DAY FOUR
"I thought isasama ko ng kuya ko sa drinking spree nila" -Maristel

Wow...i thought isasama ko ng kuya ko sa drinking spree nila ng barkada nia sa paranaque... di pala... dun pa nman ang aking baby elephant... hahaha!!!anyways, brb...have to finish my chores...dinner time na & di pdn ako nkakapagLunch... WTF...anyways, i miss the guys that i didn't get the chance to chat w/ today...

Gee blogs: So, are you fullfilled?

It's been a long time! haha... I have lots of schoolworks to do, and I'm afraid that I can still not feed this blog thoroughly with my precious thoughts for one week... * sigh.

Anyways, I just wanna you share you something...

We had a Report on HUM1 about a writer named Mrs.Teresita Gimenes Maceda. She's not an ordinary writer, according to her, isa siyang tulay sa mga taong naeechepwera sa lipunan. Yup, she has a book entitled MGA TINIG MULA SA IBABA, a compilation of rev songs and her thoughts about it.

So what is about her that I want to share? We did an interview and we ask her about self fullfilment. " Ma'am, as a teacher-writer, do you think you are fulfilled now?". She was a little bit perplexed about the question and she laughed. Being insulted, we asked her " Why Ma'am?".

"Tuloy-tuloy lang naman ang buhay at hindi naman natin kontrolado ito. Naniniwala akong hindi na matatapos ang pagiging tulay ko sa mga taong hindi masyadong nabibigyan ng pansin sa lipunan hanggang may panahon pa. Pagsinabi mong fullfilled ka na, ibig sabihin noon ay mamamatay ka na".

Haha... I actually find that statement weird but, it's true. Everyone has missions in life to fulfiil BUT an end of a certain stage is not the an end of the entire process. ( OMG I wish I can expand this more... )

So, are you fulfilled nah? hahaha!

( yeee... it's not a vampire... it's me! gosh, I hate my eyebags! yuck! hehe)

OCTOBER 14, 2006>>> that should be my VANITY DAY! lolz... bye! mwaaah!

Neil G confesses: I really appreciate mica making d effort 2 communicate wid me

Ds game s a great diversion. if ever i go online, ds s d frst thing i check aside frm frendster. its getting more exciting everyday. lalo na ngaun at isa isa ng nagsisilabasan ang mga comments ng mga housemates.

Mica txtd me earlier ds afternun na may mga nabubuong love teams na pala. hehehehe. as early as Day 003? hehehehe.. bilis naman. hehehehe. i really appreciate mica making d effort 2 communicate wid me although bihira lng tlaga ako magtxt. pasensya na mica. hehehehe.

Na mimiss ko na c trish at gee. di na kasi me nkapag YM for d past 2 days... na one way of communicating wid dem. sana ung ibang housemates makausap ko rin... hopefully soon. paano naman kasi eh kng OL cla eh saka naman me tulog due to my nature of wrk.

Wen kaya magkakaroon ng tension? ahahahaha. wishing.... (joke).....

PS.

BBK, ano nga ba ibig mong sabihin ng mock nomination? meaning may eviction ng mangyayari? huhuhuhu.

BBK responded, "Magnonomination ang mga natalong ASVHs pero wlang evictiong magaganap. Parang dry run ng bagong nomination process."

"I guess iv jst grown tired of searching for pure source of happiness..." -Neil G

Im living a renewed life...

It's saturday nyt and ironically im jst staying hme. i used to go out wid frends evry saturday to party all nyt, dance wid strangers and go home wasted d following day...

But 4 d past few weeks, i jst decided to take a rest. i got tired....

... tired of enjoying d nyt but d following day and d rest of d week i'd still feel so alone.

I miss my previous life wen evrything was so simple... i jst go hme straight frm work and if ever i go out, i go out alone. i was so independent.

I guess iv jst grown tired of searching for pure source of happiness...

I guess it wud b better if id wait instead...

So here i am back 2 my old self again... bt ds time, a better me.

Jomar blogs: Perio is fast approaching

Yep yep. The periodic test starts on Tuesday. Wow. That's so near already. And all that I have studied for is basically English, Chem and half of algebra. Rawr, I'm already getting scared.

Yep, it is scary. To relieve my stress, I'm planning to work hard on my Physics and Bio today and perhaps Val Ed tomorrow. Mara, where are the hand-outs for VE?!? And I do have to catch up on that frigging Bio. Grarrl. I don't want to get Bio down at 2.25, it's 2 units!!! I also have to pull up Physics!!!

By Monday I'm going to meet up with my Chem tutor for a practice test. I'm done reviewing Chem so I just have to recall everything, take that practice test, and of course, read read and more reading. Chem is just so hard for me that I'll make myself a study guide. Grr Chem. It' so hard! I can't do it! I need help and/or encouragement!!! If I manage to still know everything by Monday night, I'm going to pass through the subjects for Tuesday's test.

So, after Tuesday's test I'm going to eat lunch and dash to the review center to have the other half of algebra and then a practice test. I am expecting some "enlightenment" by passing this practice test. I want to pull up my Algeb. Getting a 2.25 can make me happy. A 2.00 would make me the happiest man on earth. That means I have to get a 1.75 tentative. Computing my grades, I think getting a 1.75 in Algeb is impossible for now. So settling for a 2.00 would make me good already. I want to try getting my Filipino up to 1.25 for a record. For Soc Sci, I think I'll be staying put at 1.75 though my essay is good because I feel that my Tianxiaverse and my Perio is bad.

Zaldy just texted me and now I am worrying big time. I have big debts amounting to 440.00. Rawr. I have to loan from someone. Mas matindi pa pala si Padre Zaldy kaysa kay Pareng Joshua eh... ~_~... now I am chartering how I am going to pay them all in a week...

After Wednesday's examinations I'll run to my neurologist to report to him that my foot is well already xD (btw di na ako pilay, kaya wala na akong saklay)... then I'll run to the tutorial center to have my tutorial lecture and practice exam in Geometry. After that I'll go home and read Book Notes of A Separate Peace (I'm done reading the real thing). and of course, the big thing itself, C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y. According to Sir Segarra, practice makes perfect. But why did I fail LT1 after soooo much practice?!? Rawr. But still, I'll practice computing and stuff.

I promise myself not to go to the cafeteria during merienda breaks on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. My allowance will be directly paid to Zaldy Tamon to the Class & Batch funds. The time, however, will be used to review for the examination after the break; Bio for Tuesday, Soc Sci for Wednesday and Chem for Thursday. Time is really vital.

I'm being buried in lots of problems today. But I must face them all. Giving up means I am a loser. I am not a loser. If ever I fail any periodic test this time around, that means that I am not a loser. At least I tried my best. There's always next time.

Also, I have only realized that I am such a stupid person, pressuring myself to be in the DL. There is nothing wrong with that, but it is already harming me. My body has had enough and it is already showing signs of extreme exhaustion. If I can't do it this year, I can definitely try next year (though Chem is 2 units na), or if not, maybe 4th year. There are still lots of things which await me in my life. Not being DL doesn't mean I'm going to die. I must live a life, you know. I must live a life which makes me happy. As Sir Martin says when discussing the Daoist principle, "Think, don't feel". Yes, I must plan things. But I must do it as it comes. Planning things too much is too much pressure. It's only now that I finally got to understand the lesson.

I have to study now.

Kenneth blogs: *LISTEN TO THE SONG*

Yeah.. i said listen to the song.. click that play button before you continue reading…

Now if you cant see the player, or you cant play it… WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!! go get the latest flash player from ADOBE

So this song is for Ms. ** who i like since grade9, (CHEEZZzzYY) i dont know but seriously, its been roughly 3 years now… but shes still the one! YES the ONLY one!… SHE might not even have the slightest idea i like her… Y? cause simply i just never told her, not even talk to her… I’ve had classes with her every now and then but I just never had the guts to tell her or even made a move to talk to her… STUPID it may seem, but whatever! who knows, 10 years from now, Id meet her. still pretty as shed always been… and by then I’d have the guts to tell her what i FEEL for her since day 1… and tell her everything.. That shes the prettiest GIRL I’ve ever seen, that i’ll always be attracted to her, and that she’ll forever be a part of me!

OK PEOPLE, i know THIS IS THE CORNIEST POST I’ve EVER DONE!…

I know it’s hard to believe
You’re still the biggest part of me
All I’m living for

I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you
And need you by my side

I’m still mad about you
All I ever wanted was you
You’re still the one
You’re still the one

"Next week talaga... It's my HELL WEEK...." -Gee

Okay, I don't kung bakit ACTIVE parin ako though sinabi kong ACADMODE muna ako... hehe... Eneiweiz,,, Next week talaga... It's my HELL WEEK.... Daming reports.... All my final exams fall on 0CTOBER 13, 2006... It's Friday... Friday... 13.... yay! malas ata yun! hahaha.. GOODLUCK sa akin... errr... I want to post something on my blog but I don't have enough time. You know naman, ten years akong gumawa ng blog entry... Oh well, mukhang magkaka- lovelife na ako ah... hmmmmmm.... let's see... hihihi...

... HAGGARDACIOUS... pero pa-cute parin... lolz!

Mica confesses: I am enjoying my stay so far

Day 4 na pala... tapos bukas Day 5 na...

I am enjoying my stay so far lalo na ngayon na nakakabond ko na rin ung iba from season 2 and 3

TRISH - Kung mayaman si Papa, do the sossy high! wehehe Inuubo ko now? hala pagaling ka ha! basta kakikayan ikaw talaga unang pumapasok sa aking puso at isipan (korny!). Hope gumaling ka na agad and about the Love thing, hay naku... ewan.. siguro napressure lang ako coz everyone has a partner nowadays per0 i'll take your advice... i won't go with flings dapat serious relationship.
NEIL G - hmmmm... mukhang may mga bago kang ka-loveteam dito! bakit kaya never ako nasama dun? joke!
GEE - dami mo boylet talaga wahaha acadmode ka pa rin? hay tagal pa finals namin
JOMAR - tama sinabi ni Ian, gosh talagang todo na ito ah hehe JOMARGE
IAN - talaga? hmmm, know what may model na kapangalan ko hehe check mo livejournal blog ko andun pics niya malay mo maging model din me (asa pa haha)
PAOLO - i miss u! i miss u! i miiiissssss you!
MARISTEL - hi ate drama queen weeee! MARIAN!
KASHEN - hi there sis! sana makapagbond din tayo nagsabay ata tayo online one time pero wala me ym nun kaya.. ayun haha
ROMMEL - hi dude! sana makabonding din kita
KEN - where are u? sana maging active ka na in the coming days

sa mga hindi ko namention, hi hellow hehe mwah!

"Im rily rily happy coz i passed the exam" -Kashen

+_^ harhar..i cant explain how happy am i now coz kakatpos lng ng departamental exam namin in COLLEGE ALGEBRA..kakakuha ko lng knina ng results and im rily rily happy coz i passed the exam..maybe tlagang lucky me coz GOD granted my wish na sna puro definition and konti lng ang computation ang mag appear sa exam and im suprised nga coz out of 50 items 35 ang puro definitions..harhar.atlist d na ko magwowory now coa algebra lng naman kinaiinisan kong subjct..darn..the rest of the test that will come will be easy na lng for me..yeeehey...thnx tlaga..to those na gsto malan score kho..i got 44/50 items in our deparmtamental exam in algebra..weeeebee...lolx

+_^ tc ol olweys !!

