All Star PBBFG

The Top 10 Emerging Influential Blogs in 2007

2007-06-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

ASPBBFG's incomplete nomination for The Top 10 Emerging Influential Blogs in 2007:

1. ASPBBFG (www.allstarpbbfg.blogspot.com)
2. PBBFG 5 (www.pbbfg5.blogspot.com)
3. Maristel's 6 Letters I have in Mind, LIFE, G.O.O.G.L.E. (www.matsocampo.wordpress.com)
4. Gee's These are my Confessions (www.geexie.wordpress.com)
5. Fergie's Fall Out Boy (www.gizmoepol.blogspot.com)
6. Nizrhane's Insufficient Color Can Kill (www.electrochemicalradio.blogspot.com)
7. Mica's Dagupeña Dreamer (www.micamyx.i.ph)

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2007-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

You are reading the escapades of All Star VHs
ASVHs played for: 100 days

For 100 days, former VHs network to play as All Star Virtual Housemates and to form a small community online. BigBad Kuya (BBK) monitors VHs' activities, online journals, Friendster accounts, personal websites etc. VHs and BBK communicate mainly through the Internet. The nomination process evicts people from the game. Last person standing wins.Big Winner - Runner Up - Jury/ Evictee - Quitter - Forced Evictee

2007-01-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

All Star Big Winner is Maristel!

JURY: -2 SAVING PTS. - +2 EVICTING PTS. - +4 EVICTING PTS.
Paolo: Maristel - Gee - Mica
Charles: Maristel - Gee - Mica
Neil G: Mica - Maristel - Gee
Kashen: Maristel - Gee -Mica
Trish: Mica - Gee - Maristel
Ann: Gee - Mica - Maristel

Gee [-2] [+2 +2 +2 +2] [+4] = +10*
Maristel [-2 -2 -2] [+2] [+4 +4] = +4
Mica [-2 -2] [+2] [+4 +4 +4] = +10*

*Tiebreaker - (Paolo, Charles and Neil G's votes)
Gee [+2] [+4] = +6
Mica [-2] [+4 +4] =+6

2007-01-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

DAY ONE-HUNDRED
Results of the Final Vote

KASHEN: +4 for MICA..bcoz technically dnt like her to be a big winner bcoz among the 2, GEE and MATS..xa ung msasabi kong hindi kho pinaka close..but she's my friend..indeed! i prove it na namn ee but this time sis mas matimbang lng cla,,,mwahz!!

+2 for GEE..duh..this starts now duh kaba..d deserving tlaga xa maka tanggap ng +2 evicting pts bocz active xa as olweys..i swer..khit sa season namin kya nga im so disspointed ng hindi xa nging big winner nung season namin..well sis..sorry i gve u evicting pts kc..i rily dnt know..i love u sis!! mwahz!! just keep in touch huh!! mwahz

-2 for MATS..i give u my saving power bcoz ur my ate nha..i swer..marami na akong na share sayo na stuff and everything..and i rily u to win sis...if pde lng kayo 2 ni sis gee manalo d buh?!..but 1 lng ee..so i choose yuh sis..mwahz!! loveyah!!

TRISH: i give my 4 evicting points to MATS... The first time I met this person that was on the 1st day of allstar edition, i thought sya yung makakasundo ko 2nd to my best buds NEIL-G, MICA, KEN... aside from her being FRIENDLY that time eh i thought nakaka-relate ako sa kanya everytime we talked or pag nakaka-confe ko sya.... But days passed by eh parang naging kakaiba na yung nangyayari.... yung miscommunications eh parang nagiging initan na... but i cant blame her coz she also have her own beliefs... Anyway, I may say na im not SATISFIED to what have said kasi parang andun pa rin yung personal na iringan and stuffs... sa akin kasi kaya ko yun naitanong is para lang malinawan ko... pero ano yung sinagot nya... "Hindi siguro ngayon ang oras para ungkatin ang mga bagay na nangyari na…" yung point ko on that was, wala akong nais na ungkatin na masama... kaya ko lang naitanong yun is para ma-clarify lang... syempre jurry ako eh, and as a jurry siguro naman may right ako to ask what i want to ask diba? and finally tama ba namang sagutin ka ng ganun? so parang lumalabas na parang ako pa ang tinuturuan nya on what to ask... and in the first place ako lang ba ang nag tanong ng "PAST" na? diba dapat sumagot sya ng tama? well, ok na yun... comment ko lang naman yun sa sagot nya... ayokong maging hypocrite na sabihin syo na hindi ako na hurt dun sa sinabi mo na yun... obvious na na-hurt ako kasi will i react this way ba kung hindi ko na-feel na nabastos ako for being one of the jurry....

i gave my 2 evicting points to GEE.... Im satisfied to all of your answers... sobrang NATURAL ang dating nya... wala syang kaplastikan sa katawan... She explained herself very well... and i admired her for that kahit na yung ibang questions ko eh medyo personal, pero she answered it na parang walang ka-alin-langan yung tipo bang wala syang dapat itago... she's just being her self kung baga... She's getting more MATURED as days pass by. Keep it up GIRL! GOODLUCK and Study Hard!

I gave my saving points to MICA.... well, i think for me she desserves to be the WINNER of this game coz for all i know eh sobrang naging devoted sya sa game na ito... and marami-rami na rin syang sacrifices for this game. so sana kahit papaano eh ma-value sana yung mga ginawa nya. and sana makita man lang nung iba na worth din sya to be the BIG WINNER... and sana mabigyan sya ng chance.... MICA is not only a KIKAY girl but a very GOOD FRIEND as well... Di sya mahirap pakisamahan.... she's always there to help....

To end this... GOODLUCK to the BIG WINNER! Sana keep your feet on the GROUND! Sana kahit sino man ang manalo eh hinding-hindi lalaki ang mga ULO nyo! God Bless to all And more power to PBBFG and to BBK!

CHARLES: First of all, congrats to the BIG 3! Any of the three of you deserves to be the ALLSTAR BIG WINNER, pero symepre, may mananalo, may matatalo. This is a game, diba.

Second, I have voted according to my conscience, experiences, and depending on the answers to the VH to the questions posted by the members of the jury.

Thirdly, my vote goes thru like this:

This girl, in every way, had inspired me to be a better person. Every time I have the chance to talk to her, she does not fail to make a sharp impression to me that passion for things, not only in the game, but in life itself, is very important. Passion and love are two of qualities that people must look for and must have. She also made it known that the only limitations are within ourselves, and that we owe it to us to fight, to rebel against conformity, to change what we hate and keep what we love. For this reasons, I vote an additional 2 saving points for Maristel Ocampo as the ALL STAR BIG WINNER.

She is considered to be one of the most interesting virtual housemate in Season 3, and even in the All Star Season. I can say that she had seized the day to make her life extraordinary. She is a great person to be friend with, a great opportunity to befriend. A genuine friendship that will always last forever, built within the realms of trust and conviction. But I have to say sorry, that for the second time, I felt that I have robbed her of the opportunity to be the Big Winner. But for the reasons that I have stated, I vote Geeahne Giray with 2 evicting points, as the FIRST BIG PLACER.

I appreciate her determination in making her mark on this game, especially during the eye-ball at the Greenhills. Her bravery to face the doubts, daringness so not to be out done, and being true to her own self, was her indispensable contribution to the game. She had contributed enough spice to the game to keep it going thru the last. But what separates the other two from her, is her capability to reach out to the others in her own way. But there are some things that she can’t compensate with the other two. For this reasons, I vote Mica Rodriguez with 4 evicting points, as the SECOND BIG PLACER.

NEIL G: im nt justifying my votes anymore. this doesnt change my votes either.=D
2 SAVING POINTS FOR *****
2 EVICTING POINTS FOR *****
4 EVICTING POINTS FOR *****

ANN: I will based it on the lenght of time i have spent with the finalist, and the effort to reach out to me. my reactions to their answers to my questions: i like mica's answer on # 2, she said she knows two pairs who are happy as couples now bcoz of the online dating and chatting, but gee said proximity still matters. yun sa cha cha, i also like mica's answer. we have to be open for changes. some people would say walang magbabago kahit ibahin ang form of gov't bcoz the same people will run it. true, that's why we have to accept it. we could modify the patter of relationships between people by changing the structure. psychologist will prove that. then, about macky and jinelle, i also agree with mats and mica that it's macky, am sorry gee. i was reacting to the way mica and gee puts neil g. but i guess, neil g is indeed hot.

Votes:
2 saving points to *****
2 evicting points to *****
4 evicting points to *****

PAOLO: My big winner: *****, My 1st runner-up: *****, My 2nd runner-up: *****

*****AS Big Winner will be revealed during the PBBFG Awards and lauching of PBBFG Season 5.

2007-01-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: Masyado lang po naging memorable ang ALL STAR for me...

The TIME has finally come... The TIME that "almost" - almost all VHs who got involved have long awaited for... The TIME that will now bid my last GOODBYE as an All-Star Virtual Housemate who tried, and DID her BEST for the NAME of the GAME... For the LOVE of FRIENDSHIP... For the LOVE for BBK (kayo po iyon...) WORDS really are not enough to say how THANKFUL I am being a part of this GAME... That for the second time around... I was given another CHANCE to PROVE MYSELF to everyone (mostly my co-VHs)...

If there are a certain word that I want you, BBK to personally hear... It would be my HEARTFELT THANK YOU for being a part of my Virtual Life... Thank You for introducing the PBBFG Game to me... Thank You for teaching us things and how we are going to do things in contrast to what we really want... Thank You for giving us the chance to develop our PATIENCE, DISCIPLINE, CONCERN and AFFECTION towards the game and most especially towards the VHs who we lived with for 100 Days...

Actually, 100 DAYS aren't enough to REALLY KNOW A PERSON DEEPLY... To know a REAL PERSON INSIDE and OUT... Some made it easy to know and develop a rapport with someone due to their OUTSIDE aspects in life without having to know and without getting to know another person more deeply - and what really lies inside their HEARTS and MINDS...

Maybe I have said that 100 days are not enough... Yeah, it isn't - but with the TIME SPENT online, having CHIT-CHATS, VOICE CONFERENCE, CONFESSIONS Updates and DIARY UPDATES... I am proud and very much GRATEFUL to say how REWARDED I felt for now, I'm here again... STANDING right in front of everybody including YOU, BBK... Some who may have ABHORRED the REAL ME that I've shown inside the Virtual House and for MOST who I may say who simply LOVED ME NOT FOR WHO I AM - but WHO I AM when they talk to me, when they're with me...

For those na medyo RATTLED ako from the start because of the VHs that I will be meeting and getting to know inside the Virtual House like The Obnoxious Blogger from U.P. Manila, na some may find him a person with a black heart but knowing him and getting the chance to dig the real him inside, I say I'm proud for he told me not once that I became One of his Friend in this game... The Diane Kruger of Bulacan, I say we may have one of the shortest conversations here online, but we managed to keep in touch even after her being evicted... The Kid from PISAY who I feel so PROUD of, coz at an early age, he's so MATURE... We may had, had an argument before, one thing's clear now... It really is not EASY SAYING GOODBYE to SOMEONE WHO YOU'VE BEEN FRIENDS for A LONG TIME... During this game I've had the longest BANGGAAN "as some would see" with The Sossy Businesswoman from Q.C. Honestly po, from all the "text messages" I received... I would say and PROUD TO SAY - that she MADE ME STRONGER @ THIS POINT OF MY LIFE... I have to admit, marami po ang nagsabi na wag kong iyakan ang bagay na yun, but being called to as someone you're NOT, masakit talaga... But one thing's SET IN MY MIND... To FIGHT MORE UNTIL THE END... I don't care 'bout the money... WIN or LOSE I know I've WON FRIENDSHIP since Day 001 and by that means... I AM A WINNER... Para naman po dun sa Seasonmate ko who has always been a "VILLAIN" since Season 2, di ko din po siya masisi if that's how he see me in this game... It alll started sa pag-amin ko sa Dry Run Nominations... I guess, hindi po naintindihan why I did that and have to tell him why I did that... I may have done that - Yeah... But not because I want him OUT... But because I want to see him fighting more... Mahal ko naman po siya kahit na medyo irritated siya sa akin... Para po doon sa Computer Geek na Hottie from Canada, isang malaking priviledge for me to know him inside & out... Coz, first chat pa lang po namin, talaga naman pong hours ang itinagal and we both shared thoughts about things... Music and Life... It's not HOW LONG YOU HAVE BEEN WITH THE PERSON, BUT IT'S THE MEMORIES YOU MADE THE TIME YOU WERE TOGETHER... Good or Bad, still, those are ROAD TOWARDS SUCCESS and APPRECIATING LIFE MORE...

Para po dun sa Seasonmate ko who fondly calls me "Atchie" - she's one VH I will never ever forget... Isa po siya sa pinakatetreasure and inaalagaan ko sa game na ito... Coz I wanted her to prove herself the way I knew her during our Season... To my Seasonmate who was a Master Strategist on his own, he's someone I never regretted meeting here and having the chance to get to know well.. He may be a Strategist - but he's always been the one who believed in ME... And that's what keeps me GOING... To my KIKAY SISTER from CSB, siya po yung di ko ineexpect na makakaclose ko... Nagkaroon man po ng issue about IP Address - that didn't drew us apart... Rather it made us more closer and like REAL SISTERS, she TRUSTED ME WITH the STUFFS about her life... I will always treasure her BBK... (( naiiyak na po ako, sa last farewell ko na toh... )) For The Hot Seducer ng Cebu I am thankful knowing him - meaning the real HIM... He became REAL and I was likewise... Lahat po ng kalakohan napag-usapan namin, honestly, YUN PO ANG REAL THING and I do appreciate every single time we both spent online chatting till sun up... No If's, No But's... Swerte po ang mga magiging kaibigan niya in the future... Para po sa Super Guro ng Paranaque... We never had a single misunderstanding here sa Virtual House... But he showed me HOW HE VALUE the WORD FRIENDSHIP... Di man po ako Season 3 VH, I felt po na talagang welcome ako sa clan nila... Di ko po alam, pero magaan po ang loob namin sa isa't isa... I feel closest to him right from the start... Di man po kami lagi nagkakausap noon, kapag bumawi naman po, YOU'LL definitely MISS the JOLLY KID in HIM... Ito po ang talagang iiyakan ko... Di pa man po end ng FRIENDSHIP,, he became a FAMILY TO ME... Ang Broadway Star ng America nagkakaroon man po kami ng petty tampuhan, grabe po kami kung bumawi sa isa't isa... We're like BROTHERS and SISTERS... Yun pong hinanap ko sa naging mga kapatid ko and pinsan ko, sa kanya ko po lahat naramdaman yun... He may be kid at heart, slow minsan, pero he's the BEST for ME... He'll always be my BROTHER... my FRIEND... my COMPANION... Sa Blogista Princess ng Dagupan Kahit sa sandaling oras sa EB namin sa GH... Sa iilang oras na nagkausap kami sa telepono, masasabi ko, na I'M HAPPY and GLAD KNOWING a person like her... Sa Kikay ng U.P. Diliman ang smart, witty and halos nalink sa lahat ng Virtual Boys, nagkaroon man po kami ng misunderstandings, still - we proved that FRIENDSHIP is always TESTED by a LOT of THINGS... Lagi ko sinasabi sa kanya na wag dapat baba ang tingin niya sa sarili niya... Kasi parehas lang po kami meron INFERIORITY COMPLEX... Lagi ko pong pinalalakas ang loob nya to face and do things... Ganun din siya... Ako daw po ang LUCKY STAR niya kapag di sya makapag-OL pero once magkausap kami sa phone, biglang connect... Marami po ako sobrang mamimiss sa All-Star...

This isn't the GOODBYE... Magiging updated pa din kami sa isa't isa... Alam ko po, this isn't the END OF FRIENDSHIP... I know din po na to some, MY MEMORIES WON'T FADE WHEN I LEAVE THIS HOUSE... If there's one thing I'll keep in mind... Magiging magkaibigan po kami habang buhay... Di man po magkasama sa araw-araw, pero sa isipan and sa damdamin, mananalaytay po ang samahan ng pagkakaibigan...

Di ko po masasabi up to when or if we'll survive the end of the ALL Star... Alam ko po, may magbabago man, ORAS, ARAW... Pero yung FRIENDSHIP, IT WILL ALWAYS BE A MEMORY THAT WILL ALWAYS BE A FILM THAT WE'LL PLAY AS WE GO ON OUR LIVES...

This isn't the END... BBK, mamimiss ko din po kayo... Everything about you... This isn't mixed emotions... Malungkot po talaga ako, dahil ngayong ALL STAR, mafifeel ko ang pagCLOSE ng Virtual House unlike Season 2... I love you BBK and I will Miss you... I'll never forget the times we all spent here sa Virtual House... You're counted as a FRIEND na din to me...

I just can't help the feeling po... I'd have to let this all out... Cry it all out... Masyado lang po naging memorable ang ALL STAR for me...

CURRENT MUSIC: Graduation Song (Friends Forever)
CURRENT MOOD: Crying

2007-01-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

Gee confesses: What am I going to confess?

Last Day! Yeahbah! Hayyyy.... .... mixed emotions naman...

I can't believe I'm now typing my last confession here in allstarpbbfg.... So what am I going to confess? Para kasing nasabi ko na lahat....

Pero BBK, I just want to you know na kulang pa talaga yung word na THANK YOU para malaman niyo how thankful I am for choosing me to be a part of your game...

Maybe there were times na nainis ako sa inyo. And I think meron times din na nainis kayo sa akin... Well, wala naman ng case iyon for me.... I just realized na, the quote " everything happens for a reason" is also applicable here in the game. Why? I'll give you some reasons...

* First, hindi niyo tinanggap si Jin... Magkakaroon na pala kasi ako ng bagong love team... bwhaha (selfishness!)..

*Serious mode na... Hmmm... Noong hindi ako nakasama sa PBBFG Deal or No Deal... Well, I was disappointed. Pero na-realize ko na it paved way for Rommel. Nagkaroon siya ng chance to compete and to prove na he's a worthy vh

*Noong 2 yung na-evict ( kenneth and Ian). Naging wake-up call siya sa mga hindi gaanong active.

*Noong nagkaroon kami ng misunderstanding ni Ate Mats... If you're on that phase, siyempre masakit. Pero I've realized na, it makes our friendship stronger. Lahat naman nakukuha sa magandang usapan...

*Noong natanggal si Charles sa Top 5. I've realized, na if ever he'll stay there pa, the nomination will be very tough for us.

* And xempre, the very fact that I AM HERE... I've learned a lot from myself since season 3... If you remember my introduction, I said I am not friendly. Yes, it's true. A lot say that I'm snob, masungit and mataray... Pero I'm not like that virtually eh. So there... I've learned how to mingle with different kinds of people. Mahirap din maki-adapt ng culture ah... I am friends with an obnoxious blogger, with a jolly king of chocolates, with a very sweet business woman, with a very cheerful broadway star, with a very kikay anime lover, with a very intelligent working ate, with a very cool keyboardist, with a very elite and hottie dancer, and with a very trustworthy soon-to-be super guro. I had a chance to bond with a cutie computer geek, brainy PISAY stud, super astiging isko, a super seducer, a caring entrepeneur and a thoughtful blogista princess and a lot lot lot more... I just don't know how should I label my self... Pero being with them "virtually" is a test on how should my personality shall dapt with those set of wonderful characters.

There... sort of reflections lang po.... Sana po papansinin niyo parin ako if OL me ah, kahit may iba ka ng babies... I hope napag-isipan niyo na yung offer kong maging SEXY-tary nio...haha..

There... i thing this is my last GOODBYE for this thread... My last INGAT... and my last MWAAAAAAAH....

This thread might be closing, pero hindi ang doors ko para sa inyo, para sa game at para sa lahat ng part at naging part nito...

I love you!!!!!!!!! You'll be in my heart... Alwayzzzz.... Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaahugggggggggz!

2007-01-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

DAY NINETY-EIGHT
Mica confesses: Napanaginipan ko ang iba't ibang virtual housemates

Hello BBK! Wow 2 days na lang madedeclare na kung sino ang big winner!

Before ako lumuwas ng Manila, nagpaprint ako ng copy ng ASPBBFG Photo na ginawa ni Kenneth. Nakita siya ng lolo ko and asked me kung sino yung mga naka-eyeball ko at na-recognize nya si Gee (siya lang naman nakita nya eh hehe). Kwinento ko din na matatapos na yung game at may next season. Meron daw po suggestion si lolo: GAY EDITION

Anywayz, I really want to go to Manila to meet up with another vhm! As in super gustong-gusto ko na siyang makita!! Sana malapitan lang talaga ang Dagupan to Manila.. Eh di sana makakanta ko na ang "Dreams in my reality.."

Speaking of dreams, sa sobrang sarap ng tulog ko kagabi, napanaginipan ko ang iba't ibang virtual housemates na nakasama daw sa iba't ibang reality based contests. Kenneth is one of the globbies daw of PDA Season 2 at nagpagawa pa daw talaga kami ng malaking banner for him Si Remcyl (Season 2) at ako naman daw ay nakapasok sa Philippine Idol and guess what.. naging guest judge daw si Paolo Miguel! Kashen became one of the Starstruck Finalists na namimigay daw si Ate Mats ng flyers at nag-online campaign pa for her.. Siya na rin daw ang bagong may hawak ng title na "Lovely Goddess" na pinangalan ni Pao for Jade Nakapasok din daw si Ian at Neil TG sa PBB and as expected, Ian became controversial because of i don't know nasa dream ko iniinterbyu daw siya ni Boy Abunda at Kris Aquino.

If ever man magkatotoo itong mga ito, I'd be so proud na nanggaling ako dito sa game na ito

I am enjoying to the highest level na lang. Hindi na ako magpapaapekto sa mga sagot sa council kasi patapos naman na eh. 2 days to go na lang so I am enjoying the remaining days kasi for sure magpapa-audition na kayo for the next season.. di niyo na kami priority hehehe I heard na meron daw kayong mga ininvite na kakilala ko.. nawiwindang tuloy ako kung sinong susuportahan ko Sana lang matutunan din nila lahat ng natutunan namin dito sa house. Mabuhay ka, BBK!

2007-01-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

"Buti na lang hindi ako maagang pumasok kasi wala din klase" -Mica

I think I am coping up with my sleeping problems. I was able to sleep earlier compared to my usual sleeping time. I promised that i can only drink 1 glass of mocha a day (dati 3 glasses). I also promised to concentrate on my studies and my webbies after my addiction to online games and forums.

January 15 is fast approaching. Wow, One year na pala halos ang mom ko sa England! I am honest naman to say that we usually had fights pero laging about small stuff. I noticed that majority of the virgo people loves bringing back the past kapag may kaaway haha I miss my mommy.. i miss my daddy too pero ayoko pa siyang makita.. bata pa ako!

Woke up today seeing Carlo by my side. Checked my cellphone under my pillow pero wala. Ewan ko ba bakit galit na galit si Carlo sa mga cellphone ko especially my MMS phone (smart). Yung 3310 naman gustong-gusto niyang ibato. Pwede na maging dramatic actor ang kapatid ko dahil napapansin ko na pinipilit na lang din niyang umubo.

Buti na lang hindi ako maagang pumasok kasi wala din klase After my update here and in my own blog, I'd go searching for 15 girls para makasama sa Basketball Team ng ECSSA (Women's Division). Hay, Bakit nga ba hindi ako interesado sa sports? Sayang I'd be a good Basketball player sana lalo na dahil sa height ko na parang poste haha

2007-01-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

DAY NINETY-SEVEN
Big 3's answers to BBK's questions and their final statements

Maristel's Answers

1. Anu-(ano) ang (mga) updates ng two co-Big 3 ang hindi nyo na(gu)gustuhan (nakakasawang basahin) at bakit? You must give at least one.
ANSWER:
Kung meron man pong UPDATES ang two co-BIG-3 ko di ko nagustuhan at panigurado po na yun din ang kanilang masasabi o obserbasyon... Yun po ay ang aming paulit-ulit na pagsasambit na "Nomination na naman ulit at pahirap na naman ng pahirap..." "Kung pwede lamang na wag ng bumoto, bakit hindi, ngunit, di pwede, dahil Rules are Rules..."

Kung patungkol man po sa DIARY thread maari pong ang mga larawan BBK, napansin ko po kasi na kaming naiwan as BIG-3 ang may mga maraming larawan sa aming kanya-kanyang thread... Kung marami o naparami man po ang mga larawan ko sa aking thread, na-Insipire lamang po ako kay Mica... KAPAYAPAAN!

2. How will the jury vote? Give your predictions and speculations." = Sino ang iboboto nino?
The JURY will vote according to who they feel closest more... Like for instance: NEIL G. and TRISH = for sure that will be a SAVING POINT for MICA...

Same as with CHARLES and KASHEN and ANN (but I know they will be fair for this... This isn't playing safe...) but since they're from SEASON 3, they'll save GEE

PAOLO will either save ME or MICA or KASHEN will SAVE ME... (i don't know)

*** But for some matters I know NEUTRAL ANG MAGIGING VOTES ng JURY...

3. Given a chance na makapag-plot (work against) BBK as gameplan, ano ang gagawin mo? why?
ANSWER:
I dunno if I'm capable of PLOTTING AGAINST BBK as a GAMEPLAN, really... I was never a STRATEGIST myself... But, given a chance, I guess the least I can do is be an active ear and I'll just inform BBK about it... It's just that, kapag gumaan na ang loob ko sa isang tao, kahit ano pa plan ng iba against this person, di ko naman mahahandle and macocontrol ang sarili ko but to be real honest... Basta alam kong TAMA kahit IKASAMA ko pa... I won't give a darn...

4. Nakapag-plot (work against BBK as gameplan and/or personal attack) ka (na) ba sa game? Ano iyon at bakit?
ANSWER:
I don't see it as PLOTTING really... But if there's one coincidence or insight that happened here sa ALL-STAR na pwedeng sabihin plotting was about the Message Relay Activity... Were we were asked to quote a certain Virtual Housemate and that person should notify BBK that it is him / her that I quoted... We were on a Voice Conference that night and I was like "Gee, ang next ko na ikokowt, si BBK" and Gee was like, "O sige, sige!" And then I suddenly asked Gee, na baka naririnig kami ni BBK, pero tuloy tuloy pa din kami... Hanggang sa nagtype si BBK ng message na naririnig niya nga kami and WARNING daw kaming dalawa na bawal na kami magVOCIE kapag may conference.. Pwede VOICE pero type pa din namin sasabihin namin... That was just for FUN and I will never ever do that, even Gee... Akala lang ni BBK, we're implying something but we're not...
Attached is the link of GEE & MATS conFUNsights Sentiments Thread...
http://pbbfantasygame.proboards102.com/index.cgi?board=allstarconfessionroom&action=display&thread=1160403474
*** For the record, that isn't plotting as a game plan or as a personal attack... I myself posted there and made that thread to write down sentiments...

I know that I am never capable of doing as such... And never will I do that... Never, especially to someone or somebody like BBK - the one who introduced me here at the Virtual World...

Maristel's Final Statement
For over a hundred days of spending one of the most and one of the worst - and times that stuffs are shaky, intense and uncomfortable... In some little ways still thought that a few things and issues maybe paradoxical... Some unorthodox... But that didn't develop abohorrence in my heart... Still in some way, I came to a point that I asked myself, "WHAT IF, THEY DON'T LIKE ME?"”What if hindi nila ako feel?” I even caught myself weighing things... Why being true to yourself can lead you into so many things?

Honestly speaking, I didn't know that the ALL-STAR already begun... For some reason I should thank and acknowledge Trish and Gee for sending me a few Friendster messages telling me that the game hasalready started.

To my fellow Virtual Housemates, the ASVHS we shall sail onwards to a better and more promising situation, with love and patience, perseverance and guidance all throughout life's journey onto the cyberworld or virtual world; of milk and honey, while staying grateful as ever to BBK (BigBadKuya), co-Season Housemates who have kept us going, like all the friends we've met along this travel... Those we've cherished through sweet and bitter times, we carry these memories... All of these people (Ann, Benj, Charles, Gee, Ian, Jomar, Kashen, Kenneth, Marge, Mica, Neil-G., Paolo, Rommel and Trish), every single experience, LOVE, HATE and RECONCILIATION kept in our hearts, so SPECIAL and so TRUE... Our lives has just begun to unravel so slowly like a distant star which has been offered to us - a gift for us to look up to and enjoy the beauty and mystery of what lies beyond - what we know so little of here.. I bid not farewell, but GOODLUCK and GODSPEED, to the longer, more fruitful voyages miles ahead of us...

For as long as there will be PBBFG, I say that ALL-STAR Edition will stand as a:

BOUQUET All-Star Edition is a paradox of personalities, renaging from the meek to the Lion-hearted. Like a bouquet of flowers, ASVHS never fail to surprise everyone with what we have to offer. Tha characteristic aura we'll left behind will never wilt and fade with the passing time.

EAGLE for we've always believed that GOD will crown our efforts with success. The cream of the crop, this bunch of unique and special individuals are endowed with the depth of perception of a penchant and mellowed with love... Like the eagle's wings, ASVHS have flown to greater heights where we will reach our destiny, yet, will still dream as one.

TREE, because like the tree of life, our presence was immediately felt in the Virtual House as that which fuels laughter and bonding... ASVHS were always appreciated for our different forte. Indeed, no one can stop us from trekking our various paths and living up to our common ideals.

TORCH were warmth, love and wisdom emanates from these creative special Season. Each little spark in us fuels the bigger torch which not lights only our path but others as well. Like its unending flame, we've touched countless hearts and souls with our enduring and enormous capacity to love.

The friendships built here will never come to an end... Rather, it will be just our BEGINNING... A FRESH START for everyone... To those who got involved and continued reading our day-to-day updates, we're just coming through into existence... And it just won't end here... Coz beautiful things never end... As my last days in the Virtual House draw to a close and draw nearer there's no reason to come apart and unraveling will never flow... I'll just simply say, “AS WE GO ONE, WE'LL REMEMBER... ALL THE TIMES WE ARE TOGETHER... AND AS OUR LIVES CHANGE, Come whatever... WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER... For Keeps... Indeed...”

Mica's Answers

1. Anu-(ano) ang (mga) updates ng two co-Big 3 ang hindi nyo na(gu)gustuhan (nakakasawang basahin) at bakit? You must give at least one.
I guess the "eviction na naman" and "random work/school-related updates". I do admit na nacocommit ko din ito pero yun naman talaga nangyayari sa aming mga buhay buhay eh. Maybe isa rin sa nakakasama yung pics namin.. ngayon ko lang na-realize na kaming 3 pala mga adik sa pagpopost ng pics dito!

2. How will the jury vote? Give your predictions and speculations.
The three girls (Trish, Kashen and Ann) will surely vote for the person who chose them. The three boys might as well vote for their season mates.

3. Given a chance na makapag-plot (work against) BBK as gameplan, ano ang gagawin mo? why?
Honestly BBK I never thought of this even once kaya hindi ko masasagot ang tanong na ito.

4. Nakapag-plot (work against BBK as gameplan and/or personal attack) ka (na) ba sa game? Ano iyon at bakit? Wala naman BBK.. wala akong maalala

Mica's Final Statement
My stay inside the virtual house can be compared to a rollercoaster ride - exciting, fun, scary, intense, electrifying, horrifying and fulfilling

My journey inside the virtual house is about to end and I can't help but feel emotional..

Honestly, I am not really that interested on joining the All Star Game, but Trish texted me asking me to register. I was a busy girl last semester and I was scared I might not comply with the activities given by BBK, but out of boredom, I just did register

Being picked as one of the ASPBBFG comeback player made me feel excited. I did look forward to reuniting with my co-vhms back in season 1 (trish, neilg, trish and jomar), reauniting with a good friend (paolo miguel) and meeting some of the most interesting people i saw in the 2nd 3rd season blog (Ian and Gee). I also looked forward to meeting the rest.

May "kapaan" this season. I had to undergo major adjustment since we never had a forum built back in our season. Friendster is our ownly means of communicating. I had to be oriented with the use of the different rooms and I never thought that there was a daily conference between the housemates and BBK. This season required us to go online almost everyday or else you'd get lost.

The first weeks had been emotional for me. There were fights here and there, but I am happy coz I felt the love and support of my real friends. The game also served as my "escape to the real world" especially during the times when I was feeling down, and I had no one to turn to except my co-vhms. I did test my ability and creativity in the activities, been challenged with the battles and had fun during the riot chats. I got the chance to also share my sentiments about the game and real life stuff.

Getting into the place where I am not was not easy-it never was! Every nomination period made me feel unsafe, but I guess I am also lucky to get this far. Whoever wins in this game truly deserves it. I don't regret anything. I may have some misunderstanding with the others, but we ended up as good friends pa rin. I am fortunate enough to get to know the following: The Workaholic Thoughtful Girl (ATE MARISTEL), The SMART and SEXY soon-to-be LIBRARIAN (GEE), The Upcoming AMERICAN IDOL who will make the Noypis Proud (Paolo Miguel, The Rockstar Historian (Charles), The Hot Seducer-slash-Yael of Spongecola clone (Neil G), The ever cutie anime lookalike(KASHEN), The soon-to-be-Engineer from Gapo (Rommel) The ever-kikay-slash-stand up comedian (Marge), The Computer Geek na aking "SLAVE"(Kenneth), The Irresistable Koreano dude who is about to leave the country again (IAN), The Kikay Adviser (Trish), The Smark Kid (JOMAR), The Working Girl (Ann) and the Medical Student/Blogger(Benj).

BBK, Thanks for giving me another chance to prove my worth as an individual. Sana umabot pa ang game hanggang Season 100! hehe Goodluck and Godbless!

Gee's Answers

1. Anu-(ano) ang (mga) updates ng two co-Big 3 ang hindi nyo na(gu)gustuhan (nakakasawang basahin) at bakit? You must give at least one.
~ Yung mga paulit-ulit! Hahaha... Ako rin naman ganoon... Another thing is yung mga mga hindi direct to the point at playing safe na entries...Sa real life nmn, yung paulit-ulit din... Minsan kasi di ko na nababasa ung ibang entries kasi sobrang haba... Let there be peace on earth...

2. How will the jury vote? Give your predictions and speculations.
I think the three girls shall save the one who chose them... While the other boys shall do fair judgements... ***** ito na ang direct to the point na prediction... same parin sa girls...

sa boys... Pao will save ate mats
Charles will save ate mats
Neil-G will save Mica... there,,,,,,,,

3. Given a chance na makapag-plot (work against) BBK as gameplan, ano ang gagawin mo? why?
Hmmm,,, game related? Ibabalik ko si Benj! haha... ( as if namang gusto pa niya... aw!)...

4. Nakapag-plot (work against BBK as gameplan and/or personal attack) ka (na) ba sa game? Ano iyon at bakit?
Hmmmm.... personal attack? haha... Kasama ba doon ang walang humpay kong paghahanap sa inyong nakaka-intrigang litrato? hehehe... iyon na po siguro!

