DAY ELEVEN
Maristel confesses: Wala namang dapat mairita... Walang nakakairita...

FROM MICA'S BLOG EXCERPTS:

Mica confesses: Actually medyo natatawa ako sa iba na masyadong apektado sa pagkawala ni Benj

PARAGRAPH 4: First, this is a game. Kasalanan ba namin kung nagkataong online kami at hindi sinunod nung iba sa inyo yung rules? Gusto ko sanang manahimik na lang pero naiirita ako sa inyo.

PARAGRAPH 5: Yep, you guys may be online palagi compared to us, but it doesnt mean na palaging yung batch ninyo ang mananalo. Game nga diba? it means everyone has the chance to be on that spot. Kung kayo kaya nanalo tapos nilagay ko doon "UNFAIR! BIASED etc." what will you guys feel kung alam niyo naman na hindi ganun yun?

PARAGRAPH 7: hindi naman sa pinagyayabang ko yung season namin, pero halos lahat kami doon matured sa aming pag-iisip. Kung talo, eh di talo! Kung panalo eh di astig! pero hindi kami masyadong umaapela kuno.

I just want to clear thing up... This ain't a fight... Neither I'm calling one... Just from my own points of view... It's fine with me if you feel like you want to laugh on how things happened... On how some certain and concerned people has been much affected by BBK's sudden decision... If things happened the way I was expecting it to be, I think those sudden "carried away" moments when Benj was forcibly affected by BBK, I guess this won't happen... If we all waited for the Nomination and the Eviction, I guess, it would be more easier to accept...

In addition, when someone from the other Season appealed on the activity... BBK, clarifed things... Season 1 has already won na. Although there were rules, BBK already announced the winner he won't take it back anywore... We do accepted that fact... Some fellas may call us "LOSERS" or what... It doesn't matter. We may be "ONLINE" almost most of the time. But we're not after winning some activity. We're just showing camaraderie for our team. And to be more specific... You quoted me... And on the rule, "you can't quote the previous poster"... Well, then, from there... I know we already lose the activity... But we're not posers here or haters... We just want to be heard for that matter... Some of you may find it sarcastic, exaggerated... See it the way you want it... I won't protest neither badmouth behind your back... I'm just being MORE OF MYSELF here... Yeah, I do play in this game. No strategies or how you want to call it... I'm playing it the way I want to play it. Just Plain Game... No hanky pankies nor selfish motives... Just want to do this. I'm having a great fun, I'm slowly getting acqauinted to you all and by that... I'm glad I made it here...

Wala namang dapat mairita... Walang nakakairita... Well, I guess all of us wants to have something in the activity. Wants to stand up up for their team. There's no personal or hidden agenda here. I just want to make things clear...

Last but not the least... Yes, you guys form Season 1 can proudly say that you're all MATURED enough in this game. But can't we be immature sometimes. Cause we can't all be mature all at the same time. Or this game might be "sooo BORING"... Don't you like the color and spice we all add in here? You may call some of the peeps from the other Season not matured enough... Yeah, it might be... Yes, it's true... I myself do act immature sometimes... But those IMMATURE PERSONS you all are pointing, are the people I think mostly dealt with you and have the most close bonding with you all and I must say all of us...

-PEACE OUT GUYS-
I have nothing against Mica or anyone else who's left in the Virtual House... I do hope we could all fix this matter in a more diplomatic & civilized way...

Kashen confesses: Kung alam mo lng pao and na miss tlaga kita ng sobra

+_^ before anything else..im sorry to my co-vhs coz ilanga arw din akong nwala sa flow ng game..nging busy kc akho sa mga exams and activities..im rily rily sorry for that..

+_+ and now sobrang rami na ang nangyari..i dnt know..my mortal enemy..benj is vanished in the game..?! dont want to be plastic..part insyd me is laughing coz he know the rule..then gagawin nya ung against dun..?! hello.. anyweiz im rily sorry sa nangyari..im not dissapointed coz hindi tyo nagkausap besides ikaw naman ang nagsbi na ayaw mo kong makausap..fyn!! but 1 thing is for sure.. i will miss you !! coz wala ka na sa game..mwawlan na ko ng saysay..lolx..joking...thnx sa time huh..u know it na yan..

+_^ To pao..thnx huh...atlis ung mga time na hindi akho nkakpagonline bnibgyan mo akho ng infos bout sa game and ur always concern about me..i rily appriciate dat kung alam mo lng pao and na miss tlaga kita ng sobra..a long kiss for you and im touched sa messgae mo huh..hmf...mwaaaAhhh !!!!! ..

+_^ to GEE..i know mhirap sayo sis na mwala si benj..anyweiz khit wala na namn xa game mkakausap mo namn xa and malay mo in other way matulungan ka nya..like ng gtso nya gwin sayo ir..

+_^ to sis MATS..missed u sis !! hmf..gst na kita mkachat again..tc olweys !!

+_^ to TRISH, NEIL G, NEIL TG, IAN, KEN, JOMAR, ROMMEL take care olweys guys..hope mkausp ko kyo agen...

" I made Chicken Croquettes " -Jomar

After I found out of Benj's forced eviction, I was saddened and decided to cook. I made Chicken Croquettes

Today is generally boring. I didn't get to go to the mall. And I was contemplative. How annoying.

I am usually not like this when it comes to these situations. I don't know what is happening to me. I cannot control my mind. I can't write properly. Something must be really wrong with me.

Guh, I'm so exploded today.

Gee confesses: I know we're on the stage of transition pa because magkakaiba ang culture ng bawat season

Ei, I just wanna make a clarrification about Mica's quote:

"hindi naman sa pinagyayabang ko yung season namin, pero halos lahat kami doon matured sa aming pag-iisip. Kung talo, eh di talo! Kung panalo eh di astig! pero hindi kami masyadong umaapela kuno."...

Sis, it's obvious po na hindi mo maxadong nabasa yung post. Hehe... I actually don't want to bring up this issue again pero as I've said nga, I'll clear something lang.

Ako lang naman ang umapela sa MESSAGE RELAY ISSUE na yan so malamang, ako yan... hehe... As I've said, I'm not against sa tao. Nainis ako sa desisyon . Sinabi kong unfair dahil UNFAIR naman talaga. Pao's entry SHOULD BE invalid. Then na-out ako. Un lang naman ang pinopoint out ko... Naout kasi ako agad kaya ayun! Okay lang kung matatalo ako pero wag sa UNFAIR na paraan. May rules kasi. Naayos na namin ni BBK, at katulad nga ng sinabi niya, wala na kasi xang magagawa dahil marami nang nangyari. So, fine. Okay nah. Pinabayaan ko nah.

Un na un sis, if you find that immature, then okay. It's your perception naman eh...

May I grab something from you, hindi naman sa pinagmamayabang ko. Pero sa season kasi namin, kapag alam naming may mali, nag sasalita agad kami. We're fighting for what is right. We're vocal and opinionated and THAT TECHNICALITY is a no-no. And iyon lang naman ang ginawa ko sis. AND I don't see any signs of immaturity there...

We are carefully studying every side and angle of an issue. Pinag-iisipan naming mabuti ang mga dahilan kung bakit nasasabi o nagagawa ng isang VH ang mga bagay bago kami magsalita. At pagnagsalita kami, sinisiguro anming may patutunguhan or may laman ang mga sasabihin namin. Maybe not all of us, but majority of us do.

I'm not pertaining to anyone. I just want you to know kung ano ang mga nakasanayan ng SEASON 3. If hindi kayo sanay sa mga umaapela, then I'M SORRY! Ganun kami!

I know we're on the stage of transition pa because magkakaiba ang culture ng bawat season. I understand that case!

So, ayun, sana na-clear ko na lahat.

Maristel confesses: I know we may have lost someone - but we'll still FLY HIGH and still it will bring tears to my eyes...

So I guess that's how Friday the 13th works... Some of us may have all the lucks... But not everyone have...

BENJ was forcible evicted by BBK.. And it's like "ring-a-bell" for me... Just when I thought he might be evicted coz of his reaction and comment on the activity "message relay" he might be and there - IT HAPPENED...

Trish texted me about stuffs and heard that her Lola passed away last night... Trish my deepest sympathy and condolences to you and your family...

Now I'm talking... I know BBK hasn't been influenced on how Jomar and some fellas may have did and revised the RULES OF THE HOUSE but I know that he may have done some things to make things possible just for once...

I myself, am willing to do a sacrifice... I can do a good deed to any of my virtual housemate - I know I can... To all of those who are not in the Philippines or those who are outside the greater Manila area, I can do somthing for you guys... I can send you stuffs that will make you feel good, at least... I love all of you... From all the Virtual Housemates from the Season 1 to 3 you are loved... Deep inside my heart you are loved...

BBK, I know my appeals were heard last night... As you've said, the gate of the virtual house is wide open, we can go and leave if we want too... Or stay and continue... I prefer to stay and do a sacrifice...

To all the virtual housemates who aren't here and didn't make it here... I know we'll meet again, we'll begin and continue our walk... I know... All you guys, when we're all inside a conference... "I KNOW I'M FREE (the true ME), I'm careless... I know we may have lost someone - but we'll still FLY HIGH and still it will bring tears to my eyes..."

* current music: BITIW - Spongecola*

Jomar blogs: Hawak Kamay
[ location Home ]
[ mood moody ]

Today is definitely not a good day. Many unwanted things have happened.

All PBBFG matters weren't nice for today. It's simply confusing. But since this is my personal blog, let me elaborate on my own life today.

I spent the afternoon contemplating on several things. Include her. I feel like a loner, a loser, a dork. I feel that no one is right beside me when I need a friend. I expressed this problem to my co-ASVHs and boy I am sure glad that even though they don't know me that much in personal, they assured me of friendship.

Many ASVHs are indeed depressed after the forced eviction and the house has reached its saddest moment. In this event, I learned the essence of friendship and unity. I have realized that we could only bring ourselves up if we go with each other. It is only by friendship that we can recuperate.