Kashen confesses: Hindi ko pa tlaga na nkakausp ung iba

Im rily sad coz i cant communicate with others..im rily sorry guys coz finals nmin dis week i nid study to hard..

I miss chatting kay pao and gee..unfortuntely hindi ko pa tlaga na nkakausp ung iba sa YM.. i like to know u more guys..namely Marge, Maristel, Mica, Neil G, Rommel, Trish, Ian and kenneth..just in case na hindi nyo alam my yahoo id: Lil_kashen02 add me na lng so we can chat...lolx..

"These past few days are emo days, sentimental, crappy and lovestruck days" -Rommel

All Star PBBFG Life: Whoa, It Has Started!

So guys starting now, this would be uhm, weekly. We were reprimanded to post happenings in our life for a Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game that you can go, the site is here Just click it and you would see my face there. Haha. Rowen/ Rommel 17, Olongapo City turned QC for studying here in UP Diliman. Well. I am actually very nervous about this. In Season 2, I quit because of hectic duties and all, but I stayed at the Virtual House for 49 days.

I am so happy to reconcile with old faces there from Seasons 1 and 2 and saw some fresh friends from Season 3. I would like to meet all, and just that. I would be active in this game. Now that I dont have really much games online, I only have one foreign game that would be in Survivor Elimination Game fortunately I am not yet eliminated.

These past few days are emo days, sentimental, crappy and lovestruck days. I just can't get it in to one word. Its just how I feel. I feel a lot of something for a lot of people. Special something, I suppose. I have a crush on my two dorm mates. Love struck/obsessive on another one. And I dont want to call it love. Or is it a miss? I know someone special there back at Olongapo that I know I feel something special for but still I can't tell her that I love her right now. Lets just say its critical for me to do a move,a nd she's not even the one who I liked before. This is a new one. I hope we'll see each other. I long for you, I can tell that. Maybe when I am back there, there won't be something special for you, and the feeling would fade. I hope the friendship stays forever.

If your clueless of it, that'd be fine. Haha. Anyways, am I really moving on? Am I moving up for the better? Or am I dungeoning myself to be badder? I just can't explain the mixed feelings I have.

This is the final week. Ugh, Finals Week. Hell week as they, and me say! Haha. Math defies it. Bio does too. Despising this subjects won't help though. At least makakauwi na ako in two weeks time, kaya lang mamimiss ko mga crushes ko... haha lalo na si _e_ _ _.. at si _ a _ _ _ pati si... _ _ _ e_... lol. dami no? Haha.

The truth is nililibang ko lang sarili ko, at bukas may exam pa ako sa Bio. Leche no? Di pa ako nagrerebyu eh. Haha. Tapos sa 16 ang Finals sa Eng 1. Let me check, yea 11:30- 1:30. Tapos sa 16 Finals din sa Math 17, checking... 1:45- 3:45... Shocks! Great! 15 minutes for walking! Good luck na lang sa akin. One great news is that I am one of the Top 10 sa Scrabble class ko and I was exempted in the Finals. One thing I am good at. Hhahaha.

Okay, ciao na! Mahaba na to drabe... Current Mood Windang, Playful, Blessed, Lovestruck again? haha.

Rommel confesses: I should and would want to be considered as an adult na

Hay naku naman... Hindi ako nagiging masyadong active dahil sa time... Finals week at marami talagang ipapasa. Gudlak na lang sa akin. About the game, haii, grabe anrami nang nangyayari.

Haha. Anraming nagulat sa name change q Bkit nga ba?

Rommel is my real name and I am older and I should and would want to be considered as an adult na, so please masanay na po kayo. Anyway, ako pa rin ito! Handang handa... Gudlak sa Season 4 na ito! I hope it would rock!...

Activity - Message Relay

Proceed to Backyard, Garden and Swimming Pool in PBBFG Board.

ASVHs are divided into 3 teams (by season).

First poster has to post a striking, funny or catchy line (1 sentence only) said by one ASVH from another season anywhere in PBBFG Board or PBBFG blogs.

Do not include the name of quoted ASVH but include the source. Just put "PBBFG Board" or "PBBFG Blog".

The quoted ASVH/next poster has to give a remark/comment (what were you thinking when you said it? etc.) and he/she must post a striking, funny or catchy line within the next 6 hours. He/she cannot post a line said by the previous poster. If he/she fails to remark, she will be warned. A team to get three warns is disqualified. ASVH who fails to post a line/quote within 6 hours is out of the game.

Last team standing wins. Although no saving and evicting points will be given to the winning and losing teams, the latter have to perform a mock nomination.

Should you have queries regarding this activity, post them in your confession thread.

Good luck!

PS : to the posters, send me the name of ASVH you quoted

Marge is warned

Marge, the15-year-old "Campus Kikay" from Caloocan attempted to interact with non-ASVH. "Elo sa lahat! ­ ate jen... we need to talk... hahah may event p0 kc sa candy mag na," she posted in Shoutbox yesterday.

ASVHs cannot interact with guests, friends, relatives, former VHs and evicted ASVHs.

Ian confesses: Even before Season 3 started, i already liked Benj

This would be my first "All-Star" Post.... Well...

OBSERVATIONS among my co-all stars....

Neil G, Paolo, and Gee.... these 3 are the players-to-beat...

I just wanna let u know guys na di ako masyado makakapag OL na ... unlike before (ask Neil G kung gano kapagod sa call center) :)

Yung mga players na umeere na ngayon eh sina (aside from the first 3)... Benj, Trish, Marge, Jomar, Maristel and Mica.

Even before Season 3 started , i already liked Benj. Hey, come on mack me sometimes... mejo ok ka. (Neil G wag tumaas kilay, wlang meaning to) HEHEHE

Trish... though I really dont know her... naintroduce na sya sakin before ni Neil G. When Neil G and I met (for real), si Trish lagi bida sa usapan... (talking about their bond before)

Marge... sayang... di tayo nakapag meet nung nasa Richmonde hotel ako sa Ortigas.. may kameet kasi akong boylet nun eh... BWAHAHAHA

Jomar... sus.. alam na alam ko na na papasok ka sa All-Stars. :) Ulirang PBBFG fanatic ka kaya. Go boy! Peace .

Maristel.. i miss talking to you girl.... Hoy babae, pinagalitan ko yung pinsan mong lalake na cge text ng text sakin na walang kwenta... kaya ngayon... wala na akong text na narereceive na nonsense. HEHE

Mica... girl u look familiar.. I got alot of fashion mags sa bahay.. parang nakita na kita sa mag before...... .. for real.

To Charles, Ann, Rowen, and Kashen... usap naman tau minsan.....

:) iamian

*** Confession via Friendster

"I hope gumaling na ubo ko!" -Trish

Sigh.... feeling ko lalo atang gumagrabe itong ubo ko...... inaatake pa ako ng asthma! hayzzz talaga! hope maging ok na me.... hirap naman talagang magka ubo.... buti nalangwala na akong masyadong colds! hehehehehehehhehe! nakukung nagkataon... ako ang kauna-unahang RAINDEER ni santa sa pula ng ilong ko! malayo pa x'mas eh magkaka raindeer na sa pinas! hahahahahahha! joke lang.... i hope gumaling na ubo ko!

Trish confesses: Nagkakaroon na ng kanya-kanyang new friends

Sigh... day 4 na! well, its getting really intresting! halos lahat eh nagkakaroon na ng kanya-kanyang new friends.... hope this wont be over.... hehehehehe! para more friends to come pa! hahahahahahahahaha! thx sa lahat ng nag comment sa akin..... especially to....

PAOLO - hello! nice to meet u! Sana nga we can bond with each other more pa.... why ka naman atat to know me? Im just here.... message ka lang.... hehehehehehe!

MICA - hayzzz.... sis mica.... napaka-KIKAY mo talaga! hehehehe! wag na you alala im FINE, hehehehehe! Ganun lang tlga ako wag mo na me intindihin, siguro na gulat lang tlga ako sa sinabi nya, But im FINE really.... thx for the concern.... sis wag mag madali..... ang payo ko wag kakalimutan ah! wag mag mdali pagdating sa "having bf" ah! hehehehehehehe!

MATS - hay sis that really HURTS.... pero u have to let go of him, wala ka ng magagawa pa, just be HAPPY for him na lang, ayaw mo ba nun atleast now you know he's happy where he is right now.... kasi nakamit na nya what he really likes to be in this world diba? Wait ka na lang ulit, im sure marami pa dyan na deserving sayo..... take care!

KASHEN - hello kashen! what's new sayo this past few days? wagmasyado iinit ang ulo.... magkaka wrinkles ka nyan ng maaga! hahahahahaha! joke lang! just wanna make u smile kahit konti. Bod Bless!

GEE - Hello sis! kayo ha.... nagcoconfi kayo di man langnyo ako iinvite!!! hindijoke lang, busy din kasi me sa small bisnes ko eh.... kaya diko na kayo naaabutan ONLINE pag hapon, swerteko nga kaninakahit sandali eh we had the chance to talk....

JOMAR - wow dami ng new friends ni JOMAR ah.... keep it up LIL BRO! OO nga eh day 3 pa lang may HOT TOPIC na! hehehehehe! Wats up with u LIL BRO ng season 1? I-update mo naman ako! hehehehehe!

BENJ - im sorry for what i said kanina, wala akong mean dun... maybe dont know u that well tlga kaya ganun na lang yung reaction ko..... pero for me wala na yun.... FRIENDS?!?!

NEIL-G - isa lang ang masasabi ko sa taongito.... HE's INLOVE again! papa neil.... hinay-hinay langah at baka ma-..... "IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE....BUT ITSOVER NOW" ka na naman dyan ah, hehehehe! joke lang! konting ingat lang dude!

And to BBk sorry po tlga sa naging reaction ko kanina....

"My heart was broken into pieces..." -Maristel

Oh! And yeah... I feel so torned, just 2 nights ago...

My heart was broken into pieces...

The guy that I've loved since I was 2nd yr high school... Whom I spent few sleepless nights with a summer ago, and few day and nights out with.,,

And the guy I fancied for over a decades... That we also had some unfinished business is now a FATHER... Happy and with his domestic partner...

Some thoughts popped in my mind...

Why I can't get over him?
Why I loved him this much?
Why I always see myself with him, till the last breath I will breathe?
Why of all the guys I've been with, it's him I see my future with?

Why, ALL WHY's?

I know I have to set my feelings free, but why can't I just forget?
I know, he will never be happy with me...
I know, I was never his life...
Maybe MEAN TIME...
But why?

DAY THREE
"Coz in our business, COMPETITION's the name..." -Maristel

Whattaday!!! Well, well, well... what happened? A lot happened....

