalo na when I'm having the time of my life... hihi

~ Because I often disturb my classmates. Haha, I often forgot to turn my fone into a silent mode and that scene ends into an embarrassment. Oh well.

~Because I hate receiving messages asking If I can be their darn TEXTMATE. Save it! I won't answer a message from someone I don't really know ( Asus!).

~ Because I hate receiving Chainletters. I was guilty of forwarding such on my early years of having a phone but I really find it annoying. That message shall command me to pass that to certain number of peeps or else... That's the part that I hate, the "or else" part... Why? Are you fortune teller or something? Grow-up!

~ Because I don't like to receive messages from my Mom like " Anong oras na? ", " Umuwi ka na!", " What time ka uuwi?'... It just ruins my night... I supposed to enjoy but the the thought that my mom shall nag be about this bothers me.

~ Because I don't want to be showered with this words: " Bat hindi ka nag-text?" or " Bat hindi ka nag-reply". Wala lang! Enough said.

~ Because I don't want to be followed by some. Hehe... Again, enough said!

And lastly....

~ Because I hate the fact that I'm risking my life everyday because I have to protect that one. Yes, and it's really irritating to accept that even the 5110 phone is not safe... After I've been a victim of those cases, I really hated all those phone snatcheers in the world. I can never forgive them... Anyway, God Bless them all. Phbbbt!



So there... I hope I won't receive a text message saying " You're such a loser!"... Hahah!

Byesh!

"WORST THING!!! " -Maristel

This will I do first... Sunday, I was up till 3 am Monday.. Saturday had a gig @ Glorietta Activity Center.. It was called, Paskong Pinoy, it was directed by Tommy Alvarado.. I was like up all morning and doing nuthin.. Answering and taking calls.. Acknowledging and texting back my clients.. I got this call from one of tech, Rowell saying they'll be needing snake cable, 2 direct boxes.. So i waited for Skewick to get here at our place and give him our Warehouse Key.. Good thing my Kuya woke up and when I answered the buzzer when I come back my kuya was like, "May problema na naman daw.." Oh so well puro na lang problema ang naging labas namin.. Sumabay pa ng husto sa mga Traffic because of the Rallies..

That afternoon, my kuya and Bane got back from Glorietta and my kuya was like, "come on! i though u wanna come.. go change! we'll be leaving in an hour.." so ako naman, i was thinking of the sling slip-on @ Alberto's and was dying to have it didn't think twice.. I went straight @ the bathroom, showered.. brushed my teeth and everything.. i didn't fix myself that well anymore.. besides i'm so sleepy na talaga...

when we get there.. i was like.. "May aircon ba dito!? bakit ang init?" di nakakatuwa plus napaka-crowded pa ng place.. so, nagdecide kami na mag-ikot and hanapin ang G1, coz nandun ang Alberto.. Pagdating dun.. I thought i'll be seeing the slip on step-in that i wanted to buy for months na.. nagtipid lang ako last october kaya di ko nabili.. so ayun, i was disappointed.. why? kasi, wala na dun.. out of stock na!

so, bawi na lang sila kuya sa akin.. pinakain nila ko sa sbarro.. di din ako masyado nag enjoy kasi nga antok na ko.. pero, tiniis ko pa din.. kahit papaano - sumubo lang ng konti..

e got home late.. and ako i still managed to do some of my chores at home and still checked on my mails.. nuthin special.. i was like expecting a message from someone.. pero okay lang, coz that person updated me with stuffs naman..

WORST THING!!! my dell pc was busted!!! since yesterday i can't get a hold of it... ayaw na talagang gumana... i have to beg my brother RJ for this laptop i'm using para lang makapag-net ulit... Sad part.. walang YM toh.. I tried installing one, pero bumagal din.. so instead na magaya yung laptop ng kapatid ko sa desktop ko, i'd rather take this as it is.. kasi, kesa naman sa wala akong magamit..

masaya nga pala yung event ko last Monday sa C3 Events Place Ortigas.. Just @ the back of Promenade... My event with the Povedans.. It's called PROMJECT RUNWAY.. It was great, amazing & awesome.. They're just Juniors and yet! You can all see from how they speak that they're sensible.. Masarap kasi sa lahat yung kausap mo eh may sense.. Ayaw ko ng kausap na walang kwenta.. I'd feel like I was sauteed in the wrong sauce.. Para bang spaghetti ang ginigisa mo sa alam mo, tapos naglasang pancit canton.. ang weird.. Grabeh! Masaya sobra and it was worth my pagpupuyat din.. Anyways,,, more updates with my hectic life..

