The Top 10 Emerging Influential Blogs in 2007

ASPBBFG's incomplete nomination for The Top 10 Emerging Influential Blogs in 2007:

1. ASPBBFG (www.allstarpbbfg.blogspot.com)
2. PBBFG 5 (www.pbbfg5.blogspot.com)
3. Maristel's 6 Letters I have in Mind, LIFE, G.O.O.G.L.E. (www.matsocampo.wordpress.com)
4. Gee's These are my Confessions (www.geexie.wordpress.com)
5. Fergie's Fall Out Boy (www.gizmoepol.blogspot.com)
6. Nizrhane's Insufficient Color Can Kill (www.electrochemicalradio.blogspot.com)
7. Mica's Dagupeña Dreamer (www.micamyx.i.ph)

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You are reading the escapades of All Star VHs
ASVHs played for: 100 days

For 100 days, former VHs network to play as All Star Virtual Housemates and to form a small community online. BigBad Kuya (BBK) monitors VHs' activities, online journals, Friendster accounts, personal websites etc. VHs and BBK communicate mainly through the Internet. The nomination process evicts people from the game. Last person standing wins.Big Winner - Runner Up - Jury/ Evictee - Quitter - Forced Evictee

All Star Big Winner is Maristel!

JURY: -2 SAVING PTS. - +2 EVICTING PTS. - +4 EVICTING PTS.
Paolo: Maristel - Gee - Mica
Charles: Maristel - Gee - Mica
Neil G: Mica - Maristel - Gee
Kashen: Maristel - Gee -Mica
Trish: Mica - Gee - Maristel
Ann: Gee - Mica - Maristel

Gee [-2] [+2 +2 +2 +2] [+4] = +10*
Maristel [-2 -2 -2] [+2] [+4 +4] = +4
Mica [-2 -2] [+2] [+4 +4 +4] = +10*

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*Tiebreaker - (Paolo, Charles and Neil G's votes)
Gee [+2] [+4] = +6
Mica [-2] [+4 +4] =+6

DAY ONE-HUNDRED
Results of the Final Vote

KASHEN: +4 for MICA..bcoz technically dnt like her to be a big winner bcoz among the 2, GEE and MATS..xa ung msasabi kong hindi kho pinaka close..but she's my friend..indeed! i prove it na namn ee but this time sis mas matimbang lng cla,,,mwahz!!

+2 for GEE..duh..this starts now duh kaba..d deserving tlaga xa maka tanggap ng +2 evicting pts bocz active xa as olweys..i swer..khit sa season namin kya nga im so disspointed ng hindi xa nging big winner nung season namin..well sis..sorry i gve u evicting pts kc..i rily dnt know..i love u sis!! mwahz!! just keep in touch huh!! mwahz

-2 for MATS..i give u my saving power bcoz ur my ate nha..i swer..marami na akong na share sayo na stuff and everything..and i rily u to win sis...if pde lng kayo 2 ni sis gee manalo d buh?!..but 1 lng ee..so i choose yuh sis..mwahz!! loveyah!!

TRISH: i give my 4 evicting points to MATS... The first time I met this person that was on the 1st day of allstar edition, i thought sya yung makakasundo ko 2nd to my best buds NEIL-G, MICA, KEN... aside from her being FRIENDLY that time eh i thought nakaka-relate ako sa kanya everytime we talked or pag nakaka-confe ko sya.... But days passed by eh parang naging kakaiba na yung nangyayari.... yung miscommunications eh parang nagiging initan na... but i cant blame her coz she also have her own beliefs... Anyway, I may say na im not SATISFIED to what have said kasi parang andun pa rin yung personal na iringan and stuffs... sa akin kasi kaya ko yun naitanong is para lang malinawan ko... pero ano yung sinagot nya... "Hindi siguro ngayon ang oras para ungkatin ang mga bagay na nangyari na…" yung point ko on that was, wala akong nais na ungkatin na masama... kaya ko lang naitanong yun is para ma-clarify lang... syempre jurry ako eh, and as a jurry siguro naman may right ako to ask what i want to ask diba? and finally tama ba namang sagutin ka ng ganun? so parang lumalabas na parang ako pa ang tinuturuan nya on what to ask... and in the first place ako lang ba ang nag tanong ng "PAST" na? diba dapat sumagot sya ng tama? well, ok na yun... comment ko lang naman yun sa sagot nya... ayokong maging hypocrite na sabihin syo na hindi ako na hurt dun sa sinabi mo na yun... obvious na na-hurt ako kasi will i react this way ba kung hindi ko na-feel na nabastos ako for being one of the jurry....

i gave my 2 evicting points to GEE.... Im satisfied to all of your answers... sobrang NATURAL ang dating nya... wala syang kaplastikan sa katawan... She explained herself very well... and i admired her for that kahit na yung ibang questions ko eh medyo personal, pero she answered it na parang walang ka-alin-langan yung tipo bang wala syang dapat itago... she's just being her self kung baga... She's getting more MATURED as days pass by. Keep it up GIRL! GOODLUCK and Study Hard!

I gave my saving points to MICA.... well, i think for me she desserves to be the WINNER of this game coz for all i know eh sobrang naging devoted sya sa game na ito... and marami-rami na rin syang sacrifices for this game. so sana kahit papaano eh ma-value sana yung mga ginawa nya. and sana makita man lang nung iba na worth din sya to be the BIG WINNER... and sana mabigyan sya ng chance.... MICA is not only a KIKAY girl but a very GOOD FRIEND as well... Di sya mahirap pakisamahan.... she's always there to help....

To end this... GOODLUCK to the BIG WINNER! Sana keep your feet on the GROUND! Sana kahit sino man ang manalo eh hinding-hindi lalaki ang mga ULO nyo! God Bless to all And more power to PBBFG and to BBK!

CHARLES: First of all, congrats to the BIG 3! Any of the three of you deserves to be the ALLSTAR BIG WINNER, pero symepre, may mananalo, may matatalo. This is a game, diba.

Second, I have voted according to my conscience, experiences, and depending on the answers to the VH to the questions posted by the members of the jury.

Thirdly, my vote goes thru like this:

This girl, in every way, had inspired me to be a better person. Every time I have the chance to talk to her, she does not fail to make a sharp impression to me that passion for things, not only in the game, but in life itself, is very important. Passion and love are two of qualities that people must look for and must have. She also made it known that the only limitations are within ourselves, and that we owe it to us to fight, to rebel against conformity, to change what we hate and keep what we love. For this reasons, I vote an additional 2 saving points for Maristel Ocampo as the ALL STAR BIG WINNER.

She is considered to be one of the most interesting virtual housemate in Season 3, and even in the All Star Season. I can say that she had seized the day to make her life extraordinary. She is a great person to be friend with, a great opportunity to befriend. A genuine friendship that will always last forever, built within the realms of trust and conviction. But I have to say sorry, that for the second time, I felt that I have robbed her of the opportunity to be the Big Winner. But for the reasons that I have stated, I vote Geeahne Giray with 2 evicting points, as the FIRST BIG PLACER.

I appreciate her determination in making her mark on this game, especially during the eye-ball at the Greenhills. Her bravery to face the doubts, daringness so not to be out done, and being true to her own self, was her indispensable contribution to the game. She had contributed enough spice to the game to keep it going thru the last. But what separates the other two from her, is her capability to reach out to the others in her own way. But there are some things that she can’t compensate with the other two. For this reasons, I vote Mica Rodriguez with 4 evicting points, as the SECOND BIG PLACER.

NEIL G: im nt justifying my votes anymore. this doesnt change my votes either.=D
2 SAVING POINTS FOR *****
2 EVICTING POINTS FOR *****
4 EVICTING POINTS FOR *****

ANN: I will based it on the lenght of time i have spent with the finalist, and the effort to reach out to me. my reactions to their answers to my questions: i like mica's answer on # 2, she said she knows two pairs who are happy as couples now bcoz of the online dating and chatting, but gee said proximity still matters. yun sa cha cha, i also like mica's answer. we have to be open for changes. some people would say walang magbabago kahit ibahin ang form of gov't bcoz the same people will run it. true, that's why we have to accept it. we could modify the patter of relationships between people by changing the structure. psychologist will prove that. then, about macky and jinelle, i also agree with mats and mica that it's macky, am sorry gee. i was reacting to the way mica and gee puts neil g. but i guess, neil g is indeed hot.

Votes:
2 saving points to *****
2 evicting points to *****
4 evicting points to *****

PAOLO: My big winner: *****, My 1st runner-up: *****, My 2nd runner-up: *****


*****AS Big Winner will be revealed during the PBBFG Awards and lauching of PBBFG Season 5.

Maristel confesses: Masyado lang po naging memorable ang ALL STAR for me...

The TIME has finally come... The TIME that "almost" - almost all VHs who got involved have long awaited for... The TIME that will now bid my last GOODBYE as an All-Star Virtual Housemate who tried, and DID her BEST for the NAME of the GAME... For the LOVE of FRIENDSHIP... For the LOVE for BBK (kayo po iyon...) WORDS really are not enough to say how THANKFUL I am being a part of this GAME... That for the second time around... I was given another CHANCE to PROVE MYSELF to everyone (mostly my co-VHs)...

If there are a certain word that I want you, BBK to personally hear... It would be my HEARTFELT THANK YOU for being a part of my Virtual Life... Thank You for introducing the PBBFG Game to me... Thank You for teaching us things and how we are going to do things in contrast to what we really want... Thank You for giving us the chance to develop our PATIENCE, DISCIPLINE, CONCERN and AFFECTION towards the game and most especially towards the VHs who we lived with for 100 Days...

Actually, 100 DAYS aren't enough to REALLY KNOW A PERSON DEEPLY... To know a REAL PERSON INSIDE and OUT... Some made it easy to know and develop a rapport with someone due to their OUTSIDE aspects in life without having to know and without getting to know another person more deeply - and what really lies inside their HEARTS and MINDS...

Maybe I have said that 100 days are not enough... Yeah, it isn't - but with the TIME SPENT online, having CHIT-CHATS, VOICE CONFERENCE, CONFESSIONS Updates and DIARY UPDATES... I am proud and very much GRATEFUL to say how REWARDED I felt for now, I'm here again... STANDING right in front of everybody including YOU, BBK... Some who may have ABHORRED the REAL ME that I've shown inside the Virtual House and for MOST who I may say who simply LOVED ME NOT FOR WHO I AM - but WHO I AM when they talk to me, when they're with me...