I stayed up late last night doing quotations for our clients... I received a lot of inquiries for this coming December kasi... So whether I like it or not, I really have to do stuffs for them for us to gain lots of clients. Para every year, may services pa din kami...

So to start, I woke up around 1 noon... I woke up and suddenly realized that I was all alone na sa room... Wala na ang aking mga room mates...

Then I receive a call from Faye who's from Premiere Travel & Tours and asked about the package price of the quotation I sent her for their company's christmas party... So we did some negotiations...

But, I still have to follow-up our status. Coz in our business, COMPETITION's the name...

So get online, coz I have to resend my quotation for Ma'am Dina Belvis who's going to hold a Kidz Event this November. Actually, she did confirmed na but her husband's a bit meticulous. Then I visited proboards and started replying on my fellow AVHS posts...

"Laman na naman ako ng Blind Item kanina sa isang subject" -Mica

WEB CLUBBERS , PIGARPIGAR and HYPERNEZ!

I'm here right now sa Internet Cafe hehe galing ako sa Market (talagang market haha) kumain kami ng Pigar-Pigar with my collegues sa IT. Kakatapos lang kasi ng Web Club Tutorial namin and in fairness, galing ni Jaypee magturo! talo mo na si GB

Nweiz, I'm a bit worried kung kaya ko ba talaga yung nasa Multimedia Club... medyo nagangapa pa ako dun eh ... I'm sure naman hindi ako pababayaan ng adviser at friendships ko

Laman na naman ako ng Blind Item kanina sa isang subject.. hay...

Nag- "ANUHAN" kami nina Jaypee, Lecel, Christy at Farah.. Nakaka-"ANO" kasi eh

Nwei, Mhyke and I are making a website for FHM Beauty Katrina Halili.. wala lang hehe tapos baka magkaroon na rin ako ng column sa site ni Jaypee na Hyper Pinoy watch out for the ECSSA site na rin

I'm outta here

ASVHs confession on their YM conference, Love and Benj's statement

Gee: That conference was a HECK of fun...

**CONFERENCE w/ ATE MATS, MICA, PAO, MARGE, JOMAR and BBK....
That conference was a HECK of fun... haha! Ang knowing that I was the only one from season 3 there... oh well, it's great having a bonding session with my co-asvh from other seasons...

AT MAY MGA BAGONG LOVETEAMS PAH! haha! NEIL-GEE ,,, lolz! nagulat ako dun ah... hehe... AT nagulat din ako sa nalaman ko kay PAOLO... yiheee..... gusto mo lakad kita? hehe... kay MICA naman... hihihi... may nalaman din ako! anyways, just read our conference thread sa storage room... (JOMARGE PARIN... hehe)

** KUYA BENJ'S STATEMENT
Si Kuya Benj, nagiging sikat na naman... hehe... Enewiez, pls. don't quit muna... Anyway, hayaan na po natin yung opinion niya, there's nothing we can do about that... I understand naman si Ate Trish if nahurt siya... hayyy... ewan! I know his reason naman why he's here kaya ayun,,, siyempre being his co-vh sa season 3, those reactions from him are not new na to me... ganyan lang talaga si kuya benj... hehe...

** CALLING SEASON 3!!!
GUYZ! may activity po tayo... by season ang groupings... visit niyo ung board... hehe.. GO SEASON 3! hehe... senxa ah...

Maristel: I really did miss our long-late chats during our season

Was so happy that I saw Pao online. Funny, coz I really did miss our long-late chats during our season. Fortunately, Marge got online too and we did some catching up. Nakakatuwa lang coz the friends whom I considered my family ONLINE was back on track again... I've missed them terribly! Especially Jen-Jen, Rems, Kath & Janette. Janette became my constant textmate and so as Rems. Season 2 may have ended but OUR FRIENDSHIP REMAINED, STANDING STILL...

Then got the chance to have conference with my new AVHS... Finally, I met Mica not just meet her via chat but heard her voice as well...

'was a bit surprised din coz, there's still a blogspot pa din pala. And there I read that 2 AVH has been warned... And one was ME!!! I'm not so familiar with the HOUSE RULES... I was having a hard time yesterday logging in here, I really owe Gee a lot, coz she was the one who taught me that I have to select login "FOREVER" sa proboards... Also, I don't know that I'm not allowed to post a reply on the confessional thread, and coz of being so ignorant and unaware of the rules, I did post a reply on Neil and Trish's confessional, and there I violated the House Rules, together with Benj...

BBK, also told me that I'm a DRAMA QUEEN... 'am not... I don't want drama na... I want something different. And to add spice here, medyo nagtampo din ako kay Pao, coz yun "OKRAY KING" sya knina. Wala sya ginawa kundi okrayin ako... But it's finally over na.... My sentiments are done na...

Trish, hope to get in touch with you na...
Benj, Kenneth, Kashen, Charles and Neil looking forward meeting you soon....
Ian, payag ka ba LOVETEAM daw tyo? Hahaha!!! I feel some thunders rumbling in my stomach right now... IANSTEL daw or MARIAN...

Anyways, I heard there will be a new thread daw about sa loveteam churva na yan... Dun na lang magOkrayan ulet...

Now, I guess I have to give myself a long & refreshing shower....

Peaceout...
Cheers...

Mica: Love is in the Air?

Saya naman first time ko makipagconfe sa ibang avhms masaya din pala rambulan kami kanina

Pao, it's nice to talk to you again after 2 long years! (tama ba?). Naaalala ko Broadway days natin huhu.. sama na lang ata ako kay Christian papunta dyan sa November punta ako sa maleta nya hehe may lovelife ka na nga ba? di nga? ahem... baka magselos na sina... ahahaha

Sa mga gurls na kausap ko kanina (u gals know who u are) tnx for being so accomodating... gulo natin hehe sensya na medyo mahina audio ng lola niyo

Ate Trish, wag masyadong high blood hehe sira poise natin niyan!

Ken and Ian san na kayo?

Sa mga lovebirds dyan hellllooooooo

Jomar: IT's only Day 3 and things are beginning to cook up

Friendships are being developed. Marge, Gee, Ate Mats, Mica, Kuya Pao and of course me, nagkaka-bondings na kami ngayon.

But, some rivalries are beginning. Look, Benj is giving harsh comments against the game, which would look like he is against everyone. I won't take it personally against him. I just wonder why he is here when he calls the game pathetic?

The game is so hot already. Day 3 pa lang. Divide 100 by 3, and you get 33 1/3. That means the end of the game will be 33 1/3 times as hot as the game is now. Wow, parang di ko kaya i-handle ang situation )

Oh well. Basta, I think ang vision ko sa all stars natupad na. The game is getting really really really interesting na! Good luck ASVHs!~

Jomar blogs: Hyperion reigns

My life is love. Today is simply PERFECT. Everything went my way.

VE isn't yucky, yay!!!
English LT wasn't that hard.
Physics was okay, the lesson wasn't hard at all.
Tech Skills, I actively participated in the lesson xD...
UB is just okay, burger steak is my life!!!
Bio, it's okay naman.
Algeb is love as well. I <3>

Paolo confesses: I haven't done a thing. sobrang busy eh

Wow!!! Yes! All-star PBBFG is finally here! and I haven't done a thing. sobrang busy eh. uhmm ano ba gagawin ko ayun! May inimbento ako na game dun sa Living Room. sali kau lahat ha? Sana magkaroon na ng activity bakit kaya wala pa? ang taga nmn Day 003 na wala pa macado ngyayari.

BBK? ako lng ba nagsasalita dto? Dpat ikaw din! Alam ko na mag bibigay na lng ako ng message sa lahat ng old and new VHs ko. Ok ba yun? Cge 1,2,3 GO!!!

Ann- Miss na kita! Paramdam ka nmn hehe ano kaya ngyari na sau? hmmm Ingatz!!!
Benj- Hi!!! Kmusta na? Hope your doing good. kahit may penalty ka na. Tsk-tsk Ingatz!
Charles- Your older than me so kpag kuya paolo ang tawag mo saakin ndi kita papansinin hehe
Gee- ABA! parang ndi tau naguusap ah. hehe Ingatz lng lagi at uhmm ano pa ba. Good luck sa pag-aaral
Kuya Ian- Hi kmusta na!!! hindi na tau naguusap ah. nagoonline ka pa ba?
Jomar- Hello whiz kid hehe keep up the good work
Kashen- Hi Kashen! Musta na ang friend ko? hehe ndi ka na nagonline uli. baka nsa classroom ka nnmn harhar
Kenneth- Nndto ka rin sa California. dpat kita tau! para ok Ingatz!
Marge- Hi miss na miss na kita!!! mag online ka nmn.
Ate Maristel- Hello hello!!! online ka rin bakit mahirap ba mag log-in sa ym ngaun? Sheesh
Mica- Hello BP hehe hulaan mo kung ano yan musta ka nmn? nakakusap mo pa ba c jade? pupunta daw dto si christian sa november
Kuya Neil G- Hi!!! ndi ako umabsent eh pumasok ako at hindi ko napanuod ung American Idol sayang
Rommel- Wow bagong pangalan yes naman nasan na ung rowen at kopee? hmmm
Trish- Hi!!!ano ym mo? para mkapag chat tau atat na atat na ako makilala ka Ingatz!!!

BBK- Hi nndto ka ba? alam ko nakikinig ka. Ingatz din sau!

Till we meet again! Byebye!!

"Puro kainisan sa buhay..." -Kashen

+_+ Many things happend today and unfortuanately puor kainisan sa buhay... .1st is ung ngyari knina while wala pa ung prof namin in theology..my classmate, close ko xa actually habang ginagamit nya ung iPOD kho accidentally nabagsak nya then nacra ung LCD.. ..i dnt know kung wat gagwin ko sa knya sa sobrang inis..grrr..sabi kho na lng xa na bahal, aucn nya..sabi namn nya papalitan nya na lng daw..as if..kainis..

+_+ 2nd is ung nangyri sa english while we're checking our project in english then nung turn ko na bigla ba namn sabhin ng prof nmin na sa monday na lng ung next batch..grabbehhh huh..pinghirapan ko xa gwin as in pingpuyatan then ganon na lng kainis tlga.. plibhasa late olweys..grrrrrr.......

I hope tom saturday hindi na ganon..grr..

"Life is just full of surprises!" -Neil G

Dat special someone who frm now on i wud call "BABE" flooded my phone's inbox. hehehehe. corny jokes lng naman. bt d thot that BABE remembered textng me, made my day. minsan lng kasi cya magtxt. busy kasi cya masyado sa skul. nursing student and i understand naman........ kaya ginagawa ko, hndi ko rin cya tinitxt para ma miss ako...... hahahaha. effective naman so far. hehehehe..............

May txtmate din ako frm manila. name nya "ASH". we've been textng for quite a while already at kahapon ko lng nalaman na may "6-year BF pala cya sa TXT". ahahaha. ds person never seizes 2 surprise me. dati nagulat akong may 2-year old daughter na pala cya... at kung anu-ano pa. hehehehe. wat i reali like bout ASH s dat nandyan cya palagi. we text each other evryday and almost every hour. kahit tulog na ako, nagtitxt pa rin. we havent met each other yet in person but were reali reali close na. good frends lng naman. may BABE na ako eh....hehehe.