Gee did not submit her final statement

2007-01-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

Gee answers the jury

FROM CHARLES LEMARK VILLORIA

1. What contributions to the virtual house have you given with the following seasons:
a. your season:
~ I believe I was the most active VH during our season. I’ve participated and I’ve done the given activities well.
~According to Benj, I was the bridge that connected a lot of players in the game. He said that I’ve logged in more hours than anyone blogging and talking to each and every virtual housemate in the game.
~ My passion for the game. This is my first virtual game ever.
~ And lastly, I can say that my greatest contribution here is my personality. Although we’re not given any chances ( our season was not that loud. Haha!), to show the deeper us, I’ve shown to them who is Gee.

b. allstar season:
~This time, I am not the most active VH, but I believe that viewers of this game strongly feels my existence.
~I’ve participated the activities, even when we were in the lowest or the most boring peak of the game.. Hehe…
~My voice is one of the great contributions that I’ve given here inside. By some of the controversial or I may say dramatic issues here that I’ve never experienced on our season, I was given a chance to be voiced my opinions out.
~ Again, my love and passion for the game. I could have leave this game the moment it was sooo boring but I can’t. As I’ve said to my introduction, I really love playing this.
~ Again, my personality. Gee’s existence was felt by many ( I believe). That actually can be the greatest thing that a VH can contribute to this house. As I’ve said a couple of times, I’ve done anything to show who I really am. And being the real Gee here jived and clashed other personalities that composed the good or bad chemistry inside.

2. Of all the contributions you’ve stated above, pick one that you gave in the course of the game.
Definitely, my LOVE, DEDICATION, PASSION and ENTHUSIASM in this game. I wouldn’t be active, I wouldn’t participate on the activities, I wouldn’t follow the rules, I wouldn’t be mingling with my co-vhs, I wouldn’t show any signs of concern in the house and to my fellow vhs as well, or in short, I would spend time if this game means nothing to me. Since season 3, even though that was not as active as this season’s, I love this game so much. And now that I’ve given a chance to mingle with other ACTIVE asvhs, you just don’t know how blissful I am. There was a point that this house is at its lowest peak. Naisip ko na ding mag-quit again pero hindi ko kaya. Naniwala akong maibabalik ang sigla ng game and thank God, it happened!

To sum it all up, my love for this game insinuated me to do such tasks. Ang performance ko sa PBBFG ay galing sa kaibuturan ng aking puso.

3. Considering your own contribution in the Vhouse, who do you think from the two deserve to be the All star Big winner? Why?
~ It’s Ate Mats. Technically speaking. and in terms of her relationship with other vhs, she has the best status here in this game.

4. Why didn’t you choose the other?
~She is also active and updated but Ate Mat’s existence weigh heavier than her.

5. If you were given the chance to vote, would you stick with your alliance or vote according to your conscience?
~ I’ll vote the one that I like.

6. Everyone knows that alliances exist in this game, whose alliance have you placed yourself? Why did you chosen them and not the others?
~ Alliance is not the word. Since the begginning of the game, I am close to these people: Charles, Benj, Ate Mats, Ate Ann, Paolo, and Kashen. Mas magaan ang loob ko sa kanila compared top others. Sobrang gaan talaga ng loob ko sa kanila. They’re not just my co-asvhs. I consider them as my friends. Because of that, I’ve known their strengths and weaknesses. I truly belived in their potentials. Yes, we are close and it’s very hard for us to accept the fact that someday, our journey together here in PBBFG shall end. But then, I’m sooo happy because there were certain times that I’ve proven that his game doesn’t limit my relationship with them.

7.~ 7. If you win the All Star Season, and you received the promised Php 1000 from Neil TG of Season 1, what would you do with it?
Magse-set ako ng isang E-B at Magpapainom ako!!! At least it can help. Hehe

8.~ . Given the situation that you won, and the former VHs decided to protest, and BBK decided to take away the title "Big Winner" from you. What would you do?
BBK is the god here and his decisions are final. It actually depends on the protest. I might agree with it or I might not… One thing is for sure. Whatever it is, reasonable, justifyable or not, I’ll let you hear my side.

9 ~ Comments
a. a. EXITS:
i. Benj Espina- Benj Espina should stay. He might be rude or anything but I think that time, there are lots of unexplainable policies, undefined terms and very general rules. The last move that he made which make him the first FE Vh is actually questionable, if you are about to examine the case. Sorry!

ii. Jomar’s Exit – I think that he considered some personal matters as part of this game. Just one piece of advice. Feel what’s in the air. : )

iii. Marge’s FE – We all have different priorities. I felt that she still wants to join pero wala lang talaga siyang. Nanghinayang ako because I really wanted to be bonded with that girl.

iv. 3rd eviction's two-highest VH to be evicted (Ian and Kenneth)- Nagulat! Naisip ko, bakit kailangang dalawa? But then, I’ve realized na it was a wake-up call for those na hindi na masyadong nagpa-participate.

b. Controversial Rules:
i. Rules against the usage of vulgar words~ Hindi lang siguro ako sanay because nasanay ako sa envioronment na merong freedom of expression. Sa tingin ko kasi, it is the intention that must be judged. Pwede kang magsabi ng hindi magandang salita sa way na hindi offensive. Pwedeng hindi mo sinabihan ang isang tao ng VULGAR or OFFENSIVE words pero maaring maka-offend ka ng isang tao sa way or sa delivery ng statements mo. Actually, that case is very broad and kailangan nitong makilatis mabuti. Sabihin nating isa sa mga rules ay ay pagbabawal sa pagsusulat ng letter A. Rules are rules pero hindi naman dapat na kapag nagsulat ka ng A ay automatic na may evicting points ka na. Mas mainam siguro kung pagaaralan natin ang dahilan kung bakit ito naisulat. Mahirap kasi, yung medium natin is through typing, and maaring hindi lahat ng interpretation mo sa mga nababasa mo ay tama.

ii. ii. Rules against visiting the PBBFG All Star Blog~ Hehe, actually until know, I can’t see any sense sa rule na iyon. Ang weird. Bawal mong ipaalam na nagvisit ka sa blog kasi bawal iyon pero pwede kang mag vist. Ang gulo diba? Haha… Hindi ko alam kung anong lesson sa amin nun.

Iii . iii. Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread ~I actually don’t see anything wrong about this rule. Tama nga naman si BBK. Sa kanya tayo gumagawa ng confession at hindi sa ating mga co-vhs.

iii. iv. Rules against commenting on the Househould Council~ Ewan, ang pagkakaintindi ko kasi sa council is, you can discuss anything na related sa nangyari sa game. Nabigyan ng evicting points yung mga taong nagbigay ng comments or let’s say “ uneccessary comments” na hindi makakatulong sa flow ng council. Okay, it made sense, pero sana, he could have given them warnings muna. May karapatan si BBK na magdagdag ng rules pero that act is very unfair to them. Susunod naman siguro sila if alam nila and nasa consciousness nila na may ganoong rule.

Events
i. Dry-Run of Nomination
Nagulat din ako! Hehe… nag-codename pa diba? Ni-reveal din naman ni BBK. Haha! Whatelse? Naisip ko rin na kaya binigay ni BBK yung mga tao behind their codenames is para malaman naming and/or magkaroon kami ng idea kung ano ang basis ng co-asvhs namin sa pagvote at kung paano kami boboto.

ii. Benj and Kashen . Jomar / Trish / Rommel War
Doon ko unang na-feel na madaming fighters sa game. Benj, by giving his personal opinions, naka-offend siya ng marami and for that, super negative ang naging image niya sa ASPBBFG. Pero, IMHO, hindi por que ganoon na tingin sa kanya ng karamihan ay wala na siyang sinasabing tama. There…

iii. Kenneth's logo
Answer:
Logo? PBBFG logo? Ang cool niya! Cute version ng tunay na PBB logo…

For the banner naman, grabe! Halos naitulak ko ang pc ko sa sobrang hangga ko! It’s sooo cool! Idol talaga! All praises! Ang ganda-ganda ng banner niya!

iv. Fake I.P. Addresses
Answer:
Nagulat ulit. Ano kayang valid reason nila kung bakit nagagawa ang mga ganoong bagay?

v. Charles and Trish War
The Pirated CD issue. Hehe. Si Ate trish, nagpakatotoo din siya. Yun nga lang, may mga kaakibat na consequences talaga yung mga ganoong move. Maraming nainis sa mga sinabi niya. And isa na ako doon. Hmmm… Well, doon ko unang nakitang nagtaray si Charles. Hanga din ako sa LOGIC na naipakita niya through that statement. Nagpakatoto din siya. And I really admired him for that.

vi. Paolo-Kashen short-lived mutual relationship
Answer:
Nakaka-kilig! Lalo na kapag ikaw ang bini-victim ng dalawang ito! Haha. Akala ko before magka-away sila, churva lang pala! Well, ang sweet nila sa isa’t-isa… Sayang nga lang talaga. Proximity matters talaga eh. I believe friends pa rin naman sila eh, diba?

vii. VHs constant saying as a "boring game"
Answer:
May point na sobrang naging boring yung game. At sobrang nakakawalang-gana. Maraming nag-react. May karapatan naman kami eh. We just want to be heard. Minahal nga naman namin itong game na ito, naging excited kami for weeks and then naging ganyan. Kinailangan namin ng motivation para bumalik ang interest sa game. Good thing, nagbalik nga ito.

viii. Mats topped the "Favorite ASVH" Poll
Answer:
Nice one! Not a surprise even. Campaign to the max ba naman siya eh… hehehehe…

ix. Charles, Mica, Mats, Gee, Marge's Eye-Ball
Answer:
I can never forget December 28, 2006. It brought me a lot of good memories to treasure. Having quality time with those wonderful peeps is very priceless. I’ll cherish every single moment of it.

FROM PAOLO MIGUEL MATA:

If you are given a chance to date Charles, would you?
~ Sure! Why not? : )

What do you think will happen if I am in Big 3 and Mica is not. Would you think that Ate Mats and I will team up.
~ Well, I guess team-up is not the word. I know that both of you truly love each other and truly believe in each others potentials. Wala namang kaso kung ganoon...

Give two adjectives to every people in the list. One positive, one negative
Mica – sweet, sensitive
Maristel – beautiful ( Ikaw na nagsabi .. haha!), sakitin
Marge- sociable, taklesa daw
Kashen – makikay, taklesa din daw
Trish – Caring, sensitive
Neil-g – approachable, mocking ;p (at times lang naman)
Paolo- makulit (look-out! Haha), slow ;p
Kenneth- creative, lulubog-lilitaw
Ian- handsome, witty
Benj- intelligent, rude : )

How would you feel if you are the runner-up again and not feeling the feel of a Big Winner?
~ As I’ve said before, I’m here to have fun. Grabbing the title isn’t necessarily having the feeling of a Big Winner. Mas maganda yung feeling na fulfilled ka sa game... Yung tipong napunta sa iyo yung mga karapatdapat na bagay... Yung na-acheive mo yung main goal ng game na ito... As BBK said, this game is all about us. Ang pagpapakita ng ating tunay na sarili at kalooban. Ang pagtanggap sa kapwa VHs, kahit sa una ay mahirap talagang gawin kaagad... Gaining real friends.... Learning something from this game that you can apply in your daily life... Learning sonething from your co-asvhs, and of course, from your self... And most especially, doing your very best, to show who you really are...

Those are such accomplishments... I want that feeling!

FROM ANN ROXAS

What's the strangest dream you ever had in the past year and how would you interpret that dream as it realates to your reality?
~ I can’t pick the weirdest for I have lots of weird dreams… I just wanna share one to you…

* One day, may tumawag sa akin at pinagready ako kasi napili daw ako sa PBB. Ang weird kasi hindi naman daw ako nag-audition. Bigla na lang naiba ung setting and yung grand welcome na. And ang nakakatawa pa doon is, it is a special edition daw. Ang mga housemates ay iyong mga naging VH sa PBBFG ni BBK… hahaha! Ewan, basta ang natatandaan kong nakita ko lang doon are Ate Mats, Charles, Benj, Paolo, kashen, Neil-G and Kuya rex. Haha! And ang weird pa is, noong sinabi daw ni Toni na may kasamang hindi VH. Guess who? Si BBK! Haha… pero that time, hindi ko maalala yung face niya. There… Ang weird no!

If I’m going to relate that to my reality, Well, it’s very simple. Adek talaga ako sa game. Haha… Napanaginipan ko siya noong mga oras na halos everyday ay mag blog, confession at diary entry ako. And then yung mga tao naman sa panaginip ko, siguro sila yung nakita ko kasi sila yung mga ka-close ko and yung iba naman, sila yung madalas kong nakaakchat that time. And about naman doon kay BBK, simply kasi sobrang naiintriga ako sa itsura at sa buong pagkatao niya… Hehe… super mysterious kasi nito eh…

There, nakakahiya… Halatng hanggang sa panaginip, PBBFG parin ang naiisip ko! Haha!

What's your idea of dating online specifically developing romance in the chat rooms? Do you think it is really possible? Do you think it is lasting? Have had any experience yourself? (BBK, is this question alright)?
~ Hmmm, dating online is just alright as long as you know your limitations. Some might be doing it for recreation or relaxation… Just don’t take it very seriously. Even if he/she is the nicest person in the virtual world, I believe that proximity matters. Try to meet him/her in person ( if you are really into him/her) and from there, you can do the reality dating which is more effective .

Yeah, I've experienced it... Fun-fun lang! hihihi...

Last question, I am curious, are you in favor of the cha cha? The church would oppose to this and instead would propose for character change? Where are you placing your stand?
~Character change is way much better, regardless of any form of government.. Most Filipinos these days, here and abroad, especially our national leaders who have the power to initiate beneficial change, lack a deep sense of country -- the basic principles of integrity, discipline, selflessness and nationalism…

Oh, I have another question from the game? Who's more handsome? MACKY or JINELLE?(from Season 3)..
~ Kahit lagi akong inaapi ng taong ito, I have to be fair (weh? Haha!). Jin is more handsome. Mas malakas yung aura niya sa akin. Pix pa lang, ulam nah! Bwahaha! Cute siya and yung personality niya.

Is Neil G cute? Heheh
~He’s not cute! He’s sooooo HOT!!! Lolz!

FROM NEIL GARGAR

How important to you is winning the All-Star Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game?
For me, if you have been a great player, you are already a winner.

In this case, majority thinks that it’s the title that shall bring you the fame pero you can still have that naman if they can feel your existence…

I have a principle every time I am in a game.

“ Don’t focus on the awards… Just give your very very BEST”.

Hindi ako yung type na gagawin lahat ng paraan para manalo. I believe I have been a great player. And I guess I have to defend myself this time, hindi lang winning the game ang objective ko here.

I’m here in PBBFG to fulfill it’s main objective. I’m here to have fun ( alam ko rindi na kayo! Hahaha! ), to gain friends, to be a friend, to share my experiences that are worth to be shared, and to touch other people’s life. I often forget that there’s a competition here. Once kasi na nandito ka na, at mapabilang sa PBBFG family, parang tunay na kapamilya mo na ang lahat. May katuwaan, may hindi pagkaka-unawaan… I guess natural lang iyan sa isang family diba? And the best of it is that, we are actually learning from each other without even realizing it.

So going back, I’m more into achieving a certain feeling. Masarap matawag na BIG WINNER, if you really deserve that crown. There...

FROM KASHEN MENDEZ

Gee, if you have the chance to tell your feeling and thought kay Mica now na xa ang nakapasok instead of pao, ano yun?
First of all, Thank you sis Kashen for giving this venue for me to tell some things that I really want to tell her.

Wow, what can I say? Mica, you are so lucky! Hehe… I know you’ve been disappointed because I’ve voted you out. You are so nice and I appreciate that so much. But I hope ( and I guess) you understand that this is a game. Mica as my co-virtual housemate and Mica as my friend somehow, has a difference. Mas gusto ko si Paolo than you na makasama sa BIG3 not because ayaw ko sa iyo at masama ka. Honestly, I really didn’t like some things na ginagawa mo like the “Bakit- ako- ang- binoto- mo” issue. For me kasi ah, as far as this game concerns, confronting your co-asvh because he/she has chosen you to be given her evicting points is very unethical. Alam ko, na nagpapakatotoo ka. Gusto mong ipadama sa taong iyon iyong nafeel mo pero ang dating kasi noon is parang nakakatorture. Ako, personally ang na-feel ko doon, para akong nagkaroon ng kasalanan. Ang dating kasi noon is like you’re contradicting our sensitivity. Nasabi na rin mismo doon sa ballot entry yung reason kung bakit ka namin binoto and to be asked like that, parang hindi pala kapanipaniwala yung reasons ko and you’re demanding some reasons pa sis. I hope you understand my point sis.

Tandaan mo ito, hindi ko ginawa ito para siraan ka o personalin ka ( game related parin naman ito…) . Nakakuha lang talaga ako ng chance to say these things sa iyo. And another one, HINDI KA MASAMA. That is such an extreme word. Wag mong i-take yung negative things na sinabi sa iyo para pababain pa lalo ang sarili mo, bagkus, gawin mo itong basis sa pag evaluate sa sarili mo. Kung ano talaga ang mga nagawa mo, kanais-nais man o hindi. Sa huli, ikaw parin naman ang jury sa sarili mo. At kung anong tingin mo sa sarili mo, iyon din ang magiging tingin sa iyo ng iba.

Nga pala, pasensiya na kung ayon nga sa iyo ay na-plastic kita the moment na hindi ko sinabi sa iyo na nakaboto na ako and worse, ikaw pala ang binoto ko that time. Binigyan na kita ng hint noon sis. Ayaw lang kitang diretsahin kasi hindi ko kayang marinig yung boses mo na disappointed or nasaktan.

Knowing the naging Big winner na si Pao, y sis nung nagchat tayo u want pa din na makapasok si Pao sa Big 3? Ayaw mo ba talagang makasama si Mica?
~ As I’ve said before, this is a different season. We shouldn’t take each others former ranking as a basis because that was through. Back to zero na ang lahat. Sinabi ko na rin yung reasons. Actually, mahirap talaga ng kalagayan namin. I hope naiintindihan ninyo, hindi lang naman siguro ako ang nakaramdam nito, pero mahirap talaga yung feeling na close mo na ang lahat ang mga natitira. Mahirap yung napalapit na sa iyo ang lahat options mo sa kung sino ang paaalisin.

If papipiliin ka between Ate Mats and Mica, sino ang gusto mong maging 1st runner up and second runner up?
~ Uhm, technically and socially, I’ll rank Ate Mats ahead of Mica.

FROM TRISH ARREZA

Nagkaroon dati ng chat session si BBK ate Marge at nasabi dito ni Marge na merong nagsasabi na kinukuha mo daw ang loob ng mga natitirang players. Sino kaya ang nagsabi nito kay marge? Please defend your self. Sa totoo lang, in my entire PBBFG life, ayan yung issue na sobrang na-apektuhan ako. And pinakita ko iyon by risking a CERTAIN confession na kung saan, ipinahayag ko ang feelings ko about that para alam ninyo even though evicting pointS ang kapalit. As far as I remember, kay Kuya neil-g ko ibinuhos yung feelings ko about that, and I’m very thankful kasi he was there to listen…

At first, ayaw ko munang mag-conclude, pero isang tao lang talaga ang pumasok sa isip ko noon. And it is Ate Mats. Sino lang ba kasi ang pinakaclose ni Marge diba? And I think I was right… Nasaktan ako, I admit! BUT napag-usapan na namin ang mga bagaybagay about that issue. Naayos na namin. To be honest, I was a bit aggravated by this question eh. Tapos na kasi, and then inuungkat pa… Oh well, I understand din naman na you want to clear things up… Pero tapos na kasi, naayos na…

So there, just to defend my self upon that issue… Kailan man ay hindi ko ninais na kunin ang loob ng aking co-asvhs. It’s such a desperate act… Hindi ko rin maisip kung ano yung basis nila upon saying that. Yes, I’ve made moves na makilala yung co-asvhs ko… Because I want to know who they really are… And kung ayaw ko sa isang tao, kahit na nakokonsenxa akong tarayan sila dahil mabait naman sila, pinaparamdam ko parin na ayaw ko sa kanila,...And kung kinukuha ko man ang loob ng mga tao, I won’t post such confessions na maaaring makasama sa akin! Even though, feeling ko, maraming hindi pabor sa mga naging paniniwala ko, sinabi ko ang gusto kong sabihin. Even though sometimes, you should make a risk na magsalita kahit makasakit, ginawa ko parin kasi kailangan niya itong marinig,

Kailanman ay hindi ko naging inspiration ang pagiging runner-up ko last season para makabawi sa All star season (katulad ng iniisip at pinapalabas ng iba). KAILANMAN AY HINDI KO NAGING INTENTION ANG MAG-BAITBAITAN AT KUNIN ANG LOOB NG AKING CO-VHS PARA MAKAANI NG SAVING VOTES…. Sa totoo lang, kung susuriin ninyo, hindi saving points ang major reason kung bakit tumagal ako sa game. Kung babalikan niyo ulit, at this point, ako pa lang ata ang ASVH na hindi nagkaroon ng REDMARK na netpoints. I’m always saying na, I’m here to have fun. It’s true! Pero hindi kasama doon ang i-control ang pagtingin at paniniwala sa akin ng mga taong kasama ko dito. Para mo na din silang tinanggalan ng karapatang mag-isip. Iyon ay hindi makatarungan sa loob at labas ng Virtual House.

Name the most insensitive players here, 1 boy and 1 girl. No justification:
1.Kenneth
2.Marge

Na-link ka sa halos lahat ng boys dito sa game. Sa tingin mo ba ay meron talagang nagkagusto sa iyo?
~ Meron! Si BBK… Charing! Hahaha…. So what are you implying ( paagaw ng line, BBK ah… hehe)?…

Seryoso na. Pareho ba ang LINK sa LOVETEAM? Sa pagkakatanda ko, isa lang naman talaga ang FORMAL na love team ko dito sa ASPBBFG, and it is KUYA NEIL ( my hugs… hehe). And yung iba, sino nga ba? Si BBK, naglalambing lang naman ako sa kanya kapag ganun… Sino pa ba? Wala na diba? Yung CHARGEE na yan, napagkatuwaan lang din yun ng EB. Ayun, halos wala nga sa kalahati ng boys ang tunay na na-link eh… hehe…

And to answer your questions seriously, kailan man ulit ay hindi ko naisip na seryosohin ang mga bagaybagay na ukol doon (showbiz! Haha!). Katuwaan lang po iyon at hindi ko naisip na may seseryoso doon. So, WALA!

Reveal the members of your Alliance except Charles.
~ ALLIANCE is not the WORD… I am close to certain peeps and because of that, I knew their strengths and weaknesses here in this game.

And if ever na may ALLIANCE nga here na involve ako, why should I reveal it? Sa pagkakaintindi ko sa word and sa application na rin noon here sa game, it should be a secret. Diba? Hehe…

Sino ang mga pinaka naging ayaw mong housemates sa season 2 and why?
1.Marge>>> No personal reasons. Hindi siya naging active sa game. That’s it!
2.Ian>>> No personal reasons again. Hindi rin siya naging active sa game. That’s it!

For you, who among the top six ang pinaka naging totoong tao. Defend your answer.
So, I have to choose 1 right? It depends upon our perceptions on the phrase eh. For me, ang TOTOONG TAO sa GAME is someone who is transparent on what is his/her real intention upon being here. He/she is someone who is not afraid to voice out in some unexplainable reasons. And mostly, he/she must show his/her real feelings about what’s going on.

So having those words above as bases, I must say na it’s between Charles and Neil-G. Pareho silang hindi natatakot sa magiging outcome ng mga sasabihn/sinabi nila. Pareho nilang ipinakita ang kanilang tunay na saloobin sa mga pangyayari sa loob ng bahay. Hindi man sila palaging updated, their entries are much awaited. I’m not saying na hindi totoong tao kaming mga natira. Silang dalawa talaga yung lumutang sa isip ko, and I actually can’t pick between the two of them…

FROM CHARLES LEMARK VILLORIA

1. What contributions to the virtual house have you given with the following seasons:
a. your season:
~ I believe I was the most active VH during our season. I’ve participated and I’ve done the given activities well.
~According to Benj, I was the bridge that connected a lot of players in the game. He said that I’ve logged in more hours than anyone blogging and talking to each and every virtual housemate in the game.
~ My passion for the game. This is my first virtual game ever.
~ And lastly, I can say that my greatest contribution here is my personality. Although we’re not given any chances ( our season was not that loud. Haha!), to show the deeper us, I’ve shown to them who is Gee.

b. allstar season:
~This time, I am not the most active VH, but I believe that viewers of this game strongly feels my existence.
~I’ve participated the activities, even when we were in the lowest or the most boring peak of the game.. Hehe…
~My voice is one of the great contributions that I’ve given here inside. By some of the controversial or I may say dramatic issues here that I’ve never experienced on our season, I was given a chance to be voiced my opinions out.
~ Again, my love and passion for the game. I could have leave this game the moment it was sooo boring but I can’t. As I’ve said to my introduction, I really love playing this.
~ Again, my personality. Gee’s existence was felt by many ( I believe). That actually can be the greatest thing that a VH can contribute to this house. As I’ve said a couple of times, I’ve done anything to show who I really am. And being the real Gee here jived and clashed other personalities that composed the good or bad chemistry inside.

2. Of all the contributions you’ve stated above, pick one that you gave in the course of the game.
Definitely, my LOVE, DEDICATION, PASSION and ENTHUSIASM in this game. I wouldn’t be active, I wouldn’t participate on the activities, I wouldn’t follow the rules, I wouldn’t be mingling with my co-vhs, I wouldn’t show any signs of concern in the house and to my fellow vhs as well, or in short, I would spend time if this game means nothing to me. Since season 3, even though that was not as active as this season’s, I love this game so much. And now that I’ve given a chance to mingle with other ACTIVE asvhs, you just don’t know how blissful I am. There was a point that this house is at its lowest peak. Naisip ko na ding mag-quit again pero hindi ko kaya. Naniwala akong maibabalik ang sigla ng game and thank God, it happened!

To sum it all up, my love for this game insinuated me to do such tasks. Ang performance ko sa PBBFG ay galing sa kaibuturan ng aking puso.

3. Considering your own contribution in the Vhouse, who do you think from the two deserve to be the All star Big winner? Why?
~ It’s Ate Mats. Technically speaking. and in terms of her relationship with other vhs, she has the best status here in this game.

4. Why didn’t you choose the other?
~She is also active and updated but Ate Mat’s existence weigh heavier than her.

5. If you were given the chance to vote, would you stick with your alliance or vote according to your conscience?
~ I’ll vote the one that I like.

6. Everyone knows that alliances exist in this game, whose alliance have you placed yourself? Why did you chosen them and not the others?
~ Alliance is not the word. Since the begginning of the game, I am close to these people: Charles, Benj, Ate Mats, Ate Ann, Paolo, and Kashen. Mas magaan ang loob ko sa kanila compared top others. Sobrang gaan talaga ng loob ko sa kanila. They’re not just my co-asvhs. I consider them as my friends. Because of that, I’ve known their strengths and weaknesses. I truly belived in their potentials. Yes, we are close and it’s very hard for us to accept the fact that someday, our journey together here in PBBFG shall end. But then, I’m sooo happy because there were certain times that I’ve proven that his game doesn’t limit my relationship with them.

7.~ 7. If you win the All Star Season, and you received the promised Php 1000 from Neil TG of Season 1, what would you do with it?
Magse-set ako ng isang E-B at Magpapainom ako!!! At least it can help. Hehe

8.~ . Given the situation that you won, and the former VHs decided to protest, and BBK decided to take away the title "Big Winner" from you. What would you do?
BBK is the god here and his decisions are final. It actually depends on the protest. I might agree with it or I might not… One thing is for sure. Whatever it is, reasonable, justifyable or not, I’ll let you hear my side.

9 ~ Comments
a. a. EXITS:
i. Benj Espina- Benj Espina should stay. He might be rude or anything but I think that time, there are lots of unexplainable policies, undefined terms and very general rules. The last move that he made which make him the first FE Vh is actually questionable, if you are about to examine the case. Sorry!

ii. Jomar’s Exit – I think that he considered some personal matters as part of this game. Just one piece of advice. Feel what’s in the air. : )

iii. Marge’s FE – We all have different priorities. I felt that she still wants to join pero wala lang talaga siyang. Nanghinayang ako because I really wanted to be bonded with that girl.

iv. 3rd eviction's two-highest VH to be evicted (Ian and Kenneth)- Nagulat! Naisip ko, bakit kailangang dalawa? But then, I’ve realized na it was a wake-up call for those na hindi na masyadong nagpa-participate.

b. Controversial Rules:
i. Rules against the usage of vulgar words~ Hindi lang siguro ako sanay because nasanay ako sa envioronment na merong freedom of expression. Sa tingin ko kasi, it is the intention that must be judged. Pwede kang magsabi ng hindi magandang salita sa way na hindi offensive. Pwedeng hindi mo sinabihan ang isang tao ng VULGAR or OFFENSIVE words pero maaring maka-offend ka ng isang tao sa way or sa delivery ng statements mo. Actually, that case is very broad and kailangan nitong makilatis mabuti. Sabihin nating isa sa mga rules ay ay pagbabawal sa pagsusulat ng letter A. Rules are rules pero hindi naman dapat na kapag nagsulat ka ng A ay automatic na may evicting points ka na. Mas mainam siguro kung pagaaralan natin ang dahilan kung bakit ito naisulat. Mahirap kasi, yung medium natin is through typing, and maaring hindi lahat ng interpretation mo sa mga nababasa mo ay tama.

ii. ii. Rules against visiting the PBBFG All Star Blog~ Hehe, actually until know, I can’t see any sense sa rule na iyon. Ang weird. Bawal mong ipaalam na nagvisit ka sa blog kasi bawal iyon pero pwede kang mag vist. Ang gulo diba? Haha… Hindi ko alam kung anong lesson sa amin nun.

Iii . iii. Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread ~I actually don’t see anything wrong about this rule. Tama nga naman si BBK. Sa kanya tayo gumagawa ng confession at hindi sa ating mga co-vhs.

iii. iv. Rules against commenting on the Househould Council~ Ewan, ang pagkakaintindi ko kasi sa council is, you can discuss anything na related sa nangyari sa game. Nabigyan ng evicting points yung mga taong nagbigay ng comments or let’s say “ uneccessary comments” na hindi makakatulong sa flow ng council. Okay, it made sense, pero sana, he could have given them warnings muna. May karapatan si BBK na magdagdag ng rules pero that act is very unfair to them. Susunod naman siguro sila if alam nila and nasa consciousness nila na may ganoong rule.

Events
i. Dry-Run of Nomination
Nagulat din ako! Hehe… nag-codename pa diba? Ni-reveal din naman ni BBK. Haha! Whatelse? Naisip ko rin na kaya binigay ni BBK yung mga tao behind their codenames is para malaman naming and/or magkaroon kami ng idea kung ano ang basis ng co-asvhs namin sa pagvote at kung paano kami boboto.

ii. Benj and Kashen . Jomar / Trish / Rommel War
Doon ko unang na-feel na madaming fighters sa game. Benj, by giving his personal opinions, naka-offend siya ng marami and for that, super negative ang naging image niya sa ASPBBFG. Pero, IMHO, hindi por que ganoon na tingin sa kanya ng karamihan ay wala na siyang sinasabing tama. There…

iii. Kenneth's logo
Answer:
Logo? PBBFG logo? Ang cool niya! Cute version ng tunay na PBB logo…

For the banner naman, grabe! Halos naitulak ko ang pc ko sa sobrang hangga ko! It’s sooo cool! Idol talaga! All praises! Ang ganda-ganda ng banner niya!

iv. Fake I.P. Addresses
Answer:
Nagulat ulit. Ano kayang valid reason nila kung bakit nagagawa ang mga ganoong bagay?

v. Charles and Trish War
The Pirated CD issue. Hehe. Si Ate trish, nagpakatotoo din siya. Yun nga lang, may mga kaakibat na consequences talaga yung mga ganoong move. Maraming nainis sa mga sinabi niya. And isa na ako doon. Hmmm… Well, doon ko unang nakitang nagtaray si Charles. Hanga din ako sa LOGIC na naipakita niya through that statement. Nagpakatoto din siya. And I really admired him for that.

vi. Paolo-Kashen short-lived mutual relationship
Answer:
Nakaka-kilig! Lalo na kapag ikaw ang bini-victim ng dalawang ito! Haha. Akala ko before magka-away sila, churva lang pala! Well, ang sweet nila sa isa’t-isa… Sayang nga lang talaga. Proximity matters talaga eh. I believe friends pa rin naman sila eh, diba?

vii. VHs constant saying as a "boring game"
Answer:
May point na sobrang naging boring yung game. At sobrang nakakawalang-gana. Maraming nag-react. May karapatan naman kami eh. We just want to be heard. Minahal nga naman namin itong game na ito, naging excited kami for weeks and then naging ganyan. Kinailangan namin ng motivation para bumalik ang interest sa game. Good thing, nagbalik nga ito.

viii. Mats topped the "Favorite ASVH" Poll
Answer:
Nice one! Not a surprise even. Campaign to the max ba naman siya eh… hehehehe…

ix. Charles, Mica, Mats, Gee, Marge's Eye-Ball
Answer:
I can never forget December 28, 2006. It brought me a lot of good memories to treasure. Having quality time with those wonderful peeps is very priceless. I’ll cherish every single moment of it.

2007-01-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: Sana after this meron pa rin mga chat conference pero this time more on personal stuff na

Hi BBK! Hindi ako nakapag-online kahapon kasi hindi ok ang pakiramdam ko.. actually hanggang ngayon pero kinakaya na lang

Posted this pic with Chx kasi naalala ko tanong ni Paolo This pic was sent by CHX sa Ktxt nya last December 31 2005 Sana next yr meron na din PBB housemate from pbbfg po noh? masaya yun ubusan na to ng lowd!!

Finally napost ko na yung mga sagot ko sa mga tanong ng mga jury.. ok din kasi may variety of questions. All I did is answered the questions truthfully sana walang magalit sa akin

3 days na lang ba kami dito? It hurts na maggudbye na kami sa game kasi naging part na rin ito ng daily routine namin.. sana after this meron pa rin mga chat conference pero this time more on personal stuff na

Sana mag-push through pa din yung sa T-Shirts. Yung isang club namin dito sa club meron silang merchandize medy0 magastos pero worth-it naman

BBK, may isang vhm na namimiss ko ngayon.. nasa Manila siya ngayon at katext ko kanina.. gusto ko siyang makita pero what can I do? Nandito ako sa napakalayong probinsya namin Sana Malapit lang ang Manila sa Dagupan..