For those na medyo RATTLED ako from the start because of the VHs that I will be meeting and getting to know inside the Virtual House like The Obnoxious Blogger from U.P. Manila, na some may find him a person with a black heart but knowing him and getting the chance to dig the real him inside, I say I'm proud for he told me not once that I became One of his Friend in this game... The Diane Kruger of Bulacan, I say we may have one of the shortest conversations here online, but we managed to keep in touch even after her being evicted... The Kid from PISAY who I feel so PROUD of, coz at an early age, he's so MATURE... We may had, had an argument before, one thing's clear now... It really is not EASY SAYING GOODBYE to SOMEONE WHO YOU'VE BEEN FRIENDS for A LONG TIME... During this game I've had the longest BANGGAAN "as some would see" with The Sossy Businesswoman from Q.C. Honestly po, from all the "text messages" I received... I would say and PROUD TO SAY - that she MADE ME STRONGER @ THIS POINT OF MY LIFE... I have to admit, marami po ang nagsabi na wag kong iyakan ang bagay na yun, but being called to as someone you're NOT, masakit talaga... But one thing's SET IN MY MIND... To FIGHT MORE UNTIL THE END... I don't care 'bout the money... WIN or LOSE I know I've WON FRIENDSHIP since Day 001 and by that means... I AM A WINNER... Para naman po dun sa Seasonmate ko who has always been a "VILLAIN" since Season 2, di ko din po siya masisi if that's how he see me in this game... It alll started sa pag-amin ko sa Dry Run Nominations... I guess, hindi po naintindihan why I did that and have to tell him why I did that... I may have done that - Yeah... But not because I want him OUT... But because I want to see him fighting more... Mahal ko naman po siya kahit na medyo irritated siya sa akin... Para po doon sa Computer Geek na Hottie from Canada, isang malaking priviledge for me to know him inside & out... Coz, first chat pa lang po namin, talaga naman pong hours ang itinagal and we both shared thoughts about things... Music and Life... It's not HOW LONG YOU HAVE BEEN WITH THE PERSON, BUT IT'S THE MEMORIES YOU MADE THE TIME YOU WERE TOGETHER... Good or Bad, still, those are ROAD TOWARDS SUCCESS and APPRECIATING LIFE MORE...

Para po dun sa Seasonmate ko who fondly calls me "Atchie" - she's one VH I will never ever forget... Isa po siya sa pinakatetreasure and inaalagaan ko sa game na ito... Coz I wanted her to prove herself the way I knew her during our Season... To my Seasonmate who was a Master Strategist on his own, he's someone I never regretted meeting here and having the chance to get to know well.. He may be a Strategist - but he's always been the one who believed in ME... And that's what keeps me GOING... To my KIKAY SISTER from CSB, siya po yung di ko ineexpect na makakaclose ko... Nagkaroon man po ng issue about IP Address - that didn't drew us apart... Rather it made us more closer and like REAL SISTERS, she TRUSTED ME WITH the STUFFS about her life... I will always treasure her BBK... (( naiiyak na po ako, sa last farewell ko na toh... )) For The Hot Seducer ng Cebu I am thankful knowing him - meaning the real HIM... He became REAL and I was likewise... Lahat po ng kalakohan napag-usapan namin, honestly, YUN PO ANG REAL THING and I do appreciate every single time we both spent online chatting till sun up... No If's, No But's... Swerte po ang mga magiging kaibigan niya in the future... Para po sa Super Guro ng Paranaque... We never had a single misunderstanding here sa Virtual House... But he showed me HOW HE VALUE the WORD FRIENDSHIP... Di man po ako Season 3 VH, I felt po na talagang welcome ako sa clan nila... Di ko po alam, pero magaan po ang loob namin sa isa't isa... I feel closest to him right from the start... Di man po kami lagi nagkakausap noon, kapag bumawi naman po, YOU'LL definitely MISS the JOLLY KID in HIM... Ito po ang talagang iiyakan ko... Di pa man po end ng FRIENDSHIP,, he became a FAMILY TO ME... Ang Broadway Star ng America nagkakaroon man po kami ng petty tampuhan, grabe po kami kung bumawi sa isa't isa... We're like BROTHERS and SISTERS... Yun pong hinanap ko sa naging mga kapatid ko and pinsan ko, sa kanya ko po lahat naramdaman yun... He may be kid at heart, slow minsan, pero he's the BEST for ME... He'll always be my BROTHER... my FRIEND... my COMPANION... Sa Blogista Princess ng Dagupan Kahit sa sandaling oras sa EB namin sa GH... Sa iilang oras na nagkausap kami sa telepono, masasabi ko, na I'M HAPPY and GLAD KNOWING a person like her... Sa Kikay ng U.P. Diliman ang smart, witty and halos nalink sa lahat ng Virtual Boys, nagkaroon man po kami ng misunderstandings, still - we proved that FRIENDSHIP is always TESTED by a LOT of THINGS... Lagi ko sinasabi sa kanya na wag dapat baba ang tingin niya sa sarili niya... Kasi parehas lang po kami meron INFERIORITY COMPLEX... Lagi ko pong pinalalakas ang loob nya to face and do things... Ganun din siya... Ako daw po ang LUCKY STAR niya kapag di sya makapag-OL pero once magkausap kami sa phone, biglang connect... Marami po ako sobrang mamimiss sa All-Star...

This isn't the GOODBYE... Magiging updated pa din kami sa isa't isa... Alam ko po, this isn't the END OF FRIENDSHIP... I know din po na to some, MY MEMORIES WON'T FADE WHEN I LEAVE THIS HOUSE... If there's one thing I'll keep in mind... Magiging magkaibigan po kami habang buhay... Di man po magkasama sa araw-araw, pero sa isipan and sa damdamin, mananalaytay po ang samahan ng pagkakaibigan...

Di ko po masasabi up to when or if we'll survive the end of the ALL Star... Alam ko po, may magbabago man, ORAS, ARAW... Pero yung FRIENDSHIP, IT WILL ALWAYS BE A MEMORY THAT WILL ALWAYS BE A FILM THAT WE'LL PLAY AS WE GO ON OUR LIVES...

This isn't the END... BBK, mamimiss ko din po kayo... Everything about you... This isn't mixed emotions... Malungkot po talaga ako, dahil ngayong ALL STAR, mafifeel ko ang pagCLOSE ng Virtual House unlike Season 2... I love you BBK and I will Miss you... I'll never forget the times we all spent here sa Virtual House... You're counted as a FRIEND na din to me...

I just can't help the feeling po... I'd have to let this all out... Cry it all out... Masyado lang po naging memorable ang ALL STAR for me...

CURRENT MUSIC: Graduation Song (Friends Forever)
CURRENT MOOD: Crying

Gee confesses: What am I going to confess?

Last Day! Yeahbah! Hayyyy.... .... mixed emotions naman...

I can't believe I'm now typing my last confession here in allstarpbbfg.... So what am I going to confess? Para kasing nasabi ko na lahat....

Pero BBK, I just want to you know na kulang pa talaga yung word na THANK YOU para malaman niyo how thankful I am for choosing me to be a part of your game...

Maybe there were times na nainis ako sa inyo. And I think meron times din na nainis kayo sa akin... Well, wala naman ng case iyon for me.... I just realized na, the quote " everything happens for a reason" is also applicable here in the game. Why? I'll give you some reasons...

* First, hindi niyo tinanggap si Jin... Magkakaroon na pala kasi ako ng bagong love team... bwhaha (selfishness!)..

*Serious mode na... Hmmm... Noong hindi ako nakasama sa PBBFG Deal or No Deal... Well, I was disappointed. Pero na-realize ko na it paved way for Rommel. Nagkaroon siya ng chance to compete and to prove na he's a worthy vh

*Noong 2 yung na-evict ( kenneth and Ian). Naging wake-up call siya sa mga hindi gaanong active.

*Noong nagkaroon kami ng misunderstanding ni Ate Mats... If you're on that phase, siyempre masakit. Pero I've realized na, it makes our friendship stronger. Lahat naman nakukuha sa magandang usapan...

*Noong natanggal si Charles sa Top 5. I've realized, na if ever he'll stay there pa, the nomination will be very tough for us.

* And xempre, the very fact that I AM HERE... I've learned a lot from myself since season 3... If you remember my introduction, I said I am not friendly. Yes, it's true. A lot say that I'm snob, masungit and mataray... Pero I'm not like that virtually eh. So there... I've learned how to mingle with different kinds of people. Mahirap din maki-adapt ng culture ah... I am friends with an obnoxious blogger, with a jolly king of chocolates, with a very sweet business woman, with a very cheerful broadway star, with a very kikay anime lover, with a very intelligent working ate, with a very cool keyboardist, with a very elite and hottie dancer, and with a very trustworthy soon-to-be super guro. I had a chance to bond with a cutie computer geek, brainy PISAY stud, super astiging isko, a super seducer, a caring entrepeneur and a thoughtful blogista princess and a lot lot lot more... I just don't know how should I label my self... Pero being with them "virtually" is a test on how should my personality shall dapt with those set of wonderful characters.

There... sort of reflections lang po.... Sana po papansinin niyo parin ako if OL me ah, kahit may iba ka ng babies... I hope napag-isipan niyo na yung offer kong maging SEXY-tary nio...haha..

There... i thing this is my last GOODBYE for this thread... My last INGAT... and my last MWAAAAAAAH....

This thread might be closing, pero hindi ang doors ko para sa inyo, para sa game at para sa lahat ng part at naging part nito...

I love you!!!!!!!!! You'll be in my heart... Alwayzzzz.... Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaahugggggggggz!

DAY NINETY-EIGHT
Mica confesses: Napanaginipan ko ang iba't ibang virtual housemates

Hello BBK! Wow 2 days na lang madedeclare na kung sino ang big winner!

Before ako lumuwas ng Manila, nagpaprint ako ng copy ng ASPBBFG Photo na ginawa ni Kenneth. Nakita siya ng lolo ko and asked me kung sino yung mga naka-eyeball ko at na-recognize nya si Gee (siya lang naman nakita nya eh hehe). Kwinento ko din na matatapos na yung game at may next season. Meron daw po suggestion si lolo: GAY EDITION

Anywayz, I really want to go to Manila to meet up with another vhm! As in super gustong-gusto ko na siyang makita!! Sana malapitan lang talaga ang Dagupan to Manila.. Eh di sana makakanta ko na ang "Dreams in my reality.."

Speaking of dreams, sa sobrang sarap ng tulog ko kagabi, napanaginipan ko ang iba't ibang virtual housemates na nakasama daw sa iba't ibang reality based contests. Kenneth is one of the globbies daw of PDA Season 2 at nagpagawa pa daw talaga kami ng malaking banner for him Si Remcyl (Season 2) at ako naman daw ay nakapasok sa Philippine Idol and guess what.. naging guest judge daw si Paolo Miguel! Kashen became one of the Starstruck Finalists na namimigay daw si Ate Mats ng flyers at nag-online campaign pa for her.. Siya na rin daw ang bagong may hawak ng title na "Lovely Goddess" na pinangalan ni Pao for Jade Nakapasok din daw si Ian at Neil TG sa PBB and as expected, Ian became controversial because of i don't know nasa dream ko iniinterbyu daw siya ni Boy Abunda at Kris Aquino.

If ever man magkatotoo itong mga ito, I'd be so proud na nanggaling ako dito sa game na ito

I am enjoying to the highest level na lang. Hindi na ako magpapaapekto sa mga sagot sa council kasi patapos naman na eh. 2 days to go na lang so I am enjoying the remaining days kasi for sure magpapa-audition na kayo for the next season.. di niyo na kami priority hehehe I heard na meron daw kayong mga ininvite na kakilala ko.. nawiwindang tuloy ako kung sinong susuportahan ko Sana lang matutunan din nila lahat ng natutunan namin dito sa house. Mabuhay ka, BBK!

"Buti na lang hindi ako maagang pumasok kasi wala din klase" -Mica

I think I am coping up with my sleeping problems. I was able to sleep earlier compared to my usual sleeping time. I promised that i can only drink 1 glass of mocha a day (dati 3 glasses). I also promised to concentrate on my studies and my webbies after my addiction to online games and forums.