"Kung sa bAgay kei Lng namAn magSimBA ng piIkiT anG maTa" -Kashen

+_^ hAR..InvAlid ung VOte Kho for EvictIOn..daRn..wala KcnG codEnamE..hmf..!! sa pagmAmadaLi kc..grr!!! niweiz ok lng..who cares naman d buh..opinion kHO namAN yON..>.<

+_^ sa ToToo Lng kINda tINaTamd na kHo mag siMba ng mdaLing aRaw kc nAMn kuLAng akHo laGI sa tuLog..coz pAg dayTime nagyaYA naman xa GumaLa..hmf..buT nkpag promIse kc akHo na kukumpleTuhin Namin..gRr..kung sa bAgay kei Lng namAn magSimBA ng piIkiT anG maTa..harhar..katuLad ng NKatAbi namin knIna sa SimbahaM..harhar..

+_^ ToM..uwI akHo sa caviTe sandaLi para khAIn ung pasabLubOng ng tIta KHo and kAmustahIn na din xa coz kdadaTing niYa lng galIng bostOn...sana PumayG mom kHo na kasaMa si paoLo sa pagpunta..hmf..

Kashen received 2 evicting points. First paragraph is game-related update.

WEEK 9 - DAY SEVENTY-SEVEN
Confidant Lass is out

Kashen, 17 year-old stud from Manila lost by a single point to Charles, her closest contender, and became the 8th evictee of ASPBBFG. The two got the highest points during the 5th Nomination with +10 each.

Neil G and Paolo also got high net points, +14 and +10, respectively. Maristel and Mica have +1 each. It was only Gee who received a negative mark, -9 becoming this week's VH.

Only 6 ASVHs remain.

ASVH Week6 + Week7 + Week 8 + Nomination
KASHEN (2) + (2) + (4) + (10) = +18
CHARLES (4 -2) + (4 -2) + (3) + (10) = +17
NEIL G (x) + (2) + (4) + (10 -2) = +14
PAOLO (4) + (4) + (8) + (-6) = +10
MICA (-2) + (-2) + (-1) + (8 -2) = +1
MARISTEL (-2) + (-1) + (6) + (-2) = +1
GEE (-2) + (-2) + (-5) + (x) = -9

HOUSEHOLD COUNCIL

This week's rewards and penalties

6th Household Council
Maristel - 6 evicting points (EP)
Kashen, Neil G and Paolo - 4 EP
Charles - 3 EP

No confession and diary updates
Paolo - 4 EP

Activity reward
Gee - 3 saving points (SP)

Blog update
Gee - 2 SP
Mica - 1 SP

Starting this week, ASVHs are required to make 2 confessions and 2 diary updates (with at least 100 words) each week. No more saving points shall be given for blog updates.

Gee blogs: And The Grand Star Dreamer is...

Yeng Constantino! *Clap clap clap!

Haha... I know this entry is sooo late... I just read a blog post about her from Kuya Rex, my online-buddy...

Yes, he's right, the results of this very amusing show is very transparent... Indeed, she is a total package... She can be a great diva and at the same time, a great rockstar... Wow! This 18 year old millionare is such an amazing girl!

So there, sino pa ba? She's already a hitmaker when she was still inside the PDA house ( tama ba?)... Her songs are nice ( as in nakakakilabot! way to go!)... She even sang her own song nung Grand Dream Night...

I just don't like the medium that they've used.. Again, text votes...Errr... Ang yaman na ng ABS-CBN... Haha! I think it would be better if there were jurors, like their performance that night would be the basis... Diba? That would be more exciting, I think...

And I think it would be better if PANKY and YENG would have a grand showdown on the last part... PANKY! Aw! I didn't expect that Jay-ar would have beaten her off... Errr!!! What's with Jay-ar ba? Di nga ako makapaniwalang nakasama siya sa top six eh... Oh well.. Emman is a lot better than him... Kung si Jay-ar lang edi sana, si Emman na... hehe... Pero that's life... Nothing's fair in the field of textvoting (charing!)...

Hay ayun, again, congratulations to Yeng... and Goodluck to her career... as in malaking GOODLUCK! Bwahahaha...

Gee confesses: Honestly, I felt na kaya mo siya gagawin is because wala ka ng maisip na activity

Well, ang tagal naman ng results. Haha! Inabangan ko siya last night, and you said na wag na akong matulog... Hehe... Hay, may aalis na naman... aw!