I had glimpse of the blogsite na ginawa ni Ate Mats for the pbbfg graduates.. aww.. graduate na kami at least naturuan ninyo kami ng napakaraming bagay sa buhay.. salamat talaga bbk.

That's all for now BBK. Me Love You!

2007-01-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: I never asked for sympathy from other people... I never called for help

Hi BBK, malapit na nga po talaga ang pagtatapos... Kumbaga sa school malapit ng maganap ang Commencement Excercise or ang Graduation... Nakakakaba na masaya... Masaya kasi after a long, long time eh, All-Star Edition has come to it's end... End in a way na malapit na po matapos ang DAY 100... End, in a sense na, no more activities... No more group battles...

And I hope, tapos na din po ang mga ISSUES na pepwedeng pag-umpisahan ng di magandang samahan... I don't want to become emotional actually... But, truly and deep inside I know na there really are some "who didn't like me" for who I am (I guess), for being TRUE to everyone else... Di ko din po alam kung talagang napakarami ng mga unfinished issues ko here... Minsan, napapaisip na lang po tuloy ako na... "Ano kaya yung maaari kong nagawa for them not to like me...”

Basta po ako, everything that I have done... Lahat ng ipinakita kong UGALI... Kung anuman ang mga iyon... May it be GOOD or BAD... God knows, lahat ng iyon... TRUE TO ONE'S SELF... Ayaw ko sa plastik... At ayaw kong magpakaPlastik... Just before the Judgment Day, I just want to clarify things... Kung mayroon man akong nasaktan - I am deeply sorry for that BBK... Kung kayo din po in a way, nasaktan ko din, from the bottom of my heart - I say sorry... Kung mayroon man po akong napasaya... Kung sumaya or napatawa ko man sila, sana po maFeel nila yung feeling ko na “DOBLE ang NARARAMDAMAN kong happiness for them coz I cheered them up in a way...” In some points, kung may naapakan man po akong pagkatao, which I know wala naman po, my heartfelt sorry still...

Since Day 001 naman po, ang alam ko nga po, hindi pa nagstart ang Game... Natutuwa ako and I appreciate the efforts that Trish showed me... The one message that Gee sent me, all of those were appreciated... I know kahit di pa man nagstart ang All-Star, naFeel ko na po na sis Gee is a leader... Naaalala ko pu yung message niya sa akin...

http://i92.photobucket.com/albums/l9/sweetesting/geexie-1.jpg

Also got a few message from (Ate) Trish... na nakakaflatter naman po, eventhough di pa man nag start ang game eh talaga naman pong todo exert na ng effort for the All-Star... Naging busy lang po ako kaya iilan lamang po sa mga message sa akin ni (Ate) Trish ang nareplyan ko... Di man po ako ang nagRegister for myself and a co-VH from Season 2 pa po whish is Jen-Jen ang nagRegister sa akin, still...

http://i92.photobucket.com/albums/l9/sweetesting/trish.jpg

http://i92.photobucket.com/albums/l9/sweetesting/reply-to-trish.jpg

my first and last reply to (Ate) Trish...

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I am super thankful and grateful na nagJoin ako dito... Di ko nga lang po alam na magiging ganito ka-controversial ang All-Star... I was just trying to go back and reading all the Confessions I made for the past months... I read some from the other co-VHs din... Marami ang sobrang natawa ako... Meron ding certain confession from Paolo na sobrang na-Touch ako... Kaya thinking of all the things that happened... I don't think rather never considered na nakabangga ko si Pao... He's one of my closest ever here sa Virtual House... Nagkaroon man kami ng UPS and DOWNS, kasama yun sa friendship eh... Not an added spice, but definitely a part of FRIENDSHIP so to speak... I guesss, you can't call it friendship without misunderstandings... Same goes with Gee and me... Madami din kami naging misunderstandings here... One was regarding the direct address rule which was not really clear to me, that I even got to the extent of thinking that I'm so super stupid not to understand a simple rule... Silly, right? But that didn't end there... Nagkaroon din ng kung anu-ano pang bagay na nabahiran ng kulay which I think is too much that it greatly affect our friendship... But of course, kung sobrang babaw lang namin and immature not to think of reasons and stuffs - I guess wala na yung friendship na nabuo namin... I value that friendship and so I won't let rumors or gossip to destroy the bond that connects us... Katulad nga ng lagi kong sinasabi,,, All's well that ends well... Lahat naman nadadaan sa matinong usapan... Why make things complicated right... Minsan naman complicated na others would make it complex... And I don't want my life to be masalimuot here... Kaya nga andito ako... Kaya nga inenjoy ko ang pagStay here... To protect and save the FRIENDSHIP na pwedeng might be in danger and will cause to break...

Basta BBK, masaya po ako for whatever UPS and DOWNS ang napag-daanan ko... I never asked for sympathy from other people... I never called for help... Kapag nagkaroon ng problems or discussions, I sometimes found myself alone sa CONFERENCES and defending my comrades... And when I say comrade, I mean friends... Like the issue with the Forced Evictee, Benj... My first telebabad mate and the one who quitted the game, Jomar... Dun sa isang tao na unang conversation pa lang eh natuwa na dahil feeling niya marami akong alam, and that's Charles po BBK... For he reacted sa Pirated CD issue, I won't keep quiet po and I know ALL OF US ARE UNIQUE and we're not pirated here... We're all ORIGINAL in our own way and that's what made us DIFFERENT from EACH OTHER and that's how PINOY is... My long time buddy and and life long companion Paolo... And the recent and the friend I find in Gee... I've always been a fighter and I don't want to see a friend of mine in a situation na nasasaktan and all, ayaw ko po yung manahimik lang ako... I might as well be heard and let it all out... Ganun po ako eh...

For those na di pa din naniniwala sa whatever that I can do... Sa di pa din nakakakilala sa akin ng lubusan, di ko po sila masisisi... For those naman po na di ako “feel” - okay lang po sa akin... Coz, I can't let everybody or everyone to like me... Basta po, masaya po ako...

So for the nth time BBK... I wanna thank you for everything... The experiences... The lessons learned... Those are a few that I say I'm most proud of and never regretted that for once in life's journey I passed by and walked on...

2007-01-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Mica answers the jury

From Sir Charles

1. Contributions

Own Season:
My genuine friendship and I was one of the active players. I am also one of the kikay girls

Allstar Season
Pagpapakatotoo is my biggest contribution. My life is an open book and I expressed my ideas and opinions ng diretso. Contributed enough spice, genuine friendship and yes, I planned the GEB and gave piggy pillows too

2. Pagpapakatotoo

3. I’d choose Gee. I know everyone is vying for Ate Maristel to be the big winner pero kung titignan mo, pantay lang sila when it comes to activeness in the game. I’m not against Ate Mats but My recent conversations with Gee made me appreciate her more at pagsagot niya sa council.

4. I have nothing against Ate Mats. I know na everyone is vying for her to be the big winner..

5. Obviously, I have no alliance to stick with and obviously again, the two has, whether they admit it or not. I’d vote according to my conscience.

6. Neil G has been my ally eversince. Lukso ng dugo lang yan. Back in our season, we all loved and treat each other as brothers and sisters. Syempre hindi mo ipapahamak ang iyong kapatid, hindi ba? All we did was save each other though walang pakialaman sa 4 and 2 evicting points. I think the others have thier own allies as well

7. Buy important stuff or if I’m in Manila, treat ko kayo!

8. Jury ang namili, hindi ako.. so why should I return the crown kung kayo mismo ang nagbigay sa akin??

9. I. Exits
a. Benjamin’s FE- Hindi naman nagkulang si BBK sa pagwarn sa kanya pero hindi pa rin siya sumunod sa patakaran. Sayang lang kasi may pag-asa sana siyang mapasama sa Big 4 since majority would save him siguro.

b. Jomar’s Voluntary Exit - He made the right decision.

c. Marge’s Force Eviction- Dapat lang. She never participated sa mga activities at kahit sa battles. Hindi pa nagupdate ng diary for a month.

d. 3rd Eviction (Ian and Kenneth)- Honestly nasaktan ako. Alam naman ng lahat na Ian deserves to stay not because he is a good friend of mine, pero dahil kahit paano may effort siya to update and participate in the PinagBiyak na Bunga task. He could have spiced this game up if his season mates chose to save him instead of Marge.

- As for Kenneth naman, apektado ako kasi hindi ko inexpect na siya iboboto since some of them promised na hindi daw nila ivovoteout si Ken kasi naiintindihan nila he is enjoying his vacation here in the country at nakapagpaalam naman siya kay BBK. He contributed something in this game, pero some broke their promise which made me sad. Nang magchat kami after sinabi niya sa akin na masakit pala ang feeling kapag may nagsasabi na hindi ka nila maramdaman…

CONTROVERSIAL RULES
Rules against usage of vulgar words- Dapat lang naman talaga. Kalahati ng kasama sa game minors.

Rules against visiting the AllStarPBB Blog- Ok lang, though nung una hindi klaro sa akin why biglang may rule na ganun.. Kahit naman nag-impose ng rule tumitingin naman lahat eh .. ANG MAGKAILA SINUNGALING

Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread- This rule gave me an evicting point once. Well, sa totoong PBB naman yung confession room ginagamit para kausapin si BBK. If you want to talk privately with another vhm, may PM sa board, may friendster, may YM may text pa.

Rules against commenting on the Household Council- Umpisa pa lang klaro na sa akin na ang dapat lang gawin ay magtanong at sumagot sa council. Dito ka huhusgahan ng tao. Meron naman confession thread para ibuhos mo ang hinaing mo kay BBK o sa kung ano pa man.

EVENTS
Dry-Run Nomination- Walang kwenta. Hindi rin naman kasi nasunod eh hehe

Benj and Kashen
- Eto ba yung nagumpisa sa Pacman vs. Larios back in Season 3? Not that aware.. Kulitan lang siguro ito.

Jomar Trish Rommel - Kainitan ata ng laro ito nangyari at ang alam ko separate wars ito. Sa Jomar-Trish, I do understand why nagalit si Jomar. Akala niya kasi siya ang palayasin naming agad pero hindi naman. Ni hindi nga kami nag-usap ni Neil TG before the game starts. Nalungkot ako kasi ang daming sinabing negative things ni Jomar kay Trish.. Sana pinakinggan niya muna yung side ni Trish bago siya nagreact.. pero ok na ang lahat kasi na-clear naman ang lahat at nalaman kung ano talaga ang totoong nangyari
- Trish Rommel? Can’t remember the full details pero isa ata siya sa nagreact sa pinost ni Trish. Hindi full details ang alam ni Rommel baka puro hearsays lang kaya ganun siya magreact. Hindi ko alam kung ok na sila o kung nag-away ba talaga sila.

Kenneth’s Logo - I Love it! Yan ang naging marka ni Ken dito sa game. He was willing to share his talent and contribute here in the game. I do admire his talent and creativity. I just hope na ma-pushthrough pa din yung t-shirts and other collectibles.

FAKE I.P. ADRESSES- Hindi ako involved dito kaya wala akong masyadong pakialam. Kung sino man gumawa ng mga yan kilala niyo kung sino kayo. Makonsensya kayo.

CHARLES AND TRISH WAR- Eto ba yung pirated issue? Miscommunication lang siguro ito…Sobrang nasaktan si Trish nun and kapag nasa peak ka ng emotions mo, may mga nasasabi kang mali. Yun siguro nagging fault ni Trish, pero at least nagpakatotoo siya. Si Charles nagpakatotoo din. Syempre nasaktan din yun kasi seasonmates niya yung involved… hindi ko alam what pinatunguhan nito..

PAOLO-KASHEN - Syempre kilig to the bones lalo na nung nakasama ko sila sa Confe (I love you.. hmf) pero we all know that long distance relationship seldom last..

VHs Constant Saying as a “Boring Game” - Totoo naman. Actually I can say na two periods ako nabore dito sa game: Nung may hiatus for 13 days tsaka nung mg nasa 20+ or 30+ days.. 4-5 lang ata active nun yung iba hindi man lang nagparamdam.. mas piniling I-keep yung mga inactive kaysa dun sa mas marami pa sanang na-contribute.

Mats topped the “Favorite ASVH” Poll - She deserves it. She had more time to campaign online. The realization I had in this battle is dun mo din malalaman na marami pa lang nagmamahal at sumusuporta sayo. I bet the 4 others didn’t expect na marami din boboto sa kanila.

Grand Eyeball - Awesome! Can’t believe na it actually happened in reality ! Napaka-gandang year-ender sa akin.. sana maulit!

From Kikay Kashen

- Sina Mats at Gee oo. Obvious naman na mas gusto nilang makasama si Charles sa Big 4 pero invalid ang vote. Ngayon naman ako binigyan nila ng 4 points. They saved each other pa. Hanga ako kay Paolo kasi he really keeps his promise… He may not saved me kahit minsan, pero he never voted me out and I love him for that.

- I kinda expected na ako ang matatanggal.. kung hindi man ako, si Paolo. Obvious din na ako ang gusting palayasin nina Gee at Mats.. they even saved each other. Do I feel lucky? Yes.. Charles eviction pa lang lucky na ako

- Ok lang sa akin kahit sino sa kanila ang manalo kasi pareho silang deserving, but if i have to chose one, that would be Gee then ate Mats to be the runner - up

IDOL PAOLO's QUESTIONS

LUCKY - Yup.. Lucky me!

MIKENIMATS angle - Sanay naman akong mabigo sa pag-ibig pero ok lang.. una siyang naging akin! Hehe

CHX ALCALA SCANDAL - The Chx Scandal? Yup seen it bago pa siya na-evict. Instead of dissing her, mas nagustuhan ko siya. Kung ibang tao siguro yun idedeny na siya yung nasa picture pero buong tapang niyang inamin sa publiko. I admire her for that. Yan ang tunay na housemate na nagpakatotoo… That’s Chx Alcala.. Stripped (literally haha).

5 Loves, 5 hates (totoo lang windang me dito huhu di ko masyadong nagets.. sana tama ginawa ko)

5 LOVES
Paolo - He had always been a true and loving friend since our Starstruck Days
Kenneth - He never failed to make me smile with his ilocano tactics
Neil G- He never stopped believing in me..
Ian - He is open-minded and he makes me feel special
Trish - She's good in giving advices.

5 Hates
Benj - We never got the chance to bond and he's a bit rude to some of the vhms
Marge - Inactive during her stay inside the virtual house
Kashen - She's confusing at times and we never got the chance to bond
Maristel - she's sensitive and inconsistent at times
Gee - she's sometimes weak and emotional.

From Working Girl ANN

What is the strangest dream you ever had in the past year and how would you interpret that dream as if it relates to your reality?

I had this strange dream on one of my former crush. The setting is somewhere abroad (probably England) and I own this music store. One day, my pregnant classmate informed me that I have a visitor. He is a young doctor wearing that white scrub suite with his black bag. His thick glasses covered is tantalizing eyes.. I looked at him for a second and recognized his face.. it’s my high school crush!

We ate dinner together and confessed that he never had a girlfriend and that he has special feeling for me way back, but didn’t have the courage to tell me. I was happy and I hugged him so tight even if he gained weight.

In reality, the guy in my dream never had a girlfriend. He used to be so skinny way back, but now he’s a chubby guy. Is my dream sort of a premonition? I don’t know.. but one thing’s for sure: no matter how many cute guys had passed my way, he is the only one I’ve ever loved

Online Dating
In my own point of view, one factor to a successful relationship is COMMUNICATION. Two individuals can be more open and honest with each other when they communicate regularly and one tools in communication is through chatting. When we get into a date, we often talk about personal stuff etc and so with chatting.

Have I experienced this one? Yes especially when I was a freshman college student. Met a lot of peeps via friendster, ym, pex etc. and some of them were honest about their views and opinions about different topics. They were also open with their feelings, which is the most important.

There was a time when I almost fell in love with a guy I met via forum. We got the chance to see each other and up to now, we are good friends. My cousin and her husband met via mIRC and so is my high school ate and her boyfriend for 5 years.

I do believe that online dating works, but I do also believe that nothing beats the traditional way of courtship and the real thing.

CHA-CHA
As an open-minded citizen of the Republic of the Philippines, I am in favor of Charter Change. I think this country needs progress and one suggestion is through charter change but hey, we are all Filipinos and we all know that UNITY is missing. Kahit anong pursige ng mga opisyal ng ating bansa, kung divided naman ang pananaw ng lahat wala rin mangyayari Charter Change man yan o Character Change.

MACKY vs. JINELLE
Browsed through their photos in the Season 3 blogsite and I can say that the two guys are certified heartrobs!! Hehe J had the chance to chat with Jinelle once and he’s really cute, but I’d go for Ilocano.. I’d go for Macky !

IS NEIL G CUTE?
Nope he’s not.. he’s HOT! (Like Yael yohoo!)

BIG SIS TRISH QUESTIONS

Anong naramdaman mo nang mapalayas ako sa laro? Please defend your answer.

I felt bad. First Nomination pa lang when you were almost evicted halos mawalan ako ng gana. Kung activeness naman sa game ang basehan ng pagboto nila, hindi ka naman nagkulang doon. Another thing, maraming nagsabi ng negative things about you at nasaktan din ako kasi you are my friend. Buti na lang nagsorry naman yung iba.

Ano ang masasabi mo sa hiwalayang KASHEN at PAOLO?

Aware na ako sa fact na Paolo liked Kashen back in Season 3 pa and When they got the chance to bond thru ym and text, kinilig ako. I know na may mutual feelings sila for each other, but like what majority tells me, LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP SELDOM LAST. I heard na may boyfriend na si Kashen and I’m happy for her. I’m sure sooner or later, makakahanap din si Paolo ng para sa kanya.

Nagkaroon ba ng pagkakataon na naramdaman mo na pinagkakaisahan ka nila? Give Example.

Yes. One example is during nominations. Almost all of them (except Paolo) voted me out not and they saved each other. Syempre nasasaktan din ako especially when you read reasons na nakapagtataka then afterwards hindi mo namamalayan ikaw na ang lumalabas na masama. The hurtful truth there is the others never heard my side.

Sa loob ng 100 days, tila kay Kenneth ka lang na-link. Nagkagusto ka ba sa kanya? May SPECIAL FEELINGS ba kayo sa isa’t isa.

Ewan nga din.. sina Gee at Ate Mats maraming naging ka-loveteam ako kay Kenneth lang talaga. Back in our season, Kenneth is one of my closest pals kahit na we seldom communicate. Nagkagusto ba ako? Oo. Isa siya sa mga pinaka-vocal pero sweet na taong nakilala ko. Funny, smart, talented at pinoy na pinoy (anyamet datoy manen nga tanong?) Special Feelings? I guess so. I do appreciate yung mga taong family-oriented and he is. I admire him as a person gusto ko nga siyang maging kapatid eh.. maging bf? Pwede hahaha

Sinu-sino sa mga naging housemate sa all-star ang nakikitaan mo ng pagkaplastic? Name 2 girls and defend your answers, at least 2-3 sentences each.

Mats and Gee – Inamin naman nila sa last council na sa akin sila plastic. I think naman yung pagiging plastic nila sa akin sa game lang lalo na kapag sinasabi nilang they won’t vote me out pero nakaboto na sila. Sisters naman kami outside the game so walang personalan.

Meron ka bang naging ka-alliance sa allstar? Cno-cno sila?

Neil G. Kaya nga halata every nomination na kami yun kasi kahit magkaiba 4 and 2 evicting points namen, we saved each other pa rin.

FROM HOT SEDUCER NEIL G

First of all, I would like to greet each and every one of you a pleasant good day (naks naman! Beauty contest ang banat!)

Being a part of the All Star PBB FG is an honor. Getting into the Big 3 is was a tough but inspiring journey. Winning the title ALL STAR PBBFG BIG WINNER is like getting the jackpot prize in the lottery.

Being declared as the winner of this game means that you have surpassed the different challenges given with flying colors. Yes, this might be an online game, far from the real PBB but I can say that the people included in this game had successfully showed their true personality. Winning the game is important because it shows your capability as a player and as an individual. Spending 100 days in this virtual home (home coz true love and friendship blossomed) made me realize a lot of stuff and met great people.

2007-01-07T02:17:00.000+08:00

DAY NINETY-SIX
Gee confesses: I beleive, nakahanap ako ng mga tunay na kaibigan sa kanilang katauhan...

Ayan! Sa wakas nakapagconfess na ulit ako! Sorry for that BBK... hehe...

So there, what should I say? 4 days na lang! Waaaaaah! Patapos na pala talaga ito! Infairness, parang mas mabagal ang mga natitirang araw... Bakit kaya?

Ayun, mamimiss ko talaga ito! Lalo na kayo, BBK! hahaha...

Maraming GOOD and NOT-SO-GOOD memories akong naexperience here, and I don't regret it.... Masaya talaga ako at nakilala ko ang aking mga co-asvhs... I beleive, nakahanap ako ng mga tunay na kaibigan sa kanilang katauhan...

Nakachat ko kanina ang aking co BIG (tama ba yung term? haha!)... Meyo nagdadrama na naman ako... hehehe... Paranoid lang kasi! Check niyo na lang po sa Diary entry ko yung reason...

Si Mica, constant textmate ko... hehehe.. Medyo marami na rin kaming napag-uusapan na hindi gamerelated... May seryoso, may kalokohan... haha...

Si Ate Mats naman, constant telebabadmate ko... Ang jologs namin, dahil alam namin ang That's Entertainment ( Tuesday Group rules! Haha!)... There, masarap siyang kausap...

Sana after ng game, hindi pa tapos ang lahat... Lagi sana nilang tandaan na I'm always here for them... Rindi na siguro sila sa phrase na iyon pero totoo iyon... Napamahal na sila sa akin ng sobra! As in, may space dito sa heart ko na sila lang ang makakapuno, at hindi iyon mapupuno pag wala sila... Kasama narin kayo doon BBK.

Sana BBK, pansinin niyo parin ako ah, kahit may ibang season nah... And sana, ako parin ang loveteam niyo.. lolz! Hahaha..

Nga pala, maybe I'll post my answers tomorrow... Nasave ko siya sa usb ko pero nagloloko kasi pc namin...

Ayun, take care po! Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

2007-01-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

"Normal pa ba ang pagiisip ko?" -Gee

There... Ano naman ang nangyayari ngayon sa buhay ko?

As usual, balik buhay estudyante.... Kailangan ko nang tanggapin! haha...

Actually, medyo napaparanoid na talaga ako... I don't know, madalang dumating yung ganitong peak sa buhay ko... Pero, I really hate that feeling...

Feeling ko lahat nalang ng ginagawa ko mali... Lahat nalang ng nasasabi ko mali...

Hindi ko man intention, may nasasaktan akong tao...

For instance, kanina, may naka-chat ako na super hyper... na sa sobrang ka-hyperan niya ay nadadamay na din ang iba kong mga ka-chat...

2 yung medyo naapektuhan ng ka-adekan ko... And yung isa, vh! So there, nagpaka-feeling joker ako. Nakakahiya! Feeling ko ung hyper na ka-chat ko parin yung kausap ko... Ayan, kahit sabihin nilang okay lang sila, I doubt it. Sana mapatawad nila ako...

Other example, schoolworks... Hayyyyyyy... boring siya if idedetalye ko sa inyo... pero basta.... Feeling wala akong naitatama!

Grabe, normal pa ba ang pagiisip ko? Waaaaaaaah!

Yung first week ng 2007 ko is hindi maganda.... Napaparanoid na talaga ako... Natatakot akong magsalita or may gawin baka kasi mali! Waaaaaah!

Saan ba nagsimula yan? Sa CHA-CHA discussion namin, na medyo binara ako ng prof. ko na nagpababa na naman ng self confidence ko... Sana pagkagising ko bukas okay na ako!

Waaaaaaaah! Sana pagkagising ko bukas (or mamaya... hehe)... Normal na ako! Ayun, I'll sleep na! Byesh!!!! Mwaaaaaaaah!

2007-01-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

DAY NINETY-FIVE
Maristel answers the jury

FROM: CHARLES MARK VILORIA
1. What contributions to the virtual house have you given to the following seasons:
a. Your own season
b. All Star Season

Answer:
a.
This is kindda hard… I can say that "MARISTEL" being "active" during PBBFG Season 2 and PBBFG All-Star is my greatest contribution @ the Virtual House… Some may say that, attendance is not always a must but with this Virtual Game, being active I say can count as many times as to being absent… During my During my Season, there has been a lot of activities… I've always been an active participant of every battles or activities that BBK will be hosting, actually… I've been HONEST, UNDERSTANDING and SPORT all throughout… I've always been a FRIEND, a FAMILY… My group PAJEMAREMA were actually the ones who gave life sa Virtual House… As much as possible we tried to flex and spearheads for the game itself… We made the house and the game the life of it all and one of the reasons why we wanna spend time online… Another contribution, I can say.. - would be my TIME.. Time means a lot to me, but never in my, entire life I said that I'll quit the game… I stood still FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME… I conquered everything… Been through a lot of discussions, been with mild arguments but that didn't stop me from fighting… Instead, that kept me GOING and kicking still… Motivation and Persuasion has always been the game and FRIENDSHIP has always been my key to get through the heart of the game, the mind and soul through it all…

b.
During this ALL STAR SEASON, I say that the greatest contribution I have given would be my TIME, how I play and participate with the activities & the battles… Camaraderie, Loyalty and PASSION… Those mentioned above were always been my key… How could one finish this game without TIME? How could one be a true virtual housemate without participating? How would you call a HOUSE a HOME without CAMARADERIE? Without LOYALTY? Without PASSION or LOVE? If BBK's the brain inside the virtual house and we're the body parts, how are we going to obey and follow his rules without all of those? How are we going to mobilize or start an action without the brain? Without the body parts or the VIRTUAL HOUSEMATES, it's LIFELESS ORDINARY… In certain points, I say… I've given my utmost BEST for the GAME and that's the CONTRIBUTION I am most PROUD of…

2. Of all the contributions that you have stated above, pick one that was clearly the greatest contribution that you gave in the course of the game.

Answer:
I say that MY LOVE or PASSION for the game is the greatest contribution that I have given in the entire course… For with LOVE and PASSION developed, things has been more clear to me… How to do things the right way in a right manner and everything… I've been a real "pasaway" I may say, but still my LOVE and PASSION for the game didn't destruct or didn't confuse myslef on how I want to play the game… With LOVE and PASSION, I've build and met few of the greatest players in different Seasons… I'm proud and happy being friends with them… If there's no LOVE or PASSION, I doubt the FRIENDSHIP built… But with LOVE, FRIENDSHIP grew more and deeply… Love became the blood and the oxygen that pumps inside our hearts and our veins in our system and that's LIFE… The LIFE that LOVE had given ME and everyone else inside the house…

3. Considering your own contributions to the Virtual house, who do you think, from the other two, deserves to be the All Star Big Winner? Why?

Answer:
I say GEE… Because we almost share a lot of things in general inside the Virtual House… We may have some differences but that doesn't actually mean that we doesn't jive but that drew us closer actually.

4. Follow-up on number 3, why didn't you choose the other?

Answer:
No personal reasons actually. Gee's the first person that popped in my mind… Actually, I can say that MICA also deserves the title… But, win or lose I think Mica doesn't mind it that much… From her confessions, I read that she might as well like to be a JURY na din… Mica gave her best, put an efforts din, but the game itself - I think is a tight competition if Gee and I will be the one who go for the BIG WINNER slot (as runner ups before, I guess…)

5. I f you were given the chance to vote, would you stick to the alliance that you have made, or vote according to your conscience? Why?

Answer:
There's no such thing as ALLIANCE actually… No ALLIANCE were made… If there is, it's FRIENDSHIP, I must say… If given the chance to vote, I'll vote for the Virtual Housemate "WHO REALLY IS" deserving for the title… According to my conscience? I've always voted for who I think shouldn't stay and that wouldn't bother me much… Coz once I made a decision, that's it and no coming "in" clean… Voting or saving the housemate that's desrving is the BEST I can do… And my conscience has been clean eversince…

6. Everybody knows that alliances exist in this game, whose alliance you have placed yourself? Why did you have chosen them, and not the others?

Answer:
I really don't believe in ALLIANCES not until I had a few chats with the first Big Winner himself from Season 1. Even before the Season I was in, people thought that PAJEMAREMA has been an alliance… It never was and never been… There's no such thing as ALLIANCE here in ALLSTAR actually… If people think that "there is" - I can't really blame them… Thinker-Doer I presume… Alliance is not my thing for a game… Coz when you say ALLIANCE, you or one of you is strategizing, and this game has proven many peeps that strategizing never really works here… If you're gonna win, YOU ARE… If not, YOU'RE NOT… Asking me, why not the others? - I really don't know… I guess… I felt "welcome" and "warmth" with the fellas I made friends first here since Day 001 of All-Star… Friendship is my thing not Alliance… And FRIENDSHIP rocks the most than anything else…

7. If you win the All Star Season, and you received the promised Php 1000 from Neil TG of Season 1, what would you do with it?

Answer:
This one's funny, really… If I'll be called or declared as the All Star BIG WINNER and receives the Php 1000 prize money, the least I could do, is call the fellas I met during my FIRST EB in my entire life.. Call some of the VHs too and meet them some place again and we could all go somewhere and be comfy and cozy with each other… Kahit pati si Neil TG na nag sponsor nung prize money, I'll ask him if he could make it, para naman mega GRAND EB ang mga mode naming mga Virtual Housemates!!!

8. Given the situation that you won, and the former VHs decided to protest, and BBK decided to take away the title "Big Winner" from you. What would you do?

Answer:
Anu naman yon, blunder? Hahaha! Most definitely, what's declared is declared… What's done is done… Para namang napakasama kung mangyari man yun… Whoever ang mapick na BIG WINNER here sa ALL Star eh, deserving… WHY PROTEST?! Eh kung sa nagsama-sama na ang mga Magagandang Nilalang eh… Kung gusto man na bawiin ang title, it's up to the VHs who will protest, basta kapag WINNER, WINNER na… Dapat wala ng bawian… More like saying I LOVE YOU and not mean it…

9. Give a comment or statement to the following issues that All Star Season had happened, at least 2-3 sentences:

a. EXITS:
i. Benjamin's Forced Eviction

Answer:
I'm one of those few who reacted and got affected on his Forced Eviction actually… For me, it's a mixed emotions but all were most of "SAYANG" stuffs… I wish that he stayed longer coz his stay @ the Virtual House is short-lived, I just hope that I've known him more…

ii. Jomar's Voluntary Exit

Answer:
The EB actually will be one of his reasons why he quit the game (I think..) It's his decision actually as an idividual and as a housemate… But he shouldn't QUIT at all, coz if he can still prove himself in the game, why not do it? That's a real housemate is, a FIGHTER as well.. ** and to add up: He has said a lot of mean things actually, that's just so below the belt.. He may have been hurt by the VHs he's supposed to be meeting (I'm one) but he should have considered that WE all get hurt too…

iii. Marge's Forced Eviction

Answer:
I was hurt when BBK made a decision to Forced Evict her actually… But she has said stuffs and made promises that she'll keep us in touch during the days she's been floating, but she did not… I say, she should have sticked to her word instead and bawi na lang siya… Well, that's how life is.

iv. 3rd eviction's two-highest VH to be evicted (Ian and Kenneth)

Answer:
Not FAIR actually… Kindda like minadali ang game which mas okay sana kung isa lang ang na-eliminate… Tsaka parang a bit blown-up ang nangyari, coz the Virtual House both lose the Villain in Ian and the Creative Computer Smart Kenneth…

b. Controversial Rules:

i. Rules against the usage of vulgar words

Answer:
Usage of VULGAR WORDS, I have nothing against it actually… But for some points na di naging malinaw like using vulgar or obscene words sa BLOGS, it should have been stated clear, or, how I wish in some certain points, may mga words na pwede gamitin.. Kasi Pinoy Big Brother is a lot being TRUE as YOU are, parang nagiging plastik lang ang game, if lahat tinitimbang…

ii. Rules against visiting the PBBFG All Star Blog

Answer:
I don't see anything wrong visiting the BLOG SITE actually… It's just that before, di naman namin nagamit ng matagal ang Forums or Boards, and mas madalas kami sa Blogsite before… But whatever it is kasi na I-oblige sa amin before, that's the thing we do lang talaga… FOLLOW…

iii. Rules against direct messaging on the confession thread

Answer:
Nuthing against it actually.. Kaya lang di naman kasi masyado nalinaw before or talagang sira lang ulo ko and hirap akong intindihin ang simple rules.. Mas okay lang sana if you can say everything about the game and the VHs all in all na in one package.. But, I'm totally cool with it.

iv. Rules against commenting on the Househould Council

Answer:
This I say, ain't FAIR… HOUSEHOLD COUNCIL nga right? So we have all the rights as a Virtual Housemate to comment on the stuffs we read in there.. If we comment on our Confessionals, it shouldn't be that biggie, kasi nagsasabi ang nag-oopen up lang naman kami ng mga saloobin namin kay BBK, we may find some of the questions sarcastic - still, we have every right to say what we wanna say… Kaya nga merong Household Council eh, to discuss things… Kaya din andun ang Confessionals, for us to show our real feelings and emotions and how we see things around the Virtual House…

. Events

i. Dry-Run of Nomination

Answer:
Okay naman for me yung DRY-RUN or yung Mock Nomination… Kaya lang for those who reacted like they'll be evictees that time ang di okay… Okay nga eh, kasi we're like given an idea who's the least & the most who'll be voted and saved sa game…

ii. Benj and Kashen . Jomar / Trish / Rommel War

Answer:
No comment na lang ako… It's a kid thing… And it never was my thing to meddle lang talaga with other people's business, kaya lang some must be sensitive enough din on who they're going to be walked on with that matter, minsan kasi, wala pang ginagawa sa kanila, react na…

iii. Kenneth's logo

Answer:
Kenneth's LOGO's COOL!!! Speechless ako nun when I saw his works… Very creative and all I just hope naging continuous ang naging updates ng ginawa niya, mas COOL!!!

iv. Fake I.P. Addresses

Answer:
I was one of the victims here… Ok lang naman kung nameke ng IP addresses eh, kaya lang guys who got involved must have took extra precautions. Na-offend ako upon seeing my name actually sa TAG BOARD but okay lang kasi, whoever it is behind it is, we all know it's their conscience naman not mine…

v. Charles and Trish War

Answer:
Is there such thing, really? Parang di ako aware sa bagay na 'toh… If there is, sayang di ko nasubaybayan…

vi. Paolo-Kashen short-lived mutual relationship

Answer:
A bit sad on how things went… But the thing with VIRTUAL Relationships and Long Distance Love Affairs aren't that a thing that will last talaga… Iba pa din yung nakikita mo or what… Sayang din, in a way, coz I was once a teaser to them both, I just wished before that it lasted, but nothing really lasts forever…

vii. VHs constant saying as a "boring game"

Answer:
The Virtual House actually came to that point… But we can't blame anyone or anybody why that happened… Kung naging boring man sabi ng iba, yun ang tingin nila, and I respect it…

viii. Mats topped the "Favorite ASVH" Poll

Answer:
This is one of my faves actually… This I campaigned hard for! I'll give you the link anyways… I'm a ROCKSTAR FANATIC and been a member on this forum for months and they were all helpful! I must say, some thought that I was spamming and all but still they continued voting… And sending the members a personal message! http://www.stormlarge.com/ballzboard/viewtopic.php?t=2221&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0

ix. Charles, Mica, Mats, Gee, Marge's Eye-Ball

Answer:
The Best-EST!!! My first EB ever in my entire life!!! MEMORABLE and counts as my 2006 UNFORGETTABLE YEAR-ENDER!!!