January 15 is fast approaching. Wow, One year na pala halos ang mom ko sa England! I am honest naman to say that we usually had fights pero laging about small stuff. I noticed that majority of the virgo people loves bringing back the past kapag may kaaway haha I miss my mommy.. i miss my daddy too pero ayoko pa siyang makita.. bata pa ako!

Woke up today seeing Carlo by my side. Checked my cellphone under my pillow pero wala. Ewan ko ba bakit galit na galit si Carlo sa mga cellphone ko especially my MMS phone (smart). Yung 3310 naman gustong-gusto niyang ibato. Pwede na maging dramatic actor ang kapatid ko dahil napapansin ko na pinipilit na lang din niyang umubo.

Buti na lang hindi ako maagang pumasok kasi wala din klase After my update here and in my own blog, I'd go searching for 15 girls para makasama sa Basketball Team ng ECSSA (Women's Division). Hay, Bakit nga ba hindi ako interesado sa sports? Sayang I'd be a good Basketball player sana lalo na dahil sa height ko na parang poste haha

DAY NINETY-SEVEN
Big 3's answers to BBK's questions and their final statements

Maristel's Answers

1. Anu-(ano) ang (mga) updates ng two co-Big 3 ang hindi nyo na(gu)gustuhan (nakakasawang basahin) at bakit? You must give at least one.
ANSWER:
Kung meron man pong UPDATES ang two co-BIG-3 ko di ko nagustuhan at panigurado po na yun din ang kanilang masasabi o obserbasyon... Yun po ay ang aming paulit-ulit na pagsasambit na "Nomination na naman ulit at pahirap na naman ng pahirap..." "Kung pwede lamang na wag ng bumoto, bakit hindi, ngunit, di pwede, dahil Rules are Rules..."

Kung patungkol man po sa DIARY thread maari pong ang mga larawan BBK, napansin ko po kasi na kaming naiwan as BIG-3 ang may mga maraming larawan sa aming kanya-kanyang thread... Kung marami o naparami man po ang mga larawan ko sa aking thread, na-Insipire lamang po ako kay Mica... KAPAYAPAAN!

2. How will the jury vote? Give your predictions and speculations." = Sino ang iboboto nino?
The JURY will vote according to who they feel closest more... Like for instance: NEIL G. and TRISH = for sure that will be a SAVING POINT for MICA...

Same as with CHARLES and KASHEN and ANN (but I know they will be fair for this... This isn't playing safe...) but since they're from SEASON 3, they'll save GEE

PAOLO will either save ME or MICA or KASHEN will SAVE ME... (i don't know)

*** But for some matters I know NEUTRAL ANG MAGIGING VOTES ng JURY...

3. Given a chance na makapag-plot (work against) BBK as gameplan, ano ang gagawin mo? why?
ANSWER:
I dunno if I'm capable of PLOTTING AGAINST BBK as a GAMEPLAN, really... I was never a STRATEGIST myself... But, given a chance, I guess the least I can do is be an active ear and I'll just inform BBK about it... It's just that, kapag gumaan na ang loob ko sa isang tao, kahit ano pa plan ng iba against this person, di ko naman mahahandle and macocontrol ang sarili ko but to be real honest... Basta alam kong TAMA kahit IKASAMA ko pa... I won't give a darn...

4. Nakapag-plot (work against BBK as gameplan and/or personal attack) ka (na) ba sa game? Ano iyon at bakit?
ANSWER:
I don't see it as PLOTTING really... But if there's one coincidence or insight that happened here sa ALL-STAR na pwedeng sabihin plotting was about the Message Relay Activity... Were we were asked to quote a certain Virtual Housemate and that person should notify BBK that it is him / her that I quoted... We were on a Voice Conference that night and I was like "Gee, ang next ko na ikokowt, si BBK" and Gee was like, "O sige, sige!" And then I suddenly asked Gee, na baka naririnig kami ni BBK, pero tuloy tuloy pa din kami... Hanggang sa nagtype si BBK ng message na naririnig niya nga kami and WARNING daw kaming dalawa na bawal na kami magVOCIE kapag may conference.. Pwede VOICE pero type pa din namin sasabihin namin... That was just for FUN and I will never ever do that, even Gee... Akala lang ni BBK, we're implying something but we're not...
Attached is the link of GEE & MATS conFUNsights Sentiments Thread...
http://pbbfantasygame.proboards102.com/index.cgi?board=allstarconfessionroom&action=display&thread=1160403474
*** For the record, that isn't plotting as a game plan or as a personal attack... I myself posted there and made that thread to write down sentiments...

I know that I am never capable of doing as such... And never will I do that... Never, especially to someone or somebody like BBK - the one who introduced me here at the Virtual World...

Maristel's Final Statement
For over a hundred days of spending one of the most and one of the worst - and times that stuffs are shaky, intense and uncomfortable... In some little ways still thought that a few things and issues maybe paradoxical... Some unorthodox... But that didn't develop abohorrence in my heart... Still in some way, I came to a point that I asked myself, "WHAT IF, THEY DON'T LIKE ME?"”What if hindi nila ako feel?” I even caught myself weighing things... Why being true to yourself can lead you into so many things?

Honestly speaking, I didn't know that the ALL-STAR already begun... For some reason I should thank and acknowledge Trish and Gee for sending me a few Friendster messages telling me that the game hasalready started.

To my fellow Virtual Housemates, the ASVHS we shall sail onwards to a better and more promising situation, with love and patience, perseverance and guidance all throughout life's journey onto the cyberworld or virtual world; of milk and honey, while staying grateful as ever to BBK (BigBadKuya), co-Season Housemates who have kept us going, like all the friends we've met along this travel... Those we've cherished through sweet and bitter times, we carry these memories... All of these people (Ann, Benj, Charles, Gee, Ian, Jomar, Kashen, Kenneth, Marge, Mica, Neil-G., Paolo, Rommel and Trish), every single experience, LOVE, HATE and RECONCILIATION kept in our hearts, so SPECIAL and so TRUE... Our lives has just begun to unravel so slowly like a distant star which has been offered to us - a gift for us to look up to and enjoy the beauty and mystery of what lies beyond - what we know so little of here.. I bid not farewell, but GOODLUCK and GODSPEED, to the longer, more fruitful voyages miles ahead of us...

For as long as there will be PBBFG, I say that ALL-STAR Edition will stand as a:

BOUQUET All-Star Edition is a paradox of personalities, renaging from the meek to the Lion-hearted. Like a bouquet of flowers, ASVHS never fail to surprise everyone with what we have to offer. Tha characteristic aura we'll left behind will never wilt and fade with the passing time.

EAGLE for we've always believed that GOD will crown our efforts with success. The cream of the crop, this bunch of unique and special individuals are endowed with the depth of perception of a penchant and mellowed with love... Like the eagle's wings, ASVHS have flown to greater heights where we will reach our destiny, yet, will still dream as one.

TREE, because like the tree of life, our presence was immediately felt in the Virtual House as that which fuels laughter and bonding... ASVHS were always appreciated for our different forte. Indeed, no one can stop us from trekking our various paths and living up to our common ideals.

TORCH were warmth, love and wisdom emanates from these creative special Season. Each little spark in us fuels the bigger torch which not lights only our path but others as well. Like its unending flame, we've touched countless hearts and souls with our enduring and enormous capacity to love.

The friendships built here will never come to an end... Rather, it will be just our BEGINNING... A FRESH START for everyone... To those who got involved and continued reading our day-to-day updates, we're just coming through into existence... And it just won't end here... Coz beautiful things never end... As my last days in the Virtual House draw to a close and draw nearer there's no reason to come apart and unraveling will never flow... I'll just simply say, “AS WE GO ONE, WE'LL REMEMBER... ALL THE TIMES WE ARE TOGETHER... AND AS OUR LIVES CHANGE, Come whatever... WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER... For Keeps... Indeed...”


Mica's Answers

1. Anu-(ano) ang (mga) updates ng two co-Big 3 ang hindi nyo na(gu)gustuhan (nakakasawang basahin) at bakit? You must give at least one.
I guess the "eviction na naman" and "random work/school-related updates". I do admit na nacocommit ko din ito pero yun naman talaga nangyayari sa aming mga buhay buhay eh. Maybe isa rin sa nakakasama yung pics namin.. ngayon ko lang na-realize na kaming 3 pala mga adik sa pagpopost ng pics dito!

2. How will the jury vote? Give your predictions and speculations.
The three girls (Trish, Kashen and Ann) will surely vote for the person who chose them. The three boys might as well vote for their season mates.

3. Given a chance na makapag-plot (work against) BBK as gameplan, ano ang gagawin mo? why?
Honestly BBK I never thought of this even once kaya hindi ko masasagot ang tanong na ito.

4. Nakapag-plot (work against BBK as gameplan and/or personal attack) ka (na) ba sa game? Ano iyon at bakit? Wala naman BBK.. wala akong maalala

Mica's Final Statement
My stay inside the virtual house can be compared to a rollercoaster ride - exciting, fun, scary, intense, electrifying, horrifying and fulfilling

My journey inside the virtual house is about to end and I can't help but feel emotional..

Honestly, I am not really that interested on joining the All Star Game, but Trish texted me asking me to register. I was a busy girl last semester and I was scared I might not comply with the activities given by BBK, but out of boredom, I just did register

Being picked as one of the ASPBBFG comeback player made me feel excited. I did look forward to reuniting with my co-vhms back in season 1 (trish, neilg, trish and jomar), reauniting with a good friend (paolo miguel) and meeting some of the most interesting people i saw in the 2nd 3rd season blog (Ian and Gee). I also looked forward to meeting the rest.

May "kapaan" this season. I had to undergo major adjustment since we never had a forum built back in our season. Friendster is our ownly means of communicating. I had to be oriented with the use of the different rooms and I never thought that there was a daily conference between the housemates and BBK. This season required us to go online almost everyday or else you'd get lost.

The first weeks had been emotional for me. There were fights here and there, but I am happy coz I felt the love and support of my real friends. The game also served as my "escape to the real world" especially during the times when I was feeling down, and I had no one to turn to except my co-vhms. I did test my ability and creativity in the activities, been challenged with the battles and had fun during the riot chats. I got the chance to also share my sentiments about the game and real life stuff.

Getting into the place where I am not was not easy-it never was! Every nomination period made me feel unsafe, but I guess I am also lucky to get this far. Whoever wins in this game truly deserves it. I don't regret anything. I may have some misunderstanding with the others, but we ended up as good friends pa rin. I am fortunate enough to get to know the following: The Workaholic Thoughtful Girl (ATE MARISTEL), The SMART and SEXY soon-to-be LIBRARIAN (GEE), The Upcoming AMERICAN IDOL who will make the Noypis Proud (Paolo Miguel, The Rockstar Historian (Charles), The Hot Seducer-slash-Yael of Spongecola clone (Neil G), The ever cutie anime lookalike(KASHEN), The soon-to-be-Engineer from Gapo (Rommel) The ever-kikay-slash-stand up comedian (Marge), The Computer Geek na aking "SLAVE"(Kenneth), The Irresistable Koreano dude who is about to leave the country again (IAN), The Kikay Adviser (Trish), The Smark Kid (JOMAR), The Working Girl (Ann) and the Medical Student/Blogger(Benj).

BBK, Thanks for giving me another chance to prove my worth as an individual. Sana umabot pa ang game hanggang Season 100! hehe Goodluck and Godbless!