I tried going to David's Salon today to leave the house for some time to contemplate on my life. But, to no avail. I ended up in one of those cheap-o barber shops to get a haircut, which, by far, is one of the worst I have.

Lots of things will still happen tonight. I am sure of that. More chats with ASVHs will also occur, or maybe with classmates as well. I need a chatmate. I need to reflect on lots of things. Help me.

Our deepest sympathy and condolences to Trish and her family...

"My day turned out great" -Paolo

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Paolo: Hindi naman ako naniniwala sa ganyan. Friday the 13th hmm marami lumalabas na horror movie. hehe uhmm I think dun sa mga tao na nakakaranas ng bad luck kapag dumating na ung Friday the 13th eh ung mga taong negative and macyado cla nag-woworry na magkaroon cla ng bad luck, but due to that na nag-aalala cla lalo may ngyayari masama o may ngyayari na ayaw nila mngyari. So I think we should not believe this kind of stuff. I don't basta I always know that God is with me always. He knows what to do with my life. (Oct 8, 2006, 8:17pm)

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Friday the 13th- October 13, 2006: Sabi ko sainyo walang masamang ngyayari tuwing Friday the 13th. My day turned out great. I woke up at 8am and nakita ko na maraming online so I had the chance to chat with all of them. I really missed Ate Babee.

Then nung umalis na lahat ng kachat ko from the Philippines, cyempre nanuod muna ako ng T.V. Spongebob Squarepants hehe nanuod ako ng 3 episodes tpos inantok ako bigla so natulog muna ako. I believe that was 4:30pm nung makatulog ako. Nagising ako 6pm and aun naghanda na for Bible Study.

On the way sa bible study. I texted someone and some people know who that is hehe then cguro e2 ung pinakapangit na ngyari sa Friday the 13th kc ndi cya ng reply knina so akala ko galit cya saakin. I was really worried. It turned out na na-lowbatt lng pala cya. and she used her mom's cellphone para mag reply saakin. I love you!!!

Then aun nag-bible study kami with Matt, Ian, Yvan, Theo, Irvin and my little sister Sofia. konti lng kami ngaun kc ung iba sobrang busy sa school. So I missed Via, Sarah, CJ ,Deja, Koda, Grant, Kuya Dexter, & Ate Va Sana next friday kumpleto kami.

Ayun umuwi na kami after that and on the way home wala din naman ngyari na masama. So yeah, I believe walang ngyayari na masama tuwing Friday the 13th. Kalokohan lng un For me it's a very normal day.

Mica confesses: Actually medyo natatawa ako sa iba na masyadong apektado sa pagkawala ni Benj

Game ito diba?

Yesterday masaya ako kasi nanalo yung team namin sa first task na "Message Relay". I'm proud to be a part of this game kahit na nung first season I don't really participate sa mga ganyan. I'm a busy bee during those times kaya hindi ko magawang sumali at wala pa kaming forum noon.

I'm proud of my season mates.

I'm just a bit upset kasi kakapanalo pa lang namin ang dami nang umaapela

First, this is a game. Kasalanan ba namin kung nagkataong online kami at hindi sinunod nung iba sa inyo yung rules? Gusto ko sanang manahimik na lang pero naiirita ako sa inyo.

Yep, you guys may be online palagi compared to us, but it doesnt mean na palaging yung batch ninyo ang mananalo. Game nga diba? it means everyone has the chance to be on that spot. Kung kayo kaya nanalo tapos nilagay ko doon "UNFAIR! BIASED etc." what will you guys feel kung alam niyo naman na hindi ganun yun?

Now I know the reason why one of the ex vhms told me na this game is "worthless"

hindi naman sa pinagyayabang ko yung season namin, pero halos lahat kami doon matured sa aming pag-iisip. Kung talo, eh di talo! Kung panalo eh di astig! pero hindi kami masyadong umaapela kuno.

Actually medyo natatawa ako sa iba na masyadong apektado sa pagkawala ni Benj. Inaaway niyo yung tao tapos ngayon na wala na you want him back? Is that for Real

I think Benj has proven himself na. He's one of the better bloggers here (I love his personal blog.. marami kang matututunan and we have a lot of things in common) and napaka-misteryoso niya. I still want to chat with him one of these days pero hindi itong game ang gusto kong pag-usapan (blogging siguro or the medical field..basta).

BBK, suggestion ko lang na sana next time i-furnish mo na yung rules because honestly may times nakakalito ka na rin. May mga times na akala namin ok lang gawin ang isang bagay tapos bigla may warning na. Please update the site kung may revisions kasi medyo hindi kami aware kung kelan ka nagrerevise.

That's all for now

Jomar confesses: But deep inside me I don't actually like what happened

I decided to take a break from cooking just to view my PBBFG blog and the rest is history.

I was taken by surprise by what BBK has done. I didn't expect a forced eviction this soon.

What I expected to see in the blog are several rants by Benj about me and blah... but no.

BBK didn't even give a penalty point.

I would no longer take a stand in this new issue, as I am actually the one who benefits from this.

But deep inside me I don't actually like what happened.

Benj was indeed way too violent in his stay in the vHouse and BBK gave him several warnings already.

We, VHs, also made this season's rules. But, several did not participate, the forced evictee included. He could've spared himself somehow.

In a way or two, BBK's actions can be justified. In a way or two, the court of appeals can be justified. I do not know where I will be.

This is really confusing me and I presume people will blame me for this. But let me clarify this, this is NOT my fault.

But things could be better if he was given one last chance. One last hope. One more opportunity to prove himself and show his true colors. Thngs could have been a lot better if his kind and friendly personality seeped through this fiasco.

There is another problem looming somehow. My co-VHs might think that I am the cause of this. Well, I just dealt with Benj the way I wanted to, abiding with the rules. I might have influenced BBK in his decision, but I did NOT ask him to forcibly evict Benj. I just told BBK I was deeply hurt by Benj's acts, and therefore, he might have decided to consider the act as violence.

This confession is getting extremely confusing now. But here's the thing: Benj should stay.

Gee confesses: Actually, medyo teary-eyed ako ngayon

I was really UPSET! Benj is out of the game. And we can't do anything about it. It's sad to see someone from my season go first. It's sad to see a friend to go first. We might be still chatting through ym but I'll miss my journey here in pbbfg with him. He's one of the greatest player I've ever known. You really don't know him guys. He's really nice. And, oh well, I can never forget this message he once said to me:

" BTW Gee, my goal here in aspbbfg is to help you win...". Whatever his reason behind that, it's still touching.

Pardon me guys if i'll stop playing for a while. I need to practice myself playing here without him. I'm not quitting! I must admit I've taught about it but with those words of wisdom he said to me ( through our chat), I won't quit Benj! Para sa iyo!

Well, i know ako yung pumilit sayo na magjoin here. I've said pa nga na sasali lng ako if sasali ka. Haha. Thanx for all! I hope you'll still support me (fan! haha). MARAMING SALAMAT! I'm so proud that I'm one of the RARE peeps here who understands you...

* Actually, medyo teary-eyed ako ngayon... hay!

Maristel confesses: We're all hear "TO PROVE OURSELVES"; Benj hasn't proved anything yet

BBK, it's unfair... We haven't prove anything yet... All of us... WE, the virtual housemates haven't prove anything yet in this game. Just over one activity the "Message Relay" and some virtual housemate commented or made protests doesn't mean we have all the rights to do what is proper... Actually, there's nothing wrong BBK forcibly evicting Benj. BBK's our host he's our administrator and all. He's the one who's making the rules. But this isn't fair. We're all hear "TO PROVE OURSELVES" to each and everyone here in Virtual House. But Benj hasn't proved anything yet... He may have used obscene, vulgar words and everything... He may have verdicted with "VIOLENCE" uttering the words "retard, retarded, et al..." But that doesn't mean HE's (BENJ) OVER... BBK, hear me out... I'm trying to make this justifiable... I don't want this to sound or feel like complicated but what's happening is everything is beginning to become complex. I'm very much aware of the house rules... But since day 1 the house rules has been revised over & over... Not that I'm complaining but... WE'RE ALL HERE TO REVEAL OUR TRUE SELVEs and what we're doing are all BASED ON WHAT WE REALLY ARE and WHO WE REALLY ARE...

Maristel, Gee et al. appeal

"Minalas at sinuwerte ako ngaun..." -Charles

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Charles: YES and NO.

Yes because there are so many stories that proves it is real. This story is a combination of 2 superstition:

I remember one, my friend had a picture with 2 other friends on a Friday the 13th. And as the superstition says, kung may 3 people na nagpapicture, yung nasa gitna ay mamamatay. And one of them actually died because of an accident. Pero that was 6 months after that pic was taken. They remembered the picture that they took with him, pero nawawala yung picture and until now, hindi pa din nila makita yung picture na yun...

No because most of them are stupid.. and its already 2006! (Oct 10, 2006, 11:57pm)

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Minalas at sinuwerte ako ngaun...

Siguro this is my bad luck, since friday the 13th ngaun... dahil nawalan ako ng Php50... yup 50 pesos LANG... pero yung 50 na yun ay pambili ko ng load... huhuhu... wala tuloy ako load kanina... paano yan, di ko navote si kristoff kanina...

Swerte! finally! my grade has been certified correct! kailangan ko lang kumpletuhin ang portfolio ko na napakadami... buti nga di na nakalagay sa clear book, kundi sa mga folders nalang... 10 folders nga lang...

What else? I just stayed sa library kanina, nagkwentuhan ng mga klasmeyts ko about PDA at Maging Sino Ka Man! Natutuwa ako dahil madami akong napagkwentuhan. Sabi nga nung klasmeyt ko, naiinis siya kay RJ kasi ang super yabang! Ha!

Nakausap ko din pala sa chat yung isa kong student, si victoria, but honestly, di ko siya kilala, lalo na galing siya dun sa di ko masyadong favorite na section (favoritism ba? ang sama!)... I am not that good sa pagmemorize ng names at faces nila, lalo na yung sa likod at yung mga di nagrerecite... but i happy kasi they still want me to be their teacher...