FROM: KASHEN MENDEZ
Mats happy ka buh sis kc nkapasok ka sa big3? Expected mho na buh tlaga yan?

Answer:
Of course naman, I am HAPPY… Who wouldn't, right? Yun lang nakasama ako sa Final 6 and then yung Big 4 and now BIG 3, ibang feeling eh… May halong kaba, saya, ang dami eh… Expected? Before, yes… Now? YESH pa din! Kasi naman, iba yung feeling na nafifeel mo na you'll make it to the top… Iba yung feeling kapag masaya ka sa ginagawa mo… Kapag dedicated ka and mahal mo ang isang bagay…

If ever na ikaw na sis ang maging big winner.. Then feeling mho hindi naman talaga ikaw talaga deserving? And granted na payag si BBK huh.. But kunwari lng naman yon coz I know hindi papayag si bbk.. Har..

Answer:
If ever ako ang maging BIG WINNER and feel ko di naman ako Deserving… Well, I'd still keeo the title I guess… It's not actually my decision naman why I won… But, if fate and destiny and tao na nagpopro-test, I can't do anything about it… I guess, Nomination na lang ulit… Di naman sa hindi papayag si BBK I know, BBK knows what's right and wrong and it's him who holds the decision pa din…

If papipiliin ka sis.. cno mas prity?! sis gee or sis mica? and y?! y mho nsabing prity siya and y mho namn sabing prity xa?! justify it.. har..

Answer:
Sinong mas pretty.. They're both pretty naman inside and out... Not that ayaw kong pumili sa kanilang dalawa.. It's just that a person is beautiful in they're on way.. Like for instance: If I say GEE is prettier than MICA, it's not that I'm saying di na pretty si Mica.. There are just certain features why I'm saying Gee is prettier than Mica... Gee is more maputi than Mica.. Gee is more conscious on her physical assets... But if I say MICA is prettier than GEE, it's because, Mica has this asset that Gee and I didn't have.. Mas cool and perfect ang nose ni Mica.. Mica's tall and I've always wanted to do the Runway and become a Ramp Model.. So I say, they're both PRETTY in their own way on the outside.. So I guess, I don't have to choose which is which... MICA and GEE are both pretty in their own ways and I both admire them for that BEAUTY inside them...

From: PAOLO MIGUEL MATA
~ You are the part of the Big 3 one more time. What would you feel if you end up being the runner up again?

Answer:
YAY!!! For the second time around I am part of the BIGGIES again! The famous Final 3 or BIG 3… Though this time, it's a new chapter for me… I've always wanted and dreamed of being a WINNER actually… But it really is my FATE or DESTINY's call if I deserve winning this GAME… For 3 consecutive seasons that Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game had it's been GUYS who won the BIG WINNER title and now's the time for a CHANGE I guess… Now to answer your question, well I believe that ALL OF US are a WINNERS already in this game. It's just that only 3 are lucky enough to get to this turning point were we are called as the FINAL 3 or the BIG 3… Who doesn't dream of becoming a WINNER anyways? I myself has always been a dreamer and I wouldn't deny that for a fact! I'm in this game to WIN not because of the PRIZE MONEY that will be given but for the TITLE itself… But if I end up being a RUNNER UP once again not that BIG-A-DEAL for me… I guess that's how life is for me… That's what my FATE and DESTINY wants for me… Being a WINNER is one of the reasons why I am HERE… But aside from being a WINNER, I'm here to PROVE MYSELF to PEOPLE and WIN FRIENDS… I'm LUCKY ENOUGH to have WON the BEST among the 3 Seasons and that is way enough for me… Gaining TRUSTS and BUILDING FRIENDSHIP with different types of persons virtually is WHAT MATTERS THE MOST and I can say I am very fortunate for this kind of chance… This moment I say is, A WALK TO REMEMBER…

~ Arrange these peepz based on their attitude. 1-worst, 10-best. Give a one sentence reason.

ANSWER:
Gee - 9 - I admire her being a smart girl, a fighter and sensitive at times.
Mica - 4 - I love her for being an open book but she's a bit hesitant in every chat sesh we had.
Marge - 5 - We're sisters, JIVE kami but still, something's missing hope to hear from her (more).
Kashen - 8 - She trusted me so much about her life and that made me feel like a real ATE.
Trish - 2 - A bit dramatic, but I think I don't know her that much pa & I'm looking forward for that.
Neil G - 7 -He was never hesitant spilling things to me, OPEN and totoong tao.
Paolo - 10 - He's the sweetest friend I met virtually and I love him.
Kenneth - 3 - He's sweet and everything but knowing him more is one of my wish.
Ian - 1 - He's mean and be offensive a lot of times - words for him are so easy to say but sometimes irrational and insensitive.
Benj - 6 - Same as NEIL G, he's open and the type of person that you really have to dig
deep just to know the KIND HEART inside him.

~ If you are the winner. What will you do with the money?

Answer:
Given the chance and become the BIG WINNER, I guess the BEST that I can do with the PRIZE MONEY is share it with my co-VHs! Another EB - I'll call it! Grand EB for sure! Not Starbucks, I say but some place else where we can all JIVE and GROOVE… Not that Php 1000 is not enough but there's nothing wrong sharing it with FEW of THOSE HANDPICKED persons I met virtually…

~ In season 2, after the game nawala ka na bigla at hindi nagparamdam. Would you do the same here sa All-Star?

Answer:
Yeah, I must be honest that bigla na lang ako nawala after SEASON 2… There were a few issues that I really have to undergo with… Life is never easy for someone like, MARISTEL OCAMPO… But that doesn't necessarily mean that I neglected eveybody I knew from that Season… I just didn't find that much time to go back and be a bit of myself… I dropped a few words from the TAG BOARDS actually during Season 3… This time, I've said it a lot of times and I MEAN IT… Not that I'm making a PROMISE, coz I don't want to break anything nor break someone's heart that became so special to me… But FOR THE ROAD, After All-Star, you'll still see and hear from me…

After Season 2, I was a disconnected online (net to be brief) but never on TEXTS… I'd be hanging still somewhere… Just drop a line and you'll se me running from you guys! That's ME…

From: ANN ROXAS
What's the strangest dream you ever had in the past year and how would you interpret that dream as it realates to your reality?

ANSWER:
The strangest dream I ever had was actually YEARS AGO… And I can recall it very vividly… It was 6 years ago, I think… BEEPERS pa ang mga USO… In my dreams, I received a message saying: "MAG-IINGAT KA!!! IKAW NA ANG SUSUNOD!!!" I just found myself recollecting all the details from my dreams… All the pieces I was trying to pick up and make it whole so as I know what to do… But I failed… The following night, after school, I fell asleep from the couch and that same dream happened again… I received another message saying the exact words and the exact scene on my dream prior… "MAG-INGAT KA!!! IKAW NA ANG SUSUNOD!!!" This dream happened to me for 3 nights straight… From the last dream, dun na ako nabahala talaga… So after my last class, I decided to go ulit sa TAMBAYAN namin sa RK Cuisine sa likod ng FEU… While I was on my way out, biglang nagkaroon ng POWER INTERRUPTION… That time brownout sa buong kaMaynilaan… I recall my friend Jowi told me na may 3 guys na sumusunod sa amin and we better separate ways kesa sa sabay sabay kami mabiktima… So we went our separate ways, and meet up sa tambayan… Nothing bad happened actually… Nakauwi naman ako peacefully and soundly… I even saw my UNCLE… Uncle NOEL… Binati ko sya but he didn't acknowledge my greetings… So sa style niya na yun, I understand him naman… But I forgot the times na he's begininng to be PARANOID and all. After that night and my coincidence with the 3 freaky guys, the unexpected happened and that's the most scariest ever…

My Tita and some family members, nagtataka why he's not home yet… They did a few stuffs na never nila ginawa ever… Pinagtabi ng food and all… Ako naman around 12 noon I went home coz break time namin… I remember, I texted my Kuya na I'm home with my friends and hoping that he'll come down for us… Instead, he called and told me that Uncle Noel hasn't come home yet, since last night… So ako naman, I didn't take things seriously… He even told me that one of their boys saw Uncle Noel's car pa sa may Panay Avenue, and they even checked the doors and found it unlock… They even gather his stuffs and took it home… Around 1:30 noon I went back sa school and waited for my dismissal… 7:30 dinismiss na kami and 8pm nasa house na ako… I saw my Tita Luz and Tita Lani at our house and on the phone… Tapos when ayun, they told me na wala pa din si Tito Noel, so I jokingly said that baka naman naman na shootout and nasa hood ng car niya… Around 8:30 they got this call na nga from the Head Quarters… And the worst is all out… They found my Uncle (not on the trunk) but at the back of his car and his blood drained and all…

*** If I'll interpret my DREAM as to how it relates to REALITY… I say, BIG TIME… I guess, if not for me, to others… I took all the safety precautions as to how to prevent things from happening to me after that text message, but as to how I see things after, I learned that there are a few things that happened in your dreams that isn't meant for you but to other persons concerned… Even before, I know that DREAMS has a lot of significance in our lives and that's how DEJAVU or DEJA INTENDU happens… Sometimes, dreams can be warnings or what… And for me DREAMS are part of one's life that shouldn't be ignored…

What's your idea of dating online specifically developing romance in the chat rooms? Do you think it is really possible? Do you think it is lasting? Have had any experience yourself? (BBK, is this question alright)?

ANSWER:
I think dating online is a bit lame… Yeah, it is possible coz that same thing happened to one of my family member that causes them to break their family because of CHAT and all… It's not lasting, I must say… It's just as simply as, "HAVE IT WHILE IT'S HOT" or just a "MEAN TIME MOMENT" more likely like SPUR OF THE MOMENT and make it unforgettable till you both are very intimate and affectionate with each other, coz really… NOTHING LASTS FOREVER…

Experience myself? Not myself actually… But I don't have to elaborate on it here… It's others lives involved and I felt bad coz they're one of the MOST STRONGEST FAMILY in our clan but because of CHATS and online dating my Tita almost forgot what they once had and shared…

Last question, I am curious, are you in favor of the cha cha? The church would oppose to this and instead would propose for character change? Where are you placing your stand?

ANSWER:
I am not in favor of CHA-CHA or Charter Change… It's just that for me, I think it's not proper that the Church will meddle with the Politics… Where am I placing my stand? Against Cha-Cha…

Oh, I have another question from the game? Who's more handsome? MACKY or JINELLE?(from Season 3)

ANSWER:
More handsome? I think it's MACKY… Kasi mas masculine ang dating…

Is Neil G cute? Heheh

ANSWER:
Yup, Neil G. is cute…

From: NEIL G.
How important to you is winning the All-Star Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game

ANSWER:
Important in a way on how I'm going to affect other people's lives… How and what I have incorporated in the game… I've LOVED this game since Day 001. I can play and most of all be myself and gain friends with people that I just met. Important in a way because this game is all about judgement and appreciation, it's our PERCEPTION about the other VHs or players…

WINNING this game is important because we're enable to measure one's perception. and it's amazing how one's act and freedom of choice can differ from one individual to another. It may be just a 100 day game but we can play here without getting bored. I REALLY ENJOYED MY STAY HERE and I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT…

From: Patricia Anne Arreza
Nang matanggal si Kenneth, ninais mo na umapila kay BBK pero hindi ka pinagbigyan. Isa ka ba sa bumoto sa kanya? Naging totoo ka ba sa sagot mo o may nag brain wash lang sayo?
Yes or NO, explain ur answer

ANSWER:
Tinatanong mo kung isa ba ako sa mga bumoto sa kanya? OO, isa nga ako sa bumoto sa kanya (+2 to Evict to be exact).. OO, naging totoo ako sa sarili ko nang iboto ko siya… Ibinoto ko siya sa kadahilanang hindi naman siya matatanggal, ngunit ako'y nagkamali…

Sa council, nilagay mo na gusto mong maging jury lahat ng evicted housemates maliban kay Kashen, ngunit bakit siya ang pinili mong personal jury? Masyadong magkasalungat ang iyong mga pahayag. Explain in one sentence only.

ANSWER:
Sinabi ko na nais kong maging JURY ang lahat ng mga EVICTED HOUSEMATES maliban kay KASHEN dahil akin na siyang napili bilang personal na jury, yun lang po.

Bakit hindi mo piniling jury si IAN? Wala ka bang tiwala sa kanya o nakokonsensya ka sa pagvoteout mo sa kanya? Or natatakot na baka hindi ka niya ibotong BIG WINNER? Explain ur answer

ANSWER:
Sa aking pagkakatanda, isa si IAN sa mga napili ko, na nagkatao hindi ko naintindihan ang naging instruction ni BBK… Tatlo ang nauna kong pinili at yun ay sina IAN, KASHEN at ROMMEL… Ngunit nang sinabi ni BBK na isa (1) lamang ang dapat piliin, ang unang pumasok sa isip ko ay si Kashen… Hindi na pinag-uusapan dito kung may tiwala ako o wala kay IAN… Oo, may tiwala ako sa kanya - buo ang aking kalooban sino pa man ang maging hurado… Kung sa iyong tanong ukol sa ako ba'y nakokonsensya… Lahat ng bagay na aking ginawa, gagawin o nagawa, akin itong pinag-iisipan ng ilang beses, di ko man siya napiling personal na jury, ay walang personal na dahilan o kung anu pa man… Hindi siguro ngayon ang oras para ungkatin ang mga bagay na nangyari na…

Hindi ako natatakot kung di man ako iboto ni IAN bilang BIG WINNER… Kung sa hindi niya ako gusto, wala akong magagawa… Hindi ko ipipilit ang aking sarili kung di ako gusto ng isang tao…

Kung hindi ba naalis si PAO instead of MICA, sa tingin mo ba i-voteout niyo si GEE para maging second place and para kayo ulit ni PAO ang magbida-bidahan sa season na to? Support your answer

ANSWER:
Unang-una sa lahat, WALANG NAGBIBIDA-BIDAHAN sa All-Star PBBFG… Di na namin kinakailangang mag-bida-bidahan… May kanya-kayan kaming mga katangian na masasabi namaing BIDA kami… Maaaring para sa iba, KONTRABIDA kami / ako… Maaaring sa iba SAKTO o nasa GITNA lang kami / ako… Maaring para sa iba talagang mga BIDA kami / ako… Sa Game na ito, hindi na namin kailangang gumawa ng mga bagay-bagay para namin masabi na nagpapaBida kami… Sadyang may mga tao lamang na sadyang na mimisinterpret ang mga bagay o kilos na maaaring gawin ng isang indibidwal… Kung sakaling si PAOLO ang naka-
pasok sa BIG 3 at hindi si MICA, mayroon pa rin akong isang bagay na paninindigan at yung ay ang aking sariling PANANAW sa GAME na ito… Kung sa tingin ko ay karapat-dapat si GEE na matawag na BIG WINNER bakit ko pa siya ivovote out? Eh kung deserving siya eh… Kung si PAOLO ang karapat-dapat ganun din naman ang aking gagawin…

Akin lamang ikinakaBagabag ay ang salitang "MAGBIBIDA-BIDAHAN"… Tila naman ata, kami ni Paolo o AKO na lang mismo ay humihingi at desperado na mapansin at humingi ng sympatiya sa aking kapwa na magsimula umpisa ay di ko naman ata ginawa…

Sa 100 days mo sa allstar.. Masasabi mo bang naging TOTOONG tao ka sa lahat o pili lang ang pinakitaan mo nito? Yes or No, support your answer

ANSWER:
OO… Naging TOTOONG TAO ako sa tinagal ko sa Virtual House… Simula Day 001 wala akong ibang ipinakita kundi ang maging totoo… Sa totoo lang, wala namang kahihinatnan kung magpapanggap ako eh… Higit na aking magagawa para sa aking sarili, sa aking mga co VHs at sa GAME na mismo ay ang maging TOTOO at TAPAT…Kung anuman ang nakita ng lahat sa akin sa personal sa litrato - kung anu ang nababasa ng lahat sa aking Confession at Diary, lahat yun ay ang TUNAY na AKO… Di ko na kinakailangan pang magmalinis o pagtakpan ang aking sarili… Wala itong magandang maidudulot sa lahat at higit sa lahat sa aking sarili…

Sa 100 days mo sa allstar… ikaw ang pinaka-maraming nakabangga: AKO, Jomar, Ian, Paolo, Gee, Mica pero tila ikaw ang laging lumalabas na mabait. Ginawa mo ba ito para makuha ang simpatiya ng lahat? Ano ba ang pinagmulan ng bawat banggaan?

ANSWER:
Di ko nakikita o kinonsider na AKO ang may pinaka-maraming NAKABANGGA… Maari pa siguro ay ang DI-NAKASUNDO…

MARISTEL at TRISH - kung sa tingin mo bilang isang hurado ay akin itong kinokonsider na nakabanggaan kita ay wala akong magagawa… Iginagalang ko ang iyong pananaw… Kung meron man tayong hindi napagkaunawaan, yun ay ang pag-babanggit sa akin tungkol sa ALLIANCE na aking inilakip sa STORAGE ROOM ng PBBFG Forum o Boards… Maaring isa rin dito ay ang patungkol mo kay PAOLO at KASHEN bilang mga IMMATURE sa GAME at nagpapaSIKAT lamang si PAOLO sa kanyang naging sagot sa iyong CONFESSION laban kay Kashen…

Lahat ng bagay na nangyari dito sa loob ng Virtual House, hanggat maari ay nais kong maayos ngunit walang nagbigay sa akin ng pagkakataon upang marinig o pakinggan… Nagkaroon dati ng CONFERENCE sa YM ngunit di ako makapagsalita dala ng inyong naging emosyon ni Mica, at yun ay aking iginalang…

MARISTEL at JOMAR - eto, maari ko pang ikonsider na BANGGAAN… Ngunit alam ko na darating ang tamang oras at panahon na ito'y maiaayos… Nag umpisa ito sa planong EB ni JOMAR, na di ko nadaluhan sanhi ng aking VERTIGO, at sa di inaasahang pagkakataon ay minasama niya at ako'y pinag-isipan ng masama… Wala akong magagawa, kung gaano man kasama ang tingin ng ibang tao sa akin, ngunit - AKO'y tao lang din lamang at di na kinakailangan pang ilathala sa publiko kung anu man ang aking nagawa… Kung mayroon ang isang tao ang may kakayanan na sirain ako sa ibang tao, AKO lamang yun at hindi ang kung sino pa.. Kung ANO ako at SINO ako, yun ang TUNAY na ako, at WALANG HALONG pagkukunwari o pagbabalat-kayo…

MARISTEL at PAOLO - ang pinagmulan ng di pagkakaunawaan ng bagay na ito ay ang biglang pagtahimik ni PAOLO sa ngalan ng PAG-IBIG… Lahat naman tayo ay dumaan sa stage na yun… HUMANGA… UMIBIG… NASAKTAN… Kapag humahanga ka, lahat kasama, pati ang pagpapasikat at kung ano pa… Lahat tayo'y dumaan dyan… Ngunit lahat din ay nalalampasan… Wala kaming DI PINAGKASUNDUAN na HINDI NAMIN NAAYOS… Lahat ng naging isyu namin ni PAOLO naayos… Di naman kami mga ISIP BATA… Alam namin ang sa tingin namin'y MALI na dapat ITAMA… At alam namin ang TAMA na yun pala'y MALI para iba…

MARISTEL at GEE - ito malamang ay nag-umpisa sa isyu tungkol sa pagdidirect address sa aming mga kapawa VHs… I've been careless in too many ways at di ko maintindihan ang naging rules at kung paano ang tamang paghahayag ng mga pangalan ng mga VHs sa aming mga CONFESSION… Wala naman kaming di napagkasunduan ni Gee… Hindi ko lamang alam kung bakit ang ilang isyu dito ay ibinibilang at kinokonsider bilang BANGGAAN…

MARISTEL at MICA - 1st Nomination pa lamang nang IKAW (Trish) ay aking ibinoto at nagreak na agad sina Neil G at Mica na tila ikaw ay maaalis na sa Virtual House… Sumunod ay nang malaman niya na akin din siyang ibinoto sa Nominasyon… Sinabi rin ni Mica na "natatawa raw siya sa iba na parang masyadong nasaktan sa pagkawala ni Benj." na "Ito raw ay isa lamang Game. Kasalanan daw ba nila na nagkataong online sila at hindi sinunod ng iba ang rules… Gusto na raw sana niyang manahimik na lang pero naiirita na raw siya… at sa sinabi niya na "Hindi naman raw sa ipinagyayabang niya ang season nila, pero halos lahat daw sila doon ay matured sa kanilang pag-iisip.." Isa pa ay ang kanyang laging pagtanong sa kapwa niya Virtual Housemate kung ibinoto ba siya o hindi… Di ko lang kasi makita kung anu ang saysay ng CODENAME sa Nominasyon… Kung nagkamali man ako noong una sa nagnominate sa kanya, akin naman itong inilagay sa aking Confession Thread, ngunit hindi lang yun ang pagkakataon na siya ay nagtanong sa amin… Di ko lang maintindihan kung bakit tila BIG DEAL sa kanya ang aking pagboto sa kanya… Pati na din ang pagSave sa kanya sa nakatakdang Nominasyon.. Kung Save lang, walang problema, ngunit, yun ay tila di maganda para sa akin...

*** Kung may mga nasambit man akong mga bagay dito, ito'y sa Virtual House lamang at hindi kasama ang aming buhay sa labas ng Virtual House…

Ang mga pangyayari na ito, ay di ko gagawin para lamang kumuha ng SIMPATIYA… Hindi naman ako DESPERADO para lamang gumawa ng isang bagay na hindi kanais-nais para lamang sa kakapirasong awa… Di ko makita ang dahilan para ako kumuha ng simpatiya sa ibang tao… Kung di nila ako gusto, okay lang… Kung tipo nila ang company ko, walang problema sa akin… Di naman ako mahirap pakisamahan… Di ko makita kung saan patungo ang mga ganitong katanungan… Basta, malinis ang aking konsensiya at alam ko wala akong natapakang tao dito… KAPAYAPAAN mga KAPATID, mga KAIBIGAN…

2007-01-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

"Puro na lang ako.." -Maristel

I'm finally over with ALAXAN FR (fast relief) capsules... For 2 days straight I've been taking Alaxan and been sleeping myself for the sleepless nights I spent the days I was at Casanjo Garden Resort @ Cainta... Oh well... I remember our last day there... Parang wala lang... Nakipagkulitan lang sa mga tao at pinipilit ko sina Balong at Harry na CRUSH nila ako! Hahaha! Eh paano ba naman kasi, wala silang ibang makulit kundi ako... Puro na lang ako.. Marami namang iba eh! Nandoon si Manang Flora, pero ako pa din ang pinipilit nilang kulitin!

Oh well, I guess - naging cinceited lang ako that day... Di ko naman sinasadya! Natawa pa ako, coz maagang maaga katext ko na ang isa sa kada ko sa Village na yun! Si Cristian! Eh paano, gabi pa lang or should I say madaling araw pa lang and kainitan pa lang ng inuman eh, nagpromise na magdadala daw siya ng SPAM... Aba-ba-ba! Wala daw siya mahanap! Hehe! Pero okay lang, dahil madami pa namang natirang Tilapia and Liempo para iihaw... Dumaan lang siya saglit dahil magpapala pa raw sila ng lupa sa harap ng bahay nila...

Mega swimming na kami pagdating ni Tita Baby.. Actually I asked my cousin Paulo to draw something sa bukung-bukong ko... NagpaHenna na ako before sa kanya... Eh wala naman kaming dalang henna kaya ayun ang nilabas ko yung Sharpie ko na pentel pen... I asked him to draw a butterfly sa ankle ko... Whick I really loved!!!

Sad part was... I woke up yesterday (after a day na nakapag-adjust na ako from body pains & head aches) eh STIFF NECK naman ang nagkaroon ko... Sinawing palad nga naman talaga... So after a day of skipping ALAXAN FR... Nag Alaxan FR na naman ako kanina... Wala naman masyado kaenjoy-enjoy dahil ang tingin ko sa sarili ko ngayon eh ROBOT... MagkaStiff neck ka ba naman? Ewan ko na lang kung sino ang makakatagal sa ganitong sitwasyon... Wala na ngang boses, di pa makagalaw... 2 minutes nga bago ako makabangon from my bed... *sighs*

Pero, kahit naman na ROBOTIx ako eh.. Naayos ko na ang room ko! At last! Well, just a few things I love doing! And that's my room... Tomorrow, laundry naman...

2007-01-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: Magnanakaw ako ng pics

Hi BBK! Musta na po? Malapit na kaming umalis sa bahay ninyo.. Sana mamimiss niyo kami

Thanks po dahil naihabol ko yung Message ko for Paolo. Yung mga pic po na yun was taken mga May 2004 sa GMA Broadway when we watched Stage 1 Live for the 2nd time. Tita Dida is with us in the pic. Sorry po kung medyo blurry kinunan ko lang po through my camera.. may topak po kasi scanner dito sa office hehe

BBK marami pong nagtatanong sa akin about Season 5. Gusto nilang sumali pero hindi naman sila magkakakilala. If ever meron na naman akong manok Sa Season 2 sina Paolo at Remcyl. Sayang nung season 3 wala Meron din po nag-iinquire na common friend namin ni Ate Mats at Gee.. Si Ederlyn po.. kaso ayaw siyang payagan ng bf niya na si Arman Bet pa man din sana namin siya.

I'm currently browsing sa mga friendster accounts ng mga aspbbfg housemates.. magnanakaw ako ng pics haha may friend ako sabi niya crush niya yung isang guy dito.. won't tell you muna kung sino hehe pero astig among the boys here siya ang type!

Yan po muna for now bbk.. baka di me makapagol bukas.. mwah mwah

2007-01-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: the EB brings us closer

So, talaga na nga pong BEAUTY PAGEANT ang style ng All Star PBBFG ngayon? Hahaha! Nakakatuwa po.. Kasi naman po, who would have thought na 3 babae po pala ang mag-cocompete for the BIG WINNER slot.. This is going to be the BEST Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game. For 3 consecutive seasons, puro 3 BIG GUYS ang WINNER... There's Neil Tan Gana.. Followed by Paolo Miguel Mata and just recently, CHARLES MARK VILORIA..

All GUYS for the BIG WINNER.. Compared to the PBB that I've watched on the tube na puro GIRLS naman ang BIG WINNER, naiba naman here virtually.. It's just a fact na talagang iba na nga ang GIRL POWER ngayon... Hahaha! Pero, in fairness masaya po ang Season na ito... Wala man po masyadong issue before nung Season 2 (where I belong) and compared to this season na punung-puno ng controversies... Ibang iba naman po! Coz this ALL STAR SEASON is the MOST UNFORGETTABLE ONE...

Kung pwede nga lang po na wag na matapos ang All Star Season, why not? Iba po yung feeling kapag the rest of the VHs are close to your heart na...

True from what I read sa Confession ni Mica na, we may never had the smoothest sailing relationship as co-VHs during Day 001 or after the First Nomination - I can say that the EB brings us closer... I say po na life inside the Virtual House and the Real World is definitely not the same... Sa Virtual House, we tackle real life and virtual life.. Yung status ng game.. How we see our co-players.. There are a lot of factors actually... Pero once we start to heat up our conversation sa phone.. Naku po, BBK! Wala na pong makakaawat...

Like, Gee din po... Since Day 001 naging close naman po kami agad.. Although nagkaroon din po kami ng issues and misunderstandings... Di po namin pinapalampas na hindi namin yun maaayos... Hangga;t kaya, why not fix it... Di po ako nanghihinayang sa oras or the days we spent inside the Virtual House.. Kung meron man pong nakakapanghinayang.. It's the Friendship built... Like nito pong Christmas, if there's one person na talagang nakausap ko ang nagtyaga coz I spent Christmas alone... It's Gee and you BBK... Di ko man po nabanggit nung first conference natin ulit (that night) eh medyo naBrighten up naman po ako! Thanks for CHEERING ME UP, BBK! That meant a lot to me!

Since po nung Christmas na yan, mas naging ok pa po kami ni Gee.. Mega phone addicts po kami.. Natatawa pa nga po ako coz I can hear her and her dad talking.. Close sila, and I never was with my dad.. I even talked to her brother na din.. Accidentally lang naman po.. Coz, sabi po niya wait lang daw po at para sa kapatid nya nga raw po... So ako naman po "on hold" sa phone nun.. Deadma lang.. Maya-maya nagulat ako, kasi nagboses lalaki na yung kausap ko.. And it's his brother na pala.. Madami na po ang mga SPOOFS and BLOOPERS namin here sa house...

Padagdag po ng padagdag.. Like yesterday po, happy po ako coz I got the chance na makachat si Pao.. At least after him being the evictee nagkausap pa din kami.. And my favourite part was yun pong pangungulit namin ni Gee kay Paolo.. Katulad po ng mga kumakalat na text messages about a certain "EDERLYN" I used it po together with our names...
GEElyn
MICAlyn
MARISTElyn
PAOLO MIGUELyn

Wala lang po... I can say and I am proud to say that... THOSE WERE THE DAYS! And How I wish that it'll never end...

2007-01-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

"The selfish reason! I know she'll understand.." -Mica

Thank God it's SATURDAY!!

In my previous entry, I mentioned na I was invited to attend a birthday party. Sad to say hindi ako pumunta. I asked my lolo if i can go "Bahala ka!" - well I took it as a sign.

I called her up and informed her I might go there after dinner, but I realized na late na ako and yes, the selfish reason! I know she'll understand.. I just know.

I was just watching TV last night and loved the JB-Celine scene in Maging Sino Ka Man. It reminds me of some relationships na ganito ang setting. I don't get it: bakit sa mga relationships palaging babae ang lumalabas na masama at kawawa?

The TJ-Joross Team-up in Maalaala mo Kaya yesterday is a good one! Kilig to the bones! Joross is pretty as Karen Yvonne. Since the title episode last night is "cellphone", pinagtripan namin ni Lecel.. some excerpts from the said episode:

Mica as Karen Yvonne
Lecel as Jordan

"Hi po.. Pwede kita textmate?"

Hu u po?

"Karen po i2"

"ASL"?

"Ano yun? sori ha now lang me nagkacp"

"Age sex location"

"24/f/tahug, cebu"

"Mali.. ako yung 24 ikaw 21 ka lang shukit"

"21/f/tahug cebu"

"24/m/bohol"

"what gawa u?"

"eto naglalasing"

"bakit naman?"

"nagbreak kami ng gf ko"

"bakit?"

"yoko na limot ko na niyahahaha"

This morning naman as usual katabi ko si Carlo paggising ko.. then kain ng Bulalo for lunch direcho office ni lolo para mag-pex

2007-01-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

Message for Paolo

MARISTEL: I can't really find the exact words for Paolo... If there are a few that I think would clearly say everything to him... It would be, I LOVE YOU... As a virtual housemate, i love you pao... As a virtual friend, i love you pao... As a dear friend, even if i seldom spoke to him, i love you still... There are certain points in my life were I'm caught between two confusing things... I have a lot of online friends because of PBBFG... But, I may have a lot of online friends but those "a lot" are just a few HAND-PICKED ones... Paolo you're one of them that I WILL NEVER, EVER regret meeting online...

Hindi pa man tayp nagkita personally... But I still wish that soon... WE WILL... I don't care that much kung anuman ang sakyan natin, MRT, LRT, JEEP, BUS, TAXI, TRICYCLE or PADYAK... As long as makasama kita - that's all that matters... Kahit na taon man ang lumipas since the last of this ASPBBFG, pa tayo magkita, wala akong care... Basta, yung feeling na nafeel ni Mica eh maFeel ko lang eh, masaya na ako... Iba pa din kasi kapag nakikita mo ang isang kaibigan... That doesn't really matter actually... Kaya lang, kapag itinuring mo ng very special ang isang tao and talagang comfortable ka na sa kanya, lahat ata talaga ng bagay gagawin mo just for him...

Nanghihinayang ako in a way, kasi di ka nakasama sa Big 3 or Final 3... I guess, nasanay lang din ako na for the long time eh lagi ka and lagi kitang kasama virtually... Ang sarap lang ng feeling na kasama ka... Feels like I've won a lot of friends because of you... Parehas naman tayo... Mababaw... Minsan, shushunga-shunga... Minsan, pasaway... Pero, masarap pareho magmahal... Di man halata sa umpisa, pero sa kahuli-hulihan, it shows and mapapafeel talaga natin sa lahat...

Nalungkot ako, when I read na ikaw nga ang evictee, pero wala na akong magagawa about dun... I just wish na nawala ka man here, napasaya ka namin for a while... Kahit bago ka man lang magpakaBUSY sa American Idol... Hehehe! Basta Pao, always keep in mind that ATE MATS, loves you!!! Love you the best dude! love you much kapatid! love you the best bro! If there's one special thing that happened to me virtually, IT'S MEETING YOU... halabshu pao! i'm missing our fun...

GEE: Pao! Well what can I say? Like what you've been always telling here, this is not the end. I know we'll be chatting soon ( and I promise that I'll be active in your AIRPG... charing! I'll try lang... hehe...)...

Kidding aside i really want you to know that I truly appreciate the our chat sessions before the All-star season. I remember, when I was still in season 3, I felt your desire to help me on one of our activity ( the trivia thing...) and it touched me a heepz... You've even invited me to your site... Wow!

So there, I was so happy because I had the chance to bond with you before you left the house. But the supposed to be drama thing, I mean it. That senti moment thread means so much to me...

There, goodluck to your broadway career and AI career. hehe... i know you'll make it! I'll be your biggest fan!

Anyway, again, this is not the end. May I borrow a phrase from you... LATERS!!!! mwaaaaaahuuuuuuugssss!

MICA: Paolo, I want to say congratulations coz you made it this far!

I would like to say Thank You for being there for me especially nung nagumpisa yung game and I had problems with the "real world". I can never forget my "Firsts" with you (hala ano yun? hehehe) - First Starstruck Stage 1 Experience, First Intro sa jologs world (you know what i mean hehe), First mamahaling taxi,
First Midnight Starstruck Chats and First MRT! Yeah! Ngayon naman First RPG hehe I'd try my best to be active there and invite some people

Anyway, I am serious now: Sana makapag-usap tayo soon. Yung as in tayong dalawa lang. May mga bagay-bagay tayong dapat pag-usapan and I know magkakaroon ng time na we can finally
have a chat na face-to-face kasama si Jade Lopez! hehehe I super duper miss you na promise!