Gee's Answers

1. Anu-(ano) ang (mga) updates ng two co-Big 3 ang hindi nyo na(gu)gustuhan (nakakasawang basahin) at bakit? You must give at least one.
~ Yung mga paulit-ulit! Hahaha... Ako rin naman ganoon... Another thing is yung mga mga hindi direct to the point at playing safe na entries...Sa real life nmn, yung paulit-ulit din... Minsan kasi di ko na nababasa ung ibang entries kasi sobrang haba... Let there be peace on earth...

2. How will the jury vote? Give your predictions and speculations.
I think the three girls shall save the one who chose them... While the other boys shall do fair judgements... ***** ito na ang direct to the point na prediction... same parin sa girls...

sa boys... Pao will save ate mats
Charles will save ate mats
Neil-G will save Mica... there,,,,,,,,

3. Given a chance na makapag-plot (work against) BBK as gameplan, ano ang gagawin mo? why?
Hmmm,,, game related? Ibabalik ko si Benj! haha... ( as if namang gusto pa niya... aw!)...

4. Nakapag-plot (work against BBK as gameplan and/or personal attack) ka (na) ba sa game? Ano iyon at bakit?
Hmmmm.... personal attack? haha... Kasama ba doon ang walang humpay kong paghahanap sa inyong nakaka-intrigang litrato? hehehe... iyon na po siguro!

Gee did not submit her final statement

Gee answers the jury

FROM CHARLES LEMARK VILLORIA

1. What contributions to the virtual house have you given with the following seasons:
a. your season:
~ I believe I was the most active VH during our season. I’ve participated and I’ve done the given activities well.
~According to Benj, I was the bridge that connected a lot of players in the game. He said that I’ve logged in more hours than anyone blogging and talking to each and every virtual housemate in the game.
~ My passion for the game. This is my first virtual game ever.
~ And lastly, I can say that my greatest contribution here is my personality. Although we’re not given any chances ( our season was not that loud. Haha!), to show the deeper us, I’ve shown to them who is Gee.

b. allstar season:
~This time, I am not the most active VH, but I believe that viewers of this game strongly feels my existence.
~I’ve participated the activities, even when we were in the lowest or the most boring peak of the game.. Hehe…
~My voice is one of the great contributions that I’ve given here inside. By some of the controversial or I may say dramatic issues here that I’ve never experienced on our season, I was given a chance to be voiced my opinions out.
~ Again, my love and passion for the game. I could have leave this game the moment it was sooo boring but I can’t. As I’ve said to my introduction, I really love playing this.
~ Again, my personality. Gee’s existence was felt by many ( I believe). That actually can be the greatest thing that a VH can contribute to this house. As I’ve said a couple of times, I’ve done anything to show who I really am. And being the real Gee here jived and clashed other personalities that composed the good or bad chemistry inside.

2. Of all the contributions you’ve stated above, pick one that you gave in the course of the game.
Definitely, my LOVE, DEDICATION, PASSION and ENTHUSIASM in this game. I wouldn’t be active, I wouldn’t participate on the activities, I wouldn’t follow the rules, I wouldn’t be mingling with my co-vhs, I wouldn’t show any signs of concern in the house and to my fellow vhs as well, or in short, I would spend time if this game means nothing to me. Since season 3, even though that was not as active as this season’s, I love this game so much. And now that I’ve given a chance to mingle with other ACTIVE asvhs, you just don’t know how blissful I am. There was a point that this house is at its lowest peak. Naisip ko na ding mag-quit again pero hindi ko kaya. Naniwala akong maibabalik ang sigla ng game and thank God, it happened!

To sum it all up, my love for this game insinuated me to do such tasks. Ang performance ko sa PBBFG ay galing sa kaibuturan ng aking puso.

3. Considering your own contribution in the Vhouse, who do you think from the two deserve to be the All star Big winner? Why?
~ It’s Ate Mats. Technically speaking. and in terms of her relationship with other vhs, she has the best status here in this game.

4. Why didn’t you choose the other?
~She is also active and updated but Ate Mat’s existence weigh heavier than her.

5. If you were given the chance to vote, would you stick with your alliance or vote according to your conscience?
~ I’ll vote the one that I like.

6. Everyone knows that alliances exist in this game, whose alliance have you placed yourself? Why did you chosen them and not the others?
~ Alliance is not the word. Since the begginning of the game, I am close to these people: Charles, Benj, Ate Mats, Ate Ann, Paolo, and Kashen. Mas magaan ang loob ko sa kanila compared top others. Sobrang gaan talaga ng loob ko sa kanila. They’re not just my co-asvhs. I consider them as my friends. Because of that, I’ve known their strengths and weaknesses. I truly belived in their potentials. Yes, we are close and it’s very hard for us to accept the fact that someday, our journey together here in PBBFG shall end. But then, I’m sooo happy because there were certain times that I’ve proven that his game doesn’t limit my relationship with them.

7.~ 7. If you win the All Star Season, and you received the promised Php 1000 from Neil TG of Season 1, what would you do with it?
Magse-set ako ng isang E-B at Magpapainom ako!!! At least it can help. Hehe

8.~ . Given the situation that you won, and the former VHs decided to protest, and BBK decided to take away the title "Big Winner" from you. What would you do?
BBK is the god here and his decisions are final. It actually depends on the protest. I might agree with it or I might not… One thing is for sure. Whatever it is, reasonable, justifyable or not, I’ll let you hear my side.

9 ~ Comments
a. a. EXITS:
i. Benj Espina- Benj Espina should stay. He might be rude or anything but I think that time, there are lots of unexplainable policies, undefined terms and very general rules. The last move that he made which make him the first FE Vh is actually questionable, if you are about to examine the case. Sorry!

ii. Jomar’s Exit – I think that he considered some personal matters as part of this game. Just one piece of advice. Feel what’s in the air. : )

iii. Marge’s FE – We all have different priorities. I felt that she still wants to join pero wala lang talaga siyang. Nanghinayang ako because I really wanted to be bonded with that girl.

iv. 3rd eviction's two-highest VH to be evicted (Ian and Kenneth)- Nagulat! Naisip ko, bakit kailangang dalawa? But then, I’ve realized na it was a wake-up call for those na hindi na masyadong nagpa-participate.

b. Controversial Rules:
i. Rules against the usage of vulgar words~ Hindi lang siguro ako sanay because nasanay ako sa envioronment na merong freedom of expression. Sa tingin ko kasi, it is the intention that must be judged. Pwede kang magsabi ng hindi magandang salita sa way na hindi offensive. Pwedeng hindi mo sinabihan ang isang tao ng VULGAR or OFFENSIVE words pero maaring maka-offend ka ng isang tao sa way or sa delivery ng statements mo. Actually, that case is very broad and kailangan nitong makilatis mabuti. Sabihin nating isa sa mga rules ay ay pagbabawal sa pagsusulat ng letter A. Rules are rules pero hindi naman dapat na kapag nagsulat ka ng A ay automatic na may evicting points ka na. Mas mainam siguro kung pagaaralan natin ang dahilan kung bakit ito naisulat. Mahirap kasi, yung medium natin is through typing, and maaring hindi lahat ng interpretation mo sa mga nababasa mo ay tama.

ii. ii. Rules against visiting the PBBFG All Star Blog~ Hehe, actually until know, I can’t see any sense sa rule na iyon. Ang weird. Bawal mong ipaalam na nagvisit ka sa blog kasi bawal iyon pero pwede kang mag vist. Ang gulo diba? Haha… Hindi ko alam kung anong lesson sa amin nun.

Iii . iii. Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread ~I actually don’t see anything wrong about this rule. Tama nga naman si BBK. Sa kanya tayo gumagawa ng confession at hindi sa ating mga co-vhs.

iii. iv. Rules against commenting on the Househould Council~ Ewan, ang pagkakaintindi ko kasi sa council is, you can discuss anything na related sa nangyari sa game. Nabigyan ng evicting points yung mga taong nagbigay ng comments or let’s say “ uneccessary comments” na hindi makakatulong sa flow ng council. Okay, it made sense, pero sana, he could have given them warnings muna. May karapatan si BBK na magdagdag ng rules pero that act is very unfair to them. Susunod naman siguro sila if alam nila and nasa consciousness nila na may ganoong rule.

Events
i. Dry-Run of Nomination
Nagulat din ako! Hehe… nag-codename pa diba? Ni-reveal din naman ni BBK. Haha! Whatelse? Naisip ko rin na kaya binigay ni BBK yung mga tao behind their codenames is para malaman naming and/or magkaroon kami ng idea kung ano ang basis ng co-asvhs namin sa pagvote at kung paano kami boboto.

ii. Benj and Kashen . Jomar / Trish / Rommel War
Doon ko unang na-feel na madaming fighters sa game. Benj, by giving his personal opinions, naka-offend siya ng marami and for that, super negative ang naging image niya sa ASPBBFG. Pero, IMHO, hindi por que ganoon na tingin sa kanya ng karamihan ay wala na siyang sinasabing tama. There…

iii. Kenneth's logo
Answer:
Logo? PBBFG logo? Ang cool niya! Cute version ng tunay na PBB logo…

For the banner naman, grabe! Halos naitulak ko ang pc ko sa sobrang hangga ko! It’s sooo cool! Idol talaga! All praises! Ang ganda-ganda ng banner niya!

iv. Fake I.P. Addresses
Answer:
Nagulat ulit. Ano kayang valid reason nila kung bakit nagagawa ang mga ganoong bagay?

v. Charles and Trish War
The Pirated CD issue. Hehe. Si Ate trish, nagpakatotoo din siya. Yun nga lang, may mga kaakibat na consequences talaga yung mga ganoong move. Maraming nainis sa mga sinabi niya. And isa na ako doon. Hmmm… Well, doon ko unang nakitang nagtaray si Charles. Hanga din ako sa LOGIC na naipakita niya through that statement. Nagpakatoto din siya. And I really admired him for that.

vi. Paolo-Kashen short-lived mutual relationship
Answer:
Nakaka-kilig! Lalo na kapag ikaw ang bini-victim ng dalawang ito! Haha. Akala ko before magka-away sila, churva lang pala! Well, ang sweet nila sa isa’t-isa… Sayang nga lang talaga. Proximity matters talaga eh. I believe friends pa rin naman sila eh, diba?

vii. VHs constant saying as a "boring game"
Answer:
May point na sobrang naging boring yung game. At sobrang nakakawalang-gana. Maraming nag-react. May karapatan naman kami eh. We just want to be heard. Minahal nga naman namin itong game na ito, naging excited kami for weeks and then naging ganyan. Kinailangan namin ng motivation para bumalik ang interest sa game. Good thing, nagbalik nga ito.

viii. Mats topped the "Favorite ASVH" Poll
Answer:
Nice one! Not a surprise even. Campaign to the max ba naman siya eh… hehehehe…

ix. Charles, Mica, Mats, Gee, Marge's Eye-Ball
Answer:
I can never forget December 28, 2006. It brought me a lot of good memories to treasure. Having quality time with those wonderful peeps is very priceless. I’ll cherish every single moment of it.


FROM PAOLO MIGUEL MATA:

If you are given a chance to date Charles, would you?
~ Sure! Why not? : )

What do you think will happen if I am in Big 3 and Mica is not. Would you think that Ate Mats and I will team up.
~ Well, I guess team-up is not the word. I know that both of you truly love each other and truly believe in each others potentials. Wala namang kaso kung ganoon...