Neil G confesses: Nagtampo nga yata c trish sa akin

Ds house s full of surprises.... hehehehe.

Jst found out dat benj has been evicted. naku. ang aga naman. hindi nya yata nagustuhan house rules ni BBK. hehehehe. nagstrategize sana cya na manatili sa bahay and wait 2 b voted out by co-VHs so he'd know hanggan saan kaya nya.... hindi ung maevict ni BBK. sayang din.....

Nagtampo nga yata c trish sa akin. i still did nt receive any msg frm her na accepted na nya apology ko. huhuhuhu. sa latest confession din nya, di ako nabanggit. hehehehe. bt ok lng yung di ako nabanggit. jst wanna know lng kng di na cya nagtatampo.

May mga housemates din naman akong slowly im getting closer with. c pao masaya pala kachat. c mica s a very frank person pala. i admire people hu r like dat. c mats intrigera. hehehehe. GEE, musta na? di na tau nakakapagchat ah. pasensya na. fault ko. ilas oras lang din ako OL eh. jomar, thnx sa frendster msg. wag kang mathreaten. pinalayas na yata ni BBK ang number 1 enemy mo. ian, i know. past is past. hehehehe. sana makausap ko rin ung iba.

.... to top it all! panalo season 1 sa message relay. hehehehehehe. kala ko wla na tlaga kami chance kasi c mica nlng natitira sa season namin while d other teams had at least 2 housemates remaining. hehehe. mica, bka walang gustong ma out ka. hehehehehe.

Charles confesses: Why?

Iim feeling subtle...

Honestly, im feeling low at the moment inside the house.. Why?

1st... im one of the last VH that entered the house... i am lagging with the activities, with the bonding... with everything...

2nd... it seems that BBK is now choosing what to post, who posted, and how the post was posted!

3rd... benj has just been forcibly evicted, because of asking, ok maybe he said some vulgar words and plotting against bbk... but was that just asking...

Come on bbk...

"Wla namang nanyari. i dnt believe na badluck anf fri d 13th." -Neil G

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Neil G: OK. OK. Superstitions? Honestly, i dnt completely believe in superstitions but at the same time i dnt find anything wrong if you believe in them.... as long as you dont base your whole life on those religously... and as long as der would not be any negative implicaitons on your life.

If I dont find the superstition very practical, then I actually do not apply them. I remember my mom telling us never to cut our nails at nIght because it would just make them suffer... not to sweep the floor at night because it would drive away luck and some others. These are tiny reminders that I ironically do practice.

Are you also familiar with this nursery rhyme?

Rain, rain go away
come again another day
little janice wants to play

It's actually a simple witch spell - an incantation used by so-called witches before in d medieval period to drive away rain. funny? hehehe. i've read this frm a source. now, we consider it a superstition and even just one of the cute songs children sing in school.

I've also tried this other witch spell:

Money, money, come to me
come to me today
as I will so mote it be...

Facing the east early in the morning, you have to say this. I dont know if it was coincidental but money did come to me... and ya after consuming all my resources.... the sad thing there was that it all came from my parents' pockets.

SUPERSTITIONS... SPELLS... HOWEVER YOU CALL THEM ACUTALLY DOES NOT WORK IF YOU DONT BELIEVE IN THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I also have to agree it's something psychological, too. It's just that sometimes these thoughts play around our minds affecting the way we deal with things around us.

BAD LUCK?

Whatelse can we blame for a very bad day, for not winning a lottery or losing in a contest or failing your exams? Hehehehehe. Wether it's Friday the 13th or just an ordinary day, things happen. Just dont let it affect your life. The important thing there is you rise up evrytime you fall.

JUST KEEP A POSITIVE MIND.

Speaking of bad luck.... I work for a call center and there are these stations that we really avoid because we receive all the bad calls and irate callers there. Coincidental? Maybe. I know it's psycholigical but it does affect.

IN A CALL CENTER, WE RECEIVE LIKE 20/70 CALLS A DAY..... SO WE REALLY WOULDNT BE SURPRISED AT ALL IF WE DO RECEIVE A LOT ON THE 13TH OF FRIDAY. ITS PRETTY NORMAL. HEHEHEHE. (Oct 11, 2006, 10:13am)

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It' 12:40am na ryt now and fri d 13th s offically over.

Wla namang nanyari. i dnt believe na badluck anf fri d 13th. d only weird thing na nangyari kahapon was dat ANG PHONE KO NAGBLACKOUT AND NAGVIBRATE NA PARANG SASABOG. first time ko tlaga naexperience un wid my fone. kala ko tlaga sasabog. hehehehe. dali dali kung tinanggal ang battery. un lng.

Oh. and yah. c ASH mga 5 mgs lng kahapon. ewan ko ano nangyari o naging busy kaya. pero na miss ko tlaga cya. everyday kasi nagtitxt kami and dat wil start frm d tym dat gumising cya and d tym na matutulog na ako. hehehehe. 2day, qualifying exam kasi nya para makapagpractice abroad as PT.

C BABE ko kahapon wla ding txt msg. bt im nt surprised naman. ganyan tlaga cya. lulubog lilitaw. hehehehe. 2day's saturday. i hope its gonna b something better than my last saturday. im meeting some1. hehehe.

DAY TEN
Benj, forcibly evicted on Friday the 13th

Benj, Ang Obnoxious Mastermind ng Maynila, has been forcibly evicted from the virtual house for deliberately violating the house rules. He used a vulgar word in his confessions twice, refused to post in his diary and plotted against BBK several times.

"I can say that October 13, 2006 is indeed a loucky day for me" -Mica

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Mica: I don't believe in such things . Siguro dahil hindi ko inentertain yung idea na yun sa utak ko hehehe

Believe it or not, medyo goodluck nga ata sa akin ang Friday the 13th back in high school. Nung first year ako nanalo yung basketball team namin sa skul. Nanalo na rin ata kami sa isang dance contest na Friday the 13th nun. May mga bad din siguro nangyari pero minor lang or hindi talaga siya big deal.

Ooops.. meron pala. Muntikan na ako Natamaan ako ng bola ng basketball dati.. buti na lang na-save ako ng crush ko that time hehehe is that a goodluck or badluck? weee basta kiligness un

May mga superstitions pa rin na pinaniniwalaan ko lalo na influence sa akin ng mga Ilocano from my mom's side, pero minsan inisip ko na walang scientific explanation yun, so why should I believe them? pero naisip ko din may mga bagay din na hindi maeexplain ng science or whatever tulad ng LOVE... siguro pati superstitions din...

Hala ang gulo ko na nyahaha basta ako I don't believe na may badluck kapag Friday the 13th. (Oct 9, 2006, 12:56pm)

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First of all, no classes *applause*

almost all of my teachers didn't show-up. The reason? i dunno haha

I got the chance to have a little bonding time with my brother Carlo and my bestfriend Lecel during lunchtime. We were dancing in the tune of "SHOO BE DOO" of Kamikaze. We even have several videos of Carlo dancing and singing (Such a cutie!) We ate Adobong Manok for Lunch.

I was online the whole afternoon and I am lucky enough because we won at the Message Relay task (congrats to us, NeilG, Trish, Jomar and Kenneth!).

I went to the Web club tutorial afterwards pero i went out agad. Thank Havens because the pictures taken during the ECSSA Quiz Show were printed out. I'm about to finalize the Accomplishment Report and yep, we are almost done!

I ate dinner at Jollibee East Junction with Lecel. I love hanging out with her simply because she's my best friend. she's sleeping in our house tonight and where are we right now? In an internet cafe pushing some keys.. some buttons haha

That's all for now

"Well, not that bad luck for a day or two" -Maristel

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Maristel: NO. It depends if you will have yourself get so attached with that idea. I strictly don't believe in bad luck or superstitions... I believe that everything happens for a reason. If anything bad happens to you it's not because you let it happen or because you failed to follow the superstitions that some people believed in. Most of the times, it's "US" who do things that might cause us good or bad luck... For me, Friday the 13th doesn't have anything to do with bad lucks... I consider 13 my lucky number, for a lot of good things happened to me every 13... (Oct 8, 2006, 8:07pm)

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What can I say? FRIDAY THE 13th stuffs and thingies... To start with... Right after logging out last night, I went to have a shower... Iron pressed some of my laundry... And watched "Silent Hill"... It was a bit shocking plus the fact that I'm watching some freaky and weird flick and it's Friday the 13th... I was starved to death so I asked my cousin to call Jollibee Delivery... I had a some fries and and consumed half of my cheesy bacon burger... Got some texts from my fellow VHs...

I texted my client Samantha Chan and asked her about the status of my proposal regarding her Hallowween Party on October 27, Friday which will be held at Penthouse East Tower, Tektite Ortigas... Well I say that Friday the 13th isn't that badluck at all coz FORTUNATELY - I closed the deal and it's CONFIRMED! We'll be their service for their Party...
Also received a call from Tektite and much too much from my expectation for a Friday the 13th badluck... I closed a Show/Boxing event for tomorrow which will be held at Plaza Morga at Moriones. Not so good crowd but at least... It's money and it'll help us for our personnel or crew...

Woke up around 11 noon... Had some Laing, Picadillo & Mechado for 'BrUnch"... The day was a bit shaky though coz we had this unexpected visitor at the office and at home and it's freaking me out, coz what he did all the time he was here was use the net and pre-occupied himself searching for weird videos at youtube... I just can't excuse myself to have the chair for a bit so I could send proposal and quotation to my client at Smart Furniture for their outlet's opening at Libis this coming October 21, 22, 23, 27, 28 and 29... Now I'm starting to lose my patience coz he has never been so considerate and cooperative coz he won't give me a little time to use the computer and now it's driving me wild... He's just so thick-faced and he's wrecking my nerves!!!

Well then, so as to have a little air coz I'm having a trouble breathing at our space... I decided to go out and go at Ortigas Home Depot and had a li'l stroll... Had some Shawarma and Kebab...