Sa wakas, after ten long years, nagka-usap na ulit kami ni Paolo Miguel.. And I'm so happy for him! You know what BBK, broadway star na siya! Ang galing! I'm so proud of him!

Ayon, you still haven't heard my reaction about the LAST ACTIVITY right? I must say na it kinda disappointed me... Honestly, I felt na kaya mo siya gagawin is because wala ka ng maisip na activity... Pero noong sinabi mong TWIST siya, I'm really expecting na twist nga siya... Well, I don't know what are your plans but I hope, kung ano man ang mangyayari, sana hindi nasayang time namin sa game na ito... Kahit papaano, I still believe that this ALLSTAR season shall be succesful... Sana!

Well, magiging anim na lang... Infairness, the future result of this game is very transparent. Well, ewan ko na lang, may twist pa kasi eh... So there, goodluck na lang sa aming mga matitira BBK.

"Hay, it's very happy to be back sa sms world" -Gee

So there, I'm here lang at my house... Wala na namang magawa... Supposed to be, I should be doing my homeworks sa isang major subject namain (indexing) but hindi ko siya magawa because of my sillyness... hehe, Nailagay ko ata sa bag ni sis chel yung readings! Arrrggghhh... Well, balak ko na lang siyang puntahan sa house niya, pero as if naman mag-aaral kami! Haha...

This Christmas vacation is not really a vacation for I have a lot of assignments to do... Haha! Buti na lang tapos na yung iba... Iyong indexing na lang talaga, at pwede na ulit akong magliwaliw...

So, alam niyo bang kanina lang ulit ako nakapag-unli? haha! How does it feel? Yung feeling ng, ngayon mo lang ulit kinain yung fave food mo... Haha! And sa first text ko, ang dmi agad response... Hay, it's very happy to be back sa sms world...

Whatelse? Dapat may gala ako kagabi, pero nag-refuse ako... Wala lang, di ko lang feel. Ayaw ko naulit magka-hangover agad no. Next saturday na lang! Hahaha...

Dapat din pupunta kami ni Jobel tom sa PDA Hall for the concert... Ewan, bahala na tom. Pag sinipag ako, edi go! Hehe...

So there, I'm excited na sa Annual Christmas Reunion ng Rizal ( my section nung highschool ). House party naman ang drama namin ngayon... Hehe...

At namiss ko ang FLIPPSTERS... sana may lakad kami this xmas break..

Un lang! hehehe...

Mica confesses: I have an idea na who are they and i even confronted one of them last night

The Results of the 5th Nomination are out but still hindi ko matantsa sino ang lalabas. Maraming nakaipon ng evicting points ngayon pero marami din saving points.

I was surprised when some voted for me haha I have an idea na who are they and i even confronted one of them last night because she's also online. Syempre, nagulat lang kasi ako na ako ang iboboto niya so medyo nagtampo ako sa kanya pero ok na ngayon

How come parang absent sina Paolo at ate Mats these days? I hope they are doing good.

I can say na delikado si Neil G ngayon. Aminado rin ako na I will feel really bad if ever he gets out of the game but at the same time I am thankful.

Not many of the players know na Neil G is one of my "least" closest friend back in our season. We never got the chance to chat via ym, we rarely have a sms exchange and so on.. I think he even voted me off way back haha This season I got the chance to know him more and i love reading his "confessions" na talaga naman hot and spicy hehe He did cheer me up din nung bagyo and he we constantly comfort each other by giving advises and forwarding funny quotes. I hope to meet him soon with Angel.. Aagawin ko si angel haha

Anywayz, I'll be going to Manila by 22nd. I hope na magkaroon pa rin ng EB at sana this time matuloy na Masayang magkaroon ng gift exchange atbp. Sana makasama lahat kaso imposible rin yun.. Sana makasama ka BBK pero imposible din yun hehe

"Yung isang Tito ko namatay sa US tapos yung kapatid ng nabyuda nasa ICU naman ngayon" -Mica

I have been too lazy the past few days... oh well haha

Went online last night pero madalian lang. Walang internet connection sa cyber access tapos sa netlay naman maagang magsara grrr..

Kaya umuwi na lang ako and heard a bad news.. yung isang Tito ko namatay sa US tapos yung kapatid ng nabyuda nasa ICU naman ngayon.. won't post the details kasi kilalang personality yun isa pang kapatid kaya hindi na nila itutuloy yung yearly Christmas Party nila na gaganapin sana sa 21.