Give two adjectives to every people in the list. One positive, one negative
Mica – sweet, sensitive
Maristel – beautiful ( Ikaw na nagsabi .. haha!), sakitin
Marge- sociable, taklesa daw
Kashen – makikay, taklesa din daw
Trish – Caring, sensitive
Neil-g – approachable, mocking ;p (at times lang naman)
Paolo- makulit (look-out! Haha), slow ;p
Kenneth- creative, lulubog-lilitaw
Ian- handsome, witty
Benj- intelligent, rude : )

How would you feel if you are the runner-up again and not feeling the feel of a Big Winner?
~ As I’ve said before, I’m here to have fun. Grabbing the title isn’t necessarily having the feeling of a Big Winner. Mas maganda yung feeling na fulfilled ka sa game... Yung tipong napunta sa iyo yung mga karapatdapat na bagay... Yung na-acheive mo yung main goal ng game na ito... As BBK said, this game is all about us. Ang pagpapakita ng ating tunay na sarili at kalooban. Ang pagtanggap sa kapwa VHs, kahit sa una ay mahirap talagang gawin kaagad... Gaining real friends.... Learning something from this game that you can apply in your daily life... Learning sonething from your co-asvhs, and of course, from your self... And most especially, doing your very best, to show who you really are...

Those are such accomplishments... I want that feeling!


FROM ANN ROXAS

What's the strangest dream you ever had in the past year and how would you interpret that dream as it realates to your reality?
~ I can’t pick the weirdest for I have lots of weird dreams… I just wanna share one to you…

* One day, may tumawag sa akin at pinagready ako kasi napili daw ako sa PBB. Ang weird kasi hindi naman daw ako nag-audition. Bigla na lang naiba ung setting and yung grand welcome na. And ang nakakatawa pa doon is, it is a special edition daw. Ang mga housemates ay iyong mga naging VH sa PBBFG ni BBK… hahaha! Ewan, basta ang natatandaan kong nakita ko lang doon are Ate Mats, Charles, Benj, Paolo, kashen, Neil-G and Kuya rex. Haha! And ang weird pa is, noong sinabi daw ni Toni na may kasamang hindi VH. Guess who? Si BBK! Haha… pero that time, hindi ko maalala yung face niya. There… Ang weird no!

If I’m going to relate that to my reality, Well, it’s very simple. Adek talaga ako sa game. Haha… Napanaginipan ko siya noong mga oras na halos everyday ay mag blog, confession at diary entry ako. And then yung mga tao naman sa panaginip ko, siguro sila yung nakita ko kasi sila yung mga ka-close ko and yung iba naman, sila yung madalas kong nakaakchat that time. And about naman doon kay BBK, simply kasi sobrang naiintriga ako sa itsura at sa buong pagkatao niya… Hehe… super mysterious kasi nito eh…

There, nakakahiya… Halatng hanggang sa panaginip, PBBFG parin ang naiisip ko! Haha!

What's your idea of dating online specifically developing romance in the chat rooms? Do you think it is really possible? Do you think it is lasting? Have had any experience yourself? (BBK, is this question alright)?
~ Hmmm, dating online is just alright as long as you know your limitations. Some might be doing it for recreation or relaxation… Just don’t take it very seriously. Even if he/she is the nicest person in the virtual world, I believe that proximity matters. Try to meet him/her in person ( if you are really into him/her) and from there, you can do the reality dating which is more effective .

Yeah, I've experienced it... Fun-fun lang! hihihi...

Last question, I am curious, are you in favor of the cha cha? The church would oppose to this and instead would propose for character change? Where are you placing your stand?
~Character change is way much better, regardless of any form of government.. Most Filipinos these days, here and abroad, especially our national leaders who have the power to initiate beneficial change, lack a deep sense of country -- the basic principles of integrity, discipline, selflessness and nationalism…

Oh, I have another question from the game? Who's more handsome? MACKY or JINELLE?(from Season 3)..
~ Kahit lagi akong inaapi ng taong ito, I have to be fair (weh? Haha!). Jin is more handsome. Mas malakas yung aura niya sa akin. Pix pa lang, ulam nah! Bwahaha! Cute siya and yung personality niya.

Is Neil G cute? Heheh
~He’s not cute! He’s sooooo HOT!!! Lolz!


FROM NEIL GARGAR

How important to you is winning the All-Star Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game?
For me, if you have been a great player, you are already a winner.

In this case, majority thinks that it’s the title that shall bring you the fame pero you can still have that naman if they can feel your existence…

I have a principle every time I am in a game.

“ Don’t focus on the awards… Just give your very very BEST”.

Hindi ako yung type na gagawin lahat ng paraan para manalo. I believe I have been a great player. And I guess I have to defend myself this time, hindi lang winning the game ang objective ko here.

I’m here in PBBFG to fulfill it’s main objective. I’m here to have fun ( alam ko rindi na kayo! Hahaha! ), to gain friends, to be a friend, to share my experiences that are worth to be shared, and to touch other people’s life. I often forget that there’s a competition here. Once kasi na nandito ka na, at mapabilang sa PBBFG family, parang tunay na kapamilya mo na ang lahat. May katuwaan, may hindi pagkaka-unawaan… I guess natural lang iyan sa isang family diba? And the best of it is that, we are actually learning from each other without even realizing it.

So going back, I’m more into achieving a certain feeling. Masarap matawag na BIG WINNER, if you really deserve that crown. There...


FROM KASHEN MENDEZ

Gee, if you have the chance to tell your feeling and thought kay Mica now na xa ang nakapasok instead of pao, ano yun?
First of all, Thank you sis Kashen for giving this venue for me to tell some things that I really want to tell her.

Wow, what can I say? Mica, you are so lucky! Hehe… I know you’ve been disappointed because I’ve voted you out. You are so nice and I appreciate that so much. But I hope ( and I guess) you understand that this is a game. Mica as my co-virtual housemate and Mica as my friend somehow, has a difference. Mas gusto ko si Paolo than you na makasama sa BIG3 not because ayaw ko sa iyo at masama ka. Honestly, I really didn’t like some things na ginagawa mo like the “Bakit- ako- ang- binoto- mo” issue. For me kasi ah, as far as this game concerns, confronting your co-asvh because he/she has chosen you to be given her evicting points is very unethical. Alam ko, na nagpapakatotoo ka. Gusto mong ipadama sa taong iyon iyong nafeel mo pero ang dating kasi noon is parang nakakatorture. Ako, personally ang na-feel ko doon, para akong nagkaroon ng kasalanan. Ang dating kasi noon is like you’re contradicting our sensitivity. Nasabi na rin mismo doon sa ballot entry yung reason kung bakit ka namin binoto and to be asked like that, parang hindi pala kapanipaniwala yung reasons ko and you’re demanding some reasons pa sis. I hope you understand my point sis.

Tandaan mo ito, hindi ko ginawa ito para siraan ka o personalin ka ( game related parin naman ito…) . Nakakuha lang talaga ako ng chance to say these things sa iyo. And another one, HINDI KA MASAMA. That is such an extreme word. Wag mong i-take yung negative things na sinabi sa iyo para pababain pa lalo ang sarili mo, bagkus, gawin mo itong basis sa pag evaluate sa sarili mo. Kung ano talaga ang mga nagawa mo, kanais-nais man o hindi. Sa huli, ikaw parin naman ang jury sa sarili mo. At kung anong tingin mo sa sarili mo, iyon din ang magiging tingin sa iyo ng iba.

Nga pala, pasensiya na kung ayon nga sa iyo ay na-plastic kita the moment na hindi ko sinabi sa iyo na nakaboto na ako and worse, ikaw pala ang binoto ko that time. Binigyan na kita ng hint noon sis. Ayaw lang kitang diretsahin kasi hindi ko kayang marinig yung boses mo na disappointed or nasaktan.

Knowing the naging Big winner na si Pao, y sis nung nagchat tayo u want pa din na makapasok si Pao sa Big 3? Ayaw mo ba talagang makasama si Mica?
~ As I’ve said before, this is a different season. We shouldn’t take each others former ranking as a basis because that was through. Back to zero na ang lahat. Sinabi ko na rin yung reasons. Actually, mahirap talaga ng kalagayan namin. I hope naiintindihan ninyo, hindi lang naman siguro ako ang nakaramdam nito, pero mahirap talaga yung feeling na close mo na ang lahat ang mga natitira. Mahirap yung napalapit na sa iyo ang lahat options mo sa kung sino ang paaalisin.

If papipiliin ka between Ate Mats and Mica, sino ang gusto mong maging 1st runner up and second runner up?
~ Uhm, technically and socially, I’ll rank Ate Mats ahead of Mica.


FROM TRISH ARREZA

Nagkaroon dati ng chat session si BBK ate Marge at nasabi dito ni Marge na merong nagsasabi na kinukuha mo daw ang loob ng mga natitirang players. Sino kaya ang nagsabi nito kay marge? Please defend your self. Sa totoo lang, in my entire PBBFG life, ayan yung issue na sobrang na-apektuhan ako. And pinakita ko iyon by risking a CERTAIN confession na kung saan, ipinahayag ko ang feelings ko about that para alam ninyo even though evicting pointS ang kapalit. As far as I remember, kay Kuya neil-g ko ibinuhos yung feelings ko about that, and I’m very thankful kasi he was there to listen…

At first, ayaw ko munang mag-conclude, pero isang tao lang talaga ang pumasok sa isip ko noon. And it is Ate Mats. Sino lang ba kasi ang pinakaclose ni Marge diba? And I think I was right… Nasaktan ako, I admit! BUT napag-usapan na namin ang mga bagaybagay about that issue. Naayos na namin. To be honest, I was a bit aggravated by this question eh. Tapos na kasi, and then inuungkat pa… Oh well, I understand din naman na you want to clear things up… Pero tapos na kasi, naayos na…

So there, just to defend my self upon that issue… Kailan man ay hindi ko ninais na kunin ang loob ng aking co-asvhs. It’s such a desperate act… Hindi ko rin maisip kung ano yung basis nila upon saying that. Yes, I’ve made moves na makilala yung co-asvhs ko… Because I want to know who they really are… And kung ayaw ko sa isang tao, kahit na nakokonsenxa akong tarayan sila dahil mabait naman sila, pinaparamdam ko parin na ayaw ko sa kanila,...And kung kinukuha ko man ang loob ng mga tao, I won’t post such confessions na maaaring makasama sa akin! Even though, feeling ko, maraming hindi pabor sa mga naging paniniwala ko, sinabi ko ang gusto kong sabihin. Even though sometimes, you should make a risk na magsalita kahit makasakit, ginawa ko parin kasi kailangan niya itong marinig,

Kailanman ay hindi ko naging inspiration ang pagiging runner-up ko last season para makabawi sa All star season (katulad ng iniisip at pinapalabas ng iba). KAILANMAN AY HINDI KO NAGING INTENTION ANG MAG-BAITBAITAN AT KUNIN ANG LOOB NG AKING CO-VHS PARA MAKAANI NG SAVING VOTES…. Sa totoo lang, kung susuriin ninyo, hindi saving points ang major reason kung bakit tumagal ako sa game. Kung babalikan niyo ulit, at this point, ako pa lang ata ang ASVH na hindi nagkaroon ng REDMARK na netpoints. I’m always saying na, I’m here to have fun. It’s true! Pero hindi kasama doon ang i-control ang pagtingin at paniniwala sa akin ng mga taong kasama ko dito. Para mo na din silang tinanggalan ng karapatang mag-isip. Iyon ay hindi makatarungan sa loob at labas ng Virtual House.