Kng c BABE minsan lng magtxt at c ASH non-stop text, eto namang c "RAIN' pinupuno inbox ng phone ko ng love quotes. nkakasuka na tlaga. hehehehehe. d truth s... taga manila cya at nililigawan nya me. i said i wudnt b able to reciprocate d feelings kasi may BABE na ako sa puso ko. lately, puro na heartbreak2x ang msgs pinapadala nya. di ko na rin kasi cya masyadong tinitxt. plan pa naman nyang mag vacation sa cebu ds october. b-day nya kasi. ewan ko kng matutuloy pa un d2. hehehehehehe.

Wait.... bka sabihing puro nlng kacornihan ang kwento ng buhay ko. hehehehe. may serious side naman. 10 mos na ako sa call center. microsoft account sa convergys cebu. i cud feel d pressure na lately. sobrang daming metrics to meet. haaayyyyy. and i thot wrking for a call center s a very easy job. kala ko kasi dati parang operator lng na taga sagot lng ng phone and ang only requirement eh marunong kang mag english. di pala. hehehehe. tatagal pa kaya ako d2??? hehehehehe.

It's almost 4:30pm. sleep na ako. gising pa ako ng 12:30 am mamaya...... hehehehe.

Neil G confesses: hayyy. hmmmmm.... hehehehe.

Mats, thanks sa comment ha. nku. pasensya na at ako pa ang naging dahilan na napagalitan ka ni bbk. hayyy.

hmmmmm....

bbk, nagpaparamdam ka na tlaga. hehehehe. ang strict mo. hehehehehe. jst wanna clarify lng pala, di required magsubmit ng blog every week, ryt? yan ang interpretation ko sa revised rules mo.

Re d Headlines:

I read d reaction of trish sa sinabi ni benj. trish, dahan dahan lng. ang puso mo. hehehe. i know hw u really luv PBBFG coz i do too. and i totally understand hw u reacted. hehehehe.

For me, benj s entitled to hs own opinion naman. wla tayong magagawa if dats wat he realy thinks bout ds game. hehehehe. baka nadala lng cya sa emotion nya nung sinulat nya un. sayang naman na as early as now, somebody's gonna quit na. di nya cguro inexpect na ipopost un ni bbk. benj dude, wag ka munang mag quit. sayang din. hehehehe. magbonding muna tau sa pbb house.

Trish confesses: Napaka liit na bagay

Hayzz.... kakasabiko pa lang on my first thread na sana wala ng awayfor this season... pero ito na naman! hayzz.... of all people pa y si BBK? Baka naman kasi error lang before kasi nangyari na yan sa akin... imbes na im from tandang sora ang nilagay ni kuya sa akin eh kalookan yung nilagay nya... well, di ko na yun pinansin kasi napaka liit lang yun na thing para pagdibatihin pa..... kasi nga baka na-mis understood lang ni BBK...

PATHETIC GAME? PBBFG is a pathetic game? so u mean, kami lahat dito pathetic? ur too harsh naman! If the game is PATHETIC.... ano ka? ah malamang PERFECTIONIST ka kasi sobrang taas ng expetations mo for urself eh... para sa isang napaka liit na bagay eh naglulupasay ka sa galit dyan! now WHO's PATHETIC?

And... yun naman pala eh PATHETIC itong game na ito.... then y ka nag register? DIBA? HELLER!!!!!

Alam mo kuya im nothing against HIM... kaya lang po kasi parang ang sakit naman nung sinabi nyang PATHETic itong game so, ano ang ibig nyang sabihin, diba po? hindi ko naman po nais na makipg away or anything kaya lang sobrang nakakasakit naman po ata sya ng feelings kasi kasali din po ako sa game na ito na tinatawag nya "PATHETIC" eh.... sorry kuya ah pero i also have the right na mag react! isa lang po akong TAO na may feelings! And di po ako sumisipsip or kung ano pa ang gusto nyang itawag for this.... pero may FEELINGS din po ako.....

"Cguro nga may feelings pa ako sa kanya" -Trish

Hmmmm..... what a weather.... hayz.... di ako nakapag post kagabi coz i was out with my friends... we went to malate (giligan's)... well, as usual we went home late na.... and at the same time ang lakas din ng ulan.... eto nga's may cough and colds ako ngayon...... well, ok ang gising ko kanina... pero kindda nawalan na me ng gana kasi when i opened my ym... hayz.... na-shock ako sa msg na nakita ko... yung long time ex-bf ko.... may "WIFE" na! huhuhuhu! grabe so sad tlga... and i dont know why i still feel the same... kasi when i saw the message... hay naku, bigla na lang akong na-bad trip ewan ko ba! hyzz.... cguro nga may feelings pa ako sa kanya.... pero that have to stop na kasi maywifenanga sya! maybe its also my fault of letting him go.... hayz....

Anyway, i had a great time withmy friends last night! dami cute na skinheads kagabi sa malate! hhehehehehehe!

"Ang INTERNET ay parang Mocha... Nakakaadik" -Mica

I have a lot of stuff to tell you guys and honestly, I dunno where to begin!

From Performer to Student Leader

My pbbfg1 mates are aware of the fact that I used to be one of the dancers here in our school. I love performing so much whether that is singing, dancing, acting, hosting etc. I had been active since elementary and up to first year college.

Then I decided to concentrate on my part time job and some issues with my personal life.

Thank God because I finally had the chance to be an active Student Leader. We are blessed for having good org mates and I am now meeting a lot of good individuals.

Yesterday, a high school/dance troupe collegue of mine invited me to accompany her buy some stuff since she's leaving for affiliation. We seldom see each other since the day I quit the dance troupe.

"Nagbago ka na" - she said

"Nagbago?"

"Oo. Dati ang kulit kulit mo ngayon.. ewan basta naninibago ako"

I wasn't feeling well yesterday coz my back hurts. I've been skipping my breakfast and lunch most of the time.

"Wala ka na rin mga burloloy sa katawan tapos sobrang simple mo na"

I then consulted my dear college bestfriend, Lecel and asked her if I did really change

"Yes you did, but I love the changes. You changed for the better because you know your priorities now though you tend to concentrate more on your extra-curricular than to your academics"

After an hour, another close friend of mine approached me. At first we were talking about computers then...

"Laki ng pinagbago mo"

"HA? paano mo nasabi?"

"Parang hindi ka na maabot ... basta"

Honestly, I didn't change. Well, maybe I have a different priority compared to last year. I was a happy-go-lucky girl because of family issues and I had a lot of disappointments last year. I am happy right now because I love ECSSA.. I Love my Org!

SKINNY MICAMYX?

At the Internet Cafe:

"Mica pumayat ka.. mas ok hitsura mo dati"

At the Nursing Building:

"Myx! ang laki ng pinayat mo!"

At one of my minor classes:

"May isa dito na dati ang sigla-sigla ngayon parang nalowbatt"

and at the school canteen:

"Mica, dati malaman ka na ngayon parang lumuwang na pants mo. Hindi ka na ba kumakain?"

HAY NAKU!!!!

Mica confesses: my kikay sistah! boyhunting tayo

OLD and NEW FACES

I can't believe na I met different individuals from different places in the Philippines last year thru this Fantasy Game.

I am excited upon reuniting with some of my old virtual housemates like Trish (my kikay sistah! boyhunting tayo pagbalik ko sa Manila hehehe) , Neil G (Hey there HOT Seducer! ), Jomar (kapatid sa LJ) and Ken (uwi ka na dito! hehe)

Sa season 2, friend ko na si Paolo and I guess you guys know how we met miss na kita... punta tayo ng broadway ulit!

Season 3 friend pa lang meron si Sister Gee na kasalukuyang magcoconcentrate daw sa acads hehe kaya mo yan sis!

to the rest na hindi ko pa nabanggit, i hope maging close din tayo

Paunang salita na rin: I seldom open my friendster account so if you want to stay in touch with me, please email me at micamyx@gmail.com

ciao! ^_^

Blogista Princess ng Dagupan

Mica blogs: Performer to Student Leader
mood: calm
music: Again - Janet Jackson

My pbbfg1 mates are aware of the fact that I used to be one of the dancers here in our school. I love performing so much whether that is singing, dancing, acting, hosting etc. I had been active since elementary and up to first year college.

Then I decided to concentrate on my part time job and some issues with my personal life.

Thank God because I finally had the chance to be an active Student Leader. We are blessed for having good org mates and I am now meeting a lot of good individuals.

Yesterday, a high school/dance troupe collegue of mine invited me to accompany her buy some stuff since she's leaving for affiliation. We seldom see each other since the day I quit the dance troupe.

"Nagbago ka na" - she said
"Nagbago?"
"Oo. Dati ang kulit kulit mo ngayon.. ewan basta naninibago ako"

I wasn't feeling well yesterday coz my back hurts. I've been skipping my breakfast and lunch most of the time.

"Wala ka na rin mga burloloy sa katawan tapos sobrang simple mo na"

I then consulted my dear college bestfriend, Lecel and asked her if I did really change

"Yes you did, but I love the changes. You changed for the better because you know your priorities now though you tend to concentrate more on your extra-curricular than to your academics"

After an hour, another close friend of mine approached me. At first we were talking about computers then...

"Laki ng pinagbago mo"
"HA? paano mo nasabi?"
"Parang hindi ka na maabot ... basta"

Honestly, I didn't change. Well, maybe I have a different priority compared to last year. I was a happy-go-lucky girl because of family issues and I had a lot of disappointments last year. I am happy right now because I love ECSSA.. I Love my Org!

http://allstarpbbfg.blogspot.com

Trish blogs: Ang bilis ng karma... grabe... bakit ba kailangan ko pang maramdaman ang ganito....

I really dont know why i have to feel this way pa.... baka nga may feelings pa... i really dont like kung ano man ang nararamdaman ko sa ngayon... feeling ko KINAKARMA na nga ako sa pag talikod ko sayo dati.... sigh... ang hirp talaga MAGMAHAL.... bakit ba ganun ang nararamdaman ko.... sobrang tagal na naman nating break pero of all those times now ko lang na-feel ito... nakita ko lang yung msg mo sa ym... naging ganito na ako..... hayz... cguro dahil pina-asa mo lang ako ulit.... asaan na yung sinasabi mong.... "time is time... the feelings are still there?" hayz... pno mo yun maeexplain ngayon.... ngayon na may "WIFE" ka na pala! grabe sobrang it hurts kaya! sobra ka naman! i gave u the freedom na nga before kasi i thought yun ang makakabuti sayo... kasi too BUSY ka sa mga works mo eh.... yun pala ako pa din ang masasaktan.... grabe tlga kayong mga lalaki... di tlga nacocomplete yung lifestyles nyo na hindi kayo nakaka-sakit ng feelings ng mga girls ano? Tapos pag kami naman ang ganun, parang ang SAMA-SAMA na namin.... dapat ba kayo lang lagi ang mananakit? Kung ganun... pano naman kami? so, andito lang kami para masaktan at saktan nyo lang? ano kami LARUAN nyo lang? kaya nga ba ayoko ng main-love eh..... bakit kayo ganya, pag alam nyong LOVE kyo namin.... bugla-bigla nyo na lang kaming sasaktan at iiwan ng ganito? Di kaya kayo makatarungan! MAG ISIP-ISIP naman kayo bago nyo gawin ang mga bagay na ganun! Ang sakit kasi eh.... sobra! Kung sabagay ang mga lalaki kasi di naniniwala sa KARMA eh.... well, pana-panahon lang kasi yan eh.....

para syo.... sana isipin mo naman yung mga sinabi mo sa akin the last time na nakausap kita.... why do u still have to lie to me? bakit di mo na lang sinabi lahat ng totoo.... mas matatanggap ko pa nga kung sinabi mo agad eh... atleast u're being HONEST diba? bakit of all people ikaw pa yung nag lihim sa akin... eh sobrang ang tagal naman ng pinagsamahan natin eh! sigh... im very disappointed tlga syo... anyway, wala na akong magagawa dyan eh andyan na yan... goodluck na lang sa inyong 2! god Bless!