Well, not that bad luck for a day or two... I just hope everything will be as fine but not so irritatative like this day...

Gee confesses: NAIINIS AKO SA NANGYARI

Weird! The Message Relay is weird. There are rules that we MUST follow, right? ...

I quoted Paolo... and then he quoted me... And according to the rule, you cannot quote the previous poster that's why I didn't respond to the message because of the thought that BBK might invalidate my entry... And then, I was out of the game? Haha! I should risk THAT post then... Pero what if he invalidated MY post parin? Why is that? You're following the rules na nga and then ganun pa?

And then BBK just said that THE RELAY IS OVER. So ganun na lang yun? Was that our fault? Should it be our responsibilities to choose from each other sa mock nomination? Oh well, hindi naman assured na yung season namin yung mananalo but at least, we'll STILL have THE chance to escape THAT mock nomination? And it's our rights then...

Don't get me wrong guys. I'm not against with SOMEONE... I just want a FAIR fight... Kung natalo MAN kami, then FINE! At least we did our best to win. BUT losing in this game JUST LIKE THAT IS A BIG no-no.

BBK, I'm not belittling you... I'm just disappointed with that technicality... And I think there's nothing wrong to express it this way. HINDI AKO NAIINIS SA TAO. NAIINIS AKO SA NANGYARI. This is one of the first activities here. I hope next time, this thing won't happen again. PUUUUHHHLEEEEASE!

PLEASE BE FAIR!

"Now my belief in Friday the 13th has just been strengthened even more" -Jomar

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Jomar: YES! I do have paraskavedekatriaphobia. I keep a journal of my Friday the 13th experiences, and I put in there my examination results, schedules and everything academic. I remember Grade 3. Someone accused me of stealing food and money on a Friday the 13th. Wow, he is actually the person who stole my money, grrr. And I got reprimanded because my class adviser then didn't listen to my side. I'm just thankful that our grade level officer was fair enough to listen to me and was able to prove that I am not a thief. ~_~ (Oct 8, 2006, 10:40am)

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Today has been the weirdest Friday the 13th I've ever experienced in my life.

I started the day out running to the front lobby to chat nonstop with my Diamond friends. The usual "Hi Justine! Hi Lordom! Hi Paul!" rituals blah are there. But I saw someone else there. Ooh, Kit!!! Hahaha... It was only today that I found out that Kit and Keanu were schoolmates last year, and Kit was telling how Keanu was such a jynx. Justine and I were like staying away from Keanu because of his weird aura ). I despise falling cows xD...

Then I went to Val Ed. Ma'am Sarmago wasn't there but most of us decided to stay because the next class will be in the same room. I had lots of fun playing "Truth, Dare or Harassment" with my classmates although it grossed me out big time...

English came and the first of Jejomar Bongat's Series of Unfortunate Events has started. I failed the long test. By one point. Ouch. But anyhow it wasn't that bad because I'm expecting my speech to be good. The Speech choir must definitely be aced and I presume that all group projects were given 1.00s to 1.50s, by the way several people reacted when they saw our work.

No Physics, because Ma'am Era had to go with 08 for their retreat. We had to go to the ASTB to encode personal information for the teachers' database. Whee, I'm officially enrolled now xD... There's this button in the form which says "enroll student" blah... wahaha!!!

Tech Skills was hell of fun, senti, annoying, and in general, weird. I was alone most of the time, contemplating my life.

UB was scary. Grarrl. I lost my cellphone. Wah. I ran to the front lob to seek help from Andie, Paul and Keziah (whom I have helped yesterday). I miss-called my phone but there was no answer. Therefore, I ran to the gazebo (record time, though I am injured) just to see Kayla holding my phone. I thanked her with my whole heart and I dashed back to chat with my Diamond friends.

Then I suddenly saw Rosal play Patintero. Grarrl. I don't want to talk about it.

Before starting Bio, I went up to Ma'am Yuhico just to make sure that I must be cheerful even though I've had bad experiences. And yes, it was enough. I got a 34/50 >>> 1.5 for the Perio! Now my Geom has chances of going up to 1.75. Yay for me xD...

Bio was cool! I love Dr. House series. It made me up for some time, at least, except for the fact that there was this gorey scene where the doctors had to cut through the throat of the patient, to save the life.

Algeb! Free cut! Thaaank you Ma'am Orate!!!

Soc Sci!!! I cannot explain it too much, it's so complicated. With all the operations Sir Martin has done, I ended up getting a 66% (with an 83 equivalent mark) from the original 59.5%. I could've failed in shame. 0.5% percent. At least I got a 6.5% additional. (But hey! I did not just come up with that 66% value, I computed it!!!)

Filipino was simply annoying. Misconceptions. I hate misconceptions. But still, my Filipino perio is evil. 2.25. Rawr ~_~...

This quarter, I won't be posting my scores in a table. I'll be posting day by day summaries instead (don't worry, they will be in a separate post).

Now my belief in Friday the 13th has just been strengthened even more, with all the weird happenings today. Good thing this comes only once in a while. But, hey, it's mere coincidence. So, maybe when the next Friday the 13th comes, things can change.

Trish confesses: Baka dala lang ito ng lungkot

To neil-g.... at first i admit sobrang tampo talaga ako syo.... kasi parang di mo na me pinapansin simula na lang nung ang dami mo ng new friends here... wala lang pareho kayo ni neil-tg... feeling ko parang di nyo na me mind... pero now i realized i must be thankfull na kahit tampo ako dyan ka pa din! hehehehehehehe! well, now di na me tampo.... cge i'll try to go online mamyang hapon pero i cnt promise kasi baka i'll go to the hospital... alam mo yung grandma ko... buhay nga sya pero machine na lang ang nagbubuhay sa kanya... pag tinanggal na yun, patay na sya... my dad cant decide na tanggalin yun kasi we're still waiting for 1 of his bro to decide kasi 1 of my uncle's is still in the US pauwi pa lang sya... sobrang nakaka awa nga kasi i know na nahihirapan na sya... u know friend... almost every night umiiyak ako... im always thinking of her... kakalungkot nga isipin na she's biologically dead na.... hayz... its really very hard! sobrang sakit... pacensya na ha? baka dala lang ito ng lungkot.... and sorry din sa mga housemates na medyo uminit ang ulo ko....

For mats and mica.... sisters... thanks for being there for me ha... really appreciate it! thanks a lot! i know na maaasahan kayo! God Bless!

To jomar... i know how u feel.... kaya natin ito... study hard! dito lang me....
To benj.... Kung ayaw mo tanggapin ang SORRY ko, fine! But one thing's for sure.... No such thing is "PERFECT"! walang perpektong tao! lahat tao ay may kanya-kanyang pagkakamali!

To ian... hope to talk to u again..... bait ka naman pala eh dati akala ko u're SNOB pero once na makilala ka... I PROVED IT WRONG! FRIENDS?!
To ken... magparamdam ka naman! galaw-galaw! lolz
To rommel..... confe naman tayo minsan... to know u.... hehehehehe!
To gee and marge.... thx sa lahat! I know i can count on u guys!
To kashen and paolo... stay sweet! confe ulit tayo with bbk!
To BBK.... pasencya na po last night nalungkot lang po tlga ako!
To neil-tg... i miss u na po, sobra!

Team Season 1 wins Message Relay
Mica confesses: Yebbah! Panalo kami!
I'm proud kasi nanalo kami sa Message Relay. At first kala ko wala na kaming chance since nastrike na sina Ken, Jomar, NeilG then si Ate Trish. In short, ako na lang natira

Mukhang wala atang interesado talagang i-kowt ako kaya medyo nagtampo ako.. pero mukhang mas maganda ata ayan ginanahan ako sa last

I'm so proud of us kaya eto gumawa ako ng little college nating 5... the Fab 5

"Uggh! Math Exam: Friday the 13th Experience" -Rommel

All ASVHs are required to post an unforgetable experience happened on a Friday the 13th. Do you believe in bad luck or superistitions?

Rowen: What if I don't have a story? Do I create one? Honestly po, it's nothing special. Iglesia Ni Cristo po kasi ako so I am not really raised to those kind of superstitions but there are really horror movies na nakatatakot pag thirteenth. ahhaa. (Oct 10, 2006, 6:07pm)

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I am jinxed today. I slept early last night, than the usual 3 AM hobby. I slept around 11 AM. I woke up, looked at my phone, it's 6:13. I was lying on my bed, bored, trying to recover from the pathetic incident that happened to me last two days.

Pathetic because I have not answered a lot on my exam. Yes, today is the 13th of October, Friday. Now, I know this day won't do any good. I prepared for about an hour to go to the Math Building. I would have a Finals Review for Math 17. I would know my 5th Exam Score.

After long lectures and all. The results were up. Name was not called. I walked to my teacher and claimed mines, I looked at the paper. 17.5, 29.13%... Study! waaah. That was really low. Anyways, I expected 9%. Haha. But it was super low! It is really and humongously low. My goal at that time was 42% for the Finals and it dropped my ultimate goal to 56%. I need to get 56% to get a lousy 3.0 in Math 17 in the Finals. Bad news.

I was going home and then I was already outside then, when the rain fell. I went home uhm, soaking wet. Yuck. Headache. Well that's it actually. It couldn't get any worse. I won't really go outside the rest of the day. More unfortunate things might come.

It's safe here at the dorm, right!

Ian confesses: I told you before... "we can be friends.."

Im over you.

Neil, im over you. tagal na. Im very happy with my serious realtionship now with Kris. Yeah, pansin ko rin, dumidistansya ka sakin. Why is that? I told you before... "we can be friends.."

Goood luck sa current love interest mo neil.

Neil , youre such a nice guy... nice friend... nice talker... and galante. HAHA

Paolo confesses: Hi Kashen! Magaling ka na ba? pagaling ka.

Ayan ang tagal ko ng hindi nag-update ng confession.. or not hehhe mukhang uso dito ang laging pag-memessage sa isa't isa ah. Hmmm Cno kaya nagpa-uso nun. *clears throat* hehehe!!! Dahil uso nga un eh di e2 gagawa ako ulit hehe.