Name the most insensitive players here, 1 boy and 1 girl. No justification:
1.Kenneth
2.Marge

Na-link ka sa halos lahat ng boys dito sa game. Sa tingin mo ba ay meron talagang nagkagusto sa iyo?
~ Meron! Si BBK… Charing! Hahaha…. So what are you implying ( paagaw ng line, BBK ah… hehe)?…

Seryoso na. Pareho ba ang LINK sa LOVETEAM? Sa pagkakatanda ko, isa lang naman talaga ang FORMAL na love team ko dito sa ASPBBFG, and it is KUYA NEIL ( my hugs… hehe). And yung iba, sino nga ba? Si BBK, naglalambing lang naman ako sa kanya kapag ganun… Sino pa ba? Wala na diba? Yung CHARGEE na yan, napagkatuwaan lang din yun ng EB. Ayun, halos wala nga sa kalahati ng boys ang tunay na na-link eh… hehe…

And to answer your questions seriously, kailan man ulit ay hindi ko naisip na seryosohin ang mga bagaybagay na ukol doon (showbiz! Haha!). Katuwaan lang po iyon at hindi ko naisip na may seseryoso doon. So, WALA!

Reveal the members of your Alliance except Charles.
~ ALLIANCE is not the WORD… I am close to certain peeps and because of that, I knew their strengths and weaknesses here in this game.

And if ever na may ALLIANCE nga here na involve ako, why should I reveal it? Sa pagkakaintindi ko sa word and sa application na rin noon here sa game, it should be a secret. Diba? Hehe…

Sino ang mga pinaka naging ayaw mong housemates sa season 2 and why?
1.Marge>>> No personal reasons. Hindi siya naging active sa game. That’s it!
2.Ian>>> No personal reasons again. Hindi rin siya naging active sa game. That’s it!

For you, who among the top six ang pinaka naging totoong tao. Defend your answer.
So, I have to choose 1 right? It depends upon our perceptions on the phrase eh. For me, ang TOTOONG TAO sa GAME is someone who is transparent on what is his/her real intention upon being here. He/she is someone who is not afraid to voice out in some unexplainable reasons. And mostly, he/she must show his/her real feelings about what’s going on.

So having those words above as bases, I must say na it’s between Charles and Neil-G. Pareho silang hindi natatakot sa magiging outcome ng mga sasabihn/sinabi nila. Pareho nilang ipinakita ang kanilang tunay na saloobin sa mga pangyayari sa loob ng bahay. Hindi man sila palaging updated, their entries are much awaited. I’m not saying na hindi totoong tao kaming mga natira. Silang dalawa talaga yung lumutang sa isip ko, and I actually can’t pick between the two of them…


FROM CHARLES LEMARK VILLORIA

1. What contributions to the virtual house have you given with the following seasons:
a. your season:
~ I believe I was the most active VH during our season. I’ve participated and I’ve done the given activities well.
~According to Benj, I was the bridge that connected a lot of players in the game. He said that I’ve logged in more hours than anyone blogging and talking to each and every virtual housemate in the game.
~ My passion for the game. This is my first virtual game ever.
~ And lastly, I can say that my greatest contribution here is my personality. Although we’re not given any chances ( our season was not that loud. Haha!), to show the deeper us, I’ve shown to them who is Gee.

b. allstar season:
~This time, I am not the most active VH, but I believe that viewers of this game strongly feels my existence.
~I’ve participated the activities, even when we were in the lowest or the most boring peak of the game.. Hehe…
~My voice is one of the great contributions that I’ve given here inside. By some of the controversial or I may say dramatic issues here that I’ve never experienced on our season, I was given a chance to be voiced my opinions out.
~ Again, my love and passion for the game. I could have leave this game the moment it was sooo boring but I can’t. As I’ve said to my introduction, I really love playing this.
~ Again, my personality. Gee’s existence was felt by many ( I believe). That actually can be the greatest thing that a VH can contribute to this house. As I’ve said a couple of times, I’ve done anything to show who I really am. And being the real Gee here jived and clashed other personalities that composed the good or bad chemistry inside.

2. Of all the contributions you’ve stated above, pick one that you gave in the course of the game.
Definitely, my LOVE, DEDICATION, PASSION and ENTHUSIASM in this game. I wouldn’t be active, I wouldn’t participate on the activities, I wouldn’t follow the rules, I wouldn’t be mingling with my co-vhs, I wouldn’t show any signs of concern in the house and to my fellow vhs as well, or in short, I would spend time if this game means nothing to me. Since season 3, even though that was not as active as this season’s, I love this game so much. And now that I’ve given a chance to mingle with other ACTIVE asvhs, you just don’t know how blissful I am. There was a point that this house is at its lowest peak. Naisip ko na ding mag-quit again pero hindi ko kaya. Naniwala akong maibabalik ang sigla ng game and thank God, it happened!

To sum it all up, my love for this game insinuated me to do such tasks. Ang performance ko sa PBBFG ay galing sa kaibuturan ng aking puso.

3. Considering your own contribution in the Vhouse, who do you think from the two deserve to be the All star Big winner? Why?
~ It’s Ate Mats. Technically speaking. and in terms of her relationship with other vhs, she has the best status here in this game.

4. Why didn’t you choose the other?
~She is also active and updated but Ate Mat’s existence weigh heavier than her.

5. If you were given the chance to vote, would you stick with your alliance or vote according to your conscience?
~ I’ll vote the one that I like.

6. Everyone knows that alliances exist in this game, whose alliance have you placed yourself? Why did you chosen them and not the others?
~ Alliance is not the word. Since the begginning of the game, I am close to these people: Charles, Benj, Ate Mats, Ate Ann, Paolo, and Kashen. Mas magaan ang loob ko sa kanila compared top others. Sobrang gaan talaga ng loob ko sa kanila. They’re not just my co-asvhs. I consider them as my friends. Because of that, I’ve known their strengths and weaknesses. I truly belived in their potentials. Yes, we are close and it’s very hard for us to accept the fact that someday, our journey together here in PBBFG shall end. But then, I’m sooo happy because there were certain times that I’ve proven that his game doesn’t limit my relationship with them.

7.~ 7. If you win the All Star Season, and you received the promised Php 1000 from Neil TG of Season 1, what would you do with it?
Magse-set ako ng isang E-B at Magpapainom ako!!! At least it can help. Hehe

8.~ . Given the situation that you won, and the former VHs decided to protest, and BBK decided to take away the title "Big Winner" from you. What would you do?
BBK is the god here and his decisions are final. It actually depends on the protest. I might agree with it or I might not… One thing is for sure. Whatever it is, reasonable, justifyable or not, I’ll let you hear my side.

9 ~ Comments
a. a. EXITS:
i. Benj Espina- Benj Espina should stay. He might be rude or anything but I think that time, there are lots of unexplainable policies, undefined terms and very general rules. The last move that he made which make him the first FE Vh is actually questionable, if you are about to examine the case. Sorry!

ii. Jomar’s Exit – I think that he considered some personal matters as part of this game. Just one piece of advice. Feel what’s in the air. : )

iii. Marge’s FE – We all have different priorities. I felt that she still wants to join pero wala lang talaga siyang. Nanghinayang ako because I really wanted to be bonded with that girl.

iv. 3rd eviction's two-highest VH to be evicted (Ian and Kenneth)- Nagulat! Naisip ko, bakit kailangang dalawa? But then, I’ve realized na it was a wake-up call for those na hindi na masyadong nagpa-participate.

b. Controversial Rules:
i. Rules against the usage of vulgar words~ Hindi lang siguro ako sanay because nasanay ako sa envioronment na merong freedom of expression. Sa tingin ko kasi, it is the intention that must be judged. Pwede kang magsabi ng hindi magandang salita sa way na hindi offensive. Pwedeng hindi mo sinabihan ang isang tao ng VULGAR or OFFENSIVE words pero maaring maka-offend ka ng isang tao sa way or sa delivery ng statements mo. Actually, that case is very broad and kailangan nitong makilatis mabuti. Sabihin nating isa sa mga rules ay ay pagbabawal sa pagsusulat ng letter A. Rules are rules pero hindi naman dapat na kapag nagsulat ka ng A ay automatic na may evicting points ka na. Mas mainam siguro kung pagaaralan natin ang dahilan kung bakit ito naisulat. Mahirap kasi, yung medium natin is through typing, and maaring hindi lahat ng interpretation mo sa mga nababasa mo ay tama.

ii. ii. Rules against visiting the PBBFG All Star Blog~ Hehe, actually until know, I can’t see any sense sa rule na iyon. Ang weird. Bawal mong ipaalam na nagvisit ka sa blog kasi bawal iyon pero pwede kang mag vist. Ang gulo diba? Haha… Hindi ko alam kung anong lesson sa amin nun.

Iii . iii. Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread ~I actually don’t see anything wrong about this rule. Tama nga naman si BBK. Sa kanya tayo gumagawa ng confession at hindi sa ating mga co-vhs.

iii. iv. Rules against commenting on the Househould Council~ Ewan, ang pagkakaintindi ko kasi sa council is, you can discuss anything na related sa nangyari sa game. Nabigyan ng evicting points yung mga taong nagbigay ng comments or let’s say “ uneccessary comments” na hindi makakatulong sa flow ng council. Okay, it made sense, pero sana, he could have given them warnings muna. May karapatan si BBK na magdagdag ng rules pero that act is very unfair to them. Susunod naman siguro sila if alam nila and nasa consciousness nila na may ganoong rule.

Events
i. Dry-Run of Nomination
Nagulat din ako! Hehe… nag-codename pa diba? Ni-reveal din naman ni BBK. Haha! Whatelse? Naisip ko rin na kaya binigay ni BBK yung mga tao behind their codenames is para malaman naming and/or magkaroon kami ng idea kung ano ang basis ng co-asvhs namin sa pagvote at kung paano kami boboto.

ii. Benj and Kashen . Jomar / Trish / Rommel War
Doon ko unang na-feel na madaming fighters sa game. Benj, by giving his personal opinions, naka-offend siya ng marami and for that, super negative ang naging image niya sa ASPBBFG. Pero, IMHO, hindi por que ganoon na tingin sa kanya ng karamihan ay wala na siyang sinasabing tama. There…

iii. Kenneth's logo
Answer:
Logo? PBBFG logo? Ang cool niya! Cute version ng tunay na PBB logo…

For the banner naman, grabe! Halos naitulak ko ang pc ko sa sobrang hangga ko! It’s sooo cool! Idol talaga! All praises! Ang ganda-ganda ng banner niya!

iv. Fake I.P. Addresses
Answer:
Nagulat ulit. Ano kayang valid reason nila kung bakit nagagawa ang mga ganoong bagay?

v. Charles and Trish War
The Pirated CD issue. Hehe. Si Ate trish, nagpakatotoo din siya. Yun nga lang, may mga kaakibat na consequences talaga yung mga ganoong move. Maraming nainis sa mga sinabi niya. And isa na ako doon. Hmmm… Well, doon ko unang nakitang nagtaray si Charles. Hanga din ako sa LOGIC na naipakita niya through that statement. Nagpakatoto din siya. And I really admired him for that.

vi. Paolo-Kashen short-lived mutual relationship
Answer:
Nakaka-kilig! Lalo na kapag ikaw ang bini-victim ng dalawang ito! Haha. Akala ko before magka-away sila, churva lang pala! Well, ang sweet nila sa isa’t-isa… Sayang nga lang talaga. Proximity matters talaga eh. I believe friends pa rin naman sila eh, diba?

vii. VHs constant saying as a "boring game"
Answer:
May point na sobrang naging boring yung game. At sobrang nakakawalang-gana. Maraming nag-react. May karapatan naman kami eh. We just want to be heard. Minahal nga naman namin itong game na ito, naging excited kami for weeks and then naging ganyan. Kinailangan namin ng motivation para bumalik ang interest sa game. Good thing, nagbalik nga ito.

viii. Mats topped the "Favorite ASVH" Poll
Answer:
Nice one! Not a surprise even. Campaign to the max ba naman siya eh… hehehehe…

ix. Charles, Mica, Mats, Gee, Marge's Eye-Ball
Answer:
I can never forget December 28, 2006. It brought me a lot of good memories to treasure. Having quality time with those wonderful peeps is very priceless. I’ll cherish every single moment of it.