Now i know na i really have to move on ang maghanap na ng iba....... Thx sa lahat!!!!! GOODBYE!

Maristel confesses: I feel so blessed...

Right after PBBFG2 ended, I was given 2 choices... 2 choices that needs no choosing... Though I heard that there will be this All Star Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game, but I didn't see myself here - not that I'm aware of... I was just so privileged to be back on track once again. Sometimes, I thought that... I may be here bcoz I was Season 2's Runner-Up... I wasn't aware of the qualities BBK requires to be here... But of course, I'm here na and I feel so blessed... Coz this didn't happen once... But twice...

I'm more looking forward to give the best I can for this game and be the BEST of ME for you all... My co-AVHs...

I've been through a lot of stuffs lately when I heard about this All-Star from Trish ang Gee. I just felt so sorry for them, for I wasn't abe to reply on their messages & notifications for me... I've been very busy these few days. I'm handling events and stuffs. December is fast approaching and I can feel and smell more EFFORTS for me to build up our family business. And of course, to have the chance to meet my fellow AVHs in person...

I'm just around you guys... I'll keep you all posted... Drop me a message thru +639204469442 or +639065172846... And... Likewise, keep on trackin me and updating me...

To all those person who I thought I lost for months... I know I didn't lose you... I just hope that we'll all be more stronger now than before... Pao and Marge, I've missed you much... Gee thanks for the patience and time you alotted for me even when it was Sarah... Trish, thanks for all the messages...

Ian, you're back... More mushy and cheesy stories, there is? Mica, I just heard it from Pao and Rems, hope we could be friends too... Rommel, who was Rowen before... Guess now's the time for us to get along well... Everytime you text me naman., laging you addressed me as "HOY!" I hate it... Read 10 Commandments of Human Relations, there you'll see why I hated being called "hoy" - but that doesn't mean I hate you from skins through bones... I just want you to know... Jomar, thanks for always updating me thru text... That reason I know you remember me... Kashen, Charles, Kenneth, Benj, Neil-G & Ann hope I could get to know you more... If there's someone who I forgot to mention, I'm so sorry...

Two ASVHs get warned

Benj, the 21-year-old Medicine stud, and Maristel, the 27-year-old Businesswoman, both from Manila, received a warning today for violating the House Rules.

"First, I am not a nursing student... Second, I don't recall wanting to be associated with you UP. What the hell is that about? There is more to me that my school [sic]," wrote Benj. Under Benj's name in PBBFG blog's list of Virtual Housemates "The Obnoxious Mastermind of UP', 21, Nursing stud" was written.

"If changes are not to be made soon, I will be considering quitting his pathetic game this early. Jeez," he added.

Benj was charged plotting against BBK.

"Yeah... Neil... your alias really fits you best... SEDUCER... hahaha! intriguing,though...parang mei alam eh noh.? anyway, hope to hear from you soon..," Maristed posted in Neil G's Confession thread.

"Hi Trish!!! the lady who BBK always mention to me everytime nagkakachat kami... Yeah, day 1's finally over... And I didn't even know when was it! And that was yesterday pla... 'am so sorry if I weren't able to reply on your messages sa friendster... the day i was about to... tsaka nmang umarangkada ang MILENYO na yan... anyways, here I am na... hope i could get to know you more and better..," Maristed posted in Trish's Confession thread.

Only BBK and the thread owner can post in his/her thread.

"I will be considering quitting his pathetic game" -Benj

First, I am not a nursing student. I dont recall saying that. Not to diss the nurses, I am a med student and I remember putting "med student" in my intro for season 3. Jeez, again, such incompetence for someone who wishes to host such a grand game.

Second, I don't recall wanting to be associated with you UP. What the hell is that about? There is more to me that my school.

The game's barely started and this happens. Such a shame - but hardly a surprise.

If changes are not to be made soon, I will be considering quitting his pathetic game this early. Jeez.

Benj blogs: Three Years of Implementing Projects

Tomorrow marks the third year since the founding of my band - Implement Project. Implement Project was initally called Sphincter (haha, I know) and I had to maneuver myself into changing the name with subtlety. It was a good thing that the guys didn’t really think of it as a big deal and they were willing to play under whatever banner.

Right after a tough zoology exam in 2003, four musically inclined students - Joel Asi, Bojit Herrera, Jedi Mata and yours truly — spontaneously set out to a local studio to test our chops and just jam to our hearts content. The other three guys had an existing band with another frontman, but the project seemed to be falling further into limbo and certain differences musical sensibilities made it tedious to make original material.

Along came a precocious brat who is a veteran of creative endeavors who was more than willing to lend his voice to augment the vision of the promulgators of Implement Project. With the level of creativity between the members of the band, it’s no surprise that the first original composition of the band - Purge — was written in well under 15 minutes. But despite this limitation and lyrics that were written on the fly (well under 5 minutes), the song proved to be killer (at least from the perspective of us four and the handful of friends who’ve heard the recordings shortly).

Purge
Implement Project

demolish the walls
annihilate the solons
defy laws
restore freedom

a new world order is upon us

empower the masses
take back the stark communion
defy laws
restore freedom

restore freedom

The song clocks under three minutes and is absolutely a solid composition. It has a nice aggressive riff that’s accentuated by changes in pace while still playing the progression prior to a rousing guitar solo by Joel. Vocally, the song is a throat-buster. I’d say it’s 75% guttural growling. It’s a ditty meant to ridicule those who mobilize the uneducated and the misinformed to fight the ‘machine’ and die horrible deaths in the process. It might sound like an amazingly Marxist mantra, but nothing could be further from the truth.

A week later, the band met up again and without much surprise, came up with a second original composition in the more laid back but equally as powerful Revolutions. The title seemed to have taken a lot out of the current big hit of the moment The Matrix: Revolutions so Bojit suggested to change tthe title to Floating Face Down which I then misheard as Falling Face Down. The latter of the titles stuck. And with the power of those two songs, we laid our claim to the most prestigious band competition in the college - the One Big Phi Battle of the Bands.

Falling Face Down
Implement Project

The sea reflects my face
as I fly down below the misty breeze
with nowhere to go
my primal urges convinces me to follow

(my) fate is sealed
my future is revealed

(I’ve been) trying to patch up my past
My future’s coming up fast
(I’ve been) trying to patch up my past
My future’s coming up at last

(my) fate is sealed
my future is revealed

to be continued….

It’s my Mom’s 44th birthday! Happy Birthday Mom!

DAY TWO
BBK revised ASPBBFG House Rules

• PBBFG BOARD
- VHs are required to post atleast once for each visit.
- VHs are not allowed to post in the threads which are exclusive to guests. Penalty for this is 1 evicting point.
- VHs and guests can interact in Outside World boards however they cannot talk about the game.

• CONFESSION ROOM
- Each VH has to create one (1) thread ONLY for his/her confessions which shall be converted by BBK to 'sticky' mode.
- ONLY BBK and the thread owner can post in his/her thread. An evicting point shall be given to the violator.
- Things to Confess: 1. a summary of VHs' conversation, which should include the ASVHs involved, topics discussed, time and medium used (YM, e-mail, Friendster etc.), 2. reaction to an VH's blog, diary entry or confession, 3. commentary on what is happening in the vHouse (issues posted in other All Star PBBFG boards), 4. reflection on an activity, nomination, or its results
- ASVHs may only post once per day. Editing the confession of the day for minor errors such as in spelling, date etc. is allowed.
- Flooding or multiple posting of short sentences gives an evicting point to the VH concerned.
- Failure to post a weekly confession gives 2 evicting points to the VH concerned.
- VHs may create a new thread for group confession.

• DIARY ROOM
- Each VH has to create one (1) thread ONLY for his/her confessions which shall be converted by BBK to 'sticky' mode.
- ONLY the thread owner can post in his/her thread. An evicting point shall be given to the violator.
- Things to Write in My Diary: 1. daily activities at home and school/work, 2. reflection or commentary on current events, 3. etc.
- ASVHs may only post once per day. Editing the confession of the day for minor errors such as in spelling, date etc. is allowed.
- Flooding or multiple posting of short sentences gives an evicting point to the VH concerned.
- Failure to post a weekly "diary" entry gives 2 evicting points to the VH concerned.
- VHs may create a new thread for group diary.

• BLOGGING
- Personal blog is non-requisite.
- Blog entries on "real world" or VH's daily activities at home and school/work or reflection or commentary on current events may be copy-paste to his/her Diary in PBBFG Board.
- Other blog entries which do not fall under "real world" category but reflect VH's personality may be posted in PBBFG blog by BBK. Author gets 1 saving point reward for each blog entry (3 saving points maximum).

• COMMUNICATIONS
- BBK may communicate with the VHs through Mail, Friendster, YM or the boards.

• ACTIVITIES
- There will be regular activities to be initiated by BBK. The aforementioned activities will give 3 saving points up for grabs.
- VHs who do not perform BBK’s activities on time will be given 2 evicting points.
- VHs are allowed to initiate their own activity, be it a quiz or a game. If more than half of the VHs perform the activity four days after proposal, proponent gets 2 saving points. If the VH-initiated activity is a game, whoever wins gets 1 saving point.
- Prior to nomination, "The Battle" must occur. Three or 4 teams must be formed for every challenge, with the VHs selecting their own group mates. The group who will win the challenge wins 3 saving points per member.

• ACCIDENT, ILLNESS or VACATION
- Whoever knows of a co-VH's mishaps must inform BBK immediately. Proper action must be taken.
- One-week exemption is to be imposed for minor problems. For major problems, forced eviction is to be done. However, if the forced evictee can participate in the next eviction, he is given the chance to do so.
- VHs taking a vacation must inform BBK and the VHs how long he is to leave. Every 2 days in leave must correspond to 1 evicting points (3 evicting points maximum).
- A long and detailed diary entry is required to VHs who suffered accident, illness or had a vacation.