Bilang sorpresa, ilalagay ko na dito ang picture natin with Tita Dida taken last May 2004

The Starstruck Collection still have them!

Now I know why one of the ex-pbbfg housemate told me na among the members of the game, ikaw lang ang matatawag niyang "real friend"
at hindi "temporary friend". Ur a guy with a big heart

Remember na I am always here for you to support and love you! Sorry kung meron man akong nagawa. Tnx for appreciating the real me.. After this game balik LGFC tayo hehe

AMERICAN IDOL Watch out for Paolo Miguel MATA! Continue Dreaming, Believing to SURVIVE!! Take Care Paolo! Goodluck! I LOVE YOU!!

2007-01-06T02:59:00.000+08:00

FINAL HOUSEHOLD COUNCIL

Jury's Opening Statements

CHARLES: Congratulations to the Big 3! First of all, I won’t say you deserved the Big 3, because it is so obvious. Second, this opening statement does not cover about the game, but about life itself. We knew each other on a virtual world, but our lives are interconnected on the real world, attached to each other as friends. Third, I want to give some inspirational words, rather than those jolly kinds I’ve shared with the three of you on our YM conversations.

I wanted to share with everybody a quote about having some contributions. I’ve read the following quote above on a book about entitled ‘Changing Your Self’.

“It’s not important how much time you have on Earth, but what you do with the time that matters.”- Dr. Michael Steward Sr.

Time flies easily, but we do matters. It is not what we intended to do, but what have we done. A bee would die in 4 months, after it hatched in its egg, but it had spread the pollens of the flowers, that it laid its feet on during the four months of its life. A paper, before we throw it, serves us to be used in writing; oxygen, when we inhale it, becomes our fuel and end as carbon dioxide. It’s the way of nature, to give something, before it runs out.

Man, on the other hand, as the highest creature that was created, had contributed to his society, but on a larger scale, whether it constructs or destroys. The development from pre-historical society, where man roams around to find food, to a medieval society, where it found its spiritual being, to the modern age, where logic and common sense are vital forces of survival, each period had some unusual that makes the development possible.

In this game, as we go on the last stretch, each virtual housemate must have contributed something, somewhere. It’s the nature of man, to fill missing gaps, to give and receive, to create and destroy.

In the end, we must answer these questions: What have I done inside the house? Did I give everything that I could have? Did I deserve what I get?

KASHEN: Congrats big3! har..proven na tlaga ang gurl power..har..niweiz i mis u na mga sis especially ung confe natin..duh gay thing confe..har..and nagtatampo akho..hindi nyo man lng akho nahitay umuwi ng manila..hmf..nag eb na kayo..grrrrrr...hate u guys..*joke* har.. basta now pa lng na nsa big3 na kayo even ung mapsok lng tyo as a vh ir sa allstar season, we're all winners na in our own way..winner kc may new found friend tyo d buh..dats da best thing naman ir sa vhouse..kya akho im so proud to be vh ir and to be part of this online game..and wala namn all of this kundi dahil kay BIG BAD KUYA..thnx bbK!!

PAOLO: Hi girls! :) Congrats sainyong 3. Deserving kau na maka-pasok sa Big 3. :) Ayoko ng formal masyado kasi hindi bagay saakin. :p So ayun. ang galing nyo naman. Kasi ang layo ng narating nyo. :) Kung nakaboto sana ako. LOLZ! (Joke Mica! :p)

It's been fun knowing you guys and alam ko na nasayahan din kau dahil nakilala nyo ako. Ung iba kasi pumipila pa para maka-usap ako. Hahaha! :p Seryoso na ba gusto nyo? Wag na. Mas masaya kapag hindi seryoso. LOLZ! :p

Masaya ako at naging part ako ng All-Star PBBFG. Nangibabaw nga lang ung mga daily activities ko kaya ndi ako mcyado nag paparticipate sa game, pero masaya naman ako at kaung 3 ang nakapasok. Kau kasing 3 ang closest ko sa respective season nyo (pagbigyan :p). Minsan masaya, minsan may away pero in the end FRIENDS pa din lahat.

Ayun! Good Luck sainyo kung sino man ang manalo. Alam ko na kahit Big Winner, 1st Runner-Up, or 2nd Runner-Up kau eh panalo na din. Excited na ba kau sa 1000? Hahaha! Just Kidding! :p Ako excited sa 1000 kasi un ang first material prize ng PBBFG simula nung Season 1. :p The true prize here is friends and that's what we all got. Life-time Friends that each and every one of us will never forget. :) Good Luck sainyong 3. I love you and Laters! :) :) :)

ANN: hi guys! what can i say about the all star season except that i really missed its fun... there are small voice that says na boring ang game. lagi naman merong comment na ganyan, even in season 3, but in reality, just the idea of different people who are strangers to each other become friends is already a connotation of something exciting and fun!! the PBB fantasy game itself is a breakthrough. thanks to BBK. sino ba hindi naka-experience esp among those who spend their whole day facing their PCs ng lonesomeness? i feel we all do, and PBBFG added some spice in our lives. although, there is one doubt lingering in here. if BBk will stop running the fantasy game, i am afraid that it could mean the end of friendships of everyone who met in this game. but thanks to BBK, hindi talaga sya mapipigilan, nor napapagod :)

NEIL G: Finally, it's down to the FINAL 3. Parang beauty contest nga eh coz of the all-girl fight. hehehe. di naman tlaga cya surprise for me na d 3 of u wil make it coz u all deserve it. may d best "GIRL" win nlng. hehehehe. hehehehe. dapat may picture kayong tatlo na nakatayo wid ur gowns tapos magkahawak ang mga kamay at tatawagin isa2x ang pangalan until one s left on stage wid d crown. ahahaha. of course c bbk ang magtuturnover na nakagown din. joke. ahahaha.

seriously, jst wanna thank d 3 of u for the wonderful experience sa loob ng bahay ni kuya. frst, to gee, my kisses, sa mga kilig moments and kulitan. 2nd, to mats, ang babaeng walang pahinga, sa mga chismisan sa ym naa madalas umaabot hanggang sumikat ang araw. ahahaha. and 3rd, to mica, my little sister, for giving me d name "hot seducer" and for always being der.

congratulations to the 3 of u and gud luck!

TRISH: first of all... na-miss ko tlga itong game na ito kasi ang tagal ko ding hindi na-visit itong site na ito kasi im organizing an event again... pero andito na naman ako not to play the game but to be one of the top 3's jury... which is my co-housemate in season 1, which is MICA.... well, for me ok naman ang naging result ng top 3 kasi atleast 1 of each season ang nakapasok... atleast walang masasabi ang ibang taga season 1-3.... well, may the BEST GIRL win!!!!

Sana lang paki isang tabi na talaga yung "ALLIANCE" ngayon kasi hindi sya magandang gawin at this point.... and para maging FAIR naman ang result para sa isa't-isa... Sana kahit papaano eh wala ng ,aging "DAYAAN"! and sana dun sa mga MANANALO at MATATALO eh tanggapin na lang nila kung ano ang magiging decision/s ng mga jury....

GoodLuck to each and everyone! Sagutin nyo sana ng maluwag sa damdamin nyo ang aking mga tanong para na inyo....

Thanks to all of you! And more power!

2007-01-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

DAY NINETY-FOUR
Mica confesses: I'm lucky kasi kahit na ganun man ang kalagayan ko, nandito pa rin ako

Nabasa ko po latest confession nina Gee at Ate Mats.. I am happy dahil nakaabot ako ng ganito katagal sa game. Tama nga yung sabi nila na lagi akong delikado kapag nomination.. I'm lucky kasi kahit na ganun man ang kalagayan ko, nandito pa rin ako

Si Ate Maristel is the Ate of the group. Super thoughful yan and all-out sa pagbigay ng advice. Marami kaming hindi napagkaunawaan first nomination pa lang pero sa game lang iyon. Kapag gabi magkatext kami and I confide to her kapag may problema ako. I'm looking forward sa next meeting namin.. Sana nga out of town pa hehe

Si Gee naman lately lang kami naging close. Na-appreciate ko yung pagiging honest niya sa akin at kung paano siya nakitungo sa family ko and my bestfriend. She's the smart chick in the game.. and siya rin ang nashoshower ng many boys! yebah! hehe Sana labas kami ulit soon at gimik to death ever

In this game, Paolo is my most trusted friend. Marami na rin kaming pinagdaanan niyan. Kahapon ko pa sana gusto magpost ng message for him pero wala pang thread.. ngayon naman paalis na ako. BBK, wait mo message ko for him ha? I'll post it bukas.. may kalakip na surprise

2007-01-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

"Bahala na nga si Batman!" -Mica

Woke up late this morning coz I slept at around 3:30AM. Why? Due to my brother's cough. Naaawa na ako sa kapatid ko kasi ang lalim na ng mata niya.. He was playing with my hair this morning at tinago ang Smart phone ko.. SMART KID!!!

I am invited sa isang party this afternoon pero I'm not sure kung pupunta ako. My Friend, Kathleen Fabia and her twin sis Kathy will be celebrating their 18th Birthday today sa home sweet home nila. Kathleen is a dear friend of mine.. I consider her as one of my trusted little sissy sa USG pero something is holding me back to attend. Sorry for the selfish reasons.. Siguro I'm not ready to face some people whom I had a little misunderstanding late last year. I am hoping na maayos namin kung ano man ang naging gap, pero wala akong nakikitang effort o willingness man lang to talk. Bahala na nga si Batman!

Bukas gagawa ako ng Accomplishment report namin sa ECSSA. Back to paperworks and schoolstuff ulit. Back to kawindangan! hehe Aayusin ko na rin official site ng cousin ko and the ECSSA site..

Harapin ko na rin ang Statistics and Networking Exam! oh yeah!!!

I think Year of the PIG will be a stressful year for me..

2007-01-05T03:34:00.000+08:00

"Positive nga talaga ang vibes ko for the YEAR 2007" -Maristel

Romantic sana.. O di ba.. Actually the other night pa yan.. Pero kanina di ko nacheck kung ganyan pa din.. But I think it is.. Why? Medyo romantic ang drama ko kanina eh..

Here, body aches and headache is killing me.. It really is hard to tell up to when maglaLast ang pain na toh.. I just hope na later pagkagising ko ulet eh wala na ang pain.. Last night, I took my 2nd alaxan after the other nights.. Ayun, naantok naman ako.. Yun pala ang epekto nun.. Nakakatuwa naman, dahil inaabangan ko pa naman dapat ang "Maging Sino Ka Man" pero wala eh.. talagang bumagsak ang mata ko.. Nagising ako, ginigising na ako ni Bane, dahil dinner na nga raw..

Shucks! Ang tagal ko din palang nakatulog.. Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko.. Am not sick.. Feeling ko naman lalagnatin ako.. Medyo matagal-tagal ko din naman nakausap yung isa kong friend na si Superman sa phone.. Kaya ayun, medyo late na naman ako nakapag-update here sa Diary ko..

Late na din dumating from the Warehouse si Kuya Sander and my brother RJ.. But kahit late na sila dumating -- they have a GOODNEWS naman!!! And I can't wait to spill it all out here!!!

Naclose na po ang BORACAY event namin! It's a one week BORACAY EVENT.. January 16 to 21.. Not one week actually, almost a week na din.. Ang event is January 19 lang, pero the rest ours na to enjoy and have a goodtime!!!

I can't wait! Later, mag aayos na kami ng trabaho here.. Laundry and everything tapos pak up na raw para isang dalahan na lang raw!!! YAY!!!

Positive nga talaga ang vibes ko for the YEAR 2007.. Coolness din and makulay na ang life ko.. Nakakaamoy na ako ng LOVE LIFE for myself.. Whew! At last!

2007-01-05T03:21:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: A bit sad pa din coz Pao didn't make it

Hi BBK!!! I gotta tell po, super sama talaga ng katawan ko ngayon.. I took 2 alaxan fr na ata since kanina pa.. It's not helping actually.. Para lang naman akong lalagnatin, pero "parang" lang naman po.. Para na po palang "MISS UNIVERSE" style ang dating ng BIG 3 ngayon.. Nakakatuwa and nakakaexcited in a way na din..

Pwede po bang 3 HOT GIRLS waiting to be crowned as the Miss HOTTEST or Miss BEAUTIFUL para sa AllStar PBBFG... Miss Universe or Miss Earth Philippines STYLE ang dating...

3 Hot and Gorgeous Women waiting for their title... Nakakatuwa po.. Kasi this time, it's going to be the "GIRL STYLE" for the Big Winner.. Naaalala ko po tuloy yung Season 2, na parang.. "who's it gonna be? Me or Paolo?" But of course, nanaig ang mga kalalakihan and Pao won the title.. Same and exact happened Season 3.. "Gee or Charles?" for the WIN! Well, si Charles naman po ang nanalo as the Big Winner..

Now naman po, it's the GIRLS time to SHINE.. Wala na pong makakadaig nun! Iba na talaga ang mga GIRL POWER eh!

Gee, the UP student, the smart girl the sexy and the Friendly Monalisa Goddess of Pasig - Runner-Up, Season 3 - the sweet, the friendly and the lad famous for unfaithful posing...

Mats, the busy businesswoman, the thoughtful daw (from Gee), the sweetest friend, friendly, and the Soul Sistah of Manila - Runner-Up, Season 2 - the pretty, the hyper queen and famous for Starbucks treat...

Mica, the Chx fanatic, the sweet, the Blogista Princess ng Dagupan - Season famous for MIKENI Loveteam.. The pillow-giver, the Kenneth lover, friend of a friend from Season 1...

A bit sad pa din coz Pao didn't make it.. Happy na din po coz kahit papaano I read some of his answers sa Household Council.. Natuwa din po kasi, for Pao, nangingibabaw pala ang beauty ko nung EB.. Ahehe.. Na-flatter naman po ako nun..

Here po sa Big3.. And how the Big Winner will be called is the most exciting of all.. Coz it doesn't lie on the BIG 3's hands but the JURIES.. For sure nakakatuwa na po ang last week namin here..

So till here po muna BBK..

2007-01-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

DAY NINETY-THREE
Gee confesses: This season is a "GIRL-POWER SEASON"

Hi there BBK! I've been busy last night so I never had a chance to tell you some confessions.

First, about the BIG 3, I'm happy that I've gone this far. We deserve it. But I am still sad because Paolo didn't make it. Oh well, I believe he's okay with his position now. I actually thought that he was doing a "suicide thing" and that thought made me realize how forgetful i am for I forgot that he said that he won't quit. Pao truly has a word of honor.

So there, this season is a "GIRL-POWER SEASON"... Ate Mats, the very thoughtful kikay, Mica, the very sweet kikay and Gee, the very SEXY Kikay (Charing! haha)... I hope someone shall suggest a nick for me. haha!

Knowing that there will be juries and the decision shall be on their hands. This is very challenging and exciting...

So there, I guess I have to charge my body battery so that I can be able to a lot enough time for this tomorrow. Bye!

2007-01-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

"This day is such a very very lucky day for me!" -Gee

Well well well, yesterday, I went back to U.P. to have a meeting with my beloved sis; Rachel... Haha! We're partners! Hay, I never thought we've built a good chemistry!

So there, I thought this first school day of 2007 is a HELL DAY. Yup, it is! I have passed an exam without browsing my notes and I have presented an UNPREPARED report... Rachel and I have suceeded! Haha! I think i should change my phrase, for this day is such a very very lucky day for me!

Hay, I missed my school a heepz! I missed my orgmates! I missed our tambayans. I missed by brods and sisses! I missed the BEACH HOUSE and the SUNKEN GARDEN! I missed my classmates! Aw!

But I'll be missing such stuffs again. I was actually itching to be online 24/7 (hehe) again! I'll miss sleeping early... in the morning (haha) and waking up late... I'll miss going out! I'll miss talking on the phone for hours... I'll miss texting (ows? haha!)... And most specially, I'll miss having bondings with my friends whom I can't see or maybe get in touch everyday...

So there, I'm now facing the reality and it is indeed a "back to school drama" again. Actually, I have an examination tomorrow ( Environmental Science! Arrrrrrrrgghhh!)... Hayyyyy....

Nga pala, there's something new to me. I think I'm in love 'cause I don't wanna be his friend anymore! Haha! I'm not that just sure... Hahahaha ( for sure, he won't able to read this naman ).

Ayun, nga pala ulit... Ang ganda ng moon kanina, so I've decided to give it shot...

As usual, pangit ang kuha ko! Haha... sowee... Per sa sunken garden yan... Well, babala na din... labas kayo and appreciate it's beauty, you won't regret it!

There, byesh!

2007-01-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: Maraming pagkakataon na nasaktan ako sa mga nangyayari pero part yan talaga ng game

One week to go na lang at irereveal na kung sino ang Big Winner, 1st and 2nd Runner Up.

For sure, Female ang magiging Big Winner and I guess marami din ang naeexcite kasi one from each season pa ang labanan ... actually gusto ko maging jury sana, pero since nandito na ako, tuloy-tuloy na

BBK lam mo ba meron isang ex PBB Housemate ang nagvote for me dito during the poll? hehe check out this link

http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=281667&page=3

nagpromote din kasi ako dyan noon haha so ayun, binoto ako ni Chx Sayang lang sana nagpost din siya sa tagboard

Anywayz, My stay here inside the house is not really that easy. May mga times na gusto ko nang mag-giveup pero nandyan yung mga true friends ko to back me up... I really miss the PBBFG1 housemates lahat sila. Sana magkaroon din kami ng EB ulit sa Blue Onion hehehe

Whatever the results in this game will be, tatanggapin ko yun ng buong puso. I can't believe I actually survived haha Lahat naman kami dito deserving to bring home the bacon and wear that crown.. I can say na I am a winner kasi I was able to stand up sa bawat challenges na naranasan ko dito. I'm happy coz I found true friends here. I'm happy coz finally matatapos na ang game.. I'm happy kasi nalagpasan ang 100 days...

I am also thankful sa lahat ng naniwala sa kakayahan ko. Sa mga nagdoubt siguro I have to thank them din .. they made me stronger. Maraming pagkakataon na nasaktan ako sa mga nangyayari pero part yan talaga ng game. Sana lang maging happy ending ang lahat ng ito

BBK, Thanks for everything

2007-01-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

"Buti na lang" -Mica

I am worried sa mga family members ko. halos lahat sila may sakit especially my brother and my lolo. Kagabi ubo ng ubo si Carlo halos lumubog na mata niya. Nung ako nagkasakit at ubo ng ubo halos gusto ko nang mag-giveup tapos ngayon nakikita ko kapatid ko nagsusuffer mas malala pa..

Buti na lang at pwede na ang LiveJournal at Multiply dito. Nakapag-pex na rin ako to greet Katrina Halili a Happy Birthday (siya po si -chiqui- dun). Sa Livejournal madami pa lang nagcomment sa mga entries ko pati din sa multiply. Hay sobrang saya ko nang ma-open ang LJ hehehe

Buti na lang wala pang klase. Tamad ang lahat pero gagawin ko na rin siguro documentation namin for the Ecssa basketball team. Hindi kasi ako sumama sa outreach dati kaya kami ni Ray ang gagawa ng mga paper works.. mas ok nga yun eh haha

Updated my multiply with tons of pics : Binalonan Trip, Rodriguez Reunion, Chxmas Partee, and the Grand EB!

Yan po muna for now BBK

2007-01-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

FINAL VOTE

1. Jury must assign: 2 saving points (2 SP) to the VH who deserves the title "All Star PBBFG Big Winner", 2 evicting points (2 EP) to the first runner up and 4 evicting points (4 EP) to the second runner up.
2. VH with lowest net point becomes the Big Winner. VHs with highest and second highest net points become the 2nd runner up and 1st runner up, respectively.
3. Votes made by Top 3 members of the jury (Paolo, Charles and Neil G) will break the tie, if there is any.
4. All votes must be sent to BBK's Friendster.
5. Last Day of voting is on WEDNESDAY.

Final Household Council
* THURSDAY to SATURDAY - Jury gives opening statement and final questions for the Big Three (send opening statement and final questions to BBK's Friendster)
* SUNDAY to MONDAY - Big Three answers the questions and gives final statement
* TUESDAY to WEDNESDAY - Jury gives closing statement (send closing statement to BBK's Friendster)

2007-01-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

DAY NINETY-TWO
Finally, it is an all-girl Big Three

Meet the Big Three: Mica, Season 1 5th placer (center), Maristel, Season 2 runner up (left), and Gee, Season 3 runner up (right)

Meet the 6-member Jury:

Paolo (Season 2 Big Winner) - Top 4
Charles (Season 3 Big Winner) - Top 5
Neil G (Season 1 runner up) - Top 6
Kashen (Season 3 12th placer) - appointed by Maristel
Trish (Season 1 3rd Placer) - appointed by Mica
Ann (Season 3 5th placer) - appointed by Gee

2007-01-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

"Dami kong positive vibes simula ng pagpasok ng year na toh" -Maristel

Yesterday po.. January 2, my Tita Bebang called and informed me na 6pm na ang aming check in time na actually dapat 11pm last night.. Natawa lang ako dahil nag YES ako sa Tita ko tapos di ko pa pala nasasabi sa Kuya ko yung reSched na ginawa nila.. Anyways, we arrived there sa Casanjo Garden Resort @ Cainta mga around 11pm na and pumunta pa muna kami sa house ng Tita ko.. Nag init ang ulo ng Tita ko dahil super late kaming dumating.. Medyo affected ako kasi ako na naman ang ginisa ng Kuya ko sa pagdating namin dun sa CGPV.. Kaya balik ako sa sasakyan sumakay and sabi ko sa Kuya ko na siya ang makipag-usap..

Ayun finally.. we arrived na sa Casanjo tapos nag ayos kami ng bahay.. Nag ihaw na agad sina Balong and Harry tapos Arnold and Ronnel were there too.. Funny lang kasi mas nauna sila dumating sa Casanjo, dahil nag stop by pa kami sa kapatid ng may-ari ng Resort.. Kaya ako naman.. Wala lang.. Tapos ayun, kasama na namin si Archie yung pinsan ko, kain kami and dumating na si Cristian.. Wala lang, katawa lang kasi it's been 1 year and 7months pala since nung last kami na nagkita ang bonding...

Sobrang lasingan kami!!! 2 Gran Matador na long neck, 3 Emperador na long neck.. Kahit sino naman malalasing sa ginawa namin! Tapos kapag feeling ko lasing na or may tama na ako, ginagawa ko nagbababad ako sa pool! Baliw na nga ata ako.. Hehe!

Wala lang.. Nakakatuwa lang kasi naMiss ko sobra ang outings and social life.. *sighs* Masaya lang ako yesterday and today especially tonight! Happy ako.. And ang dami kong positive vibes simula ng pagpasok ng year na toh..

2007-01-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: Parang masarap ata maging jury

I've missed a lot of stuffs na pala here sa Virtual House.. Sa loob lang ng isang araw na pagkawala ko ang dami ko sobrang namiss.. Una na po yung Senti Moments nina Gee (the AllStar soon to be Big Winner) and Paolo (the Season 2 Big Winner).. Namiss ko po sobra.. Kasi it was just only yesterday when I was like trying to call Paolo for times.. I tried calling him po sa smart ko, nagring naman, pero voice mailbox ang nag answer..

Ayun, si Paolo no po pala ang evictee.. Sobrang naShock po ako, from the place where I was yesterday and earlier seeing it here made me sad talaga.. Sadder than everybody else here who also leave the house.. Mas okay lang po sana kung nagawa niya ang mga stuffs here, but shempre naging busy na din po sya masyado and that can't be avoided.. Iba ang oras ng mga Amerikano sa mga Filipino.. Time is precious for them po.. Masaya na din po ako kasi at least, wala na po akong ipag-aalala like before.. Na parang kailangan i-update siya and everything..

This game is finally coming to its end and I can't really assure everyone here of how I really wanted this to last.. Natuwa naman po ako kay Mica, coz naging textmates kami for like minutes na din.. Sayang nga lang po dahil on our way home na empty na ang aking battery.. Text ko lang po si Mica and asking how she is kasi nga po sobrang masakit ang buong katawan ko and ang ulo ko.. Last night naman po, I called Gee sa cellphone niya, nangamusta and pinakausap ko sa cousin ko na si Archie na nagpakilalang siya si F matapos sabihin ni Gee, na Gee ang pangalan niya.. Funny lang po..

I guess, my stay here inside the Virtual House is also coming to its end.. Sayang nga lang dahil dapat pala si Gee na pala ang Big Winner.. Nothing to regret naman po, if ever siya ang manalo, she deserves to win the game.. She knows a lot about the game and matalino pa siya.. On the otherhand, kung si Mica man po ang maDeclare na Big Winner, deserving din siya, coz she really tried her best to be in touch with all of us and that's all that matters po to me..

Kumbaga po, this Final more wiser na po ang lahat, lalo pa't 3 girls na pala kaming nakapasok.. For me, it's a great priviledge.. Being here and playing for the all-star, eh iba na.. Iba ibang uri ng tao from different seasons nakasama ko and they're all one of the BESTS on their respective seasons, so for me WINNER na din ako kahit di na ako ang maging Big Winner.. Although naFeel ko na parang masarap ata maging jury..

Oh well, I guess BBK, I should wish both Gee and Mica a luck here sa finals.. Sila na po talaga ang maglalaban sa title na yun..

Si Gee po, I'm so glad having the chance to get to know such a smart girl like her.. Matalino na, makulit pa, makikay pa.. Though minsan po, bigla na lang tumatahimik.. I know deep down inside masarap siya kasama.. Sa lahat po ng ASVHS na nakapagcooperate sa game na ito, si Gee po ang kaisa-isahang Virtual Housemate na nakaalam ng katotohanan about me and my family.. I'm so glad she listened somehow.. Wala na po akong mahihiling pa..

Si Mica naman po, she may find me the ATE ng VIRTUAL HOUSE, kahit na ako ang pinakaBaliw here.. Tingin man niya na parang ako si Racquel ng PBB.. I know naman na mas maganda ako kay Racquel.. Lamang pa ako ng paligo sa kanya..

I love these girls and nothing else should I ask for.. Mamimiss ko po ang game BBK.. Natuwa naman po ako and napanaginipan niyo pala ako..

2007-01-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

PBBFG 2 Big Winner joins the jury

Paolo, the 18-year-old stud got the highest net point becoming the 11th evictee and the 3rd member of the jury.

Season 2 Big Winner failed to cast his votes in the 8th Nomination and received 4 evicting point-penalty. Two VHs gave him two 2 evicting points and one 2 saving point. He also got 4 more EP in the Household Council. His net point was +10.

Saved again, this time by Paolo's inactivity, Mica followed with +8. Maristel also got a red mark, +4. Gee had a net point of zero. She would have become the Big Winner if only the Big Four Final Vote was implemented.

ASVH Reward/Penalty + Nomination = Net Point
PAOLO (4) + (4 4 -2) = +10
MICA (x) + (8) = +8
MARISTEL (2) + (4 -2) = +4
GEE (x) + (-2 2) = 0

2007-01-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

Final reward and penalty points

Household council penalty
Commenting on the questions given by Neil G - MARISTEL (2 evicting points)
Not asking/questioning the VHs - PAOLO (2 EP)
Failed to answer on time - PAOLO (2 EP)

No reward point given/earned

2007-01-03T18:59:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: sobrang saya talagang magreminisce

Hiya BBK! Eto na po yung pics naman na nakuha through my camera nung EB. sorry for the delay!

[L-R] Gee, Laila, Lecel (my bestfriend), Carlo(my brother) and Me at my Lolo's Condo Unit. Lecel had to talk to her mom thru the phone kaya napauwi muna kami. After ng picture taking na ito nagbonding naman si Lolo at si Gee

Two Camera Babes in one pic! hehehe Nasa Theater Mall na kami niyan with Charles

Gee and Myx Again! hehe

Hawak ng CHARGEE loveteam ang pillows na binigay ko Ang cute noh?

Si Wild Gee at si Poging Charles! Hanep!

CHARGEE-licious!

Ang dalawang bebot sa buhay ni Charles. CHARGEE vs. CHARGE. Saan kayo? Bumoto na!

Picture with Real PBB 4th Placer Uma Khouny! Katawa yung story behind this pic.. la lang nakakaamaze kasi hindi mo akalain na may totoong pbb hm din sa starbucks that time hehehe Naalala niya pa rin ako katuwa naman

TREAT NI ATE MATS! Eto ang dahilan kung bakit hindi siya nakakatulog hehe nasobrahan sa Kape

Ang Kulit ni Charles hehehe Wala kaming chemistry... the best pa rin talaga yung tambalan nila nina Gee o ni Marge

Ayan lumabas na talaga ang pagiging camera babe ni Gee! Ang pic na ito ay inaalay ko kay.. i mean kina... wah ang dami kasing kaloveteam hehehe

Ate Mats and Gee naman this time Sayang hindi nakarating yung ibang boylets hehehe

Group pics muna na medyo formal para sosyal

Buti hindi kami pinalayas sa Starbucks nung kinunan itong pic na ito. Ingay at ang gulo namin hehe pero at least masaya kami, diba?

Kami naman ni Ate Mats First pic taken sa loob ng CR. Basta niyaya ko na lang "Ate Mats pic tayo click!" hehehe

Kami naman ni hyper girl Marge

Sa sobrang dami ng kamera hindi na namin alam saan kami titingin hehehe

I LOVE THIS PIC! Sinulit talaga namin ang 10 pesos! yeah!!!

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Ayan na po ang mga pics Hay sobrang saya talagang magreminisce..

2007-01-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

New Year's To-Do List

MARISTEL's list
-Masingil na si Karen Tan and Armand Gutierrez
-To buy a new cellphone
-Get the money that some peeps owe me
-Have a love life (yay!)
-Get a PASSPORT
-Ask my Dad to appear for me sa Embassy
-Have the time to bring my niece, Nice sa Hospita for 2nd Opinion
-To have more FACIAL and BEAUTY soaps sales!!! (more, more!!!)
-To purchase a laptop
-To have a scanner!
-Makapag-aral ng ADOBE or anything
-To buy less (be more thrifty)
-Get more sleep!!!
-To save more money!

**yan pa lang ang naiisip ko eh..**

GEE's list
*Lose Weight ( as always!)
*Maintain a grade not lower than 1.75 for each subject (how I wish!)
* Give my very best on every reportings and recitations...
* Be more active on my orgs...
* Be thrifty...
* Have planner
* Keep in touch with my ex classmates, long lost friends and of course, virtual friends ( as in kung pwede lang, every break may lakad ako with all of them )
* Be a more responsible cellphone owner.
* Continue my earring collection...

PAOLO's list
~Lose weight. Although nababawasan na dahil wala ng time kumain
~Get ready for American Idol Season 6
~Buy Katharine's album
~bumili ng bagong laptop
~add more DVDs to my collection
~add more music CD's to my collection
~Meet someone on american idol
~lahat ng mga avtivities ko

Mica's list
** Learn how to drive real fast!
** Get good grades
** Magig more responsible
** Get a good boyfriend (yeah!!!)
** Reconcile with friends
** Gain weight
** Bawasan ang pag-inom ng mocha
** Update my blog everyday
** Maging confident sa aking sarili
** TO GRADUATE ON OCTOBER 2007

2007-01-03T18:21:00.000+08:00

"It's good to risk daw when it comes to love" - Mica

** I'll post some of my rantings muna dito coz down ata ang LJ**

January 3 pa lang ngayon pero feeling ko marami akong haharaping mga challenges ngayong Year of the Pig.

I am not happy with Livejournal. Hindi ko ma-open! Marami akong gustong ilagay sa blog ko pero mukhang maghihintay pa ako ng 48 years para mabuksan lang yung page.

I had a dream this morning about a friend of mine na I had a little misunderstanding with. In my dream, I was with some of my friends drinking mocha when he came up to me and smiled. After a few seconds, he asked me to go with him and have a little walk around the place. I followed him then we started reminiscing about the past - our first meeting, our first serious chat and a lot lot more. I apologized for whatever I have done in the past and he did say sorry too. We then shook hands and hugged each other.

Will that ever happen this year? I don't know.. I hope so.

My brother is sick again.. and so is my grand father. I found out something today that really made me cry. All I am praying for is safety and good health to my family and friends.

After the revelation today, I can't help but think about our future. Some people are advising me to just "chill out" and "have fun". How can I possibly do that? It's good to risk daw when it comes to love. Masarap nga siguro yung feeling kapag mutual talaga kayo. Paano kung hindi? Ok lang daw uminom at mag good time.. paano kung nalulong ako dito?

Yes I admit, I grew up i a disciplined home. I grew up na pinapanood ang bawat kilos ko. ayokong magkamali lalo na pagdating sa Life and Love matters.

Some people are telling me na nagmamadali daw akong tumanda. You knwo why? Wala akong choice! Patay na ang tatay ko, nasa abroad ang nanay ko, autistic ang kapatid ko, nakatira lang kami sa bahay ng lolo't lola ko, scholar lang ako, wala kaming negosyo, wala kaming sariling bahay, wala akong computer, wala akong boyfriend, wala akong ibang masasandalan kundi ang sarili ko! Madrama na ako kung yun ang gusto ninyong marinig, pero pasan ko talaga lahat! Ako ang "absorber" ng lahat ng sama ng loob ng mga mas nakakatanda sa akin. Konting pagkakamali ako na agad ang masama.

I am also not happy with my academic performance sa school. Bukas marami akong exam na itatake dahil tinakasan ko ito last year. Wala pa akong natututunan talaga. Sa org naman namin medyo nagkakalabuan dahil sa sari-saring dahilan.

Headache at more stress ba ang nagaabang sa akin ngayong taon?

2007-01-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

50 Firsts

Make a list of your 50 firsts (movie, subject you failed, bf/gf, kiss, underwear, blue jeans etc.) Do not include "firsts and onlys".