Mica confesses: Sana after this meron pa rin mga chat conference pero this time more on personal stuff na

Hi BBK! Hindi ako nakapag-online kahapon kasi hindi ok ang pakiramdam ko.. actually hanggang ngayon pero kinakaya na lang

Posted this pic with Chx kasi naalala ko tanong ni Paolo This pic was sent by CHX sa Ktxt nya last December 31 2005 Sana next yr meron na din PBB housemate from pbbfg po noh? masaya yun ubusan na to ng lowd!!

Finally napost ko na yung mga sagot ko sa mga tanong ng mga jury.. ok din kasi may variety of questions. All I did is answered the questions truthfully sana walang magalit sa akin

3 days na lang ba kami dito? It hurts na maggudbye na kami sa game kasi naging part na rin ito ng daily routine namin.. sana after this meron pa rin mga chat conference pero this time more on personal stuff na

Sana mag-push through pa din yung sa T-Shirts. Yung isang club namin dito sa club meron silang merchandize medy0 magastos pero worth-it naman

BBK, may isang vhm na namimiss ko ngayon.. nasa Manila siya ngayon at katext ko kanina.. gusto ko siyang makita pero what can I do? Nandito ako sa napakalayong probinsya namin Sana Malapit lang ang Manila sa Dagupan..

I had glimpse of the blogsite na ginawa ni Ate Mats for the pbbfg graduates.. aww.. graduate na kami at least naturuan ninyo kami ng napakaraming bagay sa buhay.. salamat talaga bbk.

That's all for now BBK. Me Love You!

Maristel confesses: I never asked for sympathy from other people... I never called for help

Hi BBK, malapit na nga po talaga ang pagtatapos... Kumbaga sa school malapit ng maganap ang Commencement Excercise or ang Graduation... Nakakakaba na masaya... Masaya kasi after a long, long time eh, All-Star Edition has come to it's end... End in a way na malapit na po matapos ang DAY 100... End, in a sense na, no more activities... No more group battles...

And I hope, tapos na din po ang mga ISSUES na pepwedeng pag-umpisahan ng di magandang samahan... I don't want to become emotional actually... But, truly and deep inside I know na there really are some "who didn't like me" for who I am (I guess), for being TRUE to everyone else... Di ko din po alam kung talagang napakarami ng mga unfinished issues ko here... Minsan, napapaisip na lang po tuloy ako na... "Ano kaya yung maaari kong nagawa for them not to like me...”

Basta po ako, everything that I have done... Lahat ng ipinakita kong UGALI... Kung anuman ang mga iyon... May it be GOOD or BAD... God knows, lahat ng iyon... TRUE TO ONE'S SELF... Ayaw ko sa plastik... At ayaw kong magpakaPlastik... Just before the Judgment Day, I just want to clarify things... Kung mayroon man akong nasaktan - I am deeply sorry for that BBK... Kung kayo din po in a way, nasaktan ko din, from the bottom of my heart - I say sorry... Kung mayroon man po akong napasaya... Kung sumaya or napatawa ko man sila, sana po maFeel nila yung feeling ko na “DOBLE ang NARARAMDAMAN kong happiness for them coz I cheered them up in a way...” In some points, kung may naapakan man po akong pagkatao, which I know wala naman po, my heartfelt sorry still...

Since Day 001 naman po, ang alam ko nga po, hindi pa nagstart ang Game... Natutuwa ako and I appreciate the efforts that Trish showed me... The one message that Gee sent me, all of those were appreciated... I know kahit di pa man nagstart ang All-Star, naFeel ko na po na sis Gee is a leader... Naaalala ko pu yung message niya sa akin...

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Also got a few message from (Ate) Trish... na nakakaflatter naman po, eventhough di pa man nag start ang game eh talaga naman pong todo exert na ng effort for the All-Star... Naging busy lang po ako kaya iilan lamang po sa mga message sa akin ni (Ate) Trish ang nareplyan ko... Di man po ako ang nagRegister for myself and a co-VH from Season 2 pa po whish is Jen-Jen ang nagRegister sa akin, still...

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my first and last reply to (Ate) Trish...

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I am super thankful and grateful na nagJoin ako dito... Di ko nga lang po alam na magiging ganito ka-controversial ang All-Star... I was just trying to go back and reading all the Confessions I made for the past months... I read some from the other co-VHs din... Marami ang sobrang natawa ako... Meron ding certain confession from Paolo na sobrang na-Touch ako... Kaya thinking of all the things that happened... I don't think rather never considered na nakabangga ko si Pao... He's one of my closest ever here sa Virtual House... Nagkaroon man kami ng UPS and DOWNS, kasama yun sa friendship eh... Not an added spice, but definitely a part of FRIENDSHIP so to speak... I guesss, you can't call it friendship without misunderstandings... Same goes with Gee and me... Madami din kami naging misunderstandings here... One was regarding the direct address rule which was not really clear to me, that I even got to the extent of thinking that I'm so super stupid not to understand a simple rule... Silly, right? But that didn't end there... Nagkaroon din ng kung anu-ano pang bagay na nabahiran ng kulay which I think is too much that it greatly affect our friendship... But of course, kung sobrang babaw lang namin and immature not to think of reasons and stuffs - I guess wala na yung friendship na nabuo namin... I value that friendship and so I won't let rumors or gossip to destroy the bond that connects us... Katulad nga ng lagi kong sinasabi,,, All's well that ends well... Lahat naman nadadaan sa matinong usapan... Why make things complicated right... Minsan naman complicated na others would make it complex... And I don't want my life to be masalimuot here... Kaya nga andito ako... Kaya nga inenjoy ko ang pagStay here... To protect and save the FRIENDSHIP na pwedeng might be in danger and will cause to break...

Basta BBK, masaya po ako for whatever UPS and DOWNS ang napag-daanan ko... I never asked for sympathy from other people... I never called for help... Kapag nagkaroon ng problems or discussions, I sometimes found myself alone sa CONFERENCES and defending my comrades... And when I say comrade, I mean friends... Like the issue with the Forced Evictee, Benj... My first telebabad mate and the one who quitted the game, Jomar... Dun sa isang tao na unang conversation pa lang eh natuwa na dahil feeling niya marami akong alam, and that's Charles po BBK... For he reacted sa Pirated CD issue, I won't keep quiet po and I know ALL OF US ARE UNIQUE and we're not pirated here... We're all ORIGINAL in our own way and that's what made us DIFFERENT from EACH OTHER and that's how PINOY is... My long time buddy and and life long companion Paolo... And the recent and the friend I find in Gee... I've always been a fighter and I don't want to see a friend of mine in a situation na nasasaktan and all, ayaw ko po yung manahimik lang ako... I might as well be heard and let it all out... Ganun po ako eh...

For those na di pa din naniniwala sa whatever that I can do... Sa di pa din nakakakilala sa akin ng lubusan, di ko po sila masisisi... For those naman po na di ako “feel” - okay lang po sa akin... Coz, I can't let everybody or everyone to like me... Basta po, masaya po ako...

So for the nth time BBK... I wanna thank you for everything... The experiences... The lessons learned... Those are a few that I say I'm most proud of and never regretted that for once in life's journey I passed by and walked on...

Mica answers the jury

From Sir Charles

1. Contributions

Own Season:
My genuine friendship and I was one of the active players. I am also one of the kikay girls

Allstar Season
Pagpapakatotoo is my biggest contribution. My life is an open book and I expressed my ideas and opinions ng diretso. Contributed enough spice, genuine friendship and yes, I planned the GEB and gave piggy pillows too

2. Pagpapakatotoo

3. I’d choose Gee. I know everyone is vying for Ate Maristel to be the big winner pero kung titignan mo, pantay lang sila when it comes to activeness in the game. I’m not against Ate Mats but My recent conversations with Gee made me appreciate her more at pagsagot niya sa council.

4. I have nothing against Ate Mats. I know na everyone is vying for her to be the big winner..

5. Obviously, I have no alliance to stick with and obviously again, the two has, whether they admit it or not. I’d vote according to my conscience.

6. Neil G has been my ally eversince. Lukso ng dugo lang yan. Back in our season, we all loved and treat each other as brothers and sisters. Syempre hindi mo ipapahamak ang iyong kapatid, hindi ba? All we did was save each other though walang pakialaman sa 4 and 2 evicting points. I think the others have thier own allies as well

7. Buy important stuff or if I’m in Manila, treat ko kayo!

8. Jury ang namili, hindi ako.. so why should I return the crown kung kayo mismo ang nagbigay sa akin??

9. I. Exits
a. Benjamin’s FE- Hindi naman nagkulang si BBK sa pagwarn sa kanya pero hindi pa rin siya sumunod sa patakaran. Sayang lang kasi may pag-asa sana siyang mapasama sa Big 4 since majority would save him siguro.

b. Jomar’s Voluntary Exit - He made the right decision.

c. Marge’s Force Eviction- Dapat lang. She never participated sa mga activities at kahit sa battles. Hindi pa nagupdate ng diary for a month.

d. 3rd Eviction (Ian and Kenneth)- Honestly nasaktan ako. Alam naman ng lahat na Ian deserves to stay not because he is a good friend of mine, pero dahil kahit paano may effort siya to update and participate in the PinagBiyak na Bunga task. He could have spiced this game up if his season mates chose to save him instead of Marge.

- As for Kenneth naman, apektado ako kasi hindi ko inexpect na siya iboboto since some of them promised na hindi daw nila ivovoteout si Ken kasi naiintindihan nila he is enjoying his vacation here in the country at nakapagpaalam naman siya kay BBK. He contributed something in this game, pero some broke their promise which made me sad. Nang magchat kami after sinabi niya sa akin na masakit pala ang feeling kapag may nagsasabi na hindi ka nila maramdaman…

CONTROVERSIAL RULES
Rules against usage of vulgar words- Dapat lang naman talaga. Kalahati ng kasama sa game minors.

