Maristel blogs: YOU THOUGHT THEY'RE YOU'RE FRIENDS...
BUT THEY'RE NOT... JUST WHEN YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS GOING RIGHT, BUT AS DAYS WENT BY, YOU'RE FINALLY SEEING IT ALL COMING OUT... SOME ARE JUST BEFRIENDING YOU JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT... OTHERS BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU COZ THEY THINK THEY'LL BE NEEDING YOU... WHAT'S WORST IS, AKALA MO MGA KAIBIGAN MO SILA PERO ANG DI MO ALAM KUNG ANONG INIISIP NILA NA PWEDE NILANG GAWIN SA'YO... IBA NA DIN TALAGA ANG MUNDO NGAYON... USO NA NGAYON YUNG MAG BEBENEFIT SA'YO... DI KAGAYA DATI NA PAG SINABING KAIBIGAN MO... IT'S PLAIN! YOU'RE FRIENDS... AND ALL... ANG HIRAP DIN PALA GUMALAW NG PURO KA PAG-AAKALA... DAHIL AKO SA SARILI KO, MGA KAIBIGAN ANG TURING KO SA KANILA... BUT THE QUESTION IS? SILA KAYA GANUN DIN?
As much as possible... I don't wanna doubt it... Coz I know sometimes, kaya tayo i-manipulate ng feelings natin... But this time around, it's totally different... This time, I have this feeling - a totally different feeling! And it's plain and slowly killing me... You know why? Coz, from the start what I showed, offered and all that I could gave is TRUST and BE TRUE... But lately, what I've been observing was totally different individuals whether they're worthy of your trust or not...
Really it is disappointing having to feel a sudden change and cold treatment from the people who you thought were "you're close friends" but in the end... It's stilll you yourself who's gonna realize and discover that those aren't true... I guess, pakitang tao... Nakakalungkot lang talaga... After all what you've been through ganun pa pala kapalit. It's more okay sana - kung isang araw, iCheck ka ng isa... Pero hindi eh... Di ko naman sinasabi na kung ano yng ginawa and pinakita ko, ganun din ang gawin... It's not that... Suklian ka na lang sana... Kasi, kung ano naman gusto nila mangyari, yun ang ginawa ko... I've been straight-forward and HONEST all this time... But this time, iba na napapansin ko. Sort of parang nag gagamitan na kayo... Pag di okay topic niyo, walang kausapan pero pag bigla ka nagShifting... Aba! Ibang level..!
For me, SHOCKER yun... Kasi, di pala pwedend lahat ng makilala mo, maka-internalize mo... Maka exchange thoughts mo, pwede mo ng tawagin na kaibigan... But still, NOTHING's TOO LATE naman... Yun nga lang, this time - I'LL BE MORE preCAUTIOUS "WHO to TRUST and WHO NOT to TRUST"
BUT THEY'RE NOT... JUST WHEN YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS GOING RIGHT, BUT AS DAYS WENT BY, YOU'RE FINALLY SEEING IT ALL COMING OUT... SOME ARE JUST BEFRIENDING YOU JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT... OTHERS BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU COZ THEY THINK THEY'LL BE NEEDING YOU... WHAT'S WORST IS, AKALA MO MGA KAIBIGAN MO SILA PERO ANG DI MO ALAM KUNG ANONG INIISIP NILA NA PWEDE NILANG GAWIN SA'YO... IBA NA DIN TALAGA ANG MUNDO NGAYON... USO NA NGAYON YUNG MAG BEBENEFIT SA'YO... DI KAGAYA DATI NA PAG SINABING KAIBIGAN MO... IT'S PLAIN! YOU'RE FRIENDS... AND ALL... ANG HIRAP DIN PALA GUMALAW NG PURO KA PAG-AAKALA... DAHIL AKO SA SARILI KO, MGA KAIBIGAN ANG TURING KO SA KANILA... BUT THE QUESTION IS? SILA KAYA GANUN DIN?
As much as possible... I don't wanna doubt it... Coz I know sometimes, kaya tayo i-manipulate ng feelings natin... But this time around, it's totally different... This time, I have this feeling - a totally different feeling! And it's plain and slowly killing me... You know why? Coz, from the start what I showed, offered and all that I could gave is TRUST and BE TRUE... But lately, what I've been observing was totally different individuals whether they're worthy of your trust or not...
Really it is disappointing having to feel a sudden change and cold treatment from the people who you thought were "you're close friends" but in the end... It's stilll you yourself who's gonna realize and discover that those aren't true... I guess, pakitang tao... Nakakalungkot lang talaga... After all what you've been through ganun pa pala kapalit. It's more okay sana - kung isang araw, iCheck ka ng isa... Pero hindi eh... Di ko naman sinasabi na kung ano yng ginawa and pinakita ko, ganun din ang gawin... It's not that... Suklian ka na lang sana... Kasi, kung ano naman gusto nila mangyari, yun ang ginawa ko... I've been straight-forward and HONEST all this time... But this time, iba na napapansin ko. Sort of parang nag gagamitan na kayo... Pag di okay topic niyo, walang kausapan pero pag bigla ka nagShifting... Aba! Ibang level..!
For me, SHOCKER yun... Kasi, di pala pwedend lahat ng makilala mo, maka-internalize mo... Maka exchange thoughts mo, pwede mo ng tawagin na kaibigan... But still, NOTHING's TOO LATE naman... Yun nga lang, this time - I'LL BE MORE preCAUTIOUS "WHO to TRUST and WHO NOT to TRUST"
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