"Wala namang bago... Same old, same old" -Maristel

Tsk tsk tsk... May Super typhoon... Pero di ko pa maFeel dito sa amin... Di malamig... Although, once humangin pero di ganun katagal... I just hope, wag na sya magtuloy na... Sabi ng mom ko, lumihis na daw... I hope so... Sabi sa news ngayon, Signal No. 2 na daw sa Manila... Haiii... *sighs*

A bit sad ako today, coz, we have this prob na naman with my Dad... Wala namang bago... Same old, same old... Crap na lang as always... Wala na din kasing pagbabago... Years, years, numbers of unencumbered years... Di ko masyado nagugutsuhan kung anuman what he's going through right now... Kami na lang mga anak ang laging nagaadjust for him... Which i think wala naman kaming ginagawa ng brother ko... Lagi niya lang iniisip na mayroon... To think na, alam niyang BADLY NEEDED ang brother ko ngayon because of his daughter who's sick, still nakakamanage magsabi ng negative things dad ko against my brother sa ibang tao...

My brother, the only person na laging nagtitiis for him... Awww... Why am I saying these stuffs ba here.? I guess because that caused me sleepless morning kanina... Kasi, I was thinking and asking myself... Why are those stuffs comin' back to us... Di naman kami yung nagloko... Umiiyak na naman ako kanina,,, I cried myself to sleep... Ang hirap talaga ng buhay...

Tapos dito... Wala naman makausap... Puro kids... Wala naman akong masabihan... Lahat ng tao, laging out... Mommy ko naman, masyado one sided.. Kahit nakailang wives n Daddy ko... Dun pa din sa Daddy namin... Kahit di sya kinakausap, mahal niya talaga... Grabeh... I respect her for being like that... Love yun eh... Pero, I was 5 years old when my Dad left us... So figure it out... Oh well...

yikes!!! Tama bang ipost ito dito?! Pero, those were the days... Pero, nagloloko na Dad ko jan... How I wish, magloko na lang sya and remain good or maging good man lang...