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Sunday, November 19, 2006

"Ang tagal ko kaya cyang inantay at di ako papayag na mawala nlng cya na ganun kadali" -Neil G

I guess lahat ng 'to nag ugat frm simple fights, misunderstandings and jealousy... na sumabog nlng coz napuno na. it could have ended everything between the two of us, which i really feared wud happen...

Nag iyakan pa kami sa east-west cafe.

During the conversation yesterday, when i uttered the words "IM CONFUSED......." and started crying, it really made angel cry too kasi akala nya gusto ko ng wakasan relationship namin. sabi ko "IM CONFUSED ON WHAT TO DO TO MAKE YOU HAPPY..."

Nagreply cya na "YOU'RE MORE THAN ENOUGH TO MAKE ME HAPPY... I JST WANT THINGS TO BE SIMPLE. MAGKASAMA LNG TAU EH OK NA." na-touch tlaga ako sa sinabi nya.

Minsama kasi angel na bakit pa raw ako maghahanap ng ibang source of happiness eh nandun naman cya. napatanong tuloy cya na hndi ba raw cya enough for me. sinabi ko naman na "I JST WANTED YOU TO BE WID ME...."

BUTI NAMAN AT NAAYOS DIN NAMIN BY THE END OF THE DAY..................

It made me realize 3 things that are very important in a relationshp:

First, you have to have TRUST for each other. whatever uv had in the past shud remain in the past. pinagselosan ko kasi mga x nya at kung cno2x pang nkakilala nya dati. hndi ko man lng naisip mas importante and present and future and that we both have to work on our relationship.

Second, kailangan tlaga may OPEN COMMUNICATION. kung ano man ang hinanakit nyo sa isat isa ay dapat nyong pag usapan bago pa lumalala. der r times kasi na di mo na alam na nasasaktan mo na pala ang partner mo. at kung nagkamali man ay dapat may FORGIVENESS din.

Third, LEARN TO SACRIFICE FOR LOVE. hndi lahat ng tao pare pareho ang gusto at pare pareho mag isip so u have to accept each other's differences. during our conversation ni angel, dun ko lng nalaman na ive been so selfish. gusto ko kasi gustuhin din nya ang mga hilig ko. it really made me guilty na dahil dun ay nasaktan ko cya.

I cannot imagine my life without angel. ang tagal ko kaya cyang inantay at di ako papayag na mawala nlng cya na ganun kadali.....

I love ANGEL soooooo much.

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