TV Galore lang din ako last night. Nanood ako ng Deal or No Deal, MSKM, SS4 and my Favorite Bakekang! hehe Medyo hindi pa rin ako impress sa acting ni Lovi Poe as Krystal. Bilib ako kina Yasmien at Nadine. diba si Cogie ang magiging ka-loveteam ni Lovi? Sana ligawan na lang ng character ni Cogie dun si Mommy Bakekz haha ( i love the Sunshine-cogie tandem nung Kung Mawawala ka hehe)

Anywayz, nagexam ako kanina sa software design. Kopyahan as usual haha pero hindi ako nagpahalata.

May exam dapat kami ngayon sa statistics pero nobody's texting me. sana wala muna. Kakatamad eh..

Bagal n g Multiply, Pex at LJ!!

Talked to my mom for 2 hours kagabi and yes, napuyat ako at ang sakit ng tenga ko pati ulo ko. May Radiation? hehe

yan muna.. random random

Mica blogs: PDA Blah Blah Blah
music: Hilot -JAYR Siaboc

* Yeng Constantino is the Grand Winner of Pinoy Dream Academy. I think everybody knows she'll win the title hehe :) I'm not a big fan of hers but she deserves to win anyway. She can sing any genre of music, she can write her own songs and she has that masa appeal. I heard that she got her free phone from ABS CBN Interactive yesterday and she's pretty excited coz according to her, she never had her own cellphone :) I love seeing her with RJ haha

* Jay-R Siaboc, the bizrocker from Cebu bagged the first runner up place. He and her girlfriend Iya Ginez has ah huge fanbase from abroad (Check out their PEX Thread.. I'm also a part of the IYACHOYS haha). I'm just sad because I have a feeling that the PDA staff will advise JayR to stay away from Iya (Like what they did to the controversial SAM-CHX tandem of PBB Season 1). I hope history won't repeat itself this time. Went out with Iya weeks ago (When Joan was expelled from the Academy) yeah she may not be the typical pa-tweetums girl pero she has a good hard and we know how hard she campaigned for JayR up to here in Pangasinan!

* Ronnie Liang The Balladeer is my crush haha :) Just found out na he was supposed to be one of the final PPS Contenders but then they found out that he has an existing contract. Oh well I think this guy will go far. Who knows he might follow the footsteps of Christian Bautista and I picture him as one of the Leading Men of Anne Curtis and Kristine Hermosa. Wala lang haha

* Honestly, I was disappointed when Panky Trinidad was booted out. She's a total performer and I love seeing her onstage! Full of energy, Full of life! I voted for her pa nga kaso sayang talaga.. I hope she gets a good manager and eventually have an album out. I think she's far more better that Frenchie Dee (I'm sick of Belters haha) or even Philippine Idol's Mau Marcelo. Please Plase ABS Give her a break!

* Irish Fullerton is my least favorite among the top six. Maybe it's because of her attitude way back and maybe wala lang talaga siyang appeal sa akin. I love her performance with Panky and Yeng though pero I hate it when she sings tagalog songs.. Wala lang ulit haha.. Nga pala may parang scandal din siya pero wala lang haha basta

* Chad Peralta is the man! haha :) He's lucky na he was able to be included in the Top 20 and he deserves it naman :) This guy is not only a performer, but also a good leader. He did a great job as the Class President :) The good thing about this guy is that he can easily get away with any songs because he has the ATTITUDE when he's onstage and yes, he's hot hot hot!!!

That's all for now.. Will post my sentiments on the other expelled scholars soon! :)

DAY SEVENTY-SIX
Gee blogs: Last School Day of 2006...

December 15, 2006...

Ayun, I knew that this will be vewee long day!

For larger image, click here...

THE ARRIVAL

Well, we don't have classes! Ang KJ naman nila if meron pa no! Hehe.. so for my first stop, doon sa tambayan with Sis Chel... Ang aga! hehe... Then, just to kill time, we walked around the acad oval... Wala lang, trip lang! We thought that was fun, but we're wrong! It's very tiring! Errr... Anyway, in the middle of our walking session, we went to the Vargas Museum to visit a very intriguing place - its WASHROOM... I just remember that Veron and LC once said that the museum has a very GOOD CR... And they're right! Cute siya, very homey ang style...