MARISTEL's 50 FIRSTS:
1. first scary experience: when i ate merengue.. *lol*
2. first movie seen: robocop (yucks!)
3. first carnival ride: carousel
4. first kiss from a stranger or someone outside our clan: Andrew E.
5. first crush: paulino de leon (hehe! seatmate ko! )
6. first bf: Patrick (last name i can't remember.. )
7. first underwear: so-en stuffs *lol*
8. first fave subject: writing! *lol*
9. first cellphone: Nokia 3210
10. first brand of cigarette: Dunhill
11. first sabak sa catering: UST and nose bleed na experience!
12. first drink na nalasing ng sobra: Slammers
13. first gimmick: Reasons, Annapolis, GH
14. first branded backpack: UCB
15. first subject that i failed: Humanities (college! *lol*)
16. first friend online: PBBFG Season VHs (PaJeMaReMa)
17. first real kiss: Angelo *lol* (yikes!) *lol*
18. first blue jeans: freego (from my makunat dad) *lol*
19. first fave local actress: jennifer sevilla *lol*
20. first fave local actor: romnick sarmenta *lol* (baliw na ako)
21. first most hate local actress: sheryl cruz
22. first fave na brand of clothing: petit monde
23. first textmate: zidane
24. first chatmate: chris
25. first branded shoes: nike & reebok (high-cut, sabay talaga yan dumating sa akin)
26. first shoes: sabi ng mom ko yung, charol daw.. (di ko din alam kung ano tawag eh..)
27. first family business: elly's buyer used clothing
28. first brand of sanitary napkin: always
29. first soap: ivory and maxam (nyay! *lol*)
30. first guy friend: F (that's his name) Ef.. *lol*
31. first celebrity seen in flesh: mannilyn reynes
32. first movie seen in a movie house: lock up ni sylvester stallone
33. first fave song: buttercup and squareroom
34. first love: sheen *lol*
35. first place where i threw up after my first gimmick: sound stage sa may sta. lucia mall
36. first brand of pc: compaq
37. first flip-flops: havaianas
38. first wedding attended "flower girl": tita luz and tito cesar
39. first wedding attended as "bridesmaid": tito rommel & tita cecille
40. first naiyak mode ako na chat sa ALL-STAR: yung sa amin ni BBK, about Trish, Neil TG and a few asvhs..
41. first major confrontation sa ym: with Mica, regarding why we voted her out
42. first activity online that i like: GKNB pbbfg style nung season 2
43. first hagikgikan moments online: nung kumanta si Charles ng nakapagtataka and maging sino ka man, via YM
44. first na natutunan iluto: tinolang manok
45. first movie na kinilig ako and umiyak: reality bites
46. first outing na walang kasama na kamag anak: may 2005 (ata.. not sure)
47. first starbucks: sa rockwell..
48. first cd owned: spice girls
49. first game i joined in: PBBFG
50. first EB: December 28, 2006 with CHARLES, MARGE, MICA and GEE...

GEE's 50 Firsts:
1* FIRST CRUSH ~ Mark Anthony Fernandez
2* FIRST WATCHED CONCERT~ The Moffatts live in Manila, '98! Yeabah!
3* FIRST BOYFRIEND~ Benny ( errrrr...)
4* FIRST CASSETTE TAPE OWNED ~ THE BACKSTREET BOYS! Yeaaaah!
5* FIRST SERIOUS AMBITION~ to be a doctor
6* FIRST SILLY AMBITION~ to be a professional wrestler ( seriously!)
7*F IRST VIRTUAL BOYFRIEND~ a boy named SAM ( na 10 years old lang pala, akala ko magkasing age kami, I was 16 then)
8* FIRST KISS~ my bf nung 3rd year ako ( hulaan nio kung sino doon! haha)
9* FIRST FAVE COLOR~ Feennnk!
10* FIRST CD ~ NOW 4
11* FIRST GIMMIK~ 16 yrs. old ako, somewhere sa libis
12* FIRST STARBUCKS~ Katips
13* FIRST FAVE SONG~ Glory of Love (until know!)
14* FIRST NAMED PEER~ The Lollipop Girls (LPG! ) hahahahha
15* FIRST CHOIR~ LCCM CHORALE
16* FIRST BESTFRIEND~ Kuya Jason
17* FIRST SUITOR ~ a bot named CRISANTO ( prep pa lang ako nyan!~ haha)
18* FIRST CELPHONE~ 5110. 10k pa un noon! hahaha...
19* FIRST TEXTMATE~ Yung principal ko noong elementary... haha!
20* FIRST TIME TO WEAR GLASSES~ GRADE 1
21* FIRST LANDLINE: 6466632
22* FIRST LUCKY NUMBER: 22
23* FIRST PROVINCE TO VISIT: Isabela
24* FIRST SONG TO SING IN FRONT OF MANY PEOPLE: Bakit Labis Kitang Mahal ( errrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!)
25* FIRST MODERN SONG TO DANCE IN FRONT OF MANY PEOPLE~ Everybody by the Backstreetboys. Yeah!!!
26* FIRST DANCE ON PROMENADE: Moonlight Over Paris ( Si KIM!!! First crush ko nung HS! hahaha!)
27*FIRST ARTICLE TO BE PUBLISHED ON A SCHOOL PAPER~ "Sana'y Bigyan ng Pansin" ( about school delinquency... ahha!)
28*FIRST WINNING PIECE~ "Sana'y wala ng wakas" by Sharon Cuneta! Waaaaaaah!
29* FIRST HUNTED LOCAL ARTIST ~ Christian Bautista
30* FIRST FAVE CARTOON SERIES ~ Sarah, ang munting Princesa
31* FIRST FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER~ Tweety Bird
32* FIRST MOVIE TO ( na naiyak ako! waaah! di na ako makapagisip ! haha)~ Titanic
33*FIRST MUSIC VIDEO( na naiyak din ako) ~ Viva Forever by Spice Girls
34* FIRST HEARTBREAK~ 3rd year HS
35* FIRST EMAIL ADDRESS~ pinkblossom_glychee22@yahoo.com
36* FIRST UNO SUBJECT~ Theology 102... hahaha!
37* FIRST SINGKO SUBJECT~ P.E. Weight Training ( buti na lang, hindi nailalagay sa transcirpt ang singkong p.e. Hahaha!)...
38* FIRST ORG~ U.P Future Library and Information Professionals of the Philippines
38* FIRST Memorable Organization~ Girl Scouts of the Philippines, Southern Tagalog Region
39* FIRST ACHIEVEMENT~ Class Valedictorian ( Prep ako! haha)
40* FIRST AUDITION PIECE~ You don't have to say you love me
41* FIRST VIRTUAL GAME~ PBBFG3... Yeabah!
42* FIRST VH TO TALKED TO ( tama ba grammar ko! bangag na ako! haha)~ Ate Ann
43* FIRST CRUSH on PBBFG ~ Macky
44* FIRST LOVETEAM~ GEENELLE ( kiligness!)
45* FIRST VH TO SEE IN FLESH~ Kuya Rex
46* FIRST EB W/ A VH~ Jinelle
47* FIRST VH TO TALKED ON THE PHONE ( tama ba ulit? hahaha!)~ Ate Jenjen
48* FIRST VERY DRAMATIC EXPERIENCE ON ASPBBFG~ Benj's FE
49* FIRST MOVE I'VE REGRET DOING ( tama ba ulit? edit ko na lang bukas... ahha)~ voting out kashen ( s3)
50* FIRST GROUP EB~ Dec. 28, 2006...Greenhills, w/ Charles, Marge, Mica and Ate Mats

Paolo's 50 Firsts:
1.) First Favorite Singer- Britney Spears! until now!
2.) First Favorite Food- Fried Chicken! until now!
3.) First Pirated CD- Britney Spears na DVD un wala kasing original nun.
4.) First Brother- Nico :x
5.) First Sister- Sofia
6.) First Airplane ride- Going to Cebu
7.) First Long-drive- Manila to Lipa Batangas
8.) First car- a purple Colt
9.) First friend on Myspace- Tom the owner of myspace
10.) First girlfriend- Jessica
11.) First favorite color- Blue
12.) First restaurant in the states- Sizzler
13.) First fast food sa states- In'N'Out Burger
14.) First different state- Nevada
15.) First State i've been on- California
16.) First pictorial- when I was 2 years old
17.) First american Idol Finalist that I met- Ace Young
18.) First Starstruck na nakilala ko- Jade Lopez
19.) First SCQ na nakilala ko - Michelle Madrigal
20.) First Vh na nakausap ko- Ate Jenjen
21.) First na pinaka favorite na American Idol - Jasmine Trias
22.) First VH na narinig ko ang voice- Ate jenjen
23.) First site na hinandle ko- http://www.lovelygoddess.tk
24.) First VH na pinasali ko sa site ko- Gee
25.) First email address- paololovebritney@yahoo.com
26.) First song na kinanta ko sa harapan ng maraming tao - "Lead Me Lord" by Gary V.
27.) First concert- Everlasting Light: Christmas concert
28.) First concert na american idol na pinuntahan ko- Jasmine Trias sa Araneta
29.) First Virtual Game- PBBFG2
30.) First CD- Now 4 pareho kami ni Gee
31.) First movie na umiyak ako- Aquamarine HAHAHA!
32.) First VH na nakita ko - Mica
33.) First crush na artista- Donna Cruz!
34.) First embarassing moment- naihi ako sa pantalon ko sa school nung grade 1 ata hahaha!
35.) First bestfriend- my cousin Borgy
36.) First high school- Saint Mary's College
37.) First College- Mount SAC
38.) First school in the states- Mission High
39.) First friend sa states- Yvan
40.) First person I met sa states- Tita Mylene
41.) First pencil- magic pencil na kulay blue
42.) First Cellphone unit- 3210 EEEWWW!
43.) First song na kinanta ko sa Karaoke- "This Is The Moment" by Erik Santos. haha!
44.) First subject na Aplus ako- Civics/Econ
45.) First forum na sinalihan ko- PBBFG forum
46.) First underwear- ung may cartoons hahaha!
47.) First alcoholic drink- San Miguel. yak!! :X
48.) First dance contest song- Bright Lights by Billy Crawford
49.) First food I ate- Gerber :X
50.) First Screen Name sa AIM- SuttonPierce2

Mica's 50 Firts:
1. First Username : micaela.rodriguez (sa mailcity haha)
2. First Website surfed: www.the-moffats.com
3. First Crush: Jomari Yllana
4. First CD: Spice Girls - Spice
5. First Favorite TV Show: That's Entertainment haha
6. First Song Sang in a contest (Solo): "That don't impress me much" by shania twain
7. First ASPBBFG seen: Paolo Miguel
8. First YG: Posh Spice Lovers Club
9. First Cellphone: Nokia 3210
10. First Favorite Loveteam : Romnick-Sheryl (blame my nanny haha)
11. First Gift given to father: A personalized card
12. First Gift given to mother: A personalized card again!
13. First Favorite International Singer: Madonna
14. First Favorite Local Singer: Viktoria Agbayani
15. First teleserye: Mara Clara (nyek!)
16. First Fans Day: Bojo-Mylene sa Cristy Per Minute (bata pa lang haha)
17. First Pex Thread created: Jade Lopez Thread
18. First Starstruck Textmate: Mark Herras
19. First KTXT Subscription: Chx Alcala
20 First Fanatext Subscription: Jade Lopez
21. First Local Celebrity Site created: Cogie Domingo Pogi Points! haha (search niyo sa google)
22. First Message Board joined: Praning.com
23. First Virtual Crush: Bjay Pascual (hehe)
24. First PBBFG1 Crush: Jake/Jacob
25. First Embarrasing Moment: Pinalo ako ng teacher ko nung Grade 1
26. First Favorite Madonna Song: Like a Virgin
27. First Poem memorized: Tree by Kilmer
28. First Book Finished: Florante at Laura
29. First PDA Scholar seen: Iya Ginez
30. First Favorite Starstruck 1 Finalist: Jade Lopez
31. First Favorite Starstruck 2 Finalist: Chris Martin
33. First Favorite Starstruck 3 Finalist: Iwa Moto
34. First Favorite Starstruck 4 Finalist: Jewel M.
35. First Favorite SCQ Star: Joross Gamboa
36. First Favorite Blog: Ala-ism
37. First EB : Pbbfg1 GEB
38. First Heartbreak: Nung highschool
39. First Online Bestfriend: Gelo
40. First Friendster Friend: Gabriel Pavico
41. First High School Crush: Jadson Navarro (cute niya that time hehe)
42. First English song translated to tagalog: Lady Marmalade to Babaeng Inumin
43. First Definition of Love: Love is Blind haha
44. First Yaya: Lorna
45. First MySpace friend: Gabriel Pavico pa rin!
46. First Organization: Spectrum
47. First Column: Tripnotic with FX Mislang
48. First Teen Magazine: Candy with Cogie Domingo on the cover!
49. First Favorite Boyband: 911
50. First Favorite Popstar: Britney Spears

2007-01-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

"Maraming mga activities na ginagawa ako before nung new year" -Paolo

Masya ba ang new year ko cyempre naman! Walanga lng macyado paputok pero marami namang tao so maingay na din. Hahaha! we had our new year sa bahay ni Tito Abner aun maraming tao friends, relatives, some people na hindi ko kilala. Nag-bingo pa nga kami. hahaha. masaya na lalo nung dumating ung 12 oclock may mga tumatalon, meron may maraming barya. meron mga nag pipicture, meron kumakain. masaya talaga kesa last year na hindi ko maalala kung paano ba kami nag celebrate ng new year.

Maraming mga activities na ginagawa ako before nung new year at cyempre sa mga darating na araw marami pa din akong mga gagawin. Masaya naman kahit pagod lagi. Alam ko na nndyan lang si God na inaalalalayan ako kpag hindi ko na kaya. I know na kaya nya binigay ang mga lahat ng ginagawa ko kc alam nya na kaya ko. May sakit nga ako ngaun inuubo at sinisipon pero ok lng din. kaya pa yan. Basta ba may tulog ako kahit 3 hours lng. LOL

2007-01-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

Paolo confesses: Hindi na ako deserving. Hahaha!

Wala man ako sa game alam ko po na ayaw nyo na ako dito dahil hindi na ako deserving. Hahaha! BBK bakit ung isang tanong nyo sa council parang target lahat saakin? LOL! Sayang naman kasi hindi ako nakaboto nung last nomination Maganda ang laban kung bawat season. So cguro pag-alis ko tsaka mangyayari un. Pero hindi ako magku-quit hintayin ko n lng na mawala na ako sa game ng tuluyan.

Sa mga jury Whooooo! nakaka-kaba cla haha. magiging part na rin ako ng jury dba BBK? Malapit na matapos ang game at magsastart na ang new season sana may new friends ulit ako hehe masarap ang feeling pag dumadami ang kaibigan Ayun good luck na lng ang kelangan ko. kasi hindi nga ako active eh. sa swerte na lng daanin.

2007-01-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

WEEK 11 - DAY NINETY-ONE
Results of the 8th Nomination

GEE as "DOWNCAST": I'm giving my saving points to Ate Mats. She plays the game well. She deserves to stay! She deserves to be the Big winner.

I'm giving my +2 points to Paolo. There's no choice left! Anyhow, I still want him to be in Big 3 that's why I'm only giving +2 points for him. He truly deserves to be in Big 3!

I'm giving my +4 points to Mica. For the nth time, this is purely strategical. I admire all her efforts for the game. She is also a great player, but again, there are only three slots left.

MARISTEL as "Baby One More Time": +4 ep to mica - sana naman maintindihan niya ito. big 3 na pala at hindi hindi big 4. nagagalak naman ako sa kanyang pagpupursige pero parang may kulang. bahala na, masyadong mahaba ang tali niya eh.

+2 ep to paolo - ayaw ko sana gawin ito pero alam ko na di naman siya mamamaalam sa botong ito. isa siyang mahusay na manlalaro at matinding kaibigan. ang botong ito ay walang negatibong kahulugan o anu pa man.

- 2 saving points gee - mabuti siyang kaibigan at ito ang unang pagkakataon ko na iligtas siya. sa tingin ko karapat-dapat siyang mapasama sa big 3. aktibo siya sa bahay ni bbk, yun lang po at dapat siyang manatili sa tahanang birtwal.

MICA as "BABY KWITIS": She is one of the best players here and i think she is also the safest. I know na she will be saved by the two other vhm. She had been giving her 4 evicting points to me 4 weeks in a row. I'm giving my 4 evicting points to MARISTEL

This girl and I became more closer after the EB and she's also one of the safest na matitira dito. She's a good housemate pero something is lacking. She also gave me evicting points the last eviction. I'm giving my 2 evicting points to GEE

I do believe that he deserves a slot in this game because he had been the kindest virtual housemate in this house. He did not fail to make me smile. He is also a good friend of mine. Since majority of the players are voting with friendship as their basis, I am now giving my 2 saving points to Paolo Miguel.

PAOLO did not participate. He gets 4 evicting points.

2007-01-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

Message for Charles

MARISTEL: Waaaaahhhhh!!! Nakakalungkot naman ito!!! Sinilip ko itong boards para lang check DIARY thread mo, dahil titignan ko kung saang mtv ng spongecola nandun kapatid mo, naSHOCK ako, ng makita ko na may UPDATE si BBK, saying Message to CHARLES!!! Nakakaiyak talaga! And I really am crying now... I don't want you to go, actually.. Kahit pa sanihin na natin na magiging member ka ng jury - iba pa din ung kasama ka namin nila Gee here... Awwww... Charles, why you? I should have saved you, kung alam ko lang!!! Di na naman ako nag isip!!! Nakakalungkot naman talaga! I wanna scream! I wanna shout out loud and do things lang here sa kinauupuan ko ngayon para lang mailabas yung sama ng loob ko dahil u didn't make it!

Dahil ba, we've been so very happy yesterday and calling yun na it is you who's leaving the Virtual House next? Naiiyak talaga ako! Wish I could do something.. Masaya ako na youre one of the few persons na naTreat ko, but that treat doesn't mean na that's our last.. Your effort making it there sa EB and everything, sobrang masaya ako seeing you there.. But seeing your name and nakalagay pa, message for you, sobrang nalungkot ako.. Kakarinig ko lang ng Nakapagtataka tapos ito pa surprise sa akin!!! Naiiyak ako, I swear..

Charles.. Charles.. Charles.. Nalungkot ako here sobra and words are not enough for me to say how thankful I am having the chance knowing a guy like u and seeing u.. Ewan ko.. Sobrang kalungkot lang.. Ayaw ko maging plastik. Ayaw ko magsinungaling.. Pero, sana hindi ikaw..

I WILL MISS YOU CHARLES!!! I'LL MISS YOU DEFINITELY!!!

GEE: Charles! hay, pasenxa na at favorite ko na yung pic na yan!

Bakit ikaw? Nakakiyak! Naiiyak talaga ako! Bakit ito yung kapalit ng super happy moments natin last EB?

Gusto talaga kitang batukan ngayon! Sayang yung entry mo eh.... Waaaaaaaaah! I remember yung last talk natin before tayong magkahiwalay sa MRT... YOu said na baka ikaw na ang next AND nagkatotoo siya dude! Nag-dilang anghel ka!

Ewan, until now, I'm sooo sad! Kahit na jury ka pa din, I'm still sad dude!

Pero, I want you to know na super thankful ako because tinanggap ko yung proposal mo before about our alliance ( sa season 3)... Kasi naging close tayo... Sabi ko na nga ba it's meant... I'm so glad na ngayon, nakahanap ako ng isang friend sa iyong katauhan...

I knew it! Parang premonitions mo na iyong messages mo sa amin sa isang confession mo. You've said na sasaluhin mo ang bawat sibat na tatama sa akin.... Again, that was the sweetest words I've read from a virtual friend, even sa real life friend... Maraming salamat sa lahat Dude!

Nakakainis at wala na talaga akong loveteam! Hehehe (Pao???)... Haha... basta Dude, if ever you'll be needing my help, I'm always here ah... Alam mo na kung paano mo ako hahagilapin Dude... I wish hindi dito nagtatapos ang lahat...

Again, thank you so much... Without you, my virtual life is incomplete.... Love you dude! Mwaaaaaaaaahuggggs!

PAOLO: Charles! Ayun na. Sorry dahil wala ka na sa vHouse. Alam ko nmn na nasa YM ka lng lagi kung my chance ka mag-online. Sa mga nabasa ko sa confession thread I can't wait to see all of you guys in person. I may be busy with all my activities and all things that are happening here but you are all in my hearts. I wish you all the best and I hope that when we see each other eh libre mo ko. Hahaha!

I have to go now for our New Year's party. I will miss you inside the vHouse but in real life, I won't because I know you are still here and still be going online. So I will not say goodbye. I will say: Laters! Take Care Charles.

MICA: I am actually surprised (totoo to sir) na ikaw ang natanggal... I was expecting na ako ang mtatanggal..

Anyway, i am happy kasi finally we saw each other na. Kalog ka rin pala. Ang impression ko kasi sayo before parang "sobrang seryoso" and "conservative" pero mali ako!

Hay Charles what can i say? sana magkita ulit tayo soon.. hopefully makarating ang buong tropa sa graduation mo para ikaw naman treat sa amin hehe alagaan mo unan na binigay ko ha? mahalaga yan... symbol yan ng ating pagkakaibigan... i am looking forward sa next chat sessions natin.. i have a feeling magcoconfide pa rin ako sayo about personal chuva hehe see yah!

tnx for everything

*** try ko ihabol pic natin 2 dito waaahhh

2007-01-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: I have a feeling na I'll be the next evictee

One of the cutest pics nung EB! I Love it!

Pic courtesy of Ate Mats or Marge? hehe (nakaw kasi ng nakaw haha)

BBK Belated Happy New Year!!

I would like to say sorry kung hindi man ako nakapag-update o nagparamdam for the past 3-4 days. I had to look after my brother tapos wala rin internet shop na bukas noong 31st at January 1. Just arrived here in Dagupan from Manila

Anyway, Na-excite ako when I saw the pictures sa thread ni ate Mats!! I mean, woah!! I can't believe na nangyari nga yung EB at we did the crazy stuff together! Sana maulit yun... hopefully after the game? hehehe sana makarating din yung mga hindi nakapunta I'll be posting the pics from my camera bukas.. more banyo queen pics there hehehe

Alam niyo ba BBK, ako na ang president ng CHARGEE Fan Club! WEEEE

Si Ate Mats ang naginform sa akin na nakapasok pala ako sa Big 4. Nabigla rin ako when I saw the results. Parang kasama ko lang si Sir Charles nun tapos out na siya. I guess there's nothing to lose naman kasi part na siya ng jury.

Sina Gee at Mats din ang nagsabi sa akin about the questions sa council. Whe I finally got the chance read the questions myself, nawindang ako! Para talagang presscon ito hehe o di kaya Forbidden Questions ni DJ Mo Twister I hope nobody gets offended sa mga answers ko. I have no choice but to answer the questions.

To be honest BBk, I have a feeling na I'll be the next evictee. I have a feeling na ako na ang uupo sa final slot ng mga jury. Honestly din, mukhang mas gusto ko din umupo dun. Rare opportunity yung pwede kang umupo as one of the juries. This reminds me of SCQ council. Si Neil G si Boy Abunda (susunod! hehe Boy Abundat pala lol), Neil G is Direk Lauren (or should i say, sir? hehe) and ako na kaya yug uupo sa gitna? hay i can't wait!!

2007-01-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

"Sa sobrang gusto siyang pakalmahin, nakataggap siya ng maraming freebies sa manager" -Mica

Meron na akong naitype kanina when i am about to send it biglang naghang!!! grrr...

Nwei, today is January2, 2007 which means 20th Wedding Anniversary na ng Mama at Papa ko! (which also means I'm turning 20 this year! boo haha). I know the two individuals love each other... pero please lang wala munang sunduan na magaganap ha? kawawa kaming magkapatid!!!

Since I am feeling a bit lazy na to update, eto na lang:

December 29 - went online for a while then went back home. Ate Virgie Left para bumalik sa Star. Barbara , Pangasinan and spent her New Year with her family

December 30 - Carlo and I went to Jollibee, due to impatience, nagwala ang kapatid ko sa Jollibee. Paano ang tagal nung spagetti niya. Sigaw siya ng sigaw sa counter. Sa sobrang gusto siyang pakalmahin, nakataggap siya ng maraming freebies sa manager (yehey!)

December 31. Holiday na ba? haha Ordinary Day lang ito for me. Kain lang ako ng kain, watch lang ng tv, text ng text ng text ng text ng text tsaka telebabad with mama. I pity her coz she was working nung christmas tapos nagtrabaho ulit for new year. I guess ma sok na yun para hindi niya kami masyadong mamiss... mag-isa pa niya sa house nun coz all of her housemates went to ireland and scotland ata.

Kami ni Carlo nagpaiwan. pumunta sina lolo at lola kina lolo victor. kami ni carlo naa condo lang watch lang ng tv tsaka lumamon ng spagetti. ginamitan ng 3 klase ng sauce at lumaklak ng 3 klase ng juice (no coke for carlo, please!). Nagpicture taking kami magkapatid..

Nakatulog si Carlo ng 10pm. He's not feeling well. Masama din pakiramdam ni Lolo kaya natulog na siya..

In short, ako lang at si Ate Leny ang gising para salubungin ang year of the oink oink. I ate spagetti at kinuhanan ang mga fireworks. Swerte ka kapag sa condo hindi na kailangan ng paputok kasi sightings na agad haha Talagang sinunod ko ang kampanya ng DOH Secretary Dr. Francisco Duque III hehehe

January 1 morning diretso promenade to watch Greta's movie na walang kwenta ang episode niya. Mas interesting episode ni Angelica. I am a bit disappointed with the movie..

Ngayon, I'm back here in Dagupan. Dos.. Tres.. Kwatro... Pasukan na! I'm about to face some people and some stuff in school. Good year kaya ito for me? Sana nga.

Please.Help.Me.

2007-01-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: Nothing new.. Nothing special!

HAPPY NEW YEAR BBK!!!

Wishing you the best ever for this year po!!! More, more life and success!!!

BBK, ayun, nagulat lang po ako sa EP that I got.. But I'd rather keep my mouth shut and not talk about it! If I truly have to earn it, okay lang.. No problemmo! I respect what you have to say and what you have to do..

Ang bilis naman din po ng mga nagiging pangyayari ngayon dito sa Virtual House.. 4 na lang kami and I thought, hintayin na namin ang last day.. Yun po pala meron pang Final 3.. Nakakagulat lang po BBK.. Namiss ko ang makulit na si Paolo, kasi po masyado siya naging tahimik the last few days.. Tahimik, in a sense na wala ako naramdaman from him.. Hmmm.. Bakit kaya? Haha! Wala lang, baka po Holiday kasi sa Amerika, and wala siya ginawa kundi magShopping at umattend ng party.. Jokeness po! Si Mica naman po, paluwas pa lang ata ng Dagupan today.. Si Gee po, nakatext ko po and nakausap ko sa phone the other day.. Wish ko lang po, at least sana po magkausap ulit ang mga VHs now.. Kami pong mga BIG 4.. Nakakamiss po kasi yung EB namin..

Right now.. Yun lang po.. Nothing new.. Nothing special!

Yun po tuloy parang naFeel ko na ang tension here sa Virtual House.. Matatapos na kasi ang All Star Season, and nakakalungkot lang po.. Anyway, New Year.. New Life dapat!

2007-01-02T02:04:00.000+08:00

"December 30 pa lang.. WALA NA AKONG TULOG" -Maristel

December 30 pa lang.. WALA NA AKONG TULOG.. I was kindda thinking of taking a catnap sana para makapamalengke and all.. But the sad part was.. Natulog ang pinsan kong si Bane, kaya I really have to stay up and all, para pag nagising ko siya, she'll do the marketing na,and I can have at least give myself a break.. Tapos I can start preparing thing and cooking na after.. *sighs*

Oh well, di naman natupad ang naging plano kong gawain for the New Year's.. Hahaha! Cuteness di ba.. It was like, I've been kindda mad about stuffs.. Madly crazy, coz I can't wait for the New Year's na.. The firecrackers, the brandy and beer festives, the food fair, the riot, the street party we assembled for the neighbors.. 10am pa lang, nag start na ako magprepare for my Beef Caldereta.. I wrote all the stuffs that Bane has to buy and all.. Tapos, nag thaw ako, ng sobrang tigas na baka, coz my Tita will be buying the 1k para idagdag sa kanyang Nilaga! Much too much to my attention, as USUAL.. The unexpected came and the usual encounters every NEW YEAR's came.. My Dad asked my Tita Lani to give him a call and of course puro na naman GRUDGE niya ang nilabas niya kay Tita.. So, the usual, nais na naman niyang sirain ang bisperas ng bagong taon.. Ang syang olasyon na nakapagbibigay ng ligaya at saya sa amin.. (O di ba? Tagalog na tagalog)

I just told my brother not to think of it that much and not to get affected on the issue that was being brought up again.. Masisira lang talaga mood niya.. The guys here were busy cleaning the place where they'll assemble and put up the sounds and lights! Sosyal nga kasi meron pang laser na sinama si Kuya Sander! Nakakatuwa lang kasi, after 2 years dito kami ulit sa Buenos Aires nag New Year's Eve.. The last 2 years kasi we spent at my Dad's place and worst, my Mom's alone habang naghihiwalay ang taon..

So para matigil na ang pagdadalamhati.. Nag purchase na lang ako ng New Year's Eve Celebration.. All consisting of different versions and remixes of AULD LANG SYNE! Di man na buo or kumpleto ang family, at least - and I am proud to say na.. At least, the old stuffs were held again.. Masaya ang mga kapitbahay and all! Pati ang mga anak ng pamilya na laging nafefeature sa mga shows like, Wish Ko Lang, napaligaya namin dahil kanila lang ang dancefloor! Malungkot din coz Mang Arnold who just left 2mos. ago to Canada eh, walang kaalam-alam na nadisgrasya ang 8year old kid niya.. He'll start his job there this 3rd of January pa lang tapos nabundol pa ng isang Innova ang anak niya, New Year's Eve.. Nakakalungkot man, but his son Aaron passed away din pala, he wasn't able to survive from the accident, may he rest in peace..

I finished cooking, 9pm.. Diretso na ako sa bathroom and mega ligo ako.. Then prepared myself and dressed up a bit.. Repeat Performance nga lang ang drama coz kung ano yung suot ko nung Christmas - yun din ang suot ko this New Year's Eve.. Cost cutting lang siguro.. Hehehe!

Nakakatawa nga kasi, si Mommy, nagRequest na puntahan ko ang kapitbahay namin, sina Anna Mae at Mang Nonong (Gringo Honasan's 2nd cousin) , nakakahiya daw parang di raw namin kapitbahay kung di ko pupuntahan.. Nakakahiya nga kasi 1st time nila ako makikitang nakaayos, hindi damsel in destress! But out of curiousity din, pinuntahan ko sila para makilala.. Yun nga lang, napasabak na agad ako sa INUMAN.. To think na di pa ako kumakain! Not a single meal! Pabalik-balik lang ako.. Switch places ba.. Till sa harap naman ako, where nandun ang street party namin! Meron na naglakas ng loob na lumapit sa akin, and askin pwede daw ba niya ako maging GF.. Whaaat?!?!?! Haha!!! Huwow!!! Huwaaat?!?! Hahaha! Lahat kami lasing! Lahat kami bagsak!!! Hahaha!

Mukha na ba akong lasing jan? Hehe! Wala lang.. I just wanna know.. The last pic, with cousin, Bane...

Ngayon naman, I just got home from Cainta Green Park dahil may gathering din kami doon.. Nuthin much.. But still.. memorable, kasi i discovered something..

Here with all the SMUG!!! Hahaha! Oh.. With my brother, RJ, Kuya Sander, Tita Lani and Cham-Cham!

With the famous canyon or boga boys: RJ, Kuya Sander & Paulo..

2006-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

DAY EIGHTY-NINE

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2006-12-31T20:21:00.000+08:00

Gee blogs: Last Entry for Year 2006

Whoah! After agez! I'm here to blog again...

So, I guess this will be my last entry for the year, and my last entry here in blogdrive... I'll be moving somewhere...

Anyway, If you're wondering why I'm in front of my pc this time instead of helping my mom preparing food etc., I also don't know... I actually don't have a plan to go down and celebrate later on. What's with new year anyway? Pareho lang din naman...

There... I'm so sad... Good thing I have virtual friends, they made me feel better... I love them so much!

I just feel wasted ( for the nth time!)... I feel that no one respects me... Parang walang nagse-seryoso sa akin... At parang wala na nga... Bakit? Ano bang hindi kanaisnais sa akin? I am what I am! Deal with it! Please!

Basta, GOD BLESS them na lang...I still love them all!

CHARING! Practice lang! Madrama ba? hahaha!

Oh well, I supposed to write my reflections this year... ewan, something bothers me eh... Hay, the vacation shall be over. Aw! I said one time, I'll do my assignments tomorrow ( Jan. 1), pero parang nawawalan ako ng gana... Haha... Bahala nah!

Well, last THURSDAY and FRIDAY are one of the BESTEST days of my year 2006.

I had the chance to meet my co-asvhs last Thursday. And it was a heck of fun! Then, I went on our annual reunion, and again, it was a heck of fun!

After experiencing such amusing stuffs, then came the moment of reminiscence. I don't know, I've experienced this a couple of times... i thought carry ko na yung mga ganoong things, but hindi eh... It still makes me feel sad, realizing that SOME GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST...

Anyway, I read this statement from an ex-classmates blog:

"what is it in a class reunion that makes it special or annoying or boring or exciting or anything? havent seeing each other for 3 years, without knowing how to act or react, without knowing if they have changed or they are still the people you love or hate back in highschool maybe brings s to the awkward feeling. College and highschool are two different worlds and this is what i just realized.

pretending to laugh or join the fun isnt just enough because the heart will never lie and it will only show what is deep inside."

I can't blame her for that, pero it's kinda offending. Kung ayaw niya magpunta, edi wag! Haller!!!??? Hindi naman siya pinipilit! Oh well...

Tama nah! ANg pangit ng last entry ko for year 2006...

Sorry guyz!

2006-12-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

"Nagbago ang isip niya. Siguro naawa sa akin." -Gee

Well, I was so lucky last Friday. I thought hindi na ako papayagan sa reunion ko with my highschool friends but wow, nagbago ang isip niya. Siguro naawa sa akin. Marami kasing tumawag sa akin asking if bakit hindi ako makakapunta. Then, I believe narinig niya ako. Hay, goodthing! Good thing talaga!

On the event proper naman, as usual, late akong dumating and I was so shocked na MARAMI ang umattend. Grabe, nagparamdam yung mga hindi nagpakita. Ang saya! At ang saya mag reminisce! Hayyy… Inuungkat yung mga former loveteams…. Haha! Nakakatawa. Buti na lang hindi sila (kami pala… hehe) napikon! Nice!

Pero seeing Little Gwen excites me the most! Matagal ko na siyang gustong Makita. And wow, she’s so cute! Ang cuuute cute! And halatang may dugong RIZAL because addict din sa picture… haha, ang galling magpose! Hayyy… Cuteness!

And speaking of ADEK, wala talaga akong maishare na matinong pic kasi ang gulo naming! Haha! Sorry! Yan ang na-miss ko sa RIZAL…

For 102901 naman, gosh! Isa lang ang kulang sa amin! Sayang! Kailang kaya ulit kami magiging complete…

Sobrang nakakasad nga lang because kaunti lang ung nag overnight. Pero okay lang, And as usual, madrama ang sessions… Haha!