• IMMUNITY
- VHs are given 1 immunity each at the start of the game which they can use during a nomination.
- Evicting and saving points received by an immune VH are nullified.
- Immunity is non-transferable and only valid before the Big Four.

• NOMINATION AND EVICTION
- Nomination and eviction must be done 1-3 weeks after previous nomination
- Announcement of results will be done within a week after nomination
- A VH MUST assign 4 evicting points to one VH, 2 evicting points to another VH he/she want to leave the game. He/she MUST also assign 2 saving points to the VH he/she wants to stay. VH with the highest accumulated saving points becomes VH of the Week.
A justification of at least 3 sentences each is required.
- A VH refusing to vote, violated a nomination rule gets 4 evicting points.

• VH OF THE WEEK
- After an eviction or during a nomination, VH of the Week shall be chosen. He/she is tasked to report violations committed by her/his co-VHs. As a VH of the Week, he/she gets 2 saving points in the next nomination.
- VH of the week is the VH with the highest saving points given by co-VHs.
- VH of the week gets 2 saving point honorarium in the next nomination.

• VIOLENCE
- Offensive confrontation outside Dining Room and Kitchen is considered as violence. Using explicit, obscene or vulgar language or graphics anywhere in PBBFG Board, Yahoo Messenger, shoutbox, e-mail, Friendster and personal blog will not be tolerated.
- Plotting against co-Vhs is allowed but VHs may report to BBK any explicit, obscene or vulgar acts done by their co-VH. For the first offense, 5 evicting points is to be imposed.
- For the second and succeeding offenses, there will have a Special Nomination for Forced Eviction. VHs, excluding VH-candidate for forced eviction, will vote "evict" or "save". He/she can be only be saved if 3/4 of VH (who actually voted) vote "save".

• FORCED EVICTION
- VHs may be evicted by: 1. Failure to perform three successive activities, 2. Deliberate violation of house rules, 3. Plotting against BBK. Belittling or dishonoring BBK, the owner of Virtual House, is considered plotting.

• VOLUNTARY EXIT
- VHs must first inform BBK if they have plans to quit.
- After informing BBK, VH must state in his/her Confession that he/she wants to leave the Virtual House as a letter to his co-VHs. It must contain a justification on the VH’s reason to leave.
- VHs who quit after Day 25 may not be replaced.

Jomar blogs: A Beautiful Revolution

HAH! I finally passed an Algebra Long Test! And it's not just a long test, it's the Ma'am Orate HARD Long Test... Whee!!! *parties*...

And I got my Chem tutor already. She's nice, and she made me feel stupid. Parang ang dali lang pala ng stoichiometry eh!!! Grr. I shouldn't have gotten that whopping 4.00 in that first long test. I'm taking the postquarter having been absent in the second, and I feel like I'm not getting any good grade in the freaking Portfolio.

But yes, it's about time for a beautiful revolution. I want to get myself back on stage on September 5, 2007. And working only on the 4th quarter wouldn't be enough. I must start NOW. Rawr. Sorry, but my perfectionist side is ruling over me again.

But, hey, passing the HARD Algebra Long Test WAS an impossible dream =D...

Now it's just regaining my Chemical sanity that I have to do. I have to go and get my first ever Chem major requirement above 2.00, and that could me my only chances of passing. Moreover, there are two chances left, the perio and the post quarter...

Speaking of sanity, I am biologically insane now. I have a Bio joke. You'd simply say "Whaaat?!? Jejo has a Bio joke?!?"

Here is my Bio joke:

Anong tawag sa galit na disease?
(Ano?!?)
how corny...

Goodbye now, I have to go at 9:00... Bituing Walang Ningning Grand Showdown (people please bear with me, it's my mom who has greatly influenced me).

Rommel blogs: All Star PBBFG Life: Whoa, It Has Started!

So guys starting now, this would be uhm, weekly. We were reprimanded to post happenings in our life for a Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game that you can go, the site is here Just click it and you would see my face there. Haha. Rowen/ Rommel 17, Olongapo City turned QC for studying here in UP Diliman. Well. I am actually very nervous about this. In Season 2, I quit because of hectic duties and all, but I stayed at the Virtual House for 49 days.
I am so happy to reconcile with old faces there from Seasons 1 and 2 and saw some fresh friends from Season 3. I would like to meet all, and just that. I would be active in this game. Now that I dont have really much games online, I only have one foreign game that would be in Survivor Elimination Game fortunately I am not yet eliminated.

These past few days are emo days, sentimental, crappy and lovestruck days. I just can't get it in to one word. Its just how I feel. I feel a lot of something for a lot of people. Special something, I suppose. I have a crush on my two dorm mates. Love struck/obsessive on another one. And I dont want to call it love. Or is it a miss? I know someone special there back at Olongapo that I know I feel something special for but still I can't tell her that I love her right now. Lets just say its critical for me to do a move,a nd she's not even the one who I liked before. This is a new one. I hope we'll see each other. I long for you, I can tell that. Maybe when I am back there, there won't be something special for you, and the feeling would fade. I hope the friendship stays forever.

If your clueless of it, that'd be fine. Haha. Anyways, am I really moving on? Am I moving up for the better? Or am I dungeoning myself to be badder? I just can't explain the mixed feelings I have.

This is the final week. Ugh, Finals Week. Hell week as they, and me say! Haha. Math defies it. Bio does too. Despising this subjects won't help though. At least makakauwi na ako in two weeks time, kaya lang mamimiss ko mga crushes ko... haha lalo na si _e_ _ _.. at si _ a _ _ _ pati si... _ _ _ e_... lol. dami no? Haha.

The truth is nililibang ko lang sarili ko, at bukas may exam pa ako sa Bio. Leche no? Di pa ako nagrerebyu eh. Haha. Tapos sa 16 ang Finals sa Eng 1. Let me check, yea 11:30- 1:30. Tapos sa 16 Finals din sa Math 17, checking... 1:45- 3:45... Shocks! Great! 15 minutes for walking! Good luck na lang sa akin. One great news is that I am one of the Top 10 sa Scrabble class ko and I was exempted in the Finals. One thing I am good at. Hhahaha.

Okay, ciao na! Mahaba na to drabe... Current Mood Windang, Playful, Blessed, Lovestruck again? haha. Other Blog Entries

Benj blogs: Blogging for Pyro

This is Pyro. He is barely three years old but he has been fighting a battle that most of us have not even considered fighting. This kid has germ cell carcinoma and it has already metastasized to part of his lungs. The condition was diagnosed a bit late due to the inability of his pediatrician to even diagnose any pathology when it was clear that the boy was already having chest retractions to breathe. How can someone miss signs of effusion? You tell me.

So there, let’s all be reminded of Pyro’s fight to inspire us in our own battles. The boy has put up a brave face and we have just run out of excuses.

Pyro also wants to meet Batista in person, so if you could pull a couple of strings, please do so.

"I received a txt msg frm somebody really special to me today" -Neil G

Woke up 12:30am today to prepare for wrk like i usually do.

I received a txt msg frm somebody really special to me today. it really makes me happy if i receive a msg frm dat person. i never txtd dat person since friday last week and just yesterday i found out frm a common frend hu introduced us to each other dat we had a FIGHT daw i never knew about. kaya pala silent cya for d past few days. i clarified this and di naman daw niya sinabing nag away kami. na mis interpret lng ng frend na un. hehehehehe. so un, nga txt2x. masyadong matampuhin tong taong 2 bt ok lng..... love ko naman. hehehehehe.

Lunch break ko ryt nw (breakfast for normal people). hehehehe. eto nlng muna. id have to go back taking calls...... hehehehe

Neil G confesses: I kinda was expecting something really BIG for Day 001 from BIG Bad Kuya

Well, I kinda was expecting something really BIG for Day 001 from BIG Bad Kuya. Pero parang naging silent. hehehehehe. but stil ok... im grateful im part of d all-star pbbfg.

I still havent gotten d chance to communicate wid some other housemates. sana maging close ko naman ung iba.

Although may napapansin na akong attitude sa ibang housemates, ok naman cla. hehehehehehe. impression lng naman. i knw mababait naman lahat ng mga housemates here.

Sana makasundo ko naman ang mga housemates at wla me magiging kaaway. i really dnt wanna live in d same house wid some1 na may grudges on me.

Guys, if ever lng na makaka offend man ako, jst tell me. im open 2 it naman. i use it for self improvement. dnt worry....

hehehehehehe. WELCOME, HOUSEMATES.......

Trish confesses: Di ko tlga ma-imagine sa naguumpisa na itong all-star season...

Hayz... first day of all-star edition is finally over.... na-post na ang mga introductions naming mga VH's.... well, i hope maging ok ang season na ito for us, sana wala ng mga fights... di tulad sa mga ibang seasons... hope sa seasong ito eh di lang kaming mg housemates ang maging close... sana pati si BBk! hehehehehehehe! di ko tlga ma-imagine sa naguumpisa na itong all-star season... pero ito na nga't tapos na ang first day... ngayon ay 2nd day na....hayzzzz.....

Anyway, sleep na ako.... umaga na dito... andyan na naman si sunshine! lolz! hi BBK! gud am!

DAY ONE
"I hope my co-ASVH will understand, ACADMODE muna ako" -Gee

Waaah! Ang tagal naman matapos ng SEM ko! And I stil have tons of requirements to pass and reports to present and FINAL EXAMS.

Dayum! I thought this SEM will be my GREATEST SEM because I've got 2 interesting GE subjects but, errr.... It's a total disaster! Hmmm, I'm talking about my freakin grades... But if it's all about my SOCIAL LIFE, mahal ko itong SEM na ito... Haha, wierd??? Sorry naman!

Ayun, so I hope my co-ASVH will understand, ACADMODE muna ako. Kailangang may mai-UNO akong subject KAHIT ISA LANG! Phew, nakakahiya!

Eneweiz, after naman nun ay pwedeng-pwede na akong mag OKTOBERFEST. hehe.. I can't wait!

Gee confesses: Hindi pa naman sure na may additional 100 days pa ako

Yes!!!! I'm the first ASHV to enter the ASVhouse... Bwahahaha!

Aw, I just remember that on our season, Kuya Rex was the first one to post here. Hayyy....

So, ano nah?

"Grabe! Tuloy-tuloy, 200 days ah!". Marge told me that one time... hehe... May break naman po kahit papaano, haha! And that 200 days, hehe, hindi pa naman sure na may additional 100 days pa ako. I mean, this is a new game and it's BACK-TO-ZERO right?

Well, I'm looking forward to a more exciting game... Saka, xempre kahit virtual house ito, you still need to adjust because you have new c0-virtual housemates. Kaya ayun, GOOD LUCK TO US guyz... Enjoy lang!

"A really really weird laboratory test" -Jomar

I went to St. Lukes today for such a really really weird laboratory test, the EMG-NCV test...

Rawr. Sending electric pulses to my foot and having needles in it is weird. What's weirder is that when I lift my foot with a plastic needle in my muscle, the thingy beside me sounds like an engine. Yep yep, my foot is like an engine with the sounds of the thingamajig. And Tito Bo (my neuro doctor) was telling me: 1st gear, 2nd gear, 3rd gear, 4th gear, back to neutral. I was like a car. I don't get to reach 4th gear on my left, and not even 2nd on the defective foot. Therefore, I have to go into a Physical Therapy program perhaps after the Periodic Test.