THE OBLATION RUN

So then, after the very bright idea of mine ( sowee sis! haha! ), we had eaten our lunch immediately ( preparation for the next even which is) THE OBLATION RUN! Haha... Para namang di ko na-witness iyon last year and last July (?)... I was just excited to have a good shot of the said event... My video clip last year was a disaster ( caused by the excitement I felt... first time ko iyon eh...). haha! Good thing, I was with my place last year... Oo! Umayos yung kuha... "Sapul na sapul" nga daw sabi ni Ate Lanee... Hehe... Ofcourse, I've learned from my mistakes last year! Hahaha... Wanna view? Click here.

So there, they are still shouting for the same reasons... Aw! One of the few people that I admire in UP... Oh well...

THE ILIS BOOTH, ATE ANNE AND CINDY AND THE CANCELLED LANTERN PARADE

There, after that event, a G.A. ( ILIS ) was held to talk about some issues ( well, actually, we were late so hindi ko masyado naintindihan...). Ang alam ko lang is, we won't join the Lantern Parade... Whatever! So we decided to make tambay muna sa booth ( and took some pics... haha!) and after that, we went to our tambayan with Cindy and Ate Anne... Ayon, that was a heck of fun din... hehe... We played some card games ( kasama na sila! astig noh?haha!)... and some revelations happenned ( uyyy, forever! may mga durog na diyan! haha)... And ayun na nga, CANCELLED NA DAW YUNG LANTERN PARADE... But there were still colleges na nagparticipate... ( sayang, I don't have pics)...

SISES NIGHTOUT @ BASEMENT

Ayun, I'll never forget this one kasi this is my first nightout with my sisses... And oh well, may special participation nga pala dito c Markee a.k.a. Siz Melanie... Hehe... And who will beleive na piayagan si sis Chel? Haha! Ang saya!

So after 10 years (haha!) ay nakabalik na din ako sa eastwood... There, we have some pics ( siyempre naman, haha!). We danced like hell... Hehe, ang saya ka-jammin ng mga sisses.. Enjoy ka dance si sis Gwen, sis Ciela, MELANIE, sis Bam and ang mga queens ng dancefloor ( sis Monique and sis Dimple). Sayang, di ko ata napansin magdance si Bosang... hehe... And the rest, todo-bigay (lalo na si sis jen... hehe). Ayun, I met some named BILLY daw... Wala lang... hehehe... What else? Ayon, enjoy! Pero nagulat na lang ako because nakaalis na pala yung iba... hehe... Sayang, Di na ako nakasama sa next stop nila...

Oh well, it was indeed a very long day... A very long last school day of year 2006... I wonder what'sin store for us next year? Well we can do it! Kami pa!

Gee confesses: I am just not prepared for my stay here without him

I dunno, but I so feel sad right after the results of the 5th nomination have been released...

First I've heard a not so good reaction from the one that I've voted out... As usual, initial reactions... Kaya ayon, I just let her burst her feelings, I can't blame her naman kasi I think I'll feel that way din if ever that will happen to me... Pero nagulat parin ako kasi she's the first person to confront me about voting her out... I dunno, it was just unusual... I hope she's not mad at me nah...

Then, I'm currently worrying about a close friend of mine... I knew it! A lot shall vote him out... I don't know, I am just not prepared for my stay here without him... Gosh BBK, I'm so sad! After reading that recent nomination, I've immediately grab a pen and paper to compute our netpoints... And it seems that, he will be the one who'll leave this house... I hope I was wrong... I hope there are still points that I haven't included...

Well BBK, I know that you have the power to add or ommit rules here but I hope that the next time you'll gonna do that, please give us warnings first... I said this before, it's very shocking to see my co-asvhs to grab some evicting points because of an immediate rule... I know, you rule but I think it's not fair for our part... If I'm mistaken, If you've said that rule before, then I'm sorry! I just don't remember reading such rule...

There... hayyyyy...

"Anong mgagawa natin" -Mica

Paspasan ang aking ginagawang pag-update ngayon dahil magsasara na ang computer shop haha

Kahapon nasa house lang ako the whole day.. text text lang tapos kain lang ng kain.. lafang ng lafang haha

I am happy for Yeng being the Grand Winner of PDA.. Sayang dahil hindi nakasama si Panky sa top3 pero anong mgagawa natin text votes ang mananaig hehe

Meron na din akong bet sa Starstruck 4. Si Jewel M. of Bulacan. KC Lookalike kasi hehe

I spent the whole afternoon playing with my brother and reading some notes. Pinanood ko din ang Myx Mo and oh my, I want to learn more on how to play the guitar! Astig haha

This morning medyo badtrip pero i won't post it here na lang.. Pumunta din ako sa Dentist for the adjustment and took my exams sa Current Trends... kopyahan galore kami haha buti na lang

Bukas 4 exam. wish me luck!