Ann - I am glad na nakusap kita kagabi hehe hindi ka na kc nag-oonline katulad ng dati sobrang busy ka ba? Sana next time may time uli tau ng mahabaang YM hehe Ingatz!

Benj- Hi!!! Benj!! hehe kmusta ka na. ikaw din k2lad ni Ann hindi ko na nakakausap sa YM hmmm pero 2 beses p lng yata tau nag-usap. anyways, ingatz din.

Charles- wla lng hindi pa kita nakakausap sa YM ikaw na lng hindi ko nakakausap. haaay.

Gee- Hello hello!!!! YAY!!! kelan ba natin kakantahin ung "A Whole New World" hehe buti nmn at mag se-sembreak na kau eh di todo YM na to hehe tsaka nga pla ikaw ang mauuna sa duet ah. hindi ako para masaya. Sayang nga lng walang mga M.Y.M.P. dun sa site na un no? Gee, wag mo sbhin khit knino ung site para ma-curious cla hahaha. Ingatz din

Kuya Ian- nasan ka na? busy ba sa call center? pwede ba ako ang tumawag dyan? hehehe

Jomar- Congrats dahil nagkaroon ka ng 2.25 un ba un? haha ewan ko ba kung ano un? ano ba ung mga 2.25 na yan hindi ko gets kaya nga lagi ako no comment. Ang boring ng confe natin last night no? kabwisit inantok tuloy ako hehe

Kashen- Hi Kashen! Magaling ka na ba? pagaling ka. ayoko nagkakasakit ung ka-loveteam ko Tsaka kain lng ng kain at inom ng tubig at juice tulad ng sabi ko sau sa text. ok? at wag mag-papaka pagod mahalaga ung pahinga kaya ok nga ung lagi ka natutulog ingatz lagi sa school, sa labas ng school, sa bahay nyo, sa labas ng bahay nyo, pag pumupunta sa mall ingatz din. may gusto ako sabihin na 3 words alam mo na cguro un

Kenneth- hi!!! Kenneth tlga 2 oh.. humihilik ka ngaun no? hehe tlga to si "Hilik Boy" hahaha ay sorry nga pla at umalis ako nung gabi na nasa confe tau eh kc nakaka-antok ayan tuloy dinalaw ako ng antok ko at gusto ko na matulog. tsaka keep up the good work sa keyboard ang galing mo nga eh.

Marge- WHOOOOOOO!!!! marge!!! sorry sa ngyari sa cellphone mo. until now hindi ko alam ibig-sabihin ng budol budol gang ano ba un? ano ginagawa nila? Anyways kung hindi mo pa sinasbi sa parents mo, ngaun mo na sabihin kc baka kpag nalaman pa nila sa iba lalong magalit. malay mo ibili ka nila ulit. kc ung cellphone importante eh. Ingatz ka lng lagi

Ate Mats- hi ano ba ssbhin ko sau eh lagi nmn tau usap lolz. Wow nndto ako sa school may naaamoy ako na pagkain cno kaya ung kumakain. Ay sorry ok Ate mats, salamat sa lahat ng mga pinagsasabi mo saakin tska kapag may mic tau pareho ang saya ko palagi at napapansin mo nmn cguro ung mga malalakas ko na tawa hehe. ingatz sa budol budol gang. lolz

Mica- eeyy!! musta na busy ka pa rin ba? ay cguro dpat hindi ako magtagalog no? hehe joke ikaw kc ndi ko maintindihan ung usapan nyo ni kenneth hahaha gusto ko matuto nun madali ba un matutuhan? hmmm..

Kuya Neil G- Hi!!! haha napangiti ako nung sinabi mo na ako ung isa na hindi mo ka-season ang gusto mo makilala ang sarap nmn pakinggan nun hehe sorry kung nung una n10 chat eh macyado ako maraming kausap at hindi kita macyado napansin 13 un no hehe kasamaa ka dun sa 13. sana 13 n lng ung computer ko hehe Ingatz ka!

Kopee- wag na Rommel ayoko ang pangit pakinggan, i mean kapag sinasbi ko ang pangit pakinggan kaya kopee na lng ok? hehe ingatz!

Ate Trish- kmusta na c lola? awww! hope she gets well soon. Isasama ko cya sa prayer request sa sunday sa simbahan ok? Sana gumaling na cya para masaya lahat

BBK- wala lng gusto mo po mag-swimming? hehe

Ayan tpos na ah may message na ako sainyong lahat ulit.

"Good thing that I'm not having STML (Short Term Memory Loss)" -Maristel

Anyhow, was just all out busy taking calls, doing quotations and chatting with our clients... Was just a pissed off coz some lad has been calling my office asking if the quotation i faxed her was a photocopy coz according to her it was so blurry and looks like it was just carbonless copy of the proposal! Helloooo! Du-uh... Is she out of her mind? Well my reply was direct! It's me who made the proposal or quotation and I can assure you that, that document isn't photocopy or just a copy of carbonaless crap... Everything here at work are all computerized and we don't xerox proposals. We do print it with our laser printer (conceited as it may sound) but that's truth!

I also received a call from DPC - for Wedding Directory and looking for my boss. Well, he's out and if he wants to, he could just leave a message and I'll just extend it to my boss... I also got the log book were all phone calls received from the warehouse was written and listed. I was asked to call each and every name of our future clients for next couple of weeks, months and next year. I just do hope that everything will be as great as it were last year. I don't care how big the commission 'am gonna receive. I'm after our clients that we'll give our best quality and service we can offer.

Also talked to my Elementary Batchmate who will do our website. I negotiated with him on how it will cost us if we'll hire him (like forever) for webhosting, domain name and updates for our site. Actually, we already have registered and it's www.dnxprosystems.com and I can't wait to fill up the application form that my contact from Directory Philipines Corporation (DPC) - Yellow Pages sent me for our next years registration.

Was also a bit out of mind coz I was having a hard time trying to make our company's logo and profile a bit precise, concise and eye catching. Just looking forward for a more target this year than last year and prior to it.

Now, you see how I'm doing things all at the same time. Multi-tasking it is, as well known for now. Good thing that I'm not having STML (Short Term Memory Loss)... Also glad that out of busy day I can still excell and put effort in everything that I do...

Well, I guess... This is how broken heartedness can cause one person... I just wish that God will give me and answer all my prayers for me to have totall peace of mind. Coz, frankly speaking, I'm still very much affected on things ended up between me and the guy I once told you about...

Peace out...

Bye for now... I still have more days... Pages... Pages... Numbers... Numbers... Unencumbered numbers I'll soon relay...

Cheers & Nytie all...

DAY NINE
Maristel confesses: I'm nearly glad that as day pass by I've been a friend to almost everyone in the house

What a day I should say!!! Why? Coz a lot of things happened today... Had these few nice chats and confe with Paolo, Kenneth, Jomar, Gee, Benj, Charles, Ann, Mica, Rowen & Marge...

If you'l l ask me how my day was? And how I've been... I'll give you a quick "NOD" and say "FANTASTIC"... I never thought that All Star would be this fun. I get so attached with each VH. At first I never came to mind that I'll be havin' such a great time my fellow virtual housemate. Some would say, they will never say "FRIEND" rather a person you'll talk with and have fun with. But I'm nearly glad that as day pass by I've been a friend to almost everyone in the house...

I'm real glad that the team-up I've endorsed to the public has been such a "CLICK". It was like "dang!" "snap" and there it is... Everything is freeflowing and I do hope everything will fall into places. I'm happy coz Paolo and Kashen has been friends all throughout since Paolo confessed everything. PBBFG has never been this fun...

Also I feel BAD coz my li'l sis MARGE from Season 2 had an encounter with the "BUDUL BUDOL GANG". Actually during my confe with Mica, Paolo and Kenneth - I think in some point I over read the word "budol-budol" which was quoted by Mica. And when I saw Marge's status message in YM, it was regarding her cellphone. Honestly, I thought Marge's cellphone was just confiscated by her Mom. But what happened was worst pala. I felt bad hearing her side of story. I just can't help myself giving and uttering words that will comfort her. Call it redundancy... But the worst scenario has happened. Some "budol budol gang" hypnotized Marge and got her cellphone which was only a month old. There I've said it. It happened na and no matter how much we or she wants her cellphone back she'll never have it back anymore na. For me, yes. Her cellphone may be expensive. Her sim card may have contained the most important people's or even celebrity's name & number. But her life is more important than anything else. She must be so - so sad losing her precious cellphone. But, I'm more happier coz Marge is still there. Flesh, Blood and Bones. That's what matters now. Her life. Half of me still say, I'm happy coz nothin bad happened to her. At least it was just her precious cellphone that she lost. Not Marge, or it's our lost...

ANN ~> am so sorry if I can't help myself teasin' and making fun with your name and Jomar. Anyway, I just want you to know that Jomar voted you as The "Hottest Female Virtual Housemate" *lol* well, I know you are, so keep your hots, mama...

BENJ ~> Well, treat me as friend or somenody you just talked with and havin' fun with. I don't care. I know naman, that we're doing good. I like your music. I love your being honest. I love your being loud. I love your growling. That's what real ROCKSTAR is... Well, a piece of advice Doc Benj... KEEP ROCKING!!! And kapag sumikat na either of your Band, don't forget that I was once and will forever be your Rock Fan... Or maybe a future patient (just depends on what field on Med you'll be into in the future...)

CHARLES ~> I got your number. Text text tayo bro. Hope we'll have more longer conversation next time. About the message relay, it was me who quoted you. I'm so sorry if you were eliminated sa Activity... Hindi naman sa game eh... Peace tayo Charles. I have nothin' against you... Tandaan mo yan...

GEE ~> Sis, I'm so sorry din sa naging "warning" natin. I don't care who ininiate sa conference. But the thang is we're all in there. I just felt bad, coz I thought we're all there to have fun - pure fun... I never thought that we'll be warned bcoz of those stuffs... Guess, we really have to be real cautious next time... T'care sis!