Rules against visiting the AllStarPBB Blog- Ok lang, though nung una hindi klaro sa akin why biglang may rule na ganun.. Kahit naman nag-impose ng rule tumitingin naman lahat eh .. ANG MAGKAILA SINUNGALING

Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread- This rule gave me an evicting point once. Well, sa totoong PBB naman yung confession room ginagamit para kausapin si BBK. If you want to talk privately with another vhm, may PM sa board, may friendster, may YM may text pa.

Rules against commenting on the Household Council- Umpisa pa lang klaro na sa akin na ang dapat lang gawin ay magtanong at sumagot sa council. Dito ka huhusgahan ng tao. Meron naman confession thread para ibuhos mo ang hinaing mo kay BBK o sa kung ano pa man.

EVENTS
Dry-Run Nomination- Walang kwenta. Hindi rin naman kasi nasunod eh hehe

Benj and Kashen
- Eto ba yung nagumpisa sa Pacman vs. Larios back in Season 3? Not that aware.. Kulitan lang siguro ito.

Jomar Trish Rommel - Kainitan ata ng laro ito nangyari at ang alam ko separate wars ito. Sa Jomar-Trish, I do understand why nagalit si Jomar. Akala niya kasi siya ang palayasin naming agad pero hindi naman. Ni hindi nga kami nag-usap ni Neil TG before the game starts. Nalungkot ako kasi ang daming sinabing negative things ni Jomar kay Trish.. Sana pinakinggan niya muna yung side ni Trish bago siya nagreact.. pero ok na ang lahat kasi na-clear naman ang lahat at nalaman kung ano talaga ang totoong nangyari
- Trish Rommel? Can’t remember the full details pero isa ata siya sa nagreact sa pinost ni Trish. Hindi full details ang alam ni Rommel baka puro hearsays lang kaya ganun siya magreact. Hindi ko alam kung ok na sila o kung nag-away ba talaga sila.

Kenneth’s Logo - I Love it! Yan ang naging marka ni Ken dito sa game. He was willing to share his talent and contribute here in the game. I do admire his talent and creativity. I just hope na ma-pushthrough pa din yung t-shirts and other collectibles.

FAKE I.P. ADRESSES- Hindi ako involved dito kaya wala akong masyadong pakialam. Kung sino man gumawa ng mga yan kilala niyo kung sino kayo. Makonsensya kayo.

CHARLES AND TRISH WAR- Eto ba yung pirated issue? Miscommunication lang siguro ito…Sobrang nasaktan si Trish nun and kapag nasa peak ka ng emotions mo, may mga nasasabi kang mali. Yun siguro nagging fault ni Trish, pero at least nagpakatotoo siya. Si Charles nagpakatotoo din. Syempre nasaktan din yun kasi seasonmates niya yung involved… hindi ko alam what pinatunguhan nito..

PAOLO-KASHEN - Syempre kilig to the bones lalo na nung nakasama ko sila sa Confe (I love you.. hmf) pero we all know that long distance relationship seldom last..

VHs Constant Saying as a “Boring Game” - Totoo naman. Actually I can say na two periods ako nabore dito sa game: Nung may hiatus for 13 days tsaka nung mg nasa 20+ or 30+ days.. 4-5 lang ata active nun yung iba hindi man lang nagparamdam.. mas piniling I-keep yung mga inactive kaysa dun sa mas marami pa sanang na-contribute.

Mats topped the “Favorite ASVH” Poll - She deserves it. She had more time to campaign online. The realization I had in this battle is dun mo din malalaman na marami pa lang nagmamahal at sumusuporta sayo. I bet the 4 others didn’t expect na marami din boboto sa kanila.

Grand Eyeball - Awesome! Can’t believe na it actually happened in reality ! Napaka-gandang year-ender sa akin.. sana maulit!


From Kikay Kashen

- Sina Mats at Gee oo. Obvious naman na mas gusto nilang makasama si Charles sa Big 4 pero invalid ang vote. Ngayon naman ako binigyan nila ng 4 points. They saved each other pa. Hanga ako kay Paolo kasi he really keeps his promise… He may not saved me kahit minsan, pero he never voted me out and I love him for that.

- I kinda expected na ako ang matatanggal.. kung hindi man ako, si Paolo. Obvious din na ako ang gusting palayasin nina Gee at Mats.. they even saved each other. Do I feel lucky? Yes.. Charles eviction pa lang lucky na ako

- Ok lang sa akin kahit sino sa kanila ang manalo kasi pareho silang deserving, but if i have to chose one, that would be Gee then ate Mats to be the runner - up


IDOL PAOLO's QUESTIONS

LUCKY - Yup.. Lucky me!

MIKENIMATS angle - Sanay naman akong mabigo sa pag-ibig pero ok lang.. una siyang naging akin! Hehe

CHX ALCALA SCANDAL - The Chx Scandal? Yup seen it bago pa siya na-evict. Instead of dissing her, mas nagustuhan ko siya. Kung ibang tao siguro yun idedeny na siya yung nasa picture pero buong tapang niyang inamin sa publiko. I admire her for that. Yan ang tunay na housemate na nagpakatotoo… That’s Chx Alcala.. Stripped (literally haha).

5 Loves, 5 hates (totoo lang windang me dito huhu di ko masyadong nagets.. sana tama ginawa ko)

5 LOVES
Paolo - He had always been a true and loving friend since our Starstruck Days
Kenneth - He never failed to make me smile with his ilocano tactics
Neil G- He never stopped believing in me..
Ian - He is open-minded and he makes me feel special
Trish - She's good in giving advices.

5 Hates
Benj - We never got the chance to bond and he's a bit rude to some of the vhms
Marge - Inactive during her stay inside the virtual house
Kashen - She's confusing at times and we never got the chance to bond
Maristel - she's sensitive and inconsistent at times
Gee - she's sometimes weak and emotional.


From Working Girl ANN

What is the strangest dream you ever had in the past year and how would you interpret that dream as if it relates to your reality?

I had this strange dream on one of my former crush. The setting is somewhere abroad (probably England) and I own this music store. One day, my pregnant classmate informed me that I have a visitor. He is a young doctor wearing that white scrub suite with his black bag. His thick glasses covered is tantalizing eyes.. I looked at him for a second and recognized his face.. it’s my high school crush!

We ate dinner together and confessed that he never had a girlfriend and that he has special feeling for me way back, but didn’t have the courage to tell me. I was happy and I hugged him so tight even if he gained weight.

In reality, the guy in my dream never had a girlfriend. He used to be so skinny way back, but now he’s a chubby guy. Is my dream sort of a premonition? I don’t know.. but one thing’s for sure: no matter how many cute guys had passed my way, he is the only one I’ve ever loved

Online Dating
In my own point of view, one factor to a successful relationship is COMMUNICATION. Two individuals can be more open and honest with each other when they communicate regularly and one tools in communication is through chatting. When we get into a date, we often talk about personal stuff etc and so with chatting.

Have I experienced this one? Yes especially when I was a freshman college student. Met a lot of peeps via friendster, ym, pex etc. and some of them were honest about their views and opinions about different topics. They were also open with their feelings, which is the most important.

There was a time when I almost fell in love with a guy I met via forum. We got the chance to see each other and up to now, we are good friends. My cousin and her husband met via mIRC and so is my high school ate and her boyfriend for 5 years.

I do believe that online dating works, but I do also believe that nothing beats the traditional way of courtship and the real thing.

CHA-CHA
As an open-minded citizen of the Republic of the Philippines, I am in favor of Charter Change. I think this country needs progress and one suggestion is through charter change but hey, we are all Filipinos and we all know that UNITY is missing. Kahit anong pursige ng mga opisyal ng ating bansa, kung divided naman ang pananaw ng lahat wala rin mangyayari Charter Change man yan o Character Change.

MACKY vs. JINELLE
Browsed through their photos in the Season 3 blogsite and I can say that the two guys are certified heartrobs!! Hehe J had the chance to chat with Jinelle once and he’s really cute, but I’d go for Ilocano.. I’d go for Macky !

IS NEIL G CUTE?
Nope he’s not.. he’s HOT! (Like Yael yohoo!)


BIG SIS TRISH QUESTIONS

Anong naramdaman mo nang mapalayas ako sa laro? Please defend your answer.

I felt bad. First Nomination pa lang when you were almost evicted halos mawalan ako ng gana. Kung activeness naman sa game ang basehan ng pagboto nila, hindi ka naman nagkulang doon. Another thing, maraming nagsabi ng negative things about you at nasaktan din ako kasi you are my friend. Buti na lang nagsorry naman yung iba.

Ano ang masasabi mo sa hiwalayang KASHEN at PAOLO?

Aware na ako sa fact na Paolo liked Kashen back in Season 3 pa and When they got the chance to bond thru ym and text, kinilig ako. I know na may mutual feelings sila for each other, but like what majority tells me, LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP SELDOM LAST. I heard na may boyfriend na si Kashen and I’m happy for her. I’m sure sooner or later, makakahanap din si Paolo ng para sa kanya.

Nagkaroon ba ng pagkakataon na naramdaman mo na pinagkakaisahan ka nila? Give Example.

Yes. One example is during nominations. Almost all of them (except Paolo) voted me out not and they saved each other. Syempre nasasaktan din ako especially when you read reasons na nakapagtataka then afterwards hindi mo namamalayan ikaw na ang lumalabas na masama. The hurtful truth there is the others never heard my side.

Sa loob ng 100 days, tila kay Kenneth ka lang na-link. Nagkagusto ka ba sa kanya? May SPECIAL FEELINGS ba kayo sa isa’t isa.

Ewan nga din.. sina Gee at Ate Mats maraming naging ka-loveteam ako kay Kenneth lang talaga. Back in our season, Kenneth is one of my closest pals kahit na we seldom communicate. Nagkagusto ba ako? Oo. Isa siya sa mga pinaka-vocal pero sweet na taong nakilala ko. Funny, smart, talented at pinoy na pinoy (anyamet datoy manen nga tanong?) Special Feelings? I guess so. I do appreciate yung mga taong family-oriented and he is. I admire him as a person gusto ko nga siyang maging kapatid eh.. maging bf? Pwede hahaha

Sinu-sino sa mga naging housemate sa all-star ang nakikitaan mo ng pagkaplastic? Name 2 girls and defend your answers, at least 2-3 sentences each.

Mats and Gee – Inamin naman nila sa last council na sa akin sila plastic. I think naman yung pagiging plastic nila sa akin sa game lang lalo na kapag sinasabi nilang they won’t vote me out pero nakaboto na sila. Sisters naman kami outside the game so walang personalan.

Meron ka bang naging ka-alliance sa allstar? Cno-cno sila?

Neil G. Kaya nga halata every nomination na kami yun kasi kahit magkaiba 4 and 2 evicting points namen, we saved each other pa rin.


FROM HOT SEDUCER NEIL G

First of all, I would like to greet each and every one of you a pleasant good day (naks naman! Beauty contest ang banat!)

Being a part of the All Star PBB FG is an honor. Getting into the Big 3 is was a tough but inspiring journey. Winning the title ALL STAR PBBFG BIG WINNER is like getting the jackpot prize in the lottery.

Being declared as the winner of this game means that you have surpassed the different challenges given with flying colors. Yes, this might be an online game, far from the real PBB but I can say that the people included in this game had successfully showed their true personality. Winning the game is important because it shows your capability as a player and as an individual. Spending 100 days in this virtual home (home coz true love and friendship blossomed) made me realize a lot of stuff and met great people.