There,,, that was another great night! And another night that I wish, it never ended…

2006-12-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

Gee confesses: On my own understanding, they are still part of this game

The updates of my co-asvhs are so touchy! Seeing those pics from Ate Mats’s thread makes me smile and reminisce… I really love their company BBK. And it makes me feel sad right now knowing that this game is getting near to its end.

I was talking to Ate Mats yesterday, and we were both lonely. We felt the same way. We were talking on how our lives will be after this virtual game. This game has been part of my everyday life and the idea that we’ll be leaving this, again, makes me feel sad. I’m really thankful that I had this chance to know all of them. They are all wonderful.

Anyway, I just read Ate Mats’s confession and I’ve seen that she got 2 EP. I am just wondering, she got EP because she commented on an ex-vh’s question right? You know what, I just don’t get it. I really can’t get it!

We can not comment on an ex vh’s question and yet, we can answer their questions. How weird! I found that weird BBK! That is still game related right? On my own understanding, they are still part of this game for they have the right to decide on who will be the ULTIMATE winner is. And then we can’t comment on what they have to do inside? So why we should consider answering their question then? What’s the difference BBK?

Well, just to make things clear, I am currently commenting on the RULE that makes me wonder and NOT about the juries…

2006-12-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

DAY EIGHTY-EIGHT
Maristel confesses: I just think that some of the questions were below the belt

BBK, good day po.. Last 28 was one of the BESTest DAY in my entire life. Meeting some of my hand-picked virtual friends.. I was just a bit terrified fro the twists of this game..

I just totally hate SARCASM, BBK.. I totally respect the ideas and the opinions of other persons.. Lahat na ng salita pinakinggan ko.. Lahat ng tanong sinagot ko.. Lahat ng naguguluhan, pinaliliwanagan ko.. I was once an oridinary virtual housemate inside the virtual house..

Yeah, nawala si Charles whom I considered one of my trusted friends here sa game. I'm quite happy coz, eventhough he didn't win or made it through the finals, naging jury naman po siya. Same goes with Neil G.. He may not win or make it sa Finals or Big 4, I'm glad coz HE IS THE FIRST member of the JURY..

I once remembered that he said hate niya ang questions that you have given.. I have to admit, some of it were true.. Sarcastic masyado ang naging question niyo.. But I never really took it personal.. This is just a game.. But what shocked me right now was Neil's question po.. The fill in the blanks one..

This is just a simple vision of a virtual housemate who continues fighting for the game! I totally respect everyone.. Kayo po BBK.. Si Neil G., Si Charles and the others who will become a member of the Jury.. I just think that some of the questions were below the belt.. There's no problem answering it.. I'm not saying di ko sasagutan ang mga tanong.. It's just that, HINDI NGA NAGPAPAKAPLASTIK ang tao tapos answering those would most likely drive me doing some kapalastikan here..

Mas nalungkot.. na DISAPPOINT lang po ako sa mga tanong na binabato sa amin ngayon.. I'd say, I'LL ANSWER IT, but I dunno where it'll leave me.. I dunno who's gonna leave next.. I dunno if I deserve to stay.. If I stay, thanks! If not, THANKS STILL..

Kung pangarapin ko man na manalo sa virtual game na 'to, it's not for the money.. It's for the title itself.

** Mahirap lang pong gawin sa ngayon ang nakita ko sa council.. I do hope u totally understand my side BBK..

Maristel gets 2 EP for commenting on the questions given by Neil G, an ex-VH

2006-12-30T09:51:00.000+08:00

Gee confesses: Mas okay siguro yung feeling if mas maaga na lang siyang natanggal

You just don't know how sad I am right now after reading the results of the previous nomination.... Charles, my co-season is the evictee... Sa totoo lang gusto ko siyang makita ngayon, at gusto ko siyang batukan ng medyo malakas (hehe)...
Hay,,, nawala siguro sa isip niya yung rules... Sayang! Sayang talaga...

Anyway, I don't know, maybe it's meant naman... Oh well, I'm still sad... I'm not used eh... Mas okay siguro yung feeling if mas maaga na lang siyang natanggal, para hindi ganito ka-sad... Hay, ang selfish ko noh? Senxa na po BBK, I'm so sad lang talaga...

So there, eventhough wala na siya sa Vhouse, I still continue this... Nakakalungkot lang talaga... Yun pa naman yung last na napagusapan namin before kami magkahiwalay sa MRT. And yes, nagkatotoo nga... Bakit ganoon? Sadya ba akong pinalulungkot ng tadhana? Hay, naluluha talaga ako...

Wala naman akong galit sa mga bumoto sa kanya... Pero nalulungkot lang talaga ako BBK... And then, I don't know what's next in store for us...

Hay, eventhough he's not here na sa vhouse, the remaining vhs are my goodfriends naman... Hay, that's life! Ganito talaga, lahat naman kami mawawala sa house mo eh. Una-una lang yan!

And then may nomination pa pala... The next nomination is the most difficult! Ayan na siguro! Hayyy...

Going back, I think I shouldn't be sad anymore, because I've gain a true friend sa kanyang katauhan...

Ayun! Good luck sa aming natitira....

2006-12-30T03:01:00.000+08:00

Top 4 to choose three members of the jury

Gee, Maristel, Mica and Paolo are are given the oppurtunity to choose 3 evicted ASVH to join the 6-person jury. Eligible for the 3 slots are: ANN, TRISH, IAN, KENNETH, ROMMEL and KASHEN.

First poster has the chance to choose first. Next posters cannot chose the same ex-ASVH. He/she must choose an ex-ASVH who will vote for him/her as the Big Winner!

The 8th Nomination starts today until Tuesday eve. The chosen jury of the evictee will not join the jury.

2006-12-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: Parang yesterday, balewala sa akin ang Virtual House Issue

Some of my REALIZATIONS though.. I just wanna share it all po BBK...

** When you think it's not your day, it will end up the BEST DAY ever..
As far I can recall my Kuya's not so pleasant dream, medyo I took extra precautions yesterday especially EB nga po namin nina Charles, Gee, Marge and Mica.. So extra safety ang dinagdag ko for myself..

** When you think na awkward ang magiging first meeting mo with a close friend from the net, EXPECT the UNEXPECTED!
Just what happen sa amin ni Marge.. I didn't expect na sisters kami via net eh kapag nagkita po pala kami sa personal, mga BAKLA po pala talaga kami! I swear!

** Kapag tahimik ang isang tao, it's not naiilang sya or what.. Maybe she has something that's running in her mind..

Si Mica po ang tinutukoy ko BBK.. Tahimik po kasi sya.. Pero, naisip ko po, na we had a lot of unfinished talks sa phone and I know what that thing is about.. Kaya nga po on our way back to her condo, napag-usapan namin yung love issues about her and kung sino man ang involve..

Di naman po ako naiilang yesterday, kahit na she voted for me sa last nomination (6th, i think). Kahit po sya ung unang nagVOTE for me.. Parang yesterday, balewala sa akin ang Virtual House Issue.. I'd rather be HAPPY SPENDING THAT DAY with THEM than talk about the stuffs we did sa GAME.. Okay ang real life! Nakakatuwa talaga! Di lang kami CHAT.. Talks sa phone.. BUT WE SEE EACH OTHER in PERSON and from that I know kung OKAY ba KAMING lahat sa isa't isa o hindi..

Nakakatuwa naman po ang GURLY STUFFS namin yesterday... it's PRICELESS.. First Eyeball ko po yun ever.. Hinding hindi ko pa naExperience ang makipag-EYEBALL and yesterday was my FIRST TIME..

Wala ng mas dadaig pa diba? Mabibili ba yan? Hindi! Mapapalitan ba ang moments na yan? HINDI din.. Kaya nga sinabi ko, PRICELESS.. I don't care much, kung nabasa ko nga na TREAT ko yan.. But seeing all of them in person, and making EB a very memorable experience for me, is WAY ENOUGH.. Ang saya! How I wish po, na that isn't the last time.. I know po, madadagdagan pa naman yan eh.. Or should I say, masusundan pa ang EB na yan..

** Kung sino yung meron kang pinakamagaan na loob, hindi sya kabaligtaran..
Medyo kabado po kasi ako, BBK coz akala ko, medyo magiging awkward nga po yung magiging pagkikita ang pagkilala namin nina Charles and Gee.. But it ended up the way and how we talk sa chats and coference sa YM.. Feeling ko nga po kulang ang isang araw para sa mga usapan naming tatlo.. Kasi we talk pero yung usapan po talaga namin and even including me sa Season 3 with all the REMINISCING and FUN STUFFS and BLOOPERS namin.. Kulang ang isang araw.. I'm sure mamimiss ko po silang lahat..

And now I wonder, paano nga po kaya kung kami ni Pao and nila JenJen ang magkikita BBK.. For sure po, it will TAKE US FOREVER to catch up with each other and talk.. Kasi po, kung kami nga ni Marge kahapon, first 10minutes pa lang po namin, parang ang dami na naming napag-usapan and I know kulang pa po yun..

Kina Gee and Charles naman po, di man po kami magkakaSeason, I FEEL SO BLESSED HAVING ME and INCLUDING ME sa Season nila.. And that made me feel so TREASURED.. Ang sarap po ng pakiramdam.. Di man po kasi kami matagal ng magkakakilala - I know right deep inside me, what i felt being with them and talking to them was REAL.. And that ENOUGH is the BEST for me..

Kay Mica naman po, I know po na tahimik siya yesterday.. But with all the stuffs that she shared to me was the BEST.. It was surreal! Kasi before po sa phone and texts lang namin napag-uusapan and yesterday was a BLAST! I dunno po.. Pero, kung medyo parang naiilang siya seeng me (my observation the first time sa may Starbucks TheaterMall) nung nagkausap naman na kami, parang, WOW! It was a priviledge knowing her.. I appreciate her Chx stories.. And I love CHX bf, LOVE.. Natuwa ako sa mga analizations niya and her kada sa mga SPONGECOLA songs.. I know po, there are a lot more chance na magkikita pa kami ni Mica, and I know magkakakwentuhan pa kami ng mas matagal..

The BANIO KWEENS moment.. Nagtataka lang ako, where was I and what I'm doing during the first pic here..

Above all these realizations.. I SAY now ALLSTAR Pinoy Big Brother Fantasy Game is UNFORGETTABLE.. Lahat po ng natira.. Sina Charles, Gee, Mica and Paolo.. I will never, ever forget them all! They're one of those too many VHs I say na I never regret meeting and that alone is enough for me to say that.. Kung may PAJEMAREMA ang season 2.. This I say na happy ako.. For I was given a chance to know them all.. Nakakalungkot man po na malapit na ang end ng season namin.. Pero, this has been A WALK TO REMEMBER.. Seeing the pics and all.. Remembering all our FIRSTS in this game, made me cry and wish na it won't end, and wala na lang katapusan.. I hope di kami magkalimutan.. I hope di dito magtatapos ang lahat.. I say THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING, BBK..

inx's: Ang mga message pics po namin.. here na din po..

***pics here are courtesy of Marge, BBK..

2006-12-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

DAY EIGHTY-SEVEN
Goodbye "Super Guro ng Parañaque"

Charles, the 19-year-old history major got the highest net point becoming the 10th evictee and the 2nd member of the jury.

Season 3 Big Winner's ballot was invalidated in the 6th Nomination for a minor nomination violation which caused him 4 evicting points. It was added to the six evicting points assigned to him by his co-VHs.

Saved by Charles' "small" mistake, Mica followed with +8. Maristel also got a red mark, +3. Gee and Paolo received -2 and -4, respectively.

ASVH Reward/Penalty + Nomination = Net Point
CHARLES (4) + (-2 8) = +10
MICA (x) + (8) = +8
MARISTEL (-3) + (6) = +3
GEE (-2) + (-2 2) = -2
PAOLO (x) + (-4) = -4

Household Council

2006-12-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Reward and Penalty points

VH of the Week - Gee (2 saving points)
The 8th Battle - Maristel* (3 SP)

Nomination violation - Charles (4 evicting points)

*No more Immunity

2006-12-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

Maristel topped the poll Maristel gets 3 saving points

2006-12-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: Parang eksena sa teleserye,, parang long lost sister ang dating namin

Just when u thought okay na ang lahat.. hindi naman pala.. HINDI PA PALA.. nakakatuwa po BBK, kasi po the other night, hindi ako natulog para lang po sa GH EB with some of the VHs na of course nakilala ko sa Virtual House.. Nakakalungkot po, coz how I wish nandun po almost lahat.. un pong mga nasa ibang lugar like Neil G, sana po nakilala ko din sya personally.. Like Paolo na nasa America naman.. Sana po yesterday nandun din siya.. but unfortunately di po sapat kung anuman ang meron ko to send him here, sa Philippines.. How I wish din po na sana nakarating din si sis Kash.. I'm really looking forward meeting her.. But di po eh.. Okay na din po siguro, coz that was just the first time and hindi naman sa lahat ng FIRST TIME eh nakakarating ang marami.. I was actually planning of dining in sa MC DO and order MC CHICKEN and shempre picture-picture sana para inggitin si Pao.. Kaya lang di na po namin nagawa nila Mica, Gee, Charles and Marge..

Nakakatawa po coz yesterday, umatake na ang cough and colds ko.. Masakit ang lungs ko.. I got this call from Marge po, ask niya kung tuloy po ba ang EB, kung what time and where kami magkikita-kita.. After her Mica called naman po.. I was calling Gee naman kaya lang po mega sa busy ang landline nila.. Buti na lang nagreply sya sa text ko and nasa school nga daw po sya.. I received Mica's text she sent me Charles's landline # so I called Charles po, ayun, mega chika kami for a while then ayun na.. We hung up and nagprepare na kami for our EB @ Promenade GH..

I also texted Jinelle and Benj.. Si Jinelle po, nag inarte pa.. Hehe! Gusto niya ang assembly sa Ortigas daw po! Natawa naman ako kasi ang GH, Ortigas pa din naman.. So in short, di sya makakasama.. Sayang naman for Gee and Mica.. Hahaha! I texted Benj, di naman po siya available (awww... sayang naman for me... wahaha! jokeness) coz nasa Batangas po sya! Hehe! Okay lang po. Kasi ang 5 VHs eh okay na coz masaya naman na.. = RIOT nga lang.. Di kami pwede magsama ng matagal ni Marge BBK.. coz MATS + MARGE = TOTAL CRAZENESS / LUNATICS attacked GREENHILLS!!! Hyper siya, hyper ako.. Parang kami po ang may ari ng GH.. Wahaha! Sayang nga lang po, dahil ang pic namin ni Marge nasa digi cam niya.. Nagkita po kami ni Marge sa extension ng Virramall.. I was inside Mphosis when I got her text, asking me where I am.. So ako naman, tumingin ako outside and I saw this girl na nakablue.. Nakatalikod nga lang sa akin.. But i have this feeling.. na si MARGE na nga po yun.. So i asked my cousin Bane to approach them (Marge & her Mom) inatake naman ng hiya ang pinsan ko.. So I replied on Marge's text sabi ko po "nasa likod mo" hahaha! Hilarious.. Eh, low batt na po pala siya, eh nakikita ko, paalis na, so mega labas po ako and sigaw ako ng Marge!!! Parang eksena sa teleserye,, parang long lost sister ang dating namin.. Sigawan kami, si Marge po, "ate MAtsssss!!!" with matching yakapan everloo pa po kami..

So ayun po, i decided to call Charles and ask him where he, Gee and Mica na nga ba.. Answer naman po agad ni Charles ang call ko, nasa may Starbucks na nga daw po sila.. So ayun! Punta na kami ni Marge dun, sa may Theater Mall, naBloopers pa kami ni Marge, dahil sa ENTRANCE kami lalabas, nagulat lang kami, dahil may kasabay kami, yun nga lang ang kasabay namin, papasok, kami naman papalabas! So mega turn our backs po kami, discovering may 2 girls pa pala sa likod namin na naWOW mali namin! Punk'd!!! Hahaha! So ayun na nga po, andun na nga kami sa may Starbucks, mega hanap kami kina Charles, Mica and Gee.. And finally nakakita na kami ng spot ni Marge and ayun nga nakita ko na si MICA and katabi pa si CHarles... The last I saw was Gee na nasa harap ni Charles, sigaw na ko ng sigaw. To think na 1 table lang ang pagitan namin.. Pero dehins nila kami dinig, so Marge and I decided na panoorin na lang ang tatlong busy sa kwentuhan.. Na medyo mukhang formal pa ang mga loko! Hanggang sa sigaw ako ulit ng "GEE!!!!" Ayun na po BBK, di na malaman kung paanong approach ang aming gagawin! Beso beso po muna tapos ang daming mesa and upuan ayaw nila lahat magsi upo, hanggang sa nagdecide na nga kami na lumipat ng place.. Sa Promenade na nga po! And STARBUCKS ulit! Mega tawanan po muna kami, nakita nga daw po ni Mica and Gee si Jomar.. Sayang naman at di namin nakita ni Marge ang batang yun! Hahaha!

Oh well, hanggang sa nakakita na nga po kami ng vacant tables and sits.. So order na po kami.. Wala naman ako nadala na gifts kaya I decided na treat ko na lang ang Starbucks na yun.. Since I promised Marge before pa po, nung Season namin na treat ko sya ng Starbucks.. Nagbigay naman sa kin ng starbucks gift stub worth 100 si Charles so, it helped! YAY!!! Choco Frap and Mocha Frap kami, so lalo po kai naHyper...

Sangkatutak na Frap naman ata yan! Tapos nga po nakita pa po nila si Uma, nakapagpaPic pa with him, tapos ako - HINDI! hahaha! Sayang! Okay lang po! Di naman si Rico or Sam yun.. Ngangawa ako kung I lost a chance kay Rico and Sam! Wahaha! We wrote a pic message for Pao.. Eh katabi ko si Mica, kaya kami na nauna sa pagsulat ng Pic Message.. at nagpapicture na din kami! Pasensya na po, kung anuman ang hitsura ko that day, WALANG TULOG BEAUTY ang EMOTE ko.. Wala namang BEAUTY! Harhar!

Di pa po jan natapos yan! Tinawag na po namin ang mga nasa kabilang side and asked them na PICTURE TAKING na.. Para saan pa po kung sinama ko pinsan ko na si Bane, which plays as our PHOTOGRAPHER.. May dala pang bag, kung saan nandun ang tripod, backround, payong, cutter, etc.. Hahaha! So our first pic together! As in lahat kami! Hehehe!

Tapos next nga po, dahil malayo ang sits namin ni Gee, kaya ayun! Naatat kami na magpapic together! Kami ang laging MEGA TELEBABAD partners, tapos wala kaming pic together! It's so unfair! Kaya eto na nga po ang aming picture..

And worst, di namin alam ang emo namin ni Gee.. dapat Seductive ang emote, yun nga lang paEmote pa lang.. mega SHOT na pala ang pinsan ko.. Kaya ang kinalabasan! Wakaka! Ako, parang galit, si Gee naman! Sya oh! sabay bungisngis!

And some of our wacky pics.. Na parang magtutusukan ng tinidor and magsasaksakan! Funny nga kasi, halos lahat ata ng tao sa Starbucks na yan sa Promenade, nabighani sa ingay at kalokohan namin!

Si Gee po, naAdik yata sa pagEMO.. ayan na nga.. Umaariba na sa pag take ng pics niya and one of the many shots eh, napunta sa camera ko.. Hahaha!

Si Charles po na busy naman sa pakikinig sa mga girls.. Napansin namin ni Gee na serious.. We decided to take a stolen shot yun nga lang, naObvious po kami.. Kaya hindi stolen ang dating! More like, candid na naputol ng onti dahil si gee, nanginig sa pagtawa!

Ang WASHROOM drama! Akala ko noon, ako lang mahilig magPIC sa washroom.. Meron po palang mas malala pa sa akin! Hahaha!

ETO PA! Presenting.. The ALLSTAR BIG WINNER!!! rawrrrr... hahaha!

Ang mga BANYO QUEENS!!!

HETO PA!!!

Ang mga UNFAITHFUL EMO!!!

Ang ORIGINAL! na ginagawan ko ng story dapat...

And last! Di po namin alam nila Mica and Marge yan.. Kami po ni Mica.. Talking about her love issues... Si Marge, nagwoworry na kung nasan ang Mommy niya.. At si Charles and Gee.. Haha!
OBVIOUS.. CHARGEE.. paCharge (Charles & Marge) Charge pa... CHARGEE naman pala talaga!

And to give u all the evidence u want to prove that it's indeed CHARGEE!!! HERE!!!

There are a lot of things I wanna say.. But I really need to post this for now.. I am not feeling well po BBK.. Next EB, BBK, I hope kasama na po ko kayo..

2006-12-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

Results of the 7th Nomination

"Music Museum": +2 For Maristel. This vote is sacrificial. I know this won’t cause her any harm and I definitely believe that she won’t be out because of this. She’s safe that’s why I’m voting her. Anyway, I discern that she’ll make it. Congratulations!

-2 For Charles. I don’t think that he is just lucky if ever he’ll be in Big 4. He also deserves it. His inactivity on certain periods might pull him down but his interest of the game is his advantage. All the remaining ASVHs ought to have it… But still, I’m giving him my saving points for he is in danger. On to the Big Four!

+4 For Mica. Again, this is purely strategical. I hope she’ll understand we all deserve it but there are only four slots left. I appreciate her striving efforts so much but I believe something is lacking. Well, I know she’s half expecting it already. I’m very sorry!

"Abercrombie": +4 evicting points to Charles. No negative and no personal reason. I think from the VH's left excluding me he is the least active. I want to vote for myself but I can't so he is the one I chose to vote.

My +2 evicting point goes to Maristel. I really don't want to do this but I know that she will not say goodbye. She is a great VH and a great friend. This vote means nothing negative too.

I'll give my -2 saving points to Gee. She is a nice friend and this is the first time I am saving her. I think she deserves to be in the Big 4. As I told myself if I can vote for myself on evicting points, I will.

"EPISTAXIS ATTACK": I am giving my +4 pts Evicting Points to MICA. I know we're all deserving to stay inside the Virtual House, kaya lang 4 lang po talaga ang BIG 4. Nakasama naman na siya sa BIG 5 eh, so pwede na siguro yun. Di ko naman sinabi na I want her to be evicted here sa game, kaya lang wala naman na akong choice eh..

I am giving my +2 pts Evicting Points to GEE. This is sacrificial, I'm left with no choice. Safe naman na siya eh and I know that. Kaya sa kanya ko bigay ang 2 points na ito. And BINIBINYAGAN ko din siya dahil di pa siya naiVote kahit kailan! Peace!

I am giving my -2 pts. Saving Points to PAOLO. I can give my saving points to anybody here actually. I just thought of him. Yun lang. Basta, sana lang do his best pa.

"CASSANDRA": + 4 points to evict Charles. Among the remaining virtual housemates, siya yung least na nakakausap ko. Medyo mas lamang din yung mga natitira when it comes to cintribution dito sa game. Strategy na rin siguro ito. I have a feeling someone will vote him out as well.

+ 2 points for Maristel. I'm having a hard time who to really choose for this part! We are ok naman ngayon pero mas gusto ko mas masave yung dalawa pa. She constantly voted me out so i'll do it as well Mas close na rin kami nung isa pang vhm na natitira.

2 points to save PAOLO. I know some will vote him out. I'd rather have him stay inside the house. This guy is so dear to me so im offering the two saving points to Paolo. He's a good friend to all of us.

*CHARLES aka "Enteng Kabisote": I really appreciate her pursuance of the eye-ball, but this vote goes for strategical reasons. I give my +4 evicting votes for the last nomination to MICA. Of all the VH that had remained, she is the least closest to me.

**A good person to talk to and a good friend, but sacrifices must be made. I give my +2 evicting votes to Paolo Miguel. I hope this vote won’t get you out of the game.

This time, my votes goes to ATE MATS to be saved. She rightly deserves to be in the big 4 of the all star season. She’s always been active. She is an excellent player. And she's a good friend.

*Ballot is invalidated. Justification for 2 evicting-point vote is less than 3 sentences. **The second sentence is a statement declaring his vote. Charles gets 4 evicting points.

2006-12-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

Messages for Neil G

PAOLO: Waaaaaaaaah! Kuya Neil!!!! ok lng un. Jury ka nman. hehe. I am glad na nakilala kita at naka-usap sa YM paminsan-minsan. Alam ko nmn na nndyan ka lng lagi at kpag online eh mag-uusap pa din tau. Ingat lang lagi tsaka goodluck sainyo ni Angel.

GEE: Aw! Wala na akong loveteam! Haha... Well, I hope you understand the reasons why I've voted you.

I remember we were talking about my costume on our xmas party and that was our last conversation... I hope that's not really the last one... I've enjoyed chatting with a lot and I wish I'll get to know you better because I believe that you're an interesting person.

There, tapos na ang tambalang Hugs and Kisses pero sana ang pagkakaibigang Neil-GEE ay magpatuloy. If ever you'll be needing my help, just pm or text me... Hehe...

Bye Hugs! Mwaaaaaaahuggggggggggzzzzzzzzz.....

MARISTEL: Awww.. Well Neil, I think, ito na yung hinihintay mo. I know you once said from the Council before na makasama ka sa Big4. Kaya lang, the moment has come.. Isa lang masasabi ko sa iyo.. I'M GONNA MISS YOU for sure! Malaki ang pasasalamat ko, coz naPromote ka sa work mo. And by that we crossed our bridge and finally get each other so well.. Yun lang, is more enough priviledge for me. You may be a deep person inside but still you have a kind heart inside.. Mamimiss ko ang late chat sessions natin talking about almost everything.. I will miss our little "HEART-FLATTERING" "MOUTH-WATERING" "HEART-WATERING" and "MOUTH-FLATTERING TALKS" Mamiss ko unang una yung inggitan natin everytime na magbebreak ka to eat.. MC DONALD'S your EL LOCCO, the tacos and the burritos you eat.. I will never forget your constant "BRB" and you'd say "washroom lang ako Mats, huh.." I will miss our exchanging of thoughts when it comes to buhay pag ibig.. Mamimiss ko ang punchline mo na "Si MARISTEL ang babaeng walang pahinga" and the likes.. Mamimiss ko ang tawa mo na "ahehehehe" and "ahahahaha"..

We may have known each other not for long compared sa naging samahan ninyo ni Mica.. But this I say.. That might be a bit short-handed, but that made me KNEW THE REAL NEIL INSIDE.. MORE.. Better.. I'll miss you ANGEL... Happy New Year na din sa yo! Don't worry, malapit na akong di maging busy.. I'd still continue text u... I know there's this INVISIBLE THREAD that connects US and that will never be torn by anyone.. And I will not let others destroy that.. I'll never throw away whatever bond we had.. I love you neil.. mwah, mwah, mwah (just like what you type during our last chat) I'll miss u..

MICA: The Hot Seducer bids farewell and is about to seat as one of the Juries

What can I say? Thank You dahil palagi kang nandyan when I needed someone to talk to especially when it comes to my lovelife and boredom haha

Tnx for loving me as your sister and your friend. I am also thankful because you constantly saved me kahit hindi tayo nakakapagusap before mag-cast ng mga votes. Tnx dahil you did let us know "the real Neil G" during your stay in the house. Thanks for the kind words and all the encouragement when i was down here inside the house at kahit sa personal chuvaekek ko. Tnx for spicing up my day (and night? haha). Tnx for making me smile everytime i read your diary thread (open ka na ng blog mo! I'll miss your confessions!) Tnx in advance na rin kapag itotour mo ako diyan sa Cebu soon at hahanapan ako ng gwapong cebuano (taken ka na eh.. ANGEL kasi wahaha)

Puro Thank You noh? That's what i really wanna tell you...

SALAMAT

2006-12-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

"Nakita daw nila ako, buhat-buhat ako ng isang mama tapos sa may kanto daw sa may Metrobank, duguaan daw ako" -Maristel

Hindi na ako natulog yesterday, coz I'm meeting friends sa Greenhills.. Excited ba ako? Cguro nga.. Hehe! Ayaw ko lang ipahalata! Haha! Ayun, maaga nagising kuya ko.. Bumaba sya ang tumatakbo talaga sa hagdanan, I was role-playing pa naman nun.. Nagulat lang ako, para syang nagpapanic na hindi maintindihan.. Sobrang sama daw ng panaginip niya.. Ako naman ang lokaret na, "Huh? Baket? Ano ba napanaginipan mo?" Salita pala siya ng salita, di ko siya nadidinig dahil nasa cr sya.. Hanggang sa narinig ko na lang siya na sumigaw. Sabi niya, mamaya na nga! Hehe! Ok naman! Ang galing ng hearing performance ko!

Hanggang sa ayun nga, after magbrush ng teeth ng kuya ko, mega kwento na sya, and share nya sa akin ang panaginip niya.. Sabi niya ang sama daw ng panaginip niya.. Nagpasama lang daw ako sa SM, may bibilhin lang daw ata akong chocolate.. Nagpahintay na daw ako sa kanila ni Luten.. Nagtataka lang daw sila kasi daw ang tagal-tagal ko.. Hanggang sa sbi niya daw kay Luten, "Pakitignan na nga si TingTing sa loob!" So bumaba daw sila ni Luten, hanggang sa nagulat daw si Luten sa nakita niya.. Sumigaw daw si Luten, sabi daw.. "Sir, di ba si TingTing yung hawak nung mama!?" Nakita daw nila ako, buhat-buhat ako ng isang mama tapos sa may kanto daw sa may Metrobank, duguaan daw ako.. Tumakbo daw sila, tinatanong ako, kung napano ako di naman daw ako makasagot.. Di daw ako makapagsalita, tinuturo ko lang daw yung mama. Hinahanap na daw ng kuya ko yung mga gamit ko, tinuturo ko yung Mama! Basta, ang sabi ng kuya ko, hinihingi ata sa akin yung cellphone ko, di ko daw binigay.

Oh well.. Panaginip lang yun.. Di naman totoo.. Kaya naman out of takot, kung anu-anong kaWindang ang mga ginawa ko.. I'll share the other stuffs here.. Natuluyan na kasi ang cough and colds ko.. Nilagnat na din ako.. Anu ba naman ito! Ang sama lang, kasi naman, bakit ngayon pa!

Ang another thing.. Ganito na kaya talaga ang status ng Photobucket.. "DI MA-OPEN?" Grrrrr...

Christmas drinking sesh with my pamangkin, NICE.. wala lang.. Wala naman din kasi ako makulit that night kaya ayan, nagkulitan na lang kami dalawa... Nung morning till afternoon, may topak ang batang yan, di ako pinapansin.. Nung gabi na, okay na sya.. Aba! At abusado pati ang strap ng bra ko, kinukulimbat..

2006-12-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

"Mukha ba akong naghahanap ng babaeng prostitute?" -Charles

After some gimik kagabi sa greenhills, syempre... umuwi ako sa bahay.. sumakay ako ng MRT, from santolan to taft... tapos naglakad ako from EDSA to Baclaran..

On the way, may isang lalaki na nagtanong sa akin sa may EDSA Central, kung gusto ko ng Babae... ang reaction ko? "HA?!?!?! Hindi ah!!!"

Hahaha... nagulat ako, as in, gulat na gulat... mukha ba akong naghahanap ng babaeng prostitute? Hay! Talagang natawa at nagulat ako dun, pero come to think of it... it would be a nice experience, pero delikado yun... aba, baka may AIDS o HIV pa yung makuha ko... hahaha...
Anyway, wala naman talaga akong balak na mag-ganun noh! Not this time of my life... And not with some prostitute.

So going on... naka-uwi ako sa bahay at around 10:30pm... exactly the same time that Princess Hours started... at least, nakapanood pa ako ng Primetime Bida...

2006-12-29T17:08:00.000+08:00

"Sana Maulit Muli!" -Gee

Sorry! Wala akong maishe-share na pic! Wala akong cam yesterday... So, ito yung mga nangyari:

*Umeskapo agad ako sa commitment ko para maka-dating ON TIME... ewan ko ba, nananaginip lang ata ako nung may nabasa akong 1:00 daw yung time
* Nagbiyahe akong mag-isa. Thanx sa MRT! Nakakainis lang yung guard... 20 minutes daw kasi pag nilakad ko. Malapit lang pala eh. Sana pala nilakad ko na lang yung greenhills, nag aksaya lang ako ng 35 pesos...

* There, nag ikot muna ako sa mall... Hanggang sa may na-receive akong text from Mica " Punta ka sa "JOLBY". i thought isa siyang store or something so nag tanong ako and I said " saan po ba yung Jolby?"... Buti na lang, na-gets nila... JOLLIBEE pala... Haha... Nakakahiya, baka inisip niya islang ako! Well..

* Ayan, nagkita na kami ni Mica! Sinamahan ko muna siya with her bestfriend to shop...
* Mi-neet muna namin si Jomar... dapat aalis na ako, buti pinaygan akong mag-extend.

*We went s condo nila... ANg cute ng brother niya... And inggit ako kay mica kasi although may younger brother ako, eh gusto ko rin magkaroon ng brother na bata ( 17 na brother ko eh...)

* Andun yung granfather niya... UP graduate xa... My gosh! Hanggang ngayon kumakabog parin ung dibdib ko... hehe... Napaka-intellectual na pag-uusap! Sa kanya ko nga nalaman n 15,000 yung journal for medicine... Haha... Nakakhiya, dapat alam ko un@! hehe...

* There, ayun, nagpunta na si Charles... Rest muna sandali, then naglakad na kami papuntang Starbucks...
*Sa wakas, complete na kami! Ate Mats, Marge and si Bane... Hehehe... There, lakad sa next stop namin which is...

* Starbucks din! Hahaha... Lumipat pa talaga kami noh? Ayu... Ang hyper talaga ni Marge! hahaha...
*Sinagot lahat ni Ate Mats... Hehe...

* While she was ordering, Nakita namin si UMA od PBBS1... Actually, I'm not into taking pix with artist ( na di ko type... hehe)... pero wala lang... Naisip ko kasi, Virtual house mate kami at House mate siya... Mica is right... Unusual ung feeling...

* Xempre, never ending kwentuhan... sana nga never ending un!
* May message pic kami kay Pao!
* There, naglakad... nagwashroom kami! Haha...

* Masaya plang mag pictorial sa washroom... Haha, nakakahiya! Pero masaya... Sayng, gagawin sana nila yung unfaithful ko, pero iiyak na kasi si Charles... Kakahintay sa labas... haha!

*There, lakad ulit... Picture picture! Picture ng nakatalikod! hehe...

* Punta sa may mga celphones... Tumawag ako kay Mom.. Dapat kakausapin ni Mica... Pero brother ko yung nakasagot at wala c mommy... Goodthing!

* There, lakad ulit... Di kaya nila napansin? Ang haba ng din nilakad namin! Haha

* Bumili si Ate Mats ng wine... Ayon, medyo nagdadrama na kami... At tinatawag na namin ang soon to be BIG WINNER na lumingon naman ( nice ate mats! haha!)...