IAN ~> I don't know how I'm going to comment with your confession with BBK. But you know what. A lot of us have our "kakiyan" naman. There's nothing wrong with it. We're in one team, Ian. We're all playing. We're all players here... We're all aiming here... Aim high or aim low it doesn't matter... There's no such thing as "PASIKATAN"... But as so you know we're all having fun... We're all competing here. In here, we're "TEAM" yeah... But not that nagpapasiklaban ang mga tao. When you say "FUN" that's clean-fun... Nothing more, nothing less... Yun nga lang next time, name names ka na whoever you're saying sa confession, para di na mag isip mga tao... And by the way, hope we can talk sometime... I think I've been missing a lot of IAN na...

JOMAR ~> Hi kiddo!!! See, I told yah! See, I was never wrong..! Now bear in mind that there's nothing wrong seeing things on the worst scenario but also keep in mind that you have to keep in heart the words I always tell you... There's nothing wrong to be OPTIMISTIC most of the times... Stay positive... Coz I know that you'll pass your exam naman. I've always been honest and I know I may have been honest but never did I harm you, kid... Just be yourself, 'ayt?

KASHEN ~> Hope you're well na. Drink lots and lots of water if have colds. Baka LOVEnat na yan sis... *lol* I just hope that I'll see you soon (online)... Love is in the air sis...

KENNETH ~> Finally! The guy I voted for "Hottest Male Virtual Housemate" was online for real. McKenneth, it has been great knowing you. I never thought that you'll share stuffs with me... Darn! I felt so blessed... I love how you play the piano and played Rihanna's Unfaithful... Wish I could see more of your video... One of my favorite was your version of Let's Go... You really are such a nice guy & 'was never wrong... T'care for now!

MARGE ~> Don't worry... I'll buy you a SMART SIM sis... That how Achie gives importance to her little sis... Just keep your cool no matter what... Of course, accept it... Your mom may be real mad... Your mom may scold you... But that won't take long... In due time, everything will be alright and back to how things are, but I suggest drop the cellphone thingies... *lol* You know, reality bites... But you can never bite it back...

MICA ~> Regarding your message, don't worry, I deleted your smart # na... HAKUNA MATATA... Alryt... Kulang lagi oras natin sa confe & chat but with your blog entryies, I am knowing you more na. And I know you're a good person inside & out...

NEIL G ~> Thanks for dropping a message for me in return. It has always been a pleasure knowing a sweet and funny guy like you. Well, not to mention intriguing and controversial... Please give your YM id nman... i can't wait to hear from you, man! By the way, I love how you call your girl "babe"

PAOLO ~> 'am sorry earlier... May problema ata YM ko dito. Sorry if during our chat, umextra ang mga clients ko... Don't worry babawi ako sa'yo *tampo mode* kc bigla ka na lang nagpapaalam... Miss yah bro.!

ROWEN ~> It's good to know and a nice feeling that we're finally connecting now. Okei lang yun if you may not have contributed much sa activity. Okay lang... There are activites to come naman ata eh... Stay safe Rowen!

TRISH ~> Whatever it is that's bothering you sis... I'm always here to listen... You know that... Try reading Neil G's entry, wag na ikaw magtampo... Hope you'll feel better soon...

BBK ~> Regarding last night's confe with Benj and Neil... I'm not implying something. I have nothing against it BBK... For whatever things that I typed there it was addressed to you. I'm just telling you how Trisha feels. It's just that YM is having some technical probs., I guess...

Jomar confesses: Let's end this, it's a great waste of time

Things are definitely not going well inside the Virtual House as of now. There is a relatively great danger that I will be the first evictee due to what is happening now.

So what?

As of this date, I am proud to announce that I have already found what I have been looking for. I am happy that friendships have already been formed, and I got to be close to most of my co-ASVHs.

As I have said even before the game started: I am not here to win. I am here to have fun. I am here to gain friends. I am here to prove myself.

The first two goals have already been fulfilled even before the game itself started. The task of making the house rules gave me the opportunity to communicate and get to know my co-ASVHs even better. And getting to interact with them, discuss to them how the game could be more fun is fun in itself already.

The third goal is already on the process. This threat to my name is giving me more and more reasons to display to the world who the real Jomar is. By the way I react to this issue, people can think who I am. Positive or negative you may think, at least I left my own footprint inside the vHouse. If you say "Oh, that's Jomar, a courageous, respectful and calm fighter", thank you. If you say "Oh, that's Jomar, a big fat obnoxious loser", thank you too. It just means that I have proven myself. It is up to you to interpret my actions, as I cannot dictate how people must look at me.

Benj, you ARE right. I have been bullied for several times. Try observing how I live in Pisay and you'd say that what I experience everyday is worse than what you are doing now. But, hey, I'm alive and I'm living a happy life. I'm not a person full of regrets or anything. Instead, I take these as challenges and opportunities to build my character. I am satisfied with what I have now and I thank ALL people (yes, including YOU) for giving me lots of chances of developing myself.

Look at those people who are always respected. No one dares to bully them. They bully people around. But, they do not have one of the most important things a person must have: CHARACTER. Is their spirit indomitable? Well, you may say yes, but go deeper inside. No, they are scared that they might meet a person who is going to bully them around.

As my mentors always tell me: Think before you act. You never know, what you are doing to destroy a person is actually helping the person to build himself up.

I will try my best to make this confession my last discussion about this issue. Let's end this, it's a great waste of time. Let's move on, do all our responsibilities as BBK's guests in his house and most of all, have fun xD

Mica blogs: Confessions of a Starving and Sleepless Blogger
mood: drained
music: Build This City - The Cars

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE? nyahaha :)
The first pic was taken when I was 6 years old during our trip to Hongkong. I was busy eating when my dad suddenly took this picture without my concent. Now you know san ako nagmana haha :) The second pic was taken during the summer of 2004 in Bonuan Beach.

I love EATING i swear! Hindi ako maselan sa pagkain. I used to be so skinny back in high school. During those days, I skip my breakfast and recess to access the internet in our Computer Laboratory and check on Spice Girls stuff in my Yahoo!Clubs (now YahooGroups). Those were the days..

In college, I became an active dance troupe member and believe it or not, I ate A LOT especially on our breaks (sina Alain at Nel ba naman kasama mo haha). Since then, I gained weight... from skinny to sexy :)

When I had a part-time job, 50% of my money goes to my food. 50 % goes to my brother's OT Fee

I am busy right now with 2 organizations, my dabarkads and studies and I now know the meaning of :

STRESS

whew! and because of this stress, I'm starting to look like a Zombie again.

Thanks to Lecel for giving me some kikay stuff to put on my pale face! :P

In the past weeks (i mean months haha), there are times wherein I'm skipping my meals to have fun. I am also suffering from Insomnia (not amnesia like Kuya Arvin says.. nakakalimutan daw nya matulog! :P). Tthe earliest time for me to sleep is 1:30AM. I guess I have to blame it on Mochachinno and Unlimited Texting.

Oh well...

Charles confesses: Puro nalang "ill try" dapat gawin

So, elimated na pala ako sa "who said it" game... i told you guys, im having a hard time to connect... pero ok lang yun... ill try to make it up next time..

Ano ba yan... puro nalang "ill try" dapat gawin... para di ma-evict...hahaha! and i notice that most of the allstar vh dont blog much... they prefer confession rooms and diary.. anyway... once im back in full gear, expect me to flood you with blogposts...

ASVHs involved: Jomar, Marge, Maristel, Charles
Topics discussed: (mostly) Marge's Budong Budong
Time: 7:00
Medium used: Yahoo Messenger
Summary:
Ate marge has been hypnotised by budong budong gang. She lost her cellphone.
Reflection:
Its nice chatting with my co-VH and having alot of communications with them.
Mag-ingat para di mabudol o kung ano man ang masamang mangyari sa akin!

Rommel confesses: I will just use my time making friends and try to win this game

I wouldve loved to put all the appropriate [sic]'s in there, but that will take all day.

Now, Im being lectured on again by someone who thinks he has the monopoly on how the game should be played. I don't care if you see the game your way and Im not about to preach to you to copy the same way I play the game. I play the game the way I play it so don't instruct me to do things that you deem as the "right way to play the game".

It's really retarded. I just emphasized the relativity of game philosophies and here comes another jabroni trying to shove his so-called tried and tested formula down my throat. Apparently, my approach works. I got to the final four of my season despite my behavior. It was my vote that sealed the win for Charles - though in hindsight, things would've been a lot different.

I dont care. You STILL lost. Nothing changed.

So because you've played a lot more games, that makes me a non-veteran and somebody who can't decide the way I want to play?

Nah, I just want to imply that you need not use that veteran thing. You dont know who you are playing against.

If you find my posts off, based on the reactions of people, you are clearly on the minority. I'm pretty sure that my posts are more endearing than irritating and it's clear that you are on the same intellectual domain as jomar as far as the game is concerned.

Your posts are off the fact that I saw bitterness this early in the game. I do not know why you have to act like this and all. I just think it's off and not positive at all. Well, I am so blessed to be intelectually linked with a Phi-scier! Dont even underestimate other people. That's pissing me off. I won't mess with your messy life, that's why you are acting such cause you have an undesirable, pathetic life. Your world is full of nuts and you are dissatisfied and displeased on all the things around you. Good luck on being pessimistic. That's really a plus.

How far did you go in your season, by the way? Did your goody-goody technique get you far? Did you reach the final 4? Did I? Case closed, retard.

Well, I might have the chance, but those times were horrible. I quit because I was so busy at that time. It does not mean that you made it to the Final 4 and you are a REALLY great player. It does not match up on anything that I was blessed given for. You are so not blessed. Just by calling me retard, it reflects.

Relative to the game, I have enough friends outside this game to even care about the terms that I end up with when it comes to every single one of you. Didn't you just read that I didnt join the game to make friends? I can, and maybe I would, but that is not the objective.

