Maristel confesses: Just missing the old and jolly Pao...
What will I say na ba? 'am happy to see and hear from BBK again, though he's been pretty strict lately... Okay lang kasi it's his decision naman and all , so no comment... That's it... BBK, okay na din... At least nagpaparamdam ka na lately...
Wala naman ako talaga masasabi kasi wala na masyado nakakapag online ngayon sa virtual housemate... Kung meron man, different ang mga time frames namin... LikePao, Kashen, Mica, Neil & Kenneth... More on, sa morning sila... How I wish, that my field sa business eh more on na lang sa tulugan kesa sa puyatan... Feels like, I've been losing out of track na kasi... I just do thank Gee, Charles & Jomar and sometimes si Marge being around kapag bigla ako nag oonline... *sighs*
Anyways, I do hope everything will be alright after everything that happened... Nakakalungkot na kasi... I've been terribly busy the past few days... Spent 48 hours up and never get to sleep... I was trying my best to be me here sa virtual house, but I think wala naman nakakapansin ng hard-work and effort ko... PAOLO, I know you'll get to read this... There has been a lot of fuss lately... You and me... Marge & you and all that stuffs... Pao, I wish, nothing will change (ever) though I know that some people do change a lot of times... I've seen and felt your "UPs" and "DOWN's" moment... I've seen it all even before sa Season 2... Kaya lang, di ba dapat mas ako yung SENSITIVE here... kasi, it's me who's been so busy and all... I was trying to attach myself to you all... Not a single sensitivity have you felt from me - I guess... If there has been - sinasabi ko naman sa'yo... Ikaw, I do hope if you have probs with me, please naman lemme know... I don't want being out of touch... Kanina you left me hanging somewhere... Gee and I was shocked when you left... Okei lang naman Pao... Kung sabihin mo, kung di magiging okay - okay lang din... Maiintindihan ko naman eh... Ako pa... Kasi, it feels like whatever it is na masabi ko or mai-type ko, you do always took it the other way around unlike what I interpret... I know you're sensitive and all... I know emotional ka din... I'm not trying to do this because of anything... I am not feeling well... I am having fun just to forget whatever it is that I feel... Been so happy seeing you, Charles & Gee online kanina. I don't what I've said... I know and as far as I can remember you said "Ate mats penge aso" ako naman *drama mode* na "naalala ako bigla ni pao..." So if you took it the hard way, "I'M SORRY" I may have caught you in the wrong mood and not too well din... I shouldn't have uttered those words... I've been trying my best to attach with you bro., kaya nga I'm doing this. Both for you ni Marge. Kaya lang, if you no longer see my existence okay lang din... It's been very sudden... As in lahat... I felt so lost na talaga... "KONTING MASABI KO OR I-TYPE KO NAGTATAMPO KA NA AGAD... NAKAKALUNGKOT NAMAN YANG GANYAN... BIGLA KA NA LNG NAWAWALA... DI KA NA NAGPAPAALAM... HAAYZZ... WAG NAMAN TAYO MATAMPUHIN... AKO, AM TRYING TO BE HAPPY NA NGA LANG SA GAME FOR YOU & MARGE... ACTUALLY 4 U DIN... PERO SNA NAMAN DI BA? WAG NAMAN GANYAN PAO..."
Wala na'ko maisip... Yun lang... Siguro nagiging emotional na lang ako... Or maybe because I'm not feeling well lang... Sorry kung nasabi ko itong mga ito... I didn't mean to say these all... I'm just saying this kasi this is REAL TRUE... "masama lang talaga loob ko..." I'm just being honest and true...
To the other virtual housemates, please wala na lang sana magrereact sa mga hindi concern or not involved sa issue ko... Whatever it is... Pao, If I've caused you too much or too many things, sorry but please and I hope you do understand what I'm stating... Guess, just missing the old and jolly Pao...
Other VHs, missing you guys... Can't wait sa EB...
What will I say na ba? 'am happy to see and hear from BBK again, though he's been pretty strict lately... Okay lang kasi it's his decision naman and all , so no comment... That's it... BBK, okay na din... At least nagpaparamdam ka na lately...
Wala naman ako talaga masasabi kasi wala na masyado nakakapag online ngayon sa virtual housemate... Kung meron man, different ang mga time frames namin... LikePao, Kashen, Mica, Neil & Kenneth... More on, sa morning sila... How I wish, that my field sa business eh more on na lang sa tulugan kesa sa puyatan... Feels like, I've been losing out of track na kasi... I just do thank Gee, Charles & Jomar and sometimes si Marge being around kapag bigla ako nag oonline... *sighs*
Anyways, I do hope everything will be alright after everything that happened... Nakakalungkot na kasi... I've been terribly busy the past few days... Spent 48 hours up and never get to sleep... I was trying my best to be me here sa virtual house, but I think wala naman nakakapansin ng hard-work and effort ko... PAOLO, I know you'll get to read this... There has been a lot of fuss lately... You and me... Marge & you and all that stuffs... Pao, I wish, nothing will change (ever) though I know that some people do change a lot of times... I've seen and felt your "UPs" and "DOWN's" moment... I've seen it all even before sa Season 2... Kaya lang, di ba dapat mas ako yung SENSITIVE here... kasi, it's me who's been so busy and all... I was trying to attach myself to you all... Not a single sensitivity have you felt from me - I guess... If there has been - sinasabi ko naman sa'yo... Ikaw, I do hope if you have probs with me, please naman lemme know... I don't want being out of touch... Kanina you left me hanging somewhere... Gee and I was shocked when you left... Okei lang naman Pao... Kung sabihin mo, kung di magiging okay - okay lang din... Maiintindihan ko naman eh... Ako pa... Kasi, it feels like whatever it is na masabi ko or mai-type ko, you do always took it the other way around unlike what I interpret... I know you're sensitive and all... I know emotional ka din... I'm not trying to do this because of anything... I am not feeling well... I am having fun just to forget whatever it is that I feel... Been so happy seeing you, Charles & Gee online kanina. I don't what I've said... I know and as far as I can remember you said "Ate mats penge aso" ako naman *drama mode* na "naalala ako bigla ni pao..." So if you took it the hard way, "I'M SORRY" I may have caught you in the wrong mood and not too well din... I shouldn't have uttered those words... I've been trying my best to attach with you bro., kaya nga I'm doing this. Both for you ni Marge. Kaya lang, if you no longer see my existence okay lang din... It's been very sudden... As in lahat... I felt so lost na talaga... "KONTING MASABI KO OR I-TYPE KO NAGTATAMPO KA NA AGAD... NAKAKALUNGKOT NAMAN YANG GANYAN... BIGLA KA NA LNG NAWAWALA... DI KA NA NAGPAPAALAM... HAAYZZ... WAG NAMAN TAYO MATAMPUHIN... AKO, AM TRYING TO BE HAPPY NA NGA LANG SA GAME FOR YOU & MARGE... ACTUALLY 4 U DIN... PERO SNA NAMAN DI BA? WAG NAMAN GANYAN PAO..."
Wala na'ko maisip... Yun lang... Siguro nagiging emotional na lang ako... Or maybe because I'm not feeling well lang... Sorry kung nasabi ko itong mga ito... I didn't mean to say these all... I'm just saying this kasi this is REAL TRUE... "masama lang talaga loob ko..." I'm just being honest and true...
To the other virtual housemates, please wala na lang sana magrereact sa mga hindi concern or not involved sa issue ko... Whatever it is... Pao, If I've caused you too much or too many things, sorry but please and I hope you do understand what I'm stating... Guess, just missing the old and jolly Pao...
Other VHs, missing you guys... Can't wait sa EB...
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