Results of the 5th Nomination

"Halos and Horns":
+4 evicting points to Charles. No offense or anything else. I based my votes on the times I talked to them. I counted our YM conversations and he has the least number on my archive.

+2 evicting points to Neil G. Same as my reason to Charles. I really counted our YM conversations. My votes are not for a negative reason. I hope they understand.

-2 saving points to Maristel. For the reasons on my +4 and +2 evicting points, I based my saving points on the YM conversations as well. Just to be fair. Maristel's name on my archive is always showing and has countless conversations.

"Batang DVD X":
Binibigay ko ang dalawang na puntos para patalsikin sa bahay si Charles. Napansin ko na bihira siyang magkwento sa kanyang Diary. Mas pinagtutuunan niya siguro ng pansin ang pansariling blog niya na talaga namang maganda. Hindi rin kami nabibigyan ng pagkakataon na mag-usap ng mas matagal. Isa pa, nanalo na siya noong nakaraang laro kaya hindi naman siguro ibig sabhin nun na siya pa rin ang dapat manaig sa All Star.

Apat na puntos naman ang ipinapataw ko kay Kashen. Nagkataon lang na sa mga natitirang manlalaro, siya ang hindi ko rin nakakausap ng mas madalas. Mas nakakaangat ang ibang indibidual sa laro kumpara sa kanya. May mga araw din na hindi siya nakakalagay ng kahit ano sa kanyang mga Thread.

Si Neil G naman ang nais kong iligtas sa pamamagitan ng 2 saving points.. Mas gumagalaw siya sa labas ng bahay ni BBK. Isa rin siya sa mga nagpasaya sa akin nung bagyo. Sa lahat ng Diary Threads ditto, tanging ang Diary ng Gwapong Cebuano lamang ang aking tunay na binabasa. Hindi siya mayabang at siya ay mapagmahal sa mga kaibigan… gwapo pa!

"DONT SHAVE IT OFF":
4 EVICTING PTS for CHARLES. sa lahat ng natirang housemates, cya lng ang di ko naging close. wla akong narecall na magandang moment with him. di ko naman cya sinisisi na di tlaga kami nagkausap man lng kasi di ko rin naman sinikap na magkausap kami... pero wala tlaga akong nafeel na connection wid him.

2 EVICTING PTS for KASHEN. mabait cya at masarap kausap pero sa lahat ng natira, cya cguro ang isa sa mga di masyadong nakakapag update sa mga required activities. dami na ring kasing nagsave sa kanya since d beginning of time kaya di naman cguro makakaapekto tong vote na to. sorry, kashen bt ds s nothing personal. i think mas deserving lang tlaga ung ibang natira na magpatuloy pa sa game na to.

2 SAVING PTS for MICA. isa cya sa mga pinaka-active sa aspbbfg. mabait cya at masarap kausap. lagi nya akong nireremind sa mga activities d2 sa bahay. para ko na rin cyang kapatid. magaan loob ko sa kanya.

"Christmas Lights":
My +4 vote goes to niel g. Nothing personal. He is a good person but I based my votes on the times that we have talked and bonded, and I am sure that we are the least closest VH here. I am sure he will not be eliminated.

My +2 vote goes to mica, she's nice and she's active. i must clear that this vote is purely strategical. i hope that this vote would not be the cause of our drift.

I want to save paolo, kasi i know that he needs my saving power this time. he has many problems right now and this is the least that I can do to help him. i hope this will help him, even if in my own little way.

"LIVEJOURNAL":
+4 ep 4 mica : parang minsan ang hirap na ksi ng nangyayari, ya, ok lang if she stays or go kaya lang minsan di ko type the way na mag react siya with things. parang konting bagay, malaki 4 her. ok na sna kaya lang minsan prang ang weird na. no offense pero, di ko sya maintindihan l8ly.

+2 ep 4 neil : ok naman sya kaya lang di ko sya masisisi kung ganun na tingin nya sa game. wala naman talaga masama magsabi ng totoo abt d game, pro kng gnun na tingin nya, sna mgawan nman nya ng khit na papanoong paraan na madagdagan ng buhay ang haus. mrami nman sya pwede i-con3bute kng gu2stuhin nya eh.