Oh well. I have to rest now. I'm heaven tired from going from PSHS to UST to SLMC... I traversed the whole metropolis, except the southern part, perhaps, in the quest for wellness. xD...

Jomar confesses: All good things must come to an end

The game itself, it is expected to be interesting. The VHs are all spiced up, with bedazzling personalities and rivalries. There must come at some point in the vHouse when I SHOULD leave, whether I quit, be evicted, or be in the Big 4. As the saying goes, all good things must come to an end. And I must accept that fact as a part of life. As the saying goes, All good things must come to an end.

No, I am not anticipating the end. I am just stating the truth. The end is, at the very least, one or two weeks away. No matter how long or how short my stay in the VHouse will be, I must make sure I take part in making this season one of the best ever.

Jomar blogs: PBBFG-AS 01

October 4, 2005 was the glorious day when the Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game series began. Today is the first anniversary, and yet another season begins, the all-stars season.

I was a replacement VH in the first season. Yes, I didn't enter at Day 1. I officially stepped into the Virtual House on Day 32, to be more precise November 5, 2005. This is my first first day in the vHouse.

I have a great fear that what happened to me in S1 will happen to me again. I got evicted on Day 50, lasting only 18 days
in the vHouse.

Things come and go. S1 has passed and what I have now is the All-Stars. Yes, it is different. And I must be optimistic that something better would happen.

*mind you, would you mind visiting the S1 blog and rant how lame i blog back then xD*

Oh well. Gotta go now. I'll eat dinner, make my life post afterwards and read about 50 pages of A Separate Peace. Bye

Meet the All Star Virtual Housemates

NEIL G, 25, Cebu, Season 1 Runner Up
When I first got an invitation from BBK to join PBBFG 1, I really thought it was a BIG JOKE… a comical version of the ABS-CBN’s PBB. I was wrong. Season 1 was something more than a game for me, it brought us friendship. And I have to thank my housemates especially Neil TG and Trish for making the stay worthwhile.

It was a great experience for me! I learned a lot of things including respecting others for what they believe, that trust is also very important, to be vocal of your thoughts, being yourself and being true to others, and a lot more.

Becoming Season 1’s Runner Up was beyond my expectations. I didn’t even think I’d last ‘til Day 100. Of course, I have also dreamt of becoming a winner but it was not my priority. Being part of it makes you a winner already.

And who would forget the creator of the game, the genius behind the scenes - BIG BAD KUYA himself? BBK, thanks for welcoming me inside your house again.

To my new housemates: This is the moment we’ve all been waiting for. Imagine the best among the best from Season 1 through 3? Wow! Let’s triple the bonding and triple the fun! See yah, guys…=D


MICA, 19, Dagupan, Season 1 5th Placer
How did I get into the game? hmmm... I was a member of the ABS-CBN Forum when I accidentally click the link to the PBBForum by BBK. I was intrigued upon seeing the PBB Fantasy board. I think they were looking for Esti's replacement so I decided to email BBK. I wasn't expecting na he'll choose me over the other applicants (may 4 na ata nun) pero luckily I got in

The most memorable thing for me during my stay is our Eyeball. Doing crazy stuff with Neil TG, Trish , Sheila and my bestfriend is unforgettable for me I was able to talk to other virtual housemates din. We danced all night ... as in sobra! Trish and I became close friends lalo that time

Some of my housemates became my constant textmates. We often share our opinions about life, love etc. Meeting different individuals from different parts of the Philippines through an online game is a rare opportunity

I am looking forward to meeting the other housemates from Season 2 and 3. Kilala ko na sina Paolo at Remcyl (diba diba? hehe) I hope makabonding ko pa yung iba. I'm not here to win or whatever, pero I am here for the fun, challenge and the friendship Love you guys!

MARGE, 15, Caloocan, Season 2 7th Placer
Pano ko nga ba nalaman ang PBBFG... Ahh I remember Adrian Jeric of season 1. I've met him through a conference that talks about Pinoy Big Brother Season 1. Nagka-hingian ng Email Add sa Friendster then, when I checked out his page on his friend box I saw some strange looking eye. BigBadKuya na curious daw ba! To cut the long story short. I applied for the season two of the said Virtual Game.

I had a lot of fun staying inside the V-House. Then PaJeMaReMa was formed. It stands for "Pa"olo - "Je"n -Jen - "Ma"ristel - "Re"ms - "Ma"rge. They served as my Ate's and Kuya's throughout the game. Although sometimes I think playing an online game is kinda' boring but it's not.

I've met a lot of friends. I've encountered a lot of problems and arguments inside the V-house. Well its part of growing up. Some became my constant textmates. Nako! Si Ate Mats super addict sa quotations. Everday not less than 10 messages ang na-rereceive ko sakanya. Most memorable, yung EyeBall naming ni Ate Jen. Coz’ we talked about almost everything. To my new Virtual Housemates, I hope maka pag-bonding tayo inside the V-house! More Eyeballs’ to come, more task to be accomplished. Let’s have fun and make new friends. Ciao! All Star Rocks!


IAN, 21, Cebu, Season 2 6th Placer
I was once a forumer sa PBB Forums nung kasagsagan pa ng PBB season 1. I got indulged to it.. craved for it... became my past time.... became my routine...... later ended to obsession. Prior to PBB by the way, I was already active to these online games stuffs --- Survivor, Amazing Race blah blah. (international ones)

Then isang link ang naligaw sa PBB Forum... naligaw ang PBBFG link... inviting ORG (Online Reality Game) Fanatics to join. I tried... hoped... invited... accepted.

Played the game as one of the most hated players of the season. Winning was my goal... but luck.... and stupidity of people around ended me as PBBFG Season 2's 6th placer.

Though those I voted never got eliminated..... I was able to be a big part of the game, crumbled alliances, made friends... and enemies... was able to made 5 people quit the game... 4 of them consecutively.

I once played the game as the 'evil' one ...but past na kaya yun. )

New set of cast, new gameplay, new strategies, new rules......

I just hope my big mouth won't hit me back this time.

I was in Korea during my PBBFG2 days, now that I'm in cebu... I dont have my PC..... it would be a lot difficult for me to keep in touch with everyone.

But as what Ive said... "Once I get comitted, I commit." -i am ian-


BENJ, 21, Manila, Season 3 3rd Placer
I will have a big target behind my back - heck, even right at my heart --- for the things that I did last season, but Im very proud for how I handled the situations that arose from the game. I joined the game for one reason and one reason alone - blog wh0ring. As you could've probably deduced making friends and not making enemies were clearly not my main objectives when I participated in this exercise. It was all about the hits and that was even a monumental failure.

If you notice I'm not reaching out to talk to you, be happy that I'm being my true self and not some ingenuine freak trying to please everyone despite my real personality.

I have a good idea that I might be among the first to be evicted, but that's ok. I brought something new to the game and it's undeniably one that was laid out from day one. Sure, we weren't close when the alliance was done, but since we mainly talked with each other, we eventually bonded - in our own superficial highschool-level way.

Have fun, people.


PAOLO MIGUEL, 18, California, Season 2 Big Winner
Hi! I am Paolo Miguel! Season 2 Big Winner na hindi inaasahan. I am now doing my homework pero I want to multi-task and do something different. I have known PBBFG thru Mica of Season 1. Naaalala ko pa nga na pinipilit ko cya noon na Day 40+ na cla sa PBBFG1 and I insist na isali nila ako kc mukhang masaya. Mica told me it's not possible. Sali na lng daw ako sa next season. So I sent BBK a lot of messages noon para makasali ako and luckily I did.

First day sa vHay, wala pa akong kilala, i don't remember names, try ko pa na i-memorize. I played as me and as who I am. I played fair. I remember the days na I thought of quitting because of losing Ate Jen-Jen and Rems in the game but Of course, Ate Mats is still in the house so no worries.

Akala ko tlga noong una na si Ate Mats mananalo. I never even worried na kung sino ang mananalo saaming dalawa. I really never expected to win. Nalaman ko lng na panalo na ako nung tinext ako ni Ate Mats at ni ate Jen-jen na congrats daw. Akala ko niloloko lng nila ako but no, Its true and of course masaya dahil hindi ko nga expected then it happened. So for this All-Star PBBFG! I am really not expecting anything. I wanna gain new friends dun sa mga hindi ko pa nakikilala or nakaka-usap. Like Trish & Kenneth and also si Charles na dito lng sa board ko nakakausap. So I am really excited on meeting the new people and of course continue the friendship that I started with the old people. Not that they are old. Pero basta alam nyo na un!

Happy All-Star PBBFG to all of us!!!


JOMAR, 13, Manila, Season 1 9th Placer
I am Jomar, 13 years of age, and a sophomore student of Philippine Science High School. My schoolmates call me Jejo, but I still prefer being called Jomar. Since Season 1 started, I have been literally obsessed with PBBFG, so I took advantage of the opportunity to be an FH myself. And yes, I was selected. But after less than 2 weeks, I was the 3rd evictee. I was saddened. I stopped following PBBFG for one season. But, during the later half of S2, I gained several friends, and got back interest in the game. I have formed lots of friendships in S2 and S3.

I really tried my best to find myself a slot in this All Stars season for one and only one reason: TO PROVE MYSELF. I felt like I was not given an opportunity to be myself, forbidden of the chance to gain friends in the then-called Fantasy House, and most of all, I failed to be myself.

I'm looking forward to the All-Stars as the best season ever. Good luck to all of us!


GEE, 19, Pasig, Season 3 Runner Up
I’ve never thought that this FANTASY GAME idea would be a heck of fun. FUN? Oh yeah, a co-vh from our season had given our game such an entrancing description; and it’s “LAME”. Honestly, it was considerably lame, but that LAME FANTASY GAME had somehow taught me a couple of things:

* A stranger can be a friend
* A friend can be a partner in crime
* A partner in crime can be a mortal enemy

Haha! Who would believe that such very thorny phrases can be formulated from very simple circumstances? Those aren't serious cases but those can be warnings that we can apply to our daily lives.

Upon browsing other season’s blog, I may say that Season 3 differs for it presented an obvious stroke of strategies unlike the others who value friendship more than anything else. So it is GAME VS. FRIENDSHIP then... I've somehow managed to balance those on my last play and this time, I'll be giving more weight to one element; the one that I've regretted not giving importance with.

Being Season 3’s Runner-up is a nice reputation na rin. Haha, you just don’t know how nice it is to be showered with phrases such as “ It should have been you” ( Uyyy, defense mechanism. Haha!). Lolz! Well, Don’t get me wrong. I have nothing against someone ah. What I’m trying to point out is, it’s how you play the game naman eh, no matter what your ranking is.

New set of virtual housemates + fresh rules + same Vhouse + more wicked BBK = ALL STAR PBBFG… I’m looking forward to build another exciting journey here with you guys. Let’s just enjoy every single moment inside the Vhouse.