*Ayun, last stop, sa may Cinabbon... Autograph session (hehe...) sa pillows na binigay ni Mica... Hay... Sadness talaga!

* There, lakad ulit! That time, nanahimik ako... Tinitigan ko sila isaisa... Di parin ako makapaniwala na nakasama ko sila and magkakahiwaly na kami...

* Ayun, sinundo na si Marge ng Mom niya... Nabawasan na kami ng isa...
* Naglakad kami papuntang condo nina Mica... Siyempre may mga seryosong usapan... hehe...
* Ayon, nagpaalam na kami ni Charles kina Ate Mats, Bane and Mica...
* Naglakad kami ni Charles papuntang MRT... Siyempre, seryosong usapan ulit... Hehe...
* Naghiwalay na kami... ( magkaiba ng direction)... Pero nagkita prin kami sa taas.. haha...
* Nalungkot ako noong dumating na yun trains... Sabay ba naman... AYun...

Tapos na ang EB... Hayyy.... That was a wonderful day... Sorry, di masyadong detailed... Sa blog ko na yung ibang dramatizations.. hehe... Nga pala, di ako pinayagan sa reunion namin w/ hs friends... Okay lang... Sila namn ang naging kapalit... Sana Maulit Muli! Mwaaaaaaaaah!

2006-12-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: You can really find true friendship online

(Beware of a super duper EMO RANDOM entry)

Finally after a number of attempts in the past months, natuloy na rin ang pinaka-aasam na Eyebol !

We had our Grand Eyeball yesterday here at Greenhills. Naka-attend sina Gee, Mats, Charles, Marge and even Jomar! (earlier kami ni Gee).

Honestly, gusto ko gumawa ng super duper mahabang entry about this one.. Gusto ko as in detailed kong mailalagay dito lahat ng kaganapan kahapon pero hindi ko yun magagawa kung nanginginig ako dito sa sobrang lamig. Paguwi ko na lang sa January 2 ako maguupdate na as in detailed

Pero can i post my realizations yesterday?

** You can really find true friendship online. Distance is NOT really a hindrance in a relationship (friendship man o kung ano man yan) as long as you constantly communicate with each other and open sa lahat ng bagay, you guys can hit it off kahit first meeting pa lang.

** Taking pictures inside the Female Comfort Room can really be fun too especially if you're with individuals na game na game sa lahat. Ok lang maging lukaret sometimes

** Having a virtual friend accompany you and your bestfriend from Dagupan to stroll around the Greenhills tiangge (no, not JOLIBI) will make you feel happy. Having an online sister bond with your little brother and watch you as you rape your brother can be comforting. and having your kikay sissy chat with ur serious grandfather about UP Diliman stuff can make you smile

** Being with a future professor/historian/rockstar is awesome especially when he's singing spongecola songs and being accompanied by two leading ladies

** Having an intimate talk with someone you had a misunderstanding can really be a memorable one especially when she gives you advices about your lovelife, appreciates your pagiging ka-chxter and analyze what is the story behind every Spongecola song

** The one you constantly voted out (which led into FE) can be the craziest and the most hyper among the vhms

** Cousins of VHMS can be good photographers too

** The youngest among the group doesn't mean that he is the smallest. He is more better to hangout with in real life

** Sipping coffee with the housemates = RIOT hahaha

** You have this unexplainable feeling when you actually see a real PBB Housemate from the tv show when you are with the virtual housemates

** You can't really avoid missing the other housemates who can't make it

** Virtual Loveteams can be more "kakilig" when you see them together live and take a stolen shot while they are walking in the street.

** I can be a good tourguide of annapolis street telling the tourist where Nida Blanca was murdered, where the beauty queen jumped from the 27th floor and where the chop chop lady was chopped

** Pillows with porky something is cute

** Knowing that this game is gonna end soon makes me feel EMOTIONAL

2006-12-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

Gee confesses: Excited na akong makita ang pic namin with UMA na wala daw paki-alam si Charles... (na buti pa daw kung SAM MILBY un...haha!)

Hi there BBK! Sorry po kung bigla akong umalis sa conference last night... Feeling ko kasi, nagloloko yung ym ko... Saka wala po akong nababasang respond... Anyway...

Ayun, natuloy yung EB namin... Ano, hindi pala ako makakapunta ah? hahaha... Well, I don't know if I should put the details here, maybe sa diary ko na lang... I'll put some reflections here...

Let's start with Mica. Nagulat ako sa kanya kasi ang tangkad pala niya talaga... Nanliit tuloy ako bigla. Hehe...I can say that she's a very sweet girl in person.... Lalo na sa brother niya na nirerape niya everyday... Joke! Sarap nyang kabatak sa shopping. Haha... And galante pa, biruin mo, akala ko ako lang ang walang gift sa amin, un pala, siya lang ang may gift... Hehe... Nakakahiya naman sa kanya...

Kay Charles naman, expected ko, malaki siya. Pero hindi naman pla gaanong kalakihan. Oh well, He said sa previous confession na serious type of person daw siya... Seryosohin niya ang mukha niya... Haha... Ang kalog kaya nito.. Sobrang nakakatawa kahit mga simpleng banat niya...

For Marge naman, well I expect na sobrang sweet and feminine girl ang kikay na ito... Ang HYPER pala! Haha... At si Ate Mats daw ang hyper according to her... Well, nagsisisi kami at pinag-kape pa namin ang girl na ito! Hahahah... Mas nadagdagan...

Si Ate Mats naman, kung ano yung looks niya sa pictures, ganoong ganoon siya in person... Siguro sanay na ako kasi CONSTANT telebabaders nga kami as of now dvah? Haha... Basta, galante din to. Sinagot ba naman niya yung Starbucks namin eh... Hehe... Buti na lang dinala niya si Brisbane ( cousin niya)... Kahit papaano, hindi ako ang pinakamaliit... hahaha!

So there, I really had fun last night BBK.... Halos every minute, picture picture, tawa, picture picture... Heheh... Masaya talaga... Sana maraming nakasama... Sana nandoon din kayo BBK...

I've realized na super pwede palang maging real life friends ang mga virtual friends... Parang ang tagal na naming magkakakilala... basta, gusto kong malaman nila na I'm always here if ever they'll be needing my help... Grabe, as in super nag-enjoy talaga ako... Malas ko, di ko nadala yung cam ko ( nagpalit kasi ako ng bag... haha)...

There, sana sa next EB, mas maraming sumama at sana, nandoon na kayo BBK...

At sana din, ma-upload na nila yung mga litrato namin... Sana bilisan nila... Hahaha..
*********************
EDIT:
Kakabasa ko lang po ng confession ni Mica, and Honestly, medyo naluha ako... Ang sarap naman magreminisce... Hay... Sana maulit muli!

Nga pla, may stolen shot pla ang CHARGE... hehe... Excited na akong makita

Un lang! Again, sana bilisan nila ang pag-upload at excited na akong makita ang pic namin with UMA na wala daw paki-alam si Charles... ( na buti pa daw kung SAM MILBY un...haha!)... hahahaha....

2006-12-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

Charles confesses: Ito na ang last nomination dahil ang matitira ay bubuo na ng BIG 4 ng ALLSTAR SEASON

Today, at 3 or 4 pm, we will be having an EB, sa greenhills... tuloy na tuloy na yun... hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako, okung mahihiya ako... pero one thing is for sure, I am very nervous... i dont know what to expect... and i dont know what the VHs expect of me...

What I am in the VH, yung pinapakita ko kay Gee at Ate Mats, na palabiro, I am not that in real life... I am more of a serious person...

Anyway, wala pa din akong gift para sa exchange gift... baka bumili nalang ako sa greenhills...

AT nomination na naman pala... parang nung isang araw lang ay umalis si kuya niel... at ngaun naman ay may aalis na ulit... anyway, ito na ang last nomination dahil ang matitira ay bubuo na ng BIG 4 ng ALLSTAR SEASON, kung sino man ang makakapasok sa BIG 4 at mananalo bilang ALLSTAR Big Winner, I want to say an early CONGRATULATIONS!

2006-12-28T11:15:00.000+08:00

"Buti hndi nagpapakita ung batang namatay dun" -Charles

Last month, I have submitted my blog for a review ng italk2much... I have eargely submitted my blog for a review, and yesterday, they gave it to me... it gave me a lot of hits and a bad review.. I have put in the blog the actual review... at least its not that bad compared to the review they gave kuya Rex of Season 3...

What else had happened... we went to Star City the other night... the line is so long, that it took us about an hour to get into the ride... at napakamahal ng ride-all-you-can P250, compared dati na around P200 lang.... pati ang entrance ticket na P50 dati.. ngaun ay P60...

Anyway.. ang bagong ride lang dun ay ang Surf Ride... mas exciting pa din ung dating ride na Round-Up... nandun pa din ung Wild River, kung saan may namatay na bata... buti hndi nagpapakita ung batang namatay dun... pero di na din ako sumakay kasi ayaw kong mabasa ng tubig..

Ang isa pang pinaka-ayaw kong sakyan ay ang Viking at ang Magic Carpet.. kasi sobrang nakakahilo sa mga rides dun...

Pero ang gusto ko talaga sa star city ang ang cyclone at ang ice palace nila... sobrang lamig sa ice palace, parang nagkasipon nga yata ako dun eh! hehehe

Pagkatapos ng nakakapagod na araw... umuwi kami ng around 11 pm... nagkontrata nalang kami ng FX para di na hassle yung biyahe namin...

2006-12-28T05:23:00.000+08:00

Maristel confesses: I will continue missing you and the activities and lahat po ng Virtual Housemates

So, the moment is finally coming to its END... Ang hirap lang isipin.. Na kung kailan malapit na matapos ang ALL STAR, eh ngayon pa nangyayari lahat ng connections with the other VHs inside.. BBK, to be completely honest.. Sobrang nakakalungkot po ang mga nangyayari right now.. There has been a lot to do for now.. And to think that we're only days through the finish line..

The other day.. Christmas here to be exact I called PAO... Natutuwa po ako hearing from him again. We talked a lot of stuffs po.. We sorta catch up with all the times that we almost spent "not talking" or "not conversing" lately.. Naging busy po siya sa studies niya and with his career @ Broadway.. May rehearsals nga po sila and everything.. Nasa party po si Pao when I called him which I am also at.. The only difference is we're miles apart.. But hearing his voice from the other end of the line made me a bit closer to him! I was like screaming and shouting his name!

I got a call from Mica din po the 25th.. And what I just recently realized was.. HINDI PALA NAMIN nabati ng MERRY CHRISTMAS ang isa't isa.. Waaaaaahhhhhhh.. Nakakaasar naman po yun.. Mega daldalan to the max po kami tapos wala man lang pong greetings.. I was having a confe with of course you, BBK and Gee po the other night din.. Parang ang sarap lang po ng feeling ng, bumabalik na ang ating bonding moments.. But the worst thing is.. Kung kailan patapos na po ang season at tsaka naman po nagkaganun..

I had a short chat with Neil din po.. Nafeel ko naman po na he's the next to leave. He has proved himself inside the Virtual House naman po.. And also, for some time I saw him being active here sa boards, that's enough na po and that made me think and wonder.. We may lost him now, but I know that the invisible thread that connects us will forever be treasured.. I heard his side of story and he has heard mine.. Even before po siya maEvict at least I am real glad that even for a while we still had our chat sessions..

Si Gee naman po, ang aking CONSTANT kaTELEBABAD.. GEEMATS buddy na nga po ang mabubuo namin.. Nakakatuwa po, coz all we did was reminisce.. A few good things that happened since nung na Forced Evict si Benj hanggang sa present po.. Sorang sakit po ng tiyan namin sa kakatawa - dahil sangkatutak na bloopers po pala ang nagyari sa amin.. Parang, it all came to mind na, SOME GOOD THINGS never really last... But I know those moments will forever be embarked in our hearts..

Si Charles po, sobrang naTouch po ako sa confession niya.. I say, up to my last stay here sa Virtual House.. I will always be a friend to him.. I don't care whatever the circumstances maybe.. Pero isa po si Charles sa mga nakapagpalakas ng loob ko and isa sa mga constant peeps who compliments me in everything that I do..

It's just sad, that it's now or rather we're all now approaching the our last days left inside the Virtual House.. *sighs*

Isa nga lang po ang sinabi ko kay Gee, the last time we talked.. Kung matuloy man po ang EB later, dapat po masundan pa po ang magiging EB ng All Star! Gusto ko nga po BBK, pati sana kayo makasama later.. *sighs* But I think I'm a bit wishing for the impossible and that's making me sad. Basta po, sana po fro the the GOODBYE ASVHs that I read from this board eh, hindi pa po yun ang GOODBYE forever sa amin.. Goodbye for this Season lang po.. I've missed you BBK for the utmost times and for the end credits here sa Virtual House, I say.. I will continue missing you and the activities and lahat po ng Virtual Housemates na nakilala ko and mas nakasama, nakausap and nakilala ko ng mas matagal.. Lahat po sila.. FRIENDS for KEEPS and I'm real glad that I got the chance to share my LIFE with you BBK, the CYBER world and the Virtual Housemates itself..

This isn't the end, rather IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING of SOMETHING WONDERFUL...

BBK i know po, everyone inside the virtual house knows this song by Vitamin C, entitled FRIENDS FOREVER.. This song po, I dedicate to everyone, sa lahat po ng na evict and for all na natira sina.. CHARLES, GEE, MICA and PAOLO..

CURRENT MUSIC: Friends Forever by Vitamic C
CURRENT MOOD: Sad (i want to cry)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

2006-12-28T01:05:00.001+08:00

Gee confesses: I am so excited to see and have intimate conversations with Charles in person

Hey! I can’t believe that you are again giving colors to a certain phrase on my recent diary post. Why is that?

Ate Mats is the witness on how excited I am on the upcoming EB. We even have plans on where should we meet up and such stuffs like, we’ll buy MCCHICKEN, have a picture with that and show it Pao and many more. I am so excited to see and have intimate conversations with Charles in person. I am very excited to have a bonding with the other girls. If you’re thinking about contradicting those ideas with that simple phrase as a basis, oh well, it was such an unnecessary act. Nanahimik ako at ayoko nang mainis.

And who said that I won’t go tomorrow? Hahaha… Don’t get me wrong, I’m not mad… Para kasing you are jumping into conclusions na agad… Hehe.. I just don’t want to disappoint my fellow vhs that I’ll be going to meet tomorrow… Haha…

Well, looking at the brighter side, I think I should be happy kasi napapansin o pinapansin mo talaga ako at ang mga sinasabi… uyyyyyyy, kinikilig naman ako nyan. Haha…

2006-12-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

"Madami ako nabili na mura cyempre. ndi ako bibili ng hindi sale." -Paolo

Yesterday dapat papasok ako dun sa work ko ung sa office pero hindi ako nagcng dahil macyadong puyat kc Christmas day ung the day before that. Masaya nmn ang araw na un nakapag-internet ako ng matagalan. Hahaha!

Nung mga 4 or 5 pm na pupunta na kami ng mall para mag after Christmas shopping! YAY! hahaha! madami ako nabili na mura cyempre. ndi ako bibili ng hindi sale. Lahat ng nasa mall sale eh? hmmm? Hahahaha! nakabili ako ng 2 calendar. isa para sa kwarto ko isa para sa kapatid ko si Sofia. Nabili ko ung Carrie Underwood na calendar. tpos un ikot-ikot sa mall. Akala ko wala na ako mabibili pero nung pa-uwi na nakita ko ung American Idol na DVD game parang ung "Scene It!" na game ung game board na may DVD so un sale un kaya binili ko na din.

Tpos un umuwi na kami at nakatulog ako ng maag dahil may practice kinabukasan. Ngaun pala un pero mya mya pa nmn eh. Maaga ako nagcng kaya internet muna. Bihira ung maaga ako mgcng na nakakapag internet pa hehe. Ingatz!!!

2006-12-28T00:33:00.001+08:00

Paolo confesses: Gusto ko na manalo ang dapat manalo

Day 85! at meron nanaman matatanggal. Parang kahapon lng eh umalis ng vHouse si Kuya Neil G. Nagmamadali ka ba BBK? gusto mo na agad mag-next season? Meron ka na bang nakita na housemates? Hmmm. hehe. Masaya nmn ngaun ang bahay kasi konti na lng tau ngek! hahaha! mas masaya pala pag madami. so wag nyo pansinin un.

I was talking to Ate Mats last night kaya lang umalis ako nauna pa ako umalis saknya kc nag after-christmas shopping ako haha. I want to thank her na active cya sa site ko at hindi pa rin cya nawawala dito sa vHouse. ang galing nmn nya.

Miss ko na ung lahat ng ASVH na kilala ko na hindi ko na nakaka-usap. Nasaan na kaya sila? Anyway malapit na matapos ang game. I hope na manalo ang dapat. Parang lagi ko 2 sinasabi. Kaya ko lagi sinasabi kc 22o naman gusto ko na manalo ang dapat manalo at deserving tlga. Ingatz! BBK!

2006-12-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

"One of the best movies I've seen" -Paolo

"Night at the Museum" is one of the best movies I've seen. You should all watch it. Napanuod ko un nung Christmas kc sinehan lng ung open nun ung the rest of the mall sarado. Kaya un. Nakakatawa ung movie tsaka magbaon kau ng maraming popcorn at malaking drink para wala kau mamiss na part katulad ng pinsan ko haha.

Ayoko nmn i-spoil ung movie na ikwekwento ko lahat lahat pero basta panoorin nyo na lang. Tungkol kc un sa isang tatay na walang trabaho. un lng ang masasabi ko. haha! ang next na movie ko na papanoorin ano kaya uhmm "Dreamgirls" gusto ko makita si Jennifer Hudson. American Idol Top 7 un!!!! Hahahaha! tsaka si Beyonce' na din haha. pero si Jennifer ang habol ko dun. *nods*

Aun! panoorin nyo ung "Night at the Museum" ahh maganda yan. Kelan ba un showing sa pilipinas? basta panoorin nyo pag nakita nyo sa sinehan or pirated CDs hahaha!!! Ingatz!!!

2006-12-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

DAY EIGHTY-FIVE
"Paano ka mami-meet yung mga ka EB ko tommorow" -Gee

Nakakainis! This is one of my worst days ever! First, nasira yung cp ko! Errr.. ewan, feeling ko may nakabagsak, ayaw lang nilang umamin... So there, one of my problems, paano ka mami-meet yung mga ka EB ko tommorow, if wala akong cp... Waaaah!

Second, sooooooooooooobrang bagal ng internet connection, I'm super lucky kasi nakapag-update pa ako ng diary... Well, di ako makapag- blog, di ko maayos yung multiply site ko and marami talaga akong hindi magawa... Worse, di ako makapag sign-in sa ym! Marami akong dapat makausap...Nakakainis!!! Nakakainis talaga...

So ayan, mga limang oras ata akong nagstandby sa pc ko at ang nagawa ko lang is, eto, mag update at mangampanya sa friendster (hehe...)... Yun lang! Errrrr.... Naiirita ako! hehe... Wala tuloy akong maishare na pic kasi di ako makapag-upload... *sadness!

Waaah, sana tomorrow., okay na ang internet connection ko at cp ko, para masaya... Hehehe...

Un lang!

2006-12-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

"For the first time, I rode MRT to Ayala Station by myself" -Mica

This pic was taken sa Chxmas Partee namin last year sa Promenade Mall

I am here in Netopia ayala MRT station. Kanina pa ako hanap ng hanap ng Internet Shop kaso puro down sa mga una kong pinuntahan Buti na lang successful na dito hehe

Why am I here? Chxmas Partee namin kanina sa Gilingan G3. Originally sa Gerry's Grill pero sa hindi malamang kadahilanan ay napadpad kami sa gilingan

For the first time, I rode MRT to Ayala Station by myself (bravo!). Walk lang ng walk hanggang mapagod papunta sa gilingan. Mas nauna pang nakarating si Chx Alcala sa akin together with tita long (writer sa the buzz magazine) and the guy of Chx's life, si LOVE THADANI Shy ako at first sa kanya pero ang kulit pala niya! As usual, may photo op sila nun tapos yung iba may dalang album with SamChx pics.. inasar ko si love na "SAM CHX AKO!" and he was like "I love Sam too!" hehehehe Kalog siya and a bit shy kapag hindi pa kayo masyadong nagbond. He is being loved by the reporters as well.

Syempre, todo lafang ang lola Mica ninyo kaso ako pa rin daw ang title holder ng "sexiest chter". tinawagan ko din yung ibang chxters na didn't make it (nasa visayas sila wekeke) yung isa naman si sheyna mas piniling magbabysit. wah sana nasa mood akong gumala ngayon.

Dami namin napagusapan but i won't post it here

I can't wait for Chx's Indie movie with Luis Alandy entitled "ALABOK". Supposed to be shown na yun nung November, pero may eksena si Luis na hindi pa nakunan dahil pilayot ata siya ngayon. Baka February na siya ipalabas. Chx is again set to do another indie film

Maganda gift natanggap ko.. may personal touch ni Rico Barrera wehehehe

2006-12-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: Il be having a hard time to campaign haha masaya din ito para parang PBB na totoo

Ayan na nakalabas na ang results ng nomination... as expected, si Cebuanong Kuya Neil ko ang natanggal

Gosh, i can feel it! Talagang bumibilis na ang mga pangyayari! Malapit na nga talaga ang katapusan ng game na ito.

I am happy coz in a way i got the chance to bond with the hottest guy inside the house (now out). I am still looking for ward to future chats and sms exchange with him. Sana nga matuloy ako sa Cebu next year para naman mameet ko din siya.

Lima na lang kaming natitira at waahhh may nomination agad! Woah! (sandara in super noypi mode haha).

Meron pala tayong bagong poll... i mean, the only poll so far sa game. I have a few online friends na active ngayon sa net and i seldom use the internet na as in babad so il be having a hard time to campaign haha masaya din ito para parang PBB na totoo

Bukas na yung Grand Eyeball with the VHMS. Hindi pa talaga sigurado yung iba kasi hindi ko pa nakausap yung iba. Sana nga tuloy na tuloy na to kahit hindi pa ako nakakabili ng gifts Hay... I'm excited! Ready na ang aking Camera!! yohooo!!!

Yan po muna BBK for now.. Frozen Mica na ako dito sa lakas ng aircon waaahhh

2006-12-27T03:53:00.000+08:00

The Final Battle - Favorite ASVH

Who is your favorite ASVH?

ASVH with most votes on Friday 11:59PM gets 3 points or a chance to use his/her Immunity. ASVHs may campaign.

2006-12-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

Charles posts: Pls... vote for me!

Message: pls... mga friends... vote for me sa
site na ito:

http://www.allstarpbbfg.blogspot.com

vote for CHARLES!!!!!

2006-12-27T02:53:00.000+08:00

Gee posts: Guys! i need your help... ( oo! ikaw nga!)..

Message: i know this is a desperate move (haha!
sige tawa lang... haha...)

pls. vote for me on this site:
www.allstarpbbfg.blogspot.com

may poll there, choose GEE...

thanx in advance guys, makakabawi din
ako sa inyo! mwaaaah!

2006-12-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

7th Nomination starts

Nomination Process

1. A VH MUST assign 4 evicting points to one VH and 2 evicting points to another VH he/she wants to leave the game.
2. He/she MUST also assign 2 saving points to the VH he/she wants to stay.
3. A codename (maximum of 20 characters) and justification of the votes (at least 3 sentences each) are required.
4. VH with highest net point becomes the evictee and 2nd member of the jury that will choose the winner.
5. All nominations must be sent via Private Message in PBBFG Board.
6. VH who violates a nomination rule (ballot is invalidated), refuses to nominate or fails to nominate on time gets 4 evicting points.

Last Day of Nomination is on FRIDAY.

2006-12-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

WEEK 10 - DAY EIGHTY-FOUR
Hot Seducer becomes the 9th evictee-jury

Neil G, the 25 year old Call Center from Cebu got the highest net point becoming the 9th evictee and the 1st member of the jury that will choose the Big Winner. Season 1's runner up received +10 points tied with Charles, in the 6th Nomination and 6 penalty points this week.

Charles' points were cancelled out after using Immunity. Paolo and Maristel got positive marks, +6 and +2, respectively. Mica (-2) and Gee (-7) got negative marks.

VH of the Week is Gee. Only 5 ASVHs remain.

ASVH Reward/Penalty + Nomination = Net Point
NEIL G (6) + (12 -2) = +16
PAOLO (x) + (6) = +6
MARISTEL (4) + (2 -4) = +2
*CHARLES (2 -3) + (10) = +9 = 0
MICA (x) + (-2) = -2
GEE (-5) + (-2) = -7

*Immune

HOUSEHOLD COUNCIL

2006-12-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

This week's Reward and Penalty

VH of the Week - Gee (2 saving points)
The 7th Battle - Charles* and Gee (3 SP)

Nomination violation - Maristel (4 evicting points)
Less than two confessions - Neil G (2 EP)
Less than two diary entries - Charles* and Neil G (2 EP)
Household council penalty - Neil G (2 EP)

*Used his immunity

2006-12-26T18:14:00.000+08:00

Gee confesses: Charles is really a good friend

Hi there BBK! Mustah naman? Well, wala parin ulit results ng eviction... haha... Anyway...

I've read Charles's latest confession and man, It was very touching... That was the sweetest words that I've read from a virtual friend... Virtual friend lang ba? Well, I guess wala ng ganoong limitation... Charles is really a good friend and I just want him to know na, I'm also always at his side no matter what...

So there, what else? Anyway, I'm also excited sa upcoming EB namin sa Dec. 28, although may commitment din ako that day ( hindi DATE tulad ng sinabi ko kay charles... haha!) , I'll do everything para makapunta doon... I guess that moment is once in a life time, na available halos lahat ( ang exag yata... hehe)... Ayon, excited na ako sa gift ni mica... sana lalaki! hahaha (kapal ko talaga! haha)...

Well, the game is getting exciting... Although wala pang ( and halata na rin kasi kung sino yung next evictee)... Para kasing every week, back to zero ang lahat... Hay,,, mamimiss ko ang game na ito pag natapos na!

2006-12-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

"Meron lang akong ikinabadtrip kahapon pero hindi ko na sasabihin dito" -Mica

Yesterday nasa reunion na naman ako ng mga Rodriguez (pero family na lang talaga namin). Masaya naman sitya dami kong regalo haha and got some studio and racing pics of my cousin Ysa Potenciano, the Princess of Racing (her official site coming out soon!). Meron lang akong ikinabadtrip kahapon pero hindi ko na sasabihin dito.. baka makita pa ng mga kapamilya ko at ako ang lumabas na Lavinia hehehe

Anywayz, pumunta kami sa bahay na pinagawa ng Tito Raymond ko sa Hillborough (tama ba spelling? whatever haha) grabe ang gaganda ng house dun! How i wish ako din balang araw makapundar ng sarili kong bahay na ganun kaganda... syempre gusto ko sariling kayod hehe

Went sa Promenade Mall to accompany my lola to watch a movie. Guess what? Super Noypi na naman nyahahaha Hindi na ako nagsawa noh? Kesa naman pelikula ni Lapid hehe peace! Wala lang... gusto sana namin either "Karma" o "Mano Po 5" pero hindi daw nakarating dito yung prints.. kinorner ni mother lily? wkeke di pede yan lugi negosyo!

Mamaya baka i-treat ko kapatid ko sa Jollibee... Good boy naman sya recently. Bibili rin ako ng gift ko for Chx Alcala dahil Chxmas partee namin bukas sa Gerry's Grill sa Glorietta. Sana kasama si papa Rico Barrera pero busy ata sa Gapo ngayon.. Sayang huhu pero mas excited ako sa 28 hehehe love it love it!

2006-12-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

Mica confesses: Yan ang totoong vhm, nagpapakatotoo at may paninindigan

Ngarag pic of mine before lumarga papuntang Maynila

Hellowsky BBK!

How was your Christmas? Sana nagenjoy ka

Anywayz, I got the chance to talk to Charles, Gee, Paolo and Mats on the phone yesterday. First time namin magusap ni Charles sa phone.. sa ym never kami nakapagusap na with mic kasi alam niyo naman sa aming probinsya nyahahaha We talked about college stuff and the EB... nabasa ko rin confession niya hehe sana hindi siya maligaw if ever hehe pero il try to call him up again tonight Si Gee nanood ata ng Zsa Zsa Zaturna... I wonder how Rustom played the role of Ada haha Sana hindi matuloy lakad niya sa 28 para makasama siya sa EB 1 hour din jkami nagusap ni Ate Mats kagabi about "DANIEL SMITH" hehe sasali ata kami sa organization na sumusuporta kay Daniel Smith hehe basta siya kausap ko sa love talaga napupunta.. masaya siyang kausap when it comes to dat subject eh

Tumawag din ako last night kay Paolo when he texted me and greeted me a merry xmas 2 min lang ata yung call kasi yung kapatid ko pinababa agad cp. Seloso eh haha nakachat ko din siya kanina... I miss him waaaahhhh. Katext ko din Neil G kahapon pero sandali lang. I told him na my uncle who lives in Cebu is inviting me to go to Cebu. Nasa wishlist ko din yun kaso hindi ako pwede umalis... hanggang Danggit lang muna haha

I actually have a feeling na one of the boys talaga ang matatanggal. I hope hindi yung naiiisip ko. I know na maraming negative reactions sa latest confession nya, but i would like him to know na hanga ako sayo i swear! Yan ang totoong vhm, nagpapakatotoo at may paninindigan. I salute you dis bro of mine... I Love him!!

Kausap ko rin sa phone kahapon si Ian. He told me na by next year punta na siya ulit ng korea. Sabi ko padalhan niya ako ng gwapong koreano I actually miss talking to him... i consider him one of my "kuya" here in vhm.. i mean in real life. hope to meet him soon! Si Jomar din katext ko... nasa Bicol siya right now and i admire his family dahil nag-outreach ata sila dun. Sana tuloy-tuloy na yan Ka chat ko din si Kenneth kanina. Sana umuwi siya ulit dito hehehe:)

Anyways, I'll get in touch sa mga makakasama bukas... after nito il buy gifts for them na din balak ko padalhan ng card yung mga hindi makakapunta

2006-12-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

Mica blogs: SUPER NOYPI!!!

I am lucky coz I was able to attend the Premiere Night of the movie "Super Noypi", an official entry at the MMFF.

Here are random points from the movie and the premiere night

* As expected, the Premiere Night was attended by different Fan Groups: From Jen's Fans, Johnatics, Parkers, Topaks, Kramies, Katrinians and a lot more!

* I can say one of the worst premiere night because the movie was supposed to start by 7:30pm but the stars arrived at... 9:45pm!!!

* I salute Quark Henares for a job well done! Parang panghollywood talaga ang effects niya. Galing ng NoyPi!

* I love the Costumes especially ANYSS.

* I love the twist! I advice everyone who will watch this film to stay until the end of the credits :)

* This is not your typical pinoy action movie. Eto na ang dabest!!!

* They have a good website at http://www.supernoypi.com and they do have regular chat sessions with the stars since the site opened last October.

* Good Soundtrack. Urbandub, ChicoSci, Sandwich and more!

* Heard the themesong 1000x kasi 5:30pm nasa Megamall na ako. Halos memorize ko na lyrics haha :)

Guess what? may Super Noypi part 2! :)

2006-12-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

Charles confesses: Sila na handang sumuporta sa akin... sila na HINDI BUMITAW SA AKIN

To BBK: I want to greet you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Very excited po ako sa gaganaping o pinaplanong eye-ball ni Mica sa December 28, na gaganapin sa Greenhills... Although, ang inaalala ko ay paano ako pupunta doon, kasi di ko alam ang direksyon... pero I am very willing to go there! At may exchange gifts pa! ang sosyal! Hmm... ano kaya ang gift na ibibigay ko...

I am wishing na matuloy ang binabalak na EB na yan.. gustong-gusto (10X) na makita si GEE at ATE MATS.... syempre sila ung mga pinaka-close ko dito sa game.. sayang impossible si PAO na maka-punta kasi nasa tate siya! symepre gusto ko din makita si MICA... at ung mga co-season ko na sina JINELLE, at BENJ, na sana pumunta...

BBK, gusto ko din palang magpapasalamat kay ate Mats at Gee dahil lagi silang nandyan para sa akin... sila na handang sumuporta sa akin... sila na HINDI BUMITAW SA AKIN, kahit wala ako sa tabi nila... Lalong lalo na, BBK, kay Gee na laging nasa tabi ko, simula pa nung season 3 hanggang ngayon, basta ang masasabi ko lang kay Gee, nasa harap niya ako, handang sanggain ang mga sibat na ibinabato sa kanya... Gusto ko ding ipahatid, BBK, kay PAO ang aking pasasalamat, dahil sa pagiging TOTOONG TAO niya... Salamat sa inyong tatlo...

2006-12-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

DAY EIGHTY-THREE
"Akala ko hindi ko na maeenjoy ang christmas after kong magdebut!" -Gee

*me w/ my cousin ate jigs...

Well! It's Xmas! Some say that this event is for kids only.... Oh well...

I'm still a KID at HEART! Haha...

So, there... guess saan namin sinalubong ang Xmas? Sa Kalye ng Taguig! Hahaha....

My cousin Jigs went on our house kasi... Well, I missed her a lot! The last time I saw her was the New year's eve of Last year... Ayun, todo girl talk! Hayyy, gigimik daw kami next wednesday... Sana matuloy!

Anyway, ayon, hinatid namin xa sa house niya ( Pateros), then, there was this scene na, hindi kami makahanap ng u-turn, kaya kami nakarating ng Taguig... Muntik na kaming mapadpad sa airport... Haha...

So ayun, this day, hindi xa ordinary, pero hindi naman sobrang bongga... Natuwa lang ako, marami pala akong inaanak... Sabi ko before, after ng debut ko, never na akong mamamasko... Haha! Ang swerte ko lang kasi madaming nagbigay sa akin... Enough for my gimmicks... hehe... And I received lots of presents too... Akala ko hindi ko na maeenjoy ang christmas after kong magdebut! hehe... oh well...

Mas excited ako sa New Year's Eve... I dunno why!

2006-12-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

Gee confesses: I'm actually worrying again about the same person

Hi there BBK, first of all, I want to greet you. MERRY XMAS! 'Ope you had fun this day...

So there, the results of the sixth nomination are up...And here I go again. I'm actually worrying again about the same person... Some voted for him... I wish he'll remain here...

Anyway, I can't believe someone voted for Ate Mats... Hehe... And I can't beleive that her ballot was invalidated... hay, it seems that, there are lots of unexpected stuffs this nomination... Hehe... But one thing is expected: based on the results, a guy shall be the next evictee...

Well, end of the game is getting near... We only have 17 days left... I don't know what shall happen to my Virtual life after this... Anyway, I've gained a lot of friends through this, so, what more can I wish for?

So there, again, Merry Xmas BBK!