- 2 sp 4 pao : msarap sya kausap. msarap syang kaibigan. may pagka-slow minsan, pero sa 22o lang minsan tngin ko cnasadya nya lang. maba2w ang kaligyahan pero, kpag msaya sya, msaya sya. kpag bad3p sya, bad3p sya. 2nay syang kaibgan.

"Magsaysay Chapter":
This is difficult. I may have done an unfair decision because it's like we're just continuing the previous nomination... Wala naman kasi masyadong nangyari...

For my +2 points, I'm giving it to Mica. Aw, I'm so sorry! Actually, naging close lang kami recently 'coz we've shared the same rants. She deserves to stay naman. The only reason why I am giving such points to her is that, I can't vote for others...

For my saving points, I'm giving it to Paolo. I think he needs my saving power. And besides, I want to make him feel happy even in this very weird way! Haha! Di ko na kasi siya maabutan sa YM. I miss you!

So for my +4 points, uhm, let's say that I'm giving such points to him because he's the least person that I'm in touched to... Among the remaining asvhs, I see that he has the least interest in the game. And I think he's busy na rin sa private life niya. I'm so sorry, I think this wont vote you out naman. I'm giving my 4 points to Neil-G.

*KASHEN:
Im happy bcoz naging VH of the week and bagay naman sa kanya ung ganong title..kulang na lng crown..haha..but im not satisfied pa din sa ganon performance even though active siya nung nanamlay ung vhouse...but still my +4 evicting pts goes to MICA, i hope d ka naman magalit niyan..

So so ung nanamlay ung vhouse bcoz nkakapgupdate ka pa din naman but kahit pano put some confessions naman d ba? and kung kelan naman nging active na ule ung house saka ka nawala..so ito my +2 evicting pts goes to NEIL G....

Now ko lng narealize mhirap din pla magbigay ng saving pts..well ill give my saving pts kay MATS..simply because constant ung status niya sa vhouse mwala or nandyan man si bbk..dats da player! gudlak..!

*No codename. Ballot is invalid. Kashen gets 4 evicting points.

"Wala na po ako ginawa kundi ang humikab ng humukab" -Maristel

Wala naman po masyado special na nagyari sa akin right now..
Pero, nakaalis or nakalabas naman po ako, tonight..
By that masaya na ako..
Galing ako ng Glorietta kanina..
Actually sinama ako ng Kuya ko, para mabili ko na yung step in na gustong gusto ko noon sa Alberto..

Medyo naDisappoint ako, kasi nung naghahanap na ako, nung exactly like the one I saw nung Octoberber, wala na pala..

Wala din ako tulog the whole day yesterday & today..
Wala na po ako ginawa kundi ang humikab ng humukab..

Anyway, matutulog muna ako.. Oras na eh!

Maristel confesses: Kung kailan po magpaPasko tsaka pa ganito

Nabasa ko po BBK na yung 12 Days of Christmas will be our last activity.. Ayun, mas lalo na po ako nalungkot coz we'll be counting our days left here sa Virtual House.. most likely & that's how i see it..

Nakakalungkot man po na kung kailan cguro malapit ng matapos ang ALL-STAR, tsaka pa po kami di magkatugma-tugma.. Kung kailan po magpaPasko tsaka pa ganito.. Pero, ganun po talaga.. Lahat naman po may katapusan eh.. It's just up to us VHs on how we're going to make it to the fullest.. Masaya din po ako na kahit paano ay nakilala ang nakaclose ko sila Gee, Mica, Charles, Kashen & Gee, kahit di kami magkakaseason.. At least, i proved myself na hindi lahat ng makikilala mo sa buhay mo eh yung tama sa'yo.. But here's nalaman ko po what friendship really is and how we're gonna treasure it the most..

DAY SEVENTY-FIVE
Rewards and Penalties

Week 6 - November 28 to December 5

Mica - 2 saving points (SP) as VH of the Week
Charles, Gee, Maristel and Mica- 2 SP for blog update

Charles and Paolo - 2 evicting points (EP), no confession
Charles, Kashen and Paolo - 2 EP, no diary

Week 7 - December 6 to 12

Gee, Mica and Charles - 2 SP for blog update
Maristel - 1 SP for blog update

Charles, Kashen, Neil G and Paolo - 2 EP for no confession
Charles and Paolo - 2 EP, no diary

"I don't think na tama sya magDemand" -Maristel

Well.. just as so.. minsan naiisip ko nagkakaroon na ako ng panic attack.. the other day my client from Chateau who's having a Christmas event @ the Fort called.. it was like 12noon and still no sign of our service vehicle.. OMG! the worst ever talak na natanggap ko.. as in! i can't blame her for acting as such.. client nila may party.. they're catering for cameron grandville tapos wala pang sounds and everything.. it was helluva traffic by the city.. i'm very much aware of that.. but.. i dunno.. para lang naman akong nasapak! my cousin who's gonna bring the crew at their venue even turned off his cellphone coz my contact keeps on calling him and he was like, "eh traffic nga! anung magagawa ko!"