Okay. That's the point. Why should you not make friends with these people if you want them to stay with you until the end and win the game? Why? And that is why you are always getting till the end, ending up losing. Because you dont know how to respect other people's FEELINGS. In caps, feelings and emotions, you treat us as lame dolls you can just despise and manipulate at the same time. We are not those people that you would often see scheming and all, but we have feelings and that does matter in this game. I feel like you are using this tool, your pregnant doging attitude to ruin other people and make them burst just like what each single people is doing because of your posts. We all have limits. And I can't take the way your acting. Also, if you quit at the early stage of the game, should we care? What you do everytime you post is complain, pregnant dog and all, do we get anything new? Or anything pleasing from you. Just shut up if you have nothing good to say.

Isn't it amazing that I got lectured by

a) someone who couldn't even last more than one eviction after entering the game.
and

How funny! I was in the house for 49 days and lasted four evictions at that time. Looks like you should have focused more on your sources.

b) someone who claims to be veteran but couldn't get to the latter parts of this game.

Huh? I have been for the jury for a lot of times. Been in the Final 2 for a lot of parts in other games. I am a veteran yes, I just was not good in this game that season. I quit that time and was not evicted. Oh God! Who's the retard now? I could have been in the latter parts of the game. If only I did not quit, but I did. So you take it against me. Fine. I don't care. Play your game. I play mines. If this is the way you wanna do it, then fine.

I will outlast you in this game.

You will but you won't. Take that for what it's worth. Good luck on wasting your time trying to beat me, I will just use my time making friends and try to win this game. Not try to annoy and beat all other people, if that's how you treat games like this and what you think is this would be good for you, then fine.


Using explicit, obscene or vulgar language or graphics anywhere in PBBFG Board, Yahoo Messenger, shoutbox, e-mail, Friendster and personal blog will not be tolerated.

Jomar blogs: Am I in a dream or what?

If you saw me totally hyper at about 10:30AM today, it's because a dream just came true.

I passed Physics perio!!! 66%!!! 2.25 (or maybe even 2.00 in the Physics Unit transmutation table)!!!

Wow. I was expecting a whopping 15/50, equal to 30% >>> 5.00. But no!

Expect me to treat you to something one these days. I just can't contain my happiness.

And with that comes a more optimistic view of what is happening in the virtual house.

Benj (no, not Benjamin Tuason), you have your own mind. I also have mine. Please do not superimpose your mind upon mine as I do not do unto yours. We play the game and take it seriously at our own levels, and I don't care how you play the game. I am happy with my own style and I do not need all your battering and stuff. And no, I am not telling you that the way I am playing the game is the only way.

I don't care if I am the first all-star evictee or whoever it is. I can still communicate with the ASVHs naman kapag na-evict na ako, right?!? What I'm here for is the experience. The friendship.

You are a veteran and I am an amateur. We are two different people. Do not expect me to bow upon you.

Let happiness reign in this virtual house!!!

Mwahaha... I'm so hyper today. I don't effing care if someone in the virtual house would destabilize me. I am playing the game in my own style and capacity, and I am happy with it.

Oh well. My Filipino isn't that good, but hey, it's passing!!! But wait, Physics is higher than Filipino?!?

I am expecting Geometry to be good. English would depend on how the teacher understands my real sentiments. Chemistry is fine. Algebra is heaven (belated happy birthday ma'am orate!), and Soc sci is quite easier than last quarter's (though there is a chance that I have failed it). Val Ed is just fine and Bio is the only thing that I'm pretty insecure of.

Oh well. I can't organize my thoughts as of now. I am extremely hyper.

Charles blogs: Birthday Greetings!

Two of my friend and a cousin celebrated their birthday last October 10, and my Tita celebrates her birthday today.

Christian Urita - Our Batch 2003 High School Valedectoria, who also happens to be my closes male friend. He turned 20 this year and will be having a celebration on Saturday (Oct 14, 2006) on Meyricks España.

RoxanneFonacier - My classmate of 3 years in PNU! I dont know if she had a celebration last Tuesday. She turned 19 this year

Noel Carlo Bernal - My cousin, siya yung sinundan ko sa magpipinsan. He turned 25 this year and I will be 20, a difference of 5 years. He celebrated his birthday with his long-time fiance of 6 years.

Elisa Oreiro - my Tita who celebrates her birthday TODAY. Instead of me giving her a gift, she gave me a jacket from Girbaud! Astig diba! She turns 40 this year.

So Happy Birthday to all!

Mica confesses: I was a bit surprised when I saw your warning

In my previous post in the Diary section, I was able to share to you my sentiments regarding my day in school and some funny moments I shared with my friends who are graduating this March. I was tired, exhausted but inspired at the same time because I do cherish our last moments together as classmates.

My friends in the “REAL” and “REEL” world know the fact that I love Blogging (that’s why I deserve the title “BLOGISTA PRINCESS of DAGUPAN”right?). I blog anything and everything I want. It’s my blog anyway.

I was a bit surprised when I saw your warning regarding my shout outs to my friends when in fact, walang nakalagay sa rules na bawal yun na prinint ko pa before.

Sa pagkakaalam ko, Real Life Updates ang kinakailangan kong ilagay sa Diary ko sa Board. I have an active blog via Livejournal and most of my entries are FOR FRIENDS VIEW ONLY.

I just copied the whole thing to the board last night and it came from my REAL BLOG. I think there’s nothing wrong when I greet my friends or relatives there lalo na’t nasa friend list ko sila. Ganun ako in real life, so why should I not post that? Hindi ko naman dapat palitan ang pamamaraan ko sa pag-blog para lang sa game na ito, diba? Kung ginawa ko yun, hindi na ako yun.

Just wondering. Hope to Hear from BBK soon


Next time, you include a note that says you copy-paste your diary post from your blog.

Gee confesses: Kasi that's a way to know them more

Hi Guyz! I just visited our blog and I just read Ian's post about PASIKATAN thingy. 'La lang... Hehe... Ian talaga... What's the essence of our diaries and blogs diba kung di mo siya gagamitin? And it's in the rule diba? Kaya nga may real-life updates thread eh. Di naman siguro pagpapasikat yung iba dun.... Hehe

For the KIKAY comment naman, natawa naman ako dun... Di lang naman ako ang Kikay here... haha... But if someone finds my posts irritating, then I can't do anything about it. Sorry po! That's how I make my posts eh... lolz!

BTW, parang napagod din ako noong nabasa ko yung story mo sa call center. Yay! Mahirap pala talaga...Eneiweiz, goodluck na lang po! Kaya mo yan! Sana maka-chat na ulit kita... TC..

Personally, I really like digging my co-asvhs's real life updates kasi that's a way to know them more...

Whatelse? Hmmmm... the confe last night? YEAH, STEAMERS na naman! MABUHAY... hehe... mag-iingat na talaga ako... Inulan ako ng warnings ni bbk... Yay!

Magkaka-EB daw sa Oct. 27 sa Pearldrive... ask ate mats about it. Di ako concentrated sa topic na iyon nung pinagusapan eh... hehe...

So, ayun lang muna! Malapit na sembreak ko guyz! yahooo!

"So many things to do, so little time" -Charles

So, today... im just rushing my final requirements for me to have that 96.79% grade... it is due on Monday October 16, 2006.

Anyway, what includes in my portfolio? heres the list:

Draft Lesson Plans
Final and Revised Lesson Plans
Class Records
School Form 1 - School Register
School Form 2 - Monthly Report on Student's Attendance
School Form 18 - Daily Time Record
School Form 48A - Student's Secondary Promotion
School Form 137A - Student's Permanent Record
School Form 138 - Report Card
Daily Diary and Reflection
Grading Sheet
DST Questionnaires
3-5 Professional Readings
Observation Sheets
Auxilliary Service Report and Clearance
Community Service Report and Clearance

Wow! So many things to do, so little time

Benj confesses: I wouldve loved to put all the appropriate [sic]'s in there; I made erratta

Yet another retard.

I got this from Rommel:

Now whose a veteran in online games? I have been in the jury of survivor for 6 times. and been in the final 4 three times... i have been in the top three of amazing race games for 5 times.

now, what... what do i want to emphasize here?

na although i have played a lot, strategize, schemed and plots in other games, that's foreign. iba ang all star pbbfg. its a mere game na we can interact and have fun, at walang maxadong schemes. but if you would want to plot one then its fine.but look at me, whose veteran in these games. I look up at this game as not the ones like in Pex or in the America., this is our own version of Fantasy Games malamang the Filipino culture eh nandito pa din... so that s why iniiwasan natin na may masaktan...

we can form alliances and all... yup nagkakakulay ang laro if may conflict... conflict na HINDI SINASADYANG iplant... eh kasi yung conflicts ngayon parang pilit eh... dahil gusto lang pagandahin ang laro.

Ang sa akin lang, ayos lang na maging ganun ang attitude towards the game. Wag lang OA that is nakakaaapekto na sa ibang tao. You can always play the game nice and good, mabait at the same time you'll win and had fun.

Think. Mas magandang manalo ka na in good terms ka with all the people, earned not only the title but also friends, at isang indecent way ang pagkakapanalo dahil lang wala na silang mapagpiliang iba at may natapakan kang ibang tao.

Mag-isip tayo...

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I wouldve loved to put all the appropriate [sic]'s in there, but that will take all day.

Now, Im being lectured on again by someone who thinks he has the monopoly on how the game should be played. I don't care if you see the game your way and Im not about to preach to you to copy the same way I play the game. I play the game the way I play it so don't instruct me to do things that you deem as the "right way to play the game".

It's really retarded. I just emphasized the relativity of game philosophies and here comes another jabroni trying to shove his so-called tried and tested formula down my throat. Apparently, my approach works. I got to the final four of my season despite my behavior. It was my vote that sealed the win for Charles - though in hindsight, things would've been a lot different.

So because you've played a lot more games, that makes me a non-veteran and somebody who can't decide the way I want to play?

If you find my posts off, based on the reactions of people, you are clearly on the minority. I'm pretty sure that my posts are more endearing than irritating and it's clear that you are on the same intellectual domain as jomar as far as the game is concerned.