Oh well, so what’s the fun part? Hmmm, I actually don’t know the exact reason why I love playing this game. Basta, I’m having fun eh! So DEAL WITH IT! Bwahahaha!


KENNETH, 17, Vancouver, Season 1 5th Placer
I'm kenneth, as in M'c kenneth P. Licon... from season1... replacement lang ako i think, pero inspite that, enjoy din namn.. first i had no idea was this thing is all about... ksi namn i dont watch PBB.. ive heard about it tho but never realy had the chance to watch it...honestly i joined just for fun... plain fun... nothin else and xiempre kasama na dun making friends... and meeting new people (which i dont think i did anyways)

Oh well, i tried to participate sa mga task.. did all i can to manage my time para sa PBB and it think its worth it =) i didnt think it was THAT much fun since i only met about.. probly 3 or 4 people.. kasama na dun si mica.. saka mga iba pa.. pero di rin kami naging close... prang "hi,hello,gudbye"...

naiinggit nga ako nung nagmeet yung mga housemates... ksi mejo malyo layo ako... e sila prang super bonded na tLga sa isat isa... saka they dont feel akward or intimedated by each others presence... ewan pero they seemed like super close... kya feeling ko nun wala masyadung gus2 makipag usap sakin...

LESSONS >> hhhmm.. wala masydu pero yun mga.. dapat cguro this time mas maging open ako.. saka ready to communicate with people.. pra makabond ko mga VHM....


CHARLES, 19, Parañaque, Season 3 Big Winner
I saw BBK's post at ABS-CBN forums, then I decided to try it. So, at first, I was hesistant to join in the conversation with BBK and with other VH, until I came up with Gee and Benj. (you already knew that).

PBBFG Season 3 is very new to me. An online community vying for the title "Big Winner". I have no plans on being the Big Winner, but fate crawled up on our sleeves, and changed the destiny which was supposed to be Gee's. And with that I learned that everybody has potentials; everybody has something that the others do not have. It was just how you play and use your potentials to the maximum.

For this season, the "ALL STAR", I hope again to find new friends and make something new. For me, PBBFG is something you wont come across everyday, its a totally new and different world. All these expriences just makes the Charles Lemark Viloria, you would know.


TRISH, 29, Quezon City, Season 1 3rd Placer
Well, when BBK messaged me thru friendster, i was also shocked... kala ko kung anong message and kung kaninong message galing yun coz i myself is watching the pinoy big brother game at abs. kala ko nga dun ako isasali, kaya at first kinabahan tlga ako... coz i really dont know what to do... hehehehe! but when BBK told me na it was only a fantasy game... di na ako ng 2 isip na tanggapin... i grabbed it that fast na, kasi naisip ko, i'll have the chance to know a lot of people and have more than 1 friend.

But fortunately, naging friends ko almost all of them sa season 1, the first people i get along with are neil-g, neil-tg and INAN.... yeah kung sino pa yung mga guys yun pa ang unang nakipag friends.... then sumunod na sila ate sheila, si jopax naman nakakapag kwentuhan lang kmi nun pag ang topic is mga love life, crushes, heartbroken stuffs... as well as mica... si mica naman puro tungkol sa mga pang-kikay... well, na-enjoy ko din naman kasi ako din i love make-ups! hehehehehe!

cguro yung lesson na nakuha ko from the season 1 are dont let others intimidate you as well as u should fight for your true friends... kasi mahirap maghanap ng TRUE friends... well, wala naman akong pingsisisihan sa pagsali sa PBBFG kasi i really enjoyed staying at BBK's House!

Well, for this season... i hope to gain more friends and treasure them... i hope also na maging mas close pa kami ng mga VM's na kasali.... hehhehehehe! sana wala ng mga tampuhan or mga away-away, sana lahat kami eh maging versatile sa lahat! sama maging open-minded din ang iba.... tanggapin kung ano man ang napag desisyonan ng bawat isa.... i hope may RESPECT ang isa't-isa sa bawat VM's


KASHEN, 17, Manila, Season 3 12th Placer
Hmm..actually i dnt know tlaga bout this fantasy game, Inintruduce lng xa skin ni dylan from season 2 ^^..He asked me if kung pde daw me sumali sa PBBFG and he said na its like a real PBB in channel 2..Im a internet maniac naman so i decided to join the reffered me to BBK.. I remember pa nga 1st time kong nka chat si BBk ay nsa canada akho..harhar..Dont know that time friendly pa si BBK nagtataka ako now bkit suplado nya nha..*hmf*

In PBBFG season 3 im not expecting na mgugustuhan nila akho coz in ril life naman tlaga i admit suplada akho..which gives me the advantage to be suplada tlaga..Honestly konti lng cguro ung msasabi kong friends ko ir pbbfg namely GEE, JENJEN and PAOLO..lolx..Si DYL namn kc friend ko tlaga xa in ril life.. Dont know maybe bcoz sila tlaga ung nkakasachat ko ng todo i mean matagal like kay JENJEN sis nkachat ko xa hindi pa naiistart ung pbbfg3..and nagtatanong din kc me sa knya kung pano ang takbo ng game..coz i have no idead tlaga..fortunately nging close friends tlaga kami...and also kay GEE sis..hanggang umaga ko xa minsan ka chat..hmf rami ko na ngang sinabi na probs sa kanya ee..harhar..actually puro love problems..harhar...and kay PAOLO nag offer xa kin if pde daw kmi mging close friends ng bday nya..harhar..as a gift sa bday nya..i accepted his offer..lolx..im friendly nama tlaga ee..harhar..

And to allstar pipz im happy coz marami na din akong friends khit hindi pa nag start ung game..d ko na mention coz alam nyo na kung sino kaya..ayt..?! =p

I wish na maging close kming lahat coz for me it is so important na bonded tayo kahit ayaw nyo..hmf.. TAKE CARE olweys co-vhs..*mwaAAhh*


MARISTEL, 27, Manila, Season 2 Runner Up
Hello Philippines! Hello World! I'm MARISTEL. Season 2 Runner-Up. And that's a living proud! Being here in this Virtual Fantasy Game has all been but an accident, but a GOOD one... You can call me Mats or Ting or any words you can form from the word "MARISTEL".

Anyway... this sure feels like FIRST DAY HIGH... First day ko ulit doing this thing. Introductions, blogs, updates, posting pics, blah blah... blah... Well, I'm really out of words... After Milenyo, everything was left shattered and was a mess kasi. Well, enough of that stuff...

I say "First impressions never really lasts..." Some see me as SUPLADA, snob, MATARAY but 'am not... Get to know me... And I know everything will end well. I don't choose who I talk to or converse with, as long as we're all comfy with each other, that would be great! I'm a QUOTE-ADDICT and a lot of VHs can attest to that... To name a few, there's PAO, MARGE, JEN, NEIL-TG & REMS... I'm a MULTI-TASKER... I do things and stuffs all at the same time. Lately, I've learned to be a lot more punctual and more determined in every endeavor I'm into. I love life. I love LOVE. I love stuffs. I love to meet new peoples from all points of life. I love to joke around. I'm a BIG TRIPPER. Once I popped out of my dull mind, I'll never stop! 'know what I mean? Once I started talking - I talk... Once I started laughing - I laughed till my jaw dropped and till tears starts to fall from my eyes coz of too much emotions... I'm a HAPPY person. I don't want dull moments. I love THRILLS... I have the PASSION for PINK... I have PASSION for FASHION... I love dressing out and attending stuffs...

For those who doesn't know a bit about me... You can all rely to either Pao or Marge who has been my constant friend till our season ended... If you can still get a hold of a bit communication with Jen or Rems... They all know me inside and out... I say, I'm a BEAUTIFUL PERSON... I can be the sweetest candy or white chocolate you could have (hahaha), no kidding!

For all who's in need of someone they can talk to, about life and love matters... I can be your SHRINK... You're CLOSE FRIEND... You're not so distant FAMILY member... You're SOUL SISTAH...

Now I say, Life is like a case of BEER or a bottle of the most expensive Hennesey in your bar. You can't drink all of it alone... You got to share it with someone, and if you get drunk with the first few bottles or few shots of it, you'll miss the OTHERS... JUST CHILL...

Life is beautiful... Let's all spread love and be friends...
To my fellow AVHs... To those who I know, I'VE MISSED YOU ALL SO-SO MUCH... The others who I didn't get the chance to know before... I'M LOOKING FORWARD...

BBK, naMiss din kta... 'zup?

CHEERS to y'all!
BE SAFE & STAY SAFE!!!


ANN, 26, Bulacan, Season 3 5th Placer

Ann Roxas aka Diane Kruger

If i would be born again, i wish i was a bird! wahahaha and it seems the virtual world has responded to my sentiments!

What will i put in here? aaahhh!! i really had no intention to join the all star season because i am so busy right now pero malakas sa akin si pao pao!

I would love to spend much time in here and i really pray i would have the time. last minute i was backing out but when pao told me meron na site, jeez wala nang urungan.

Atleast now the rules are changed and they were good. atleast meron na tayong decorum na susundin.

I am currently busy with life. and i will be sharing my daily scheds to you. enough about sentiments, it's about facing the world!

Ciao! :)


ROMMEL, 16, Olongapo, Season 2 12th Placer

I am Rommel Sherwin D. Copuyoc, an Olongapeno.. in the southern tip of Zambales, near the South China Sea, and once a part of Subic. I am 16 years old, taking up BS-Mechanical Engineering in University of the Philippines-Diliman Campus. I am a freshman.

I am a very emotive person. Likes rock and punk emo music. My favorite band is typecast. I like blogging, html web designing. I dont really like studying. I would be typically laying in my bed writing a lot of crappy crappy short poems I can't finish, or songs I can't tune up.

I am a frustrated guitarist. I can't guitar. I am a frustrated drummer. I can't play drums. I studied high school in the Regional Science High School for Region III, in Subic Bay, Olongapo.

I graduated as the Math whiz, and had the most number of medals on the graduation, that would be 24 I think. 24 medals. All I accumulated from History, Math, Journalism and organizations.

I was ranked as the 1st Special Academic Distinction then. I am not the geeky guy, brainy or whatsoever. Medyo windang at tulala nga ako eh. In short tungaw. Syempre mahilig ako magcomputer. Net. Net. Hosts na din ako ng iba't ibang fantasy games before. Foreigners nga lang yung mga contestants ko. May mga Filipinos din pero konti lang.

Forumsnet God ako. Site yun ng Reality Shows. You see I love Reality Shows. Survivor. Amazing Race. Idol Shows etc.

Anyways, I am INC. So religious ako. Hehe.

I like blogging and sharing things. I am a member of the University of the Philippines Department of Science & Technology [DOST] Scholars' Association. Hehe.

Ayun. wala lang. Intro lang. Basta normal lang akong tao. Na walang magawa sa buhay kundi umiyak dahil kay 317381 hanggang ngayon ba naman!

At ayun lang po... haha anrami kong crush dito sa dorm. hehee
cge
taga kalay ako eh
ahahhaa

anyways. ayun na ang intro ko1