Oh well, i should be thanksul still coz i still manage to be so mabait sa clients.. para na nga lang akong bakla makipag-usap sa kanila.. para lang to persuade them na everything's gonna be alright..

Another client of mine was like calling yesterday around 2pm and was like "ting, asan na mobile namin? tandaan mo kapag naLate kayo, sasampalin kita! taga sampaloc ako!" i was like "huh?!?!?" ok ka lang.. wala sa kin mga gulong wag nya ko talakan.. ang baba na nga ng budget nya & to think na inamin nya na barat sya... for 180pax tapos sa Paranaque pa.. i don't think na tama sya magDemand.. i don't see it fair.. i myself as responsible for the bookings really is doing my best to meet their demands na nga lang tapos tatalakan pa ko and worst, pagbantaan pa ko..

Honestly i hardly sleeps at night.. sa madaling araw i'm all up wide awake.. walang makausap and everything.. i rarely hold my cellphone din.. sa umaga till 3pm gising pa din ako.. taking calls,, kasi wala ng naiiwan sa house/work.. ako na lahat eh.. zombie na nga tawag ko sa sarili ko eh.. there's nothing worst than this life i guess..

Still before i sleep kanina mga around 6pm i still managed to put a smile on my face.. para pag gising ko and may tumawag pa if ever, they'll hear from the other end na masaya and masarap kausap ang tao sa kabilang linya.. and of course para pag gising, pretty..

Maristel confesses: Actually all of us who are left here can spice everything.. but still it depends if we really want it or not..

Ayun.. So eto na naman po ako ulet.. A bit radical and stuffs like that.. i was just busy reading the 6th household council.. Ayun nga po, like what Gee said.. nakakagulat din in a way na makakaGain ka pala ng eviction point there.. pero nothing biggie.. i just thought that, that might be open for everyone who wants to give their opinions and the likes..

Nakakatuwa po na makaChat si Kashen.. feels like tinamaan po ata talaga ni kupido.. nagsimbang gabi sya (when nga ba) last night? ayun po.. In love sya kay Paolo.. I felt din po na talagang naMiss nya yung usap and everything.. Likewise.. Parang di nga lang po makatugma ang oras ko ngayon.. How i wish i could also text everyone.. mica, neil, charles, gee, kashen, paolo like before.. di na din ako mashado makareply sa text ni mica.. for that i guess maiintindihan din naman po nila BBK why..

With regards naman po sa nabasa ko dun sa confession ni Neil.. i can't blame him if he feels that way.. wala po problema sa akin yun.. i know lahat po meron individual differences.. pwede po sya mag-update hangga't gusto niya, pwede din po na hindi.. it's all up to him.. i know din po na everytime may updates sya,, sinisikap nya na detailed ang lahat.. i guess with regards to his confession, it slightly shows na tumamlay na nga po ang Virtual House..

Actually all of us who are left here can spice everything.. but still it depends if we really want it or not.. kung di nga lang po sana bumpy ang schedule ko ngayon i know - i could be of help here sa virtual house.. at least i could still say that.. i'm doing my best to still keep everyone posted of the whattabouts and whereabout of my darn life..

Guess, yung iba po may find me and paolo kindda floating.. i know po BBK na makakabawi na si Pao for whatever absence that he had.. and for me.. i may be present updating stuffs but still i know makakabawi din po ako the next week to come.. but that doesn't mean i love this game the less.. I love this game everyday.. i value it.. and am not gonna throw it all away..

Si sis gee naman po, i know last night or yesterday was the oblation run kaya po naLate sya.. buti na lang po and nag abot pa kami.. and from her words i know po tipsy sya *lolz* sana nga po kasama kami ni charles doon, kaya lang di kami parehas pwede..

Sana po next update ko, no more melancholic and missing somebody else from inside the house.. parang wala lang.. para tuloy sauteed in a wrong sauce ang magiging labas naming mga Virtual Housemates, if ever.. i love each and everyone and i hope lahat ng active and inactive, eh magBounceback na virtually..

BBK, naMimiss na kita..