How far did you go in your season, by the way? Did your goody-goody technique get you far? Did you reach the final 4? Did I? Case closed, retard.

Relative to the game, I have enough friends outside this game to even care about the terms that I end up with when it comes to every single one of you. Didn't you just read that I didnt join the game to make friends? I can, and maybe I would, but that is not the objective.

Isn't it amazing that I got lectured by

a) someone who couldn't even last more than one eviction after entering the game.
and
b) someone who claims to be veteran but couldn't get to the latter parts of this game.

I will outlast you in this game.

I made erratta - just in case the unedited version gets posted.

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"Im also doing d same thing sa kanya para fair" -Neil G

I dnt know if u guys are so tired of hearing things bout my Babe all the time.

Its just that im really in love right now. im seeing signs naman na ds s going somewhere. ok lng din naman if not. marami pa namang reserves dyan (joke). hehehehehehe.

Babe has this different way of showing affection. pasimpleng magtitxt lng yan at kunyari wla lng bt i i know ders something behind dat. hehehehehe. i luv d way babe says "gud nyt" and "take care" or "you too." hehehehe. ok lng din akin if di cya everyday natitixt kasi d more na mamimiss ko cya and d more na mananabik ako sa msgs nya. im also doing d same thing sa kanya para fair. ahahahahaha.

Rowen confesses: Mag-isip tayo...

Hai nako naman kuya benj... if your a veteran... ano pa tawag sa akin...
four years na yata ako sumasali sa online games.. hindi nga lang sa PEX...

Here are some online gaming sites I have been on for the past four and a half years...

http://bwind22.suddenlaunch.com ---> higit 10 games na nasalihan ko dito...
The Amazing Race Online Game 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 hosted by supergoten
Amazing Race Fantasy Games hosted by Forumsnet's Racedude, TARFan

Forumsnet Survivor Game ---> on its third season... tatlo na rin nasalihan q yan...
Survivor Ontario Online
Survivor Fiji Online
Survivor Russia, http://survivorrussia.proboards102.com/
Survivor Niue
Survivor Botswana
Survivor Meets Big Brother Game
Survivor Disney
Survivor Back to Basics 1 & 2
Big Brother Back to Basics 1

----I hosted
Games Frenzy 3
The Amazing Online Race Reality Game sk698.proboards25.com
Big Brother --- SEG
Pinoy Big brother Guessong Game
Amazing Race Trivia Game
The Amazing Race 6 Fantasy Game...

Now whose a veteran in online games? I have been in the jury of survivor for 6 times. and been in the final 4 three times... i have been in the top three of amazing race games for 5 times.

Now, what... what do i want to emphasize here?

Na although i have played a lot, strategize, schemed and plots in other games, that's foreign. iba ang all star pbbfg. its a mere game na we can interact and have fun, at walang maxadong schemes. but if you would want to plot one then its fine. but look at me, whose veteran in these games. I look up at this game as not the ones like in Pex or in the America., this is our own version of Fantasy Games malamang the Filipino culture eh nandito pa din... so that s why iniiwasan natin na may masaktan...

We can form alliances and all... yup nagkakakulay ang laro if may conflict... conflict na HINDI SINASADYANG iplant... eh kasi yung conflicts ngayon parang pilit eh... dahil gusto lang pagandahin ang laro.

Ang sa akin lang, ayos lang na maging ganun ang attitude towards the game. Wag lang OA that is nakakaaapekto na sa ibang tao. You can always play the game nice and good, mabait at the same time you'll win and had fun.

Think. Mas magandang manalo ka na in good terms ka with all the people, earned not only the title but also friends, at isang indecent way ang pagkakapanalo dahil lang wala na silang mapagpiliang iba at may natapakan kang ibang tao.

Mag-isip tayo...


***

Hey guys, may exams pa ako di bale tatlo na lang... ehhe cge..

Kuya Benj, dont take this against me, but im starting to be annoyed and irritated by the way you speak. Di pa po nagstart ang game masyado and the attitude is way too off. Not the conventional if your a veteran in Online games. You can not just go in a game, playing as a villain from the start. Ian was friendly on the start of the season, lately na lang naging villain. Di ba? Hhe. joke sige po.

Kuya Benj, I hope we can talk. I sincerely do. I know that in those words lies a bright mind, na i think if used in a diff way, maybe maging frends dn tayo dba? hehe..

D kita inaaway... wag lang sanang palaging off.

Kuya Benj,

then base your gameplay and strategies in the way we are playing the game. respect it. deal with it, ok?

Mica blogs: Confessions of a Starving and Sleepless Blogger
mood: drained
music: Build This City - The Cars


SPOT THE DIFFERENCE? nyahaha :)

The first pic was taken when I was 6 years old during our trip to Hongkong. I was busy eating when my dad suddenly took this picture without my concent. Now you know san ako nagmana haha :) The second pic was taken during the summer of 2004 in Bonuan Beach.

I love EATING i swear! Hindi ako maselan sa pagkain. I used to be so skinny back in high school. During those days, I skip my breakfast and recess to access the internet in our Computer Laboratory and check on Spice Girls stuff in my Yahoo!Clubs (now YahooGroups). Those were the days..

In college, I became an active dance troupe member and believe it or not, I ate A LOT especially on our breaks (sina Alain at Nel ba naman kasama mo haha). Since then, I gained weight... from skinny to sexy :)

When I had a part-time job, 50% of my money goes to my food. 50 % goes to my brother's OT Fee

I am busy right now with 2 organizations, my dabarkads and studies and I now know the meaning of :

STRESS

whew! and because of this stress, I'm starting to look like a Zombie again.

Thanks to Lecel for giving me some kikay stuff to put on my pale face! :P

In the past weeks (i mean months haha), there are times wherein I'm skipping my meals to have fun. I am also suffering from Insomnia (not amnesia like Kuya Arvin says.. nakakalimutan daw nya matulog! :P). Tthe earliest time for me to sleep is 1:30AM. I guess I have to blame it on Mochachinno and Unlimited Texting.

Oh well...

Neil G confesses: Jst want u 2 know im completely ok nw.

I feel dat some AVSHs are disappointed sa akin......

Trish, sorry tlaga at di na tau nakakapag usap. usually, afternun ako OL around 3-4pm. sandali lng din kasi online coz i hav 2 sleep by 4pm for my 2am shift at work. sana naman makapagYM tau. hehehehe. Re ur issue wid Benj, im siding on anybody. sinabi ko lng naman dat i admire benj for being true to himself at di plastic like some people-pleaser. im nt saying meron naman d2 bt if meron nga, sana naman magpakatotoo na. hehehehe. Trish, u know hw much i u for being such a good frend. na kahit madalang akong magtxt, eh nandyan ka pa rin. i appreciate it nga coz u really fight for ur frends. Sana di ka na galit sa akin. sa txt mssgs mo kasi parang nagtatampo ka. Sorryy. i really am.

Ian, medyo matagal tagal na rin taung walang commnucation (honestly, i distanced myself frm u tlaga)......... i know how hard life is for u. and i know mahirap tlaga wrking in a call center. 1 year na ako sa convergys by november. jst giv it some time. frst 5mos tlaga s d adjustment period. if u wanna go on teaching koreans again, then go 4 it. i see ur passion der. jst want u 2 know im completely ok nw. hehehehe. i hope u r 2.

Mats, i appreciate u reaching out 2 me. hehehehe. pasensya na at di pa tau nagkakausap tlaga ng matagal kahit sa YM man lng. hope wed get 2 knw each other more.

Mica, pao, rommel and esp geelicious (Neil-G 4ever!!!! my Kisses)...... i really enjoy chatting wid u guys. thnx 4 d tym. sorry lng tlaga if sandali lng ako OL. hehehehehe

Kashen confesses: Ol i want in this games is friendship..not popularity..or wat ever

Goodmorning..harhar..yan after playing ragna nagsulat me sa confession room.. niweiz i saw na namn ung banat ni benj sa kin well binanatan ko din xa..d**n..sooryy bout my terms coz kakatpos ko lng kc maglaro ng online game.. if akho tatanungin nyo sa so called war namin ni benj, i honestly like it..coz like ian said dagdag spice daw sa game..but again i want to mention na hindi akho nagcmula nitoh..its benj..makialam ba namn kc sa opinion kho bout sa betting game nung season namin..!? ..well maybe ngusthan nya din mkipag away sa kin coz kala nya hindi akho lalaban..well benj now pa lng sinasabi ko na sayo..dnt expect me to say sorry coz u dnt deserve it..if may nsabi man ako na masama its ur fault na din.. and wala namn akong pakialam if ayaw mo mkipag communicte sa kin coz i dont care...ol i want in this games is friendship..not popularity..or wat ever.. and besides kaw na nagsabi ur a veteran in fantasy games,with that i respect u coz veteran ka na pla, so old...... ..peace out..

"I nver thought ganito kapagod sa call center" -Ian

I was so down the past few days.... my Spervisor barged in to one of my calls. .... P*chaks.... of all the calls ko that night,,, yung worst pa napili nyang pakinggan.... to make the long story short... she graded me 55 out of 100. (my lowest ever)

For 4 months ko sa call center, ngayon pa ako nakakuha ng ganitong score... usually 100 lagi. hehe.

But anyway... I also signed a memo for my successive absences , tardiness. BNale 2 memos na yun. One more and suspended na ako.

Good thing 2 days ako, naka 100 ako ulit sa QA (Quality Assurance) so lahat ng memo ko eh voided na.

Then kanina, I received another memo for being one of Break Offenders.

I nver thought ganito kapagod sa call center... You know... Im so tired na... nakakasawa sa call center. Nakakapagod...

I shouldve stayed in Korea.... but u know.. pag di ako umalis dun.. di ko mamemet love of my life ko....

Im planning to resign actually.... pretty soon.... next stop ko is .... teaching in a Korean School dito sa cebu. Nakakamiss rin mga koreans